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He's hurting her, not because he hates her ...
He wants her to leave, not because he doesn't like her presence ...
When he insults her, it's not her that is insulted ...
It's him ...
For she was and perhaps will always be his greatest pride ...
And to insult ones pride, is to insult one-self ...
He blames her for what not, yet on the inside he calls himself a sinner ...
Because every time he blames her ... he's doing the sin of lying ...
He denies being guilty, because he's NOT guilty ... for all that he's doing is for the better of the woman who he loves with all his heart...
He hates it when she acts all nice to him, even after all the rubbish he says to her, about her ...
He hates it because, he falls in love with her everytime she speaks to him in a sweet mellowed tone ...
He hates it because it pours ice down the molten lava in his heart ...
He hates it because ... he can't afford to not hurt her ...
He hates it because ... he feels like an animal when he fights ice with fire ...
He doesn't like melting her ...
Yet he has to ...
He has to because, he can't take it when someone else hurts her ...
He can't hurt them for hurting her ...
So he takes the burden of hurting her on his own shoulders ...
Atleast this way he can hurt himself ... and not feel bad about it ...
He has to because, he wants her to leave ...
Leave this hypocritical society, where a daughter-in-law ... is no different to a house-maid ...
Where a Daughter-in-law ... has no identity of her own ... but only of a daughter-in-law a woman subdigued to her in-laws, chores and husband's daily requirements ...
A woman who does anything and everything to please her family yet gets nothing in return ...
A woman who has no forgiveness even for a mere mistake ...
A woman who has no rights, but everyone else has the right to rule her ...
A woman who is punished, ridiculed, and insulted for making one single mistake whilst cooking, yet no one appreciates her effort and hardwork ...
A woman who's known to be a house-wife ... yet works the hardest and goes under an examination each day of her life ...
A woman who is blamed for not being a good cook, just because she burnt her hand ... yet no one bothers to ask her if it hurts or not ...
A woman who is criticised for not loving her husband enough, but also criticised for loving her husband soo much resulting into another blame of snatching the son away from his mother ...
A woman who is expected to be perfect, but no one's perfect ... does that mean this woman will fall under expectations for life?
A woman who is just a woman ... and not a human ...
And this is exactly not the woman He wants his wife to be ...
He wants her to make the most of her life ...
She didn't say a word to him of her dreams, yet he knows it all ...
He wants her to fulfil her ambitions ...
He wants her to be the woman he wants her to be ...
He wants her to fly free, free into the sky ... with no bounds or rules ...
He wants her life to be the way she had always wanted to be ...
He has never met her parents ... yet he knows what they wanted from their daughter ...
And this is what he wants to imply ...
He loves parents, not only his ... but in general ...
He knows the consequences of sending her away from him ...
Even worse, forcing her to leave ...
Yet he doesn't stop and doesn't dare fall weak before her ...
But gets stronger everytime he sees tears in her eyes ...
Because he knows that there will be boundless heavens beyond Hanumaan Gali for her ...
It's literally suicidal for him ...
Suicidal because he's purposely sending his heart away from it's place ...
Literally pulling it out ...
This could be fatal for him ...
To make it worse ... he'll have to live with the fear of her leaving with hatred for him ... for the rest of his life ...
It kills him whenever he thinks of it ...
Yet he comes back to life, re-incarnates for her ...
As now the only goal in his life is to set this beautiful bird free ...
Be it by huritng the bird before ...
But he knows that some kind person out there will rescue this bird ...
Will heal its wounds ...
Someone who he envies, because that someone would never be him ...
How self-less is this man?
Doing what he's doing for a woman he whole-heartedly loves ...
If this is not love ... then what is it?
If this is violence against a woman ...
I for sure would prefer being violated this way ...
How can this not be love?
Stories that consist of commiting suicide for the one you love, have been stories that lovers all around the world, worship and appreciate ...
Atleast those lovers get to die ... This Man has to live with the pain for the rest of his life ...
He's hurting her because he wants the best for her ...
All the while he says, "I'm not happy, But all I want is for you to be happy" ...
Yet he has no idea, that Diya aur Baati are meant to be together ... it's like the law of life ... because without a Diya the baati is useless ... and without a Baati a Diya is useless ... Together they illuminate the room ... but without each other they are nothing but objects ... and this is destiny ... Diya is for Baati and Baati is for Diya ... this is what has been running down the lineage ... and this is what will happen now ... 😉
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Hope you guys made it till here 😃
Let me introduce myself ... I'm Adden, very active on IF but not soo active on this forum ... though I am a silent-reader ... But I couldn't help talk about the inner-turmoil that Suraj is going through ... I adore Suraj, and I guess a woman is blessed when she has a huband like him ... for even in his anger and hatred is the existence of Love! 😊
Please don't hate Suraj ... He's doing what he's doing because he thinks it's the best for Sandhya. 😃
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Cheerz.
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