'Mitra' ~MG SS~ Thread 1 - Page 31

nice teaser

very very lovely ff, how i missed tis i dont know, but i started to read and finished 4 parts in one go...i loved tis ff so much...thanku for giving such a feel to me...i was so touched seeing their friendship bonding between my maaneet...i becam so emotional,apart from love u hav showned a very lovely relationship,friends...waiting for te past to reveal...

Part 5:

Tym passes nd our friendship or should I say my one sided Love also gets strong day by day. We got a name 'Inseparable Souls' nd how badly I wished that it was not due to friendship but due to Love but Alas! It can't as Maan had only seen me as a friend nd if I would have told him also about my feelings den he would have accepted my feelings for sure as he cant see me hurt but I know that relationship will only be on compromise nd last thing I wanted is to Maan compromise for anything. Love is not done by making a compromise it's a feeling that came straight from heart nd if Maan can't feel for me in that way then I can't force him also. I am happy with his friendship but for one thing I was sure that I can't Love any other person the way I Love him.

We got admission in the same college nd everything was going well. By now Maan had made a lot of changes in my personality. I am no more nervous wreck; neither I had that stage fear. Infact I use to participate in such competitions nd even Maan was with me. We had won many trophies together in "Inter-collegiate festival". Like school here also no one dares to say a word to me. Even though I reduced my weight a bit but I am still a fatso yet no one bullied me for it as Maan was always dere as my shadow. Many mistaken us as a couple nd I use to get tense but Maan asked me not to pay attention as they don't understand the depth of our friendship but least he knows how content I felt wen I see my name joined with his by any means.

We were happy in our blissful world nd everything was going smooth nd fine until the day wen Sameera entered in our lives nd Maan had fallen in Love with her at the first sight nd then everything started changing.

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Sameera was the daughter of one of the famous business tycoon in the city. Her father had died wen she was small nd currently his brother was handling the business nd she was really pampered a lot by him. This is what I came to know about her through others. But I didn't know that this person named Sameera is a biggest storm of my lyf. Maan had fallen for her on the very first sight of hers wen she entered the college premises. She was 2 years junior to us nd Maan was suppose to take her ragging but tables got turned nd at last it was Sameera who took Maan's ragging as Maan was totally spellbound from her beauty.

I won't deny the fact that Sameera was indeed an epitome of beauty. Anyone could fall for her charm nd Maan was no exception but this is for the first tym I am noticing some unknown emotions in Maan's eyes for Sameera; something hat I never saw before for any of his previous girlfriends, something that I wanted to see for myself but I never saw but that day I was seeing it for Sameera. If I say that It didn't pinched me at that moment would be a complete lie as it did pinched me a lot to see Maan falling for someone else nd not me. But wasn't I knew all this before? Didn't I want Maan's happiness than mine? Ofcourse I wanted nd if Maan's happiness lie in someone else then it shouldn't bother me right. yet my traitor heart was crying on the fact that probably I'll lose Maan after this but I always use to make him understand that it'll never happen as Maan cherished our friendship but at that moment I didn't knew that what my heart was saying was true as it already got an indication about the change that is going to happen in my lyf.

Since the day Maan had seen Sameera he just couldn't stop talking about her. We spent hours with him going ga ga over Sameera nd me listening to his each nd every praise by keeping a stone in my heart. At that moment only I realize that Maan is truly falling for Sameera nd as a friend it's my duty to bring them close. So what if I didn't got the love of my lyf atleast my best friend should get the one. I many tymes notice Maan getting lost somewhere in his own thoughts. Even in college also he use to see Sameera from far but don't know y he was not approaching her. I still remember his words wen I asked him y he's not approaching Sameera wen he feels so strongly for her.

"Yaar Laddoo for the first tym I had felt something more then attraction for a girl. It is completely different from what I felt for my previous GFs nd for the first tym MSK fears for getting rejected by her. What if she don't feel anything for me. I can't able to bear it." He said while staring ahead at a space nd I felt like someone had squeezed my heart out seeing him so helpless nd at that moment I decided that I'll do everything that I can to bring smile in Maan's face because he deserves to be happy.

I met Sameera the very next day at college nd befriended her. Though Sameera is a nice girl but she had a tinge of attitude in her but for Maan I was ready to bear that also. But fortunately or unfortunately me nd Sameera instantly clicked nd we became quiet a good friends. Directly or indirectly I use to tell Sameera about Maan nd try to know her feelings also nd I was happy to know that Sameera too have some feelings for Maan. so now it was tym to take next step nd that was to make Maan nd Sameera spend more tym with each other which I did tactfully by arranging a meet of 3 of us at canteen or college park or at coffee shop nd den excuse myself on the pretext of making some imp call or going to library for making notes etc etc. till the tym Maan nd Sameera get comfortable with each other I act as a link between both of them. I use to pass their gifts to each other, their small nd big notes to each other nd wat not. In all these the only person who was getting hurt was me myself but I bear all the pain just to make Maan happy. That was my love for him nd anyways Love should always be unconditional nd where there's any condition there can't be Love. This is wat I know about Love nd dis is wat I believe. I still didn't know how will I react wen Maan nd Sameera will accept each other completely but I had faith on my Babaji nd I knew that he'll give me enough strength to bear this heart break.

And finally the D-day came nd Maan proposes to Sameera on Valentine's Day which she happily accepted. Maan was happy because Sameera accepted her proposal, Sameera was happy because the most eligible nd rich bachelor in town had proposed her nd I was happy because Maan had got the love of his lyf. I silently came back to my home leaving them alone to spend tym with each other. I finally achieved what I wanted to yet my heart was crying. I gave an excuse to mumma that I was not feeling well nd gone straight to my room nd cry my heart out after locking the door. Y I was crying I don't know? Wasn't I knew this before that this day will definitely come nd dis is what I want den y I am crying? Y I felt that I lost Maan forever? The person whom I Loved since the day I know the meaning of Love will be no longer mine but I should be happy for him na den y I am crying? I kept on asking these questions to myself nd crying nd didn't realize wen I dozed off.

After that day everything started changing. Maan use to get very less tym to spend with me nd wenever we use to meet Sameera would also be there with him. I could clearly notice that Sameera doesn't seems to be much happy with Maan spending sometym with me but thinking it as a fragment of my imagination I just shrug it off. I mean y would Sameera would have any problem with Maan spending sometym with me wen she knows that me nd Maan are best friends but still to avoid any complication in their relationship I myself started keeping some distance with Maan. Many tymes Maan asked me that am I avoiding him nd Everytym I use to say to him that it was all his assumption nd I am busy with college assignments. But least he knows that my heart was bleeding over here nd the worst part is that I can't even let him know this.

But things didn't turned out as I wanted to be as now Maan himself got so engrossed in his nd Sameera's relationship that he hardly talks to me. At nights wenever I use to call him either his number would be busy or he was too tired to talk to me. Even in college also we hardly met even though we both were in same class. Maan's visit to my home started decreasing day by day. I had become all alone as apart from Maan I don't have any friend in the college. Therefore I use to spend my more nd more tym in Library or surfing net but it can't fill the void of Maan in my lyf. I was missing my best friend, I was missing my Maan. But I can't do anything rather then praying for his happiness yet at tymes I wanted him to be my side especially den wen I have to share some good or bad experience of mine but Maan was not there to listen to me. Or should I say Sameera never let Maan alone so that he could spend tym with me. I started getting withdrawn in my shell yet somewhere there was a hope that Maan will come like always to take me out from this shell. But I was wrong as one day something happened that shattered all my hopes completely.

That day I was really very much tensed because Papa was facing losses in his business from a very long tym but he didn't let me nd Maa know about it. We wouldn't have came to know about it that day also if Papa didn't got fainted in office due to High BP. His manager has brought him home after getting him checked from doctor nd den only we came to know about everything. Maa haven't left the Papa's side even for a second nd remain seated near him. I silently went back to my room nd started crying after locking the door. I can't be weak in front of Maa or else she won't be able to bear it but I can cry wen she's not around right. At that moment only person I needed was Maan. I immediately searched for my cellphone nd was about to dial his number wen I stopped myself thinking that he might be with Sameera but my heart needed him so badly at that moment dat I gave up in front of my heart nd dialed his number. It ringed one tym, two tym, three tymes but he didn't pick up his cell. I called him 4 tymes yet there was no answer. Sighed I thought to send him SMS. May be he's busy somewhere nd was not able to answer my call.

"Maan where are you? Please take my call or call me back as soon as you get my msg. it's urgent." I immediately send him a SMS hoping that he'll call me back in no tym as soon as he'll see my msg but he didn't. I waited for whole 5 mins but he didn't call me back which was so unusual of him.

"Maan I need you. There's a big problem nd I feel all alone please come to me right now." I msgd him once again thinking that may be now he'll call me back as no matter how much busy he is but he'll leave all his work behind if I was in any problem. But once again he proved me wrong nd I realized it den wen I got his msg.

"For god sake Laddoo try to tackle your problem yourself nd let me live nd enjoy my life peacefully. I am with Sam nd if you can then please leave me alone for some tym. It would be a great favour to me from you." This was his msg nd all my hopes that Maan will be there with me in my hard tymes came crashing down nd I realized that I lost my best friend forever. I realized that now his priority will be Sameera nd not me. Maan had shown me what place I had in his lyf probably I need to accept this fact too. I walked back to my bed with numb legs still clutching my cellphone nd slept weeping.

After that day I didn't called Maan neither did I msgd him anymore. Though I was surprised to see Maan behaving with me normally wen I met him at college next day as if nothing happened. But then I thought may be he didn't even realize what sets of words he used to show me my place but now wen I know this fact then I can't repeat the same mistake again. So I started avoiding coming face to face with Maan in college. Wenever I use to see him I just rushed to Library or any place where Maan can't see me. This happened for whole 2 months nd I was successful in avoiding him. Maan had called me few tymes but Everytym I use to make some excuse or let Maa answer the call nd asks her to tell him that I am not at home. But it was not that easy what I thought because my traitor heart craves to be with him, to get a glimpse of him but I controlled all my urges wen I reminds of his words nd realize that probably he don't need his Laddoo anymore now. I had no clue what's happening in his lyf because I never tried to know as I wanted to give him his space. I was just contented to know that Maan is happy with Sameera nd now even I am not with him to disturb him. But once again fate proved me wrong as one morning I got a call from Sameera. I just came out from shower wen I heard my cellphone ringing nd I was surprised to see Sameera's name on the screen as its been long since she had called me but thinking it to be important I answered the call only to find an enraged Sameera other side.

"So Ms. Geet Handa you must be happy now, isn't it? Afterall you got successful in your plan." I heard Sameera's voice before even I could say hello

"Sameera, what are you talking about? I am not understanding a word." I asked as I didn't understand the reason of her sudden outburst.

"Dnt act Smart Geet as if you don't know anything. Don't you know that Maan had broke up with me that too because of you?" Sameera shouted on top of her lungs but what all I could register is that Maan had broke up with Sam

"Sam what are you talking about? Maan broke up with you? Why? When? Did you guys had a fight on something? I asked as knowing Maan I know that Sameera was not just his crush but more then that

"Oh stop this drama of yours Geet. I know that you must be celebrating now on the success of your plan. But mind you Geet that Maan is mine nd will always be mine. No matter how hard you try to separate me from him but u'll not succeed in your plan. Just keep this thing in mind." Sameera said nd hung up the call before even I could say something to her.

My mind went numb for a few minutes as I try to register the whole situation. Maan broke up with Sameera? But y? Nd Sameera said that it's because of me? Y did I done? I didn't even met Maan from whole 2 months den y she thought that I had conspired against them? I had all these questions running in my mind but at that moment my all questions seems to be baseless wen I remind of Maan. How he must be feeling right now? He must be very upset right now. I should be by his side because he won't open his heart to anyone. He must be needing me at this moment. I thought as I immediately got dressed up nd left for Maan's home leaving all my woes nd promises behind unknown of the final blow of destiny waiting for me

I immediately rushed to Maan's room as soon as I reached KM only to get collided with Nayantara Maan's sister. I just muttered a quick hello to her nd rushed to go to Maan's room wen I felt a tug on my wrist. I turned to look behind only to see Nayantara standing behind with her anger filled eyes.

"Where do you think you are going?" Nayantara asked nd I was confused at this sudden question of hers. I knew that NT doesn't like my presence at her home or in Maan's lyf don't know y? She never behaved normally with me unlike other members of Maan's family. I know that may our business was not as big as her father's but we too had some respect in society but don't know y NT never liked me right from the Day 1 itself.

"Nayantara I am going to Maan's room. He's upset nd he needs me." I said as I freed my hand from her only to be block by her again

"You are in a misconception Geet that he needs you. Because basically he doesn't needs the person who's the reason of his heartbreak." Nayantara replied back only to humiliate me further but at that moment my priority is Maan

"NT we'll sort out whatever confusion you are having later but abhi let me go to Maan please." I literally pleaded her but she was nowhere to listen.

"Just stop your Drama Geet. You think that after what you had done with my brother I'll let you near him. Maan can come into your influence because he didn't know that evil mind behind this innocence but I won't. Problem is that you never liked Sameera's presence in Maan's lyf because basically you were insecure that Maan won't pay any attention to you after he'll get Sameera. Nd you are jealous of Sameera because she's beautiful then you nd she had Maan while you don't have anyone because no guy would like to give you a second glance also so you thought of breaking Maan's relationship with Sam so that you can have it all for yourself nd you succeeded in it also but you had forgotten one thing Geet that Maan's sister is still alive nd she'll not let any of your plans succeed." NT kept on accusing me for the things that I cant even think of committing but I didn't answered her back nd just shaked my head denying all her accusations because at that moment I just wanted to be with Maan because I know that Maan don't think like that

"Nayantara it's not true. Nd I'll talk to Maan. I'll make everything right between him nd Sam. Just let me meet him once." I said as I was restless to see Maan because I know that he needs me.

"You think Maan will listen to you den sorry to disappoint you Geet but now even Maan knows your true face. Nd now even he doesn't want you to be near him." NT said nd I just stood dere numb with her revelation yet my heart doesn't want to believe wat she was saying

"It can't be true. I know Maan. I know that he don't think like that. He may be angry on me but he can never think of me like that." I said what my heart was telling me

"Fine you don't believe me den go nd see yourself. Probably u'll believe me wen Maan himself will ask you to go from his lyf." As soon as NT said those words I rushed to Maan's room not paying attention what she was saying further. I know wat my heart was saying is true. Maan will never held me responsible for his heartbreak nd I just need to prove this to NT

As soon as I reached to Maan's room I found him standing near the window facing his back to me. He realized my presence as soon as I enter in the room like always nd I could say that because he tilted his head a bit but still didn't look at me. My heartbeats were increasing by every passing minute as it continuously reminding me of NT's words nd Maan's behaviour was just confirming my doubts yet my heart was not ready to believe what NT said.

"Maan" I said softly as I entered in the room

"Stop right there Laddoo." Maan's cold voice made me stopped dead in my track nd I just stood over dere rooted. Did he just asked me to not to step inside. My heartbeats increased more as it feared for what had to come next.

"Maan Sameera……." I tried to say something only to be interrupted by him

"I don't want to talk about it Laddoo. Just go from here." he said in between nd I just took a step back. So does that mean what NT was saying is true. Maan held me responsible for all this. Yet my heart doesn't believe it

"Maan I know wat u must be feeling. But…….." I tried to say something again only to be interrupted by him again

"Laddoo I said just go from here. Leave me alone for god sake. In which language should I tell you this? I don need you, I don't need anyone. Just go away." Maan's loud voice startled me nd I felt my whole world came crashing down. I looked at Maan who was still facing the window. I just move backwards hoping that Maan would turn nd stop me from going like he use to do Everytym wen he gets angry on me but he didn't rather he just banged his fist hard on nearby wall.

I move out from his room giving him a last glance. I was numb, shocked nd hurt all at the same tym. I didn't know where my legs were carrying me for I was still in shock. NT was waiting for me near the stairs nd seeing my expressions she understand what Maan must have said to me

"So do you believe it now? I am sure you did nd now you won't come near Maan. You know what you are nothing but a curse in Maan's lyf. Maan can never be happy with you around. You are the reason for his heartbreak nd you'll always be the reason of his unhappiness. Nd probably now Maan had also understood this thing. So now if you had a bit of shame left in you nd you had really considered Maan as your friend den just go away from his lyf like he wants nd never come back in his lyf. I don't want any curse in my brother's lyf. Now Get Out!!!" I heard NT's voice as soon as I descended the stairs but I didn't react as I was in no state to react. I just went out from KM nd came back to my house.

All the while Maan's nd NT's words were ringing in my ear. The fact that Man thinks me as a curse of his lyf had broke my heart into million pieces nd I just cant do anything. How badly I wished that all this turned out to be a nightmare but it didn't. I was in shock for whole 3 days nd somewhere I waited for Maan's call but he didn't call me. I realize that now everything is over. 4^th day I found a letter from the University of Canada for my admission in MBA from my drawer nd I had to join over dere within a week. I thought it as a sign of destiny nd immediately started doing all my arrangements for my departure. I haven't met Maan since that day but I wanted to see him once before I leave this country nd I would have given up also in front of my heart if NT's words didn't buzzed in my mind nd I took my step back.

"Geet, wat kind of Promise you are asking for me." Papa asked me surprised as i stood in front of him with my luggage at the airport

"Papa Please just fulfill my this promise nd I promise that I'll never ask you for anything else nd do whatever you say."

"Geet are you even understanding what you are saying? You are asking me to not to tell Maan where you are? You think he'll be in peace after knowing that you had left from here. Nd you don't even want him to let know that you had left. Please Beta don't put me in such a critical situation." Papa literally pleaded me knowing the depth of mine nd Maan's friendship. He was not only my father but my friend, philosopher nd guide nd I was more close to him then Maa but yet I can't tell him anything

"Please Papa. Till now you had given me everything that I asked for. Please give me dis last thing too nd I promise I won't ask you for anything else." I literally pleaded him making sure that he don't see my tears.

"But Beta what had happened all of a sudden that you are taking such a big step. Did you had any fight with Maan? See if this is the reason then just put it aside. You both are best friends beta nd in friendship such fights use to happen but we can't let our friendship spoil in this." Papa tried to explain me but he didn't know that the matter is much worse then wat he's thinking.

"Papa it's nothing like that. Nd I can't tell you anything right now. Please promise me Papa that you'll not tell Maan where am I or y did I left? Please promise me or else I wont be happy over dere." I begged in front of him nd he sighed knowing that he can't win from his daughter.

"Fine. I promise you that I won't tell Maan where are you or why you left? Now smile ok." Papa said as he hugged me before leaving

"Be happy over dere beta nd take care of yourself. Nd always remember your Papa is always dere for you. You can share with me whatever you want." Papa said while pulling out from hug nd I just nodded. He kissed my forehead affectionally before I leave for my security check nd wave me good bye. He kept on looking at me until I got disappeared form his eyes nd den left from airport.

Here I was also heading to board the flight. I know after this day everything will be changed or should I ay that everything had already changed. I am leaving my country, my home, my friends, my parents, my family nd most importantly I am leaving my Maan. nd the mere thought of leaving him had squeezed my heart out. I am not leaving my Maan but I am leaving my heart, my soul over here. from this day Maan wont be there with me to protect me from everything, from this day Maan wont be there with me to make me laugh on his silly jokes, from this day Maan wont e there with me to sing a song for me wenever I'll feel low nd most importantly from this day I'll not be Maan's Laddoo anymore because from this day I'll only be Geet, GEET HANDA, a girl who had lost the very thing that she never wanted to lose nd all she was left with was the memories that she had cherish for whole of her lyf.

********~~~~~~Back to Present~~~~~********

The loud shrill of Geet's phone jolted her back into reality nd she looked at the watch which shows 3 am of night. God from how long she was lost in her past she herself didn't realize. She looked down below at her diary which was now wet with her tears nd dats wen it dawn upon her that she was crying too. Another round of ringtone broke her thoughts nd she looked at her mobile screen only to find "Meera" flashing on it. She frowned as she looked at the watch nd instantly picked up the phone fearing of something dreadful.

"Geet are you fine. Y didn't you picked up your cell before? Nd you left the party also without informing me? You okay Na? If there's any problem den I can come over dere?" Geet heard Meera's voice full of panic before she could even say Hello. She jut rolled over her eyes seeing her over-protective friend who was calling her at 3 am of night just to ask if she's okay. Silly girl!!!

"Meera, Meera relax! Take a breath first. Ok so first thing first. I am perfectly fine. I didn't pick up the cell before because I didn't expect you to call me at 3 am of night. I couldn't able to inform you about my leave because I was not able to spot you nd it didn't strike me to call you nd inform that I am leaving. Nd I am absolutely ok nd dere's no sort of problem." Geet answered each nd every questions of Meera patiently nd she could swear that she heard Meera sighing in relief from the other side.

"Wo actually na I got worried for you. I saw Dev leaving the party alone nd you were nowhere to be seen. Someone told me that you had left the party with someone else so I just got worried nd thatsy……."

"Nd thatsy you called me at 3 am of night because you were not able to sleep peacefully over dere." Geet completed her sentence nd Meera chuckled.

"You know me well. Sorry to disturb you at this hour of night. Anyways with whom had you left the party?" Meera asked as a matter of fact nd Geet stiffened not knowing how to reveal the name of the person to Meera.

"Wo I left with Maan." Geet said slowly waiting for Meera to blast nd as expected she blasted from the other side.

"What? You had gone with that jerk Maan Singh Khurana? How dare he come near you? If I would be present at that moment den I swear that I would strangle him. Nd Dev? Does he know about it? Geet, tell me honestly Dev didn't misbehaved with you Na after you left the party." Geet put the cellphone a bit away from her ear as Meera started her another round of questioning.

"Meera calm down first. I told you that everything is fine. Dev didn't misbehaved with me nd as far as Maan is concerned please Meera don't bad mouth him. you know what he did for me today. He………." Geet narrated her about all the things Maan did for her today excluding the Dev's part because knowing Meera she knows how much worried she'll get.

Meera just listened to everything with her jaw dropped open. She didn't believe that someone could be so caring. So does that mean that her perception for Maan is wrong, she thought. But wen she thought of Geet's condition during dose initial days wen she met her first tym her anger took over her once again. She had seen how much Geet use to get reserved from everyone, how she was drawn in her own shell, she had always find an emptiness in her eyes nd with great difficulty she had befriended her. Nd one day Geet told her everything about Maan nd their relationship wen she accidently found Maan's pic under Geet's pillow nd since then Meera had this immense hatred towards Maan which is still there. Nd today wen she heard from Geet for what Man had done for her to make this day special then it was not easy for her to digest everything so easily.

"Meera, Maan is not like what you think of him. He still cares for me like before." Geet's voice broke her thoughts nd she just rolled over her eyes seeing her best friend's praising song of Maan

"Whatever but for me he'll always remain a jerk nd this reality won't change ever." Meera said in a resigning tone nd Geet chuckled knowing that Meera's perception can never change. For once there can be friendship between Obama nd Osama Bin Laden but changing Meera's perception for someone is next to impossible.

"Fine baba! don't change your perception. But abhi sleep or tomorrow Yash will blame me for not letting him sleep peacefully." Geet said nd both of them laughed out loud. Meera bid a bye to Geet nd cuts the call but not before warning Geet to inform her if she had any problem

Geet smiled nd puts her cellphone aside before lyieng down on her bed. She took out Maan's photo from the drawer nd caressed it softly. This was her habbit from past 6 years to look at Maan's photo nd talk to him before going to sleep. She hugged the photo tight to herself as sleep took over her nd she dozed off dreaming of her Maan like always not knowing the turn in events in her lyf that Destiny had decided to bring in her lyf for good to give her the reward for all her sacrifices nd her true nd selfless Love.

Phew! so dis is it guys! hope you all are going to like this part... hit the like button if you all are going to like it nd do leave ur comment/criticism... its necessary...

nd this part is for all those people who encouraged me... especially HanishaDevi... Thank you guys... nd m sorry for my outburst... me kaan pakading... i didnt intend to hurt you all... i dont know wat came over me... so really sorry...

See you all at page no. 85... keep commenting till den...

PMs Later... m in a hurry now

Luv Aakriti😊

Beautiful part...
Geet's flashback part was so touching...
So Nt unknowingly and sam knowingly played with maaneet..
i m still sure that msg was sent by sam...
Very well written... i can feel her pain in each line..

poor geet

part 5
awesome...
i hate that Sameera...
i doubt twas Sameera who msged from Maan's cell to Geet...
poor Geet baby...
hope at least now the duffer realizes his feelings and sees through her too...
and NT how could she?
cont soon dear...

awesome update

omg.. Sam & NT played with MG.. waiting for Maan to know the truth!!