Remember the film called 'Hum-Tum'? The one starring Saif and Rani? In that film, after Saif is done telling his and Rani's love story of about 3 to 5 years when life and fate gave him chances again and again but he never got to tell her that how much he loves her. Reason being? Communication and his own mental and emotional block to his love for her. " If you love someone , tell them - COMMUNICATE - talk to them. I lost Ria because i could not tell her how much i love her and the reason for that was that i myself could not comprehend my feelings."
Reason am quoting these lines here? Because today what is standing between AaRya are not the Scindias or Senior Dubey. Its their own assumptions, fears , turmoils. We human-beings have a tendency to build an entire logic and an epic explanation in our own heads the moment something goes wrong or even right. We tend to believe our own head and heart than the hand of Providence or give benefit of doubt or even trust to another person. Sometimes we think - I deserve this bull crap. Other times - This is how it must be. As in, we live in two worlds - one world in which we live flesh and blood and the other exists in our heads - a world borne out of our wounds, experiences , anxieties and perceptions of life and people. Today, Yash and Aarti are in this situation -The Assumption-Preception Syndrome. Under which, Yash feels that Aarti rejected Yash - the father because the last memory he has is of Aarti rejecting him as Ansh's father. A man who failed her. He knows its not the truth but he will not ask Aarti because he doesn't want to hear it from her. He is like a sulking sad child who can see the orange ice lolly but will not go to get it because he is scared he will get a throat infection.
On the other hand is Aarti . If you ask me , she is falling in love with Yash and the PROCESS of falling for someone is very hurting and frustrating usually. Your mind and heart is in the transition mode of taking a leap of faith and you are in a vulnerable situation. And in Aarti's journey to Yash, the divorce papers have come like a slap in her face and she is shaken. The numbing shock of her precious bangles being snatched away , his signatures on the divorce papers - Aarti feels like life is ebbing out of her just when it was beginning to come to her. The way she looks at her arms and feels them - you can see that those bangles were HERS for her - her link to Yash - who is beginning to become her Yash. But will she ask Yash anything? No. Because owing to her past life and Ashaant's doggie-tongue-wagging , she has assumed that she is a failure of a woman . That she failed Yash as a wife and that if she could turn back the clock, she would make up for all the time she didn't give Yash. She knows he is slipping from her hands , and so the tears roll down her cheeks. Yash's signatures will not allow her to talk to Yash.
And this happens in real life as well. We all, most of us, know how to fight , how to confront , how to cry in corners - but how many of us make an effort to talk and amend things? AarYa are no exception to that - its typical human nature. We even treat relationships as 'damage control' and 'disaster management'. THIS is our understanding and respect for relationships.
As for the title, i named it so because the sight of Yash's signatures totally broke Aarti's heart and even her spirit.
Love and luck always,❤️
GOD bless everyone. 🤗