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hey ppl...!!! wasuup...??? im sooo exicted..!!! finally my first ff...!!! yipee...!!! hav ben waiting frm ages fr this...!!! finally gt it... thanx to Dazzling_Smile... Dedicatin this to u...
The worst or the best night of my life... no idea!!!! evrything around me seemed lost... shattered.. i had no hope in anythng.. i was busy starin at the moon.. *sigh* the moon was there standing alone in the empty sky.. just like i was... empty and alone frm inside and as well as outside... jus den mom rushed in informin me dat she had to go to hr office as sum1 had calld her informin abt a fire... this brought me a small 'rey' of hope... wait... REY!!! how i wish i could just bury myself, my sorrows, pain, grief, everythin in his loving and strong arms thn and there... UGH!!!!!!!! mom quickly left my room closing the door... tht was the moment i was waiting for.. i broke down.. i couldnt control myself anymore.. hw cud i? i was no more the stronger one.. i felt like i was d weakest being in d universe... wasnt i?? i had broken d trust of my mom not once bt twice... i had formed a team of my own... MY TEAM...who depended cumpletely on me... now it was der turn to gt backstabbed... yes thats rite... BACKSTABBED... wasnt i gettin perfect in that...??? UGH..,.!! how badly i was hatin myself... first my mom... den my team... den d rest of my group d DAZZLERS... n last bt never evr d least... my line-cutter, chabilal, REY... OUCH...!!! Did i even hav d rite to call him mine??? i dint no...
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