SS : So You Have No Feelings For Me!! - Page 50

Love

Love is not a thing to understand.
Love is not a thing to feel.
Love is not a thing to give and receive.
Love is a thing only to become
And eternally be.

Life

Let me not to the marriage of true minds
Admit impediments. Love is not love
Which alters when it alteration finds,
Or bends with the remover to remove:
O no! it is an ever-fixed mark
That looks on tempests and is never shaken;
It is the star to every wandering bark,
Whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken.
Love's not Time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks
Within his bending sickle's compass come:
Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks,
But bears it out even to the edge of doom.
If this be error and upon me proved,
I never writ, nor no man ever loved.

- William Shakespeare

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Yes am late. Sorry, 😭 I was bc with studies. Wanted to write a much better part. But could not as I was really tired with studies and all. 😕Anyway here is the much awaited Part ,.

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" arnavji ? " she called ,.,. There was no answer ,. She fumbled for the switch in the darkness while saying " what are you upto ? Whatever it is ,its not a .. " she found the switch , " good idea.. " and den the lights went on. The sudden light made her blink for a second,. When she opened her eyes, her jaw dropped , eyes widened and no voice escaped her throat,. She stood there, icy cold and shocked. ".. It's .a. GREAT. Idea. !!!" she heard herself saying,.

She stood near the door, in that dazzling pink dress and accessories, .gradually she became aware of the fact that She was almost lying in his hands, .It took a few minutes for her to compose herself again,. She doubted that she was dreaming. . She stood upright,. He was still holding her hand. She looked at him,. in that white shirt and blue jeans he looked handsomest. . She tried hard to avert her eyes to the pool. The place resembled a page from some fairytale. The room was dim-lit yet romantic. The staircase was lined with Ribbons of various colors , . Every corner of the place was decorated wid red roses,. She could not find a single flower pot in his garden without a Rose plant in it,. fairy lights were twinkling on those flowers. From the high branches of the mighty tree, hanged stars, dazzling in the moonlight,. The only light in the room was from those fairy lights and moon. She was overwhelming with happiness . Slowly he walked her to the other side of the pool.

" Arnavji, yeh sab kya ho raha hai? Itne zara rose? " she asked in a low voice,. He looked at her,. She counted the petals of a nearby flower , just to avoid his glance.

" I thought you liked Red roses " there was a naughty grin on his lips.

" ya,.,. But,."

" ,.,.and the fairylights .."

"yes,.,yes "

" ,.,.and the stars ? "

" ofcoz and you know that.. " she said casually and he looked at her surprised,. She bit her tongue.

" hmm,.,. Well ..? " he was about to ask the next question,.

"Yha..the decorations too.." she answered even b4 the question,.

He nodded understandingly.

" what is der to ask about ? I like Everything in here " Without thinking much she said.

He looked at her, eyes wide ,.

" Everything ?? ,.,.hmm!! " he whispered and smiled sidewise.

She looked at him shocked and suddenly added " ,.,. Everything that is not living ,. "

" not living ? Oh,.,. Interesting ! The Roses are not , na ? "

" hamara matlab ,.,. Which does not walk .. " she said smartly.

" nothing walks here,.,. " he exclaimed. He could feel the sudden increase of pulsation of her hands.

" hamara ,.,. Matlab ..voh .." she stammered.

" its Okay , Khushi ,. I can understand . " he smiled sweetly at her . She was trembling inside,.

He let her hand free and took a few steps backward. She watched his every movement suspiciously. He looked into her eyes ,. She felt that his very glance was piercing into her soul. He cleared his throat .

" Khushi , I know that it is.um... you know .. In fact everyone knew that,.."

" Wait a minute! I don't know any such thing. "

" I know .." He tried once again to start from the beginning.

" No. you don't know.." she interrupted him.

" Oh.. SHUT UP Khushi.. Buzz.." it took him a few seconds to realize that he yelled at her. He smoothened his tone . "Can you plz be quiet till I finish?"

She was shocked . She gasped and nodded quietly.

"Okay.. Gud.." He took a file from the table and faced her.

" Look Khushi, I want to talk about the contract. " he was fumbling through the pages.

" what contract ? " she asked surprised,.

" you know ! The 6 -month valid one " he said without looking at her.

" Marriage . What about it ? " her voice cracked . " its only been 3 months , do you want me to go ? "

He raised his eyes to look at her. She was in the verge of crying . He averted his eyes

" not now . I am planning to amend it a bit " he said in a serious tone,.

" matlab ? "

" um,.,. The duration .,. I need ur consent to change the validity period of our marriage " he handled her the file .

" consent? You didn't want it when you married me "

" khushii " he warned.

" to increase or decrease ? " she asked glaring at him.

"to add some more days . " he said studying her.

" days ! " she heard her saying,. " so you did all this to convince me?" she pointed at the roses. " Just to continue this drama for a few more days? "

"obviously ! What did you think ? " there was a glint in his eyes,.

" ya,. What did I think ? After all you are the mighty Raizada ! What do you care about others feelings ? "

" feelings ? "

" yes, Mr Raizada, feelings ,. Something which you don't have ,. Something you don't understand nor never will.,. You have always played with my feelings ,. "

" your feelings ? "

" yes .. My feelings " her eyes flooded .

" for whom ? " he crossed his arms,.

" for whom ?? For you Damn it !! " she yelled at him . " Life is a contract for you , but not for me ,. Its dreams and emotions for me ,. Which you wont understand . I, like an idiot , believed that some day you will change and realize my love for you ,. Guess what ? He has come with another agreement ,. What s it this time ? "

" read it Khushi "

"I dnt want to ,. Afterall you have played wid my life,. Now what more harm can you cause me ? I dnt care about it anymore,. Where do you want me to sign ? " she snatched the pen from him.

" bottom of the paper " he watched her trembling hands." read it b4 you sign "

" Damn you " she cursed and signed it . There was a smile in his lips. She showed it in his face and looked away.

" leave it in our bed ."

She turned and walked back to the room.

" Khushi " she could not resist the power of his husky voice. She turned and looked at him.

" I hated it when you cracked my fashion show,

I hated it when you challenged me,

I hated it when you argued with me,

I hated it when you were being so proud of relations,

I hated it when you preached about marriage ,

I hated it when you .."

Khushi was in a shock. As soon as she got her breath , she retaliated .

" I hate it when you are being a bossy, egoistic, ruthless, inhuman, unkind and stupid idiotic demon who contempt values.." She stopped to breathe.

" Am not finished! ! " He shrugged. He continued even b4 She could say a word. " I hated it all because every time you proved me wrong and made me feel guilty "

She stared at him.

" I hated it when you made me realize that I had nothing for La,

I hated it when you made me feel week ,

I hated it when you found the soft side of me,

I hated it when you made me cry for my parents,

I hated it when you made me feel guilty ,

I hated it when you .. When you .." He was gathering courage to speak.

"when you say What the .." She completed it for him. She was angry at him for spoiling such a good mood by saying and doing these things.

" Shut up ,Khushi , and listen .." He said calmly.

"Okay."

" I hated it when you forcefully made me do things I contempt ,

I hate even that stupid song of yours ,"

" kya???? " She could not tolerate a word against her theme song.

He continued without taking notice of her reply.

" But , Khushi , that fashion show caused our meeting. ur challenges made my days thrilling. ur arguments showed me some1 brave enough to voice against Arnav Singh Raizada."

What?? Is he blaming me or .. Actually whats he saying ? Khushi tried hard to reach to a logical conclusion.

" I hated it when you felt my pain

I hated it when you forced me into the things from which I have been running away."

A tear shined in her eyes. You cant do dis to me. After all doz nyc things , you are saying that you hate .." u never change! " Her voice didn't came out.

"I hated you because your memories haunted me,

I hated you because my dreams were full of you,

I hated you because, I felt hurt after hurting you,

I hated you because your pains bcame mine,

I hated you because , you made me laugh and smile ,

I hated you because .. Because you made me love you.."

She felt dizzy. She felt her head spinning. How strange this man is. He confesses his feelings as if he is blaming me?

" But, When you understood me so well,

When you awaken the sweet person in me,

When you played pranks on me,

When you taught me to laugh,

When you taught me to show emotions,

When you taught me to love'

I loved you '

I loved you when you taught me to love you.."

He looked expectantly at her. She was still. " Khushi??? " He was standing on the other side of the pool .

" what were you saying? "

"you didn't understand ? "

" there was more hate than .. Love .. " she said mechanically. " and what has it to do with the agreement ? "

" what? " he was stunned,. " ohh ! The agreement !"

"I need sm1 who will dare to fill juice in my shoes, sm1 who will dare to change my ringtone , who will cal me Laad Governor " he stopped to c her response ,. She was still and he continued. " I fell for a girl who becomes happy in others happiness , who smiles prettily , who dances crazily, and who enjoys each second of her life "

She looked confused at him and at the file in her hands.

" I need some1 who knows me , understands me and my anger , who is concerned about my family and most importantly who loves " .she was turning to go bak to the room ,." me " she stopped and turned ,. Her jaw dropped once again seeing him. " and whom I love ! " his eyes were moist.,

" . I want to be the Raajkumar of Sundari , I want to carry you in my arms for the rest of the days of our marriage., I want to start my mornings with ur monologue. I want to hear those wind chimes ,.i want to eat sugar free jalebies. I want to hear the Arnavji . khushi I cant do 'Jalwa' with you , but I can do ' jakada' with you , you dnt have to be worried about anything ,. Mein hoon na? I wnt let any1 touch you .there wont be loneliness in ur life anymore ..u wont be deprived of love,.Khushi , will you be my wife for .,. "

" for one more year ? "

He sighed." Read the paper atleast now ".His eyes shined.

She looked at him, opened the file read it and cried " kyaaa ? "

" yes Khushi , I am the 1st husband to do this ! So listen to me . " he continued " I guarantee yelling and screaming ,. I guarantee teary days,. But I promise you Khushi, I will never ever again hurt you . I wont break ur trust , I wont doubt you,. Khushi , I love you.. more than any thing in the world. "

She looked at him, teary eyed " what did you just said ? "

"yes Khushi ,.,. I Love you ,. I love you for a long time .. I won't say since our 1st meeting,. I don't know when it begun,.,. It took me a really long time to realize it myself. ,. "

She was standing in the darkness.

" Mrs. Raizada , I ,Mr, Arnav Singh Raizada , is asking you Will you be my wife for the rest of my life ? As my soul mate ,companion , friend and cutely -weird Lover ? "

She opened her mouth to ask something ,.

"Yes,.,. I Love You " he continued after a second " and my knees are hurting ! "

She looked at him. The man she dreamt all these days was kneeling b4 her for a long time and was confessing his love for her. She wanted to run to him and hug him tightly. Her hands clutched the file tightly and she turned and stormed to the room .

" WHAT ?? What now ? " he was shocked and followed her.

She threw the file on the bed and ran to the wall ,. He looked at her confused. She reached for the poster of salman and tore it .

" Khushi, what are you doing ? " he was concerned.

She walked to him,. He was standing at the door from the pool.

" why shud I keep some 1 else's photo near my bed when I have my asli hero besides me ? " she asked at him seriously and walked bak to him,. " isn't it so ? Arnavji"

His eyes were widened,.

" aap hai na meri Body guard ?" she asked poking him in the chest ,.

He put his hands around her and asked " so , is that a yes ? "

" ofcoz it is.. I will be yours' not only in dz life, but for the next 7 lives .. " she said ghastly.

" My fate ! " he shot a side glance,. She was shocked for a moment and then laughed ,., he joined her laughter and carried her in his arms and walked to their bed ,. He placed her on top of it .

" whats it Arnavji? "

" shhh!! Be Quiet and Watch " he pulled a string and raised an eyebrow at her smiling,.

She screamed with joy,. Flowers and glitters were showering on her. She twirled on her toes.

" this is for the Chamkili who filled colors and joy in my dull life ! " he said looking @ her.

She smiled like a baby and sat down on the bed. " aap kitni achi hai Arnavji ? "

" yeh tha na thumhari dream ? Being the real chamkili on meeting ur prince charming? "

She looked in his eyes for a second and hugged him tightly and sobbed .

" Khushi ,.,. Its Okay ,. Don't cry " he patted her back.

She moved a lil .

" what happened ? "

" what about that agreement ? " she asked , her arms around his neck.

" which 1 ? The marriage ? That's ,."

" Noo Arnavji ! The other 1 you told the other day .,. "

"huh ? "

"ya,.,. 4gt it? Lets kiss to seal the agreement ! " she said naughtily,. Arnav looked at her surprised,. He could not hold it any longer,. He moved to her and grazed her lips gently. She marked his liplines with her tongue ,. He welcomed her and they kissed passionately.. She was lying on her back on the bed and they were exploring the sweetness and freshness of each other's mouth.

" ouch,.,. " she moved away

" what happened ? "

" there is something on the bed " She ran her fingers on the bed and picked up something.

" ohh.. The file " he was impatient and start to tease her ear with his darting tongue .

" wait ,.,. Wait " she pushed him a lil " why did you made me sign these papers? "

" Because we never had a marriage certificate . " he managed to say b4 making better use of his tongue. And she threw the file to the ground and responded to him , passionately.

A gentle breeze closed the door behind them,.

And the scattered papers on the floor read,

" Application for the Registration of Marriage " and Khushi's giggles broke the silence of the night.

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