@Nafisa.. . sorry read thru this whole thing again. . saw ur question on what my reactions were to seeing the first epi without Giaa. . .
well i'll be plain honest. .
after nearly getting run over by a car right after realizing Giaa had really been replacedd . . things were not easy on me. . . .
SNS had gotten a big boot out of me. . . and I no longer cared. . about Star or SNS. . coz i had no reason left to see it. . . all my motivation was killed brutally that very day . . . .
though I still saw that episode. . . but I admit again. . that was the first time in my life that I forgot/ ignored that SNS was going to be airing. . at the usual time. . i literally forgot. . . missed the first 3/4 .. caught up with last 5 minutes. . for the sake of it and family. . coz none in my family knew about replacement. . and i did nto want to hurt them . . i was praying this was all false. . . but as soon aas I was at the livin area to ssee SNS. . all my family that i wud usually fingd sitting there watching intently. . no one was there. . . they had all left the place. .and were yelling at each other what the hell happened. . and thats whtn I broke the facts to the,m . . . and they got shattered. . . and were disgusted . . honestly. . SNS track since holi has taken a heavy toll on most of my family and it was getting a day to day struggle for me to actually convince everyone to see SNS. . or at least let me watch it. . . . so with GIaa gone. . 90% of my family members have indefinitely stopped SNS> . . they can now watch the news on BBC / some other serial that they find funny. . aka. Kairi. . . or some other. . . i dont care. . .
oh yeah got carried away. . for me reaction was simple after the terrible day./ . . i was pretty much a dead soul in relation to SNS. . .it had been britally murdered within me. . . i cud not care at all. . cud not be bothered. . had no motivation to even know where the story is headed. . .completely lost it. . .and in my first thread that summarised all my feelings right after replacement news. . i thin you read that already. .
new GOpi. . i always asy i got nothin against her. . she can get as better as she wants to . . she will definitely get used to the role. . . i personalyl cant be bothered anymore. . . and SNS without Giaa. . is honestly over for me. . . i am not bothered about even watching it. . if i do in future. .perhaps at someone's house . . coz i got Star unsubscribed. . will be by pure error. . / coincidence. . but I just dont raelyl care about SNS withuot Giaa .. i was clear that Giaa then GOpi made me ssee SNS. . i got hooked to it. . made a place in my heart. . nomatter how bad the track was ,, no matter how utterly useless i felt that track was or the darag. . i was in love with it coz of GIaa + Gopi. . all that is wiped out from me. . . . simple. .
i have no place in my heart to ever let any fiction show come into me. . ever again .. . and as for SNS without the original Gopi. . its over for me. . it ended the day Giaa got replaced. . . new Gopi can do her best possible. . perhaps even be a better Gopi character. . . i cant be bothered at all. . . i realyl honestly cant bring myself to stop .. but i have no regrets in saying that SNS without Giaa for me. . is like body without heart and Soul. . . for me its dead. . . for others i dont know. . . but for me I know. .
but . . . i later caught up with the whole episode online. . .
another damn long rant. . SOrry cud not help it
Edited by Vinder90 - 13 years ago
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