SS : So You Have No Feelings For Me!! - Page 38

ooh good chapter cant wait for the next part

Awesome part.
Can't wait for the nxt one.

AWESOME UPDATE...GOD THESE TWO ARE REALLY STUBBORN THEY NEED SOME SENSE KNOCK INTO THEM Y CANT THEY SIT N TALK LIKE NORMAL PEOPLE..THANKS FOR THE LONG UPDATE..CANT WAIT FOR THE NEXT PART..THANKS FOR THE PM

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loved it! so kkg is ignorin him.
waitin for ur nxt update:-)

A good update.

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"Chottey ? " Anjali was shocked to c him there at that hour ,. " Why are you home so early ? "

"why ? I cant b here b4 midnight ? " he asked playfully,.

" Nahi… chottey , hamara matlab .. "

" No Di.. I wasn't feeling better . So .. " he said matter-of -factly and walked 2 the stairs .

" not feeling well ? " Anjali raised from her seat and started 2 walk 2 him.

" nothing 2 worry about Di , I will b alright . All I need is some rest . " he never failed to convince his Di .

" teek hai Chottey . Take care ,. " She said gloomily ,.

He shot a glance at the sofa . Khushi was sitting there all this while , without uttering a word ,pretending to be immersed in sewing . He once again threw his eyes in that direction ,then nodded at his Di and went 2 his room. He stopped at the top of the stairs and turned saying,

" Khushi .. I need some water . "

She looked up at him and he was gone.

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He listened for her footsteps. " ya.. She is here .. " he , grabbed a file, ran 2 the chair and pretended 2 b reading it. The ticking of the clock could b heard. He waited for the extremely sweet salutation " Arnavji.. "

" Sir !! "

He had almost a neck sprain while looking up.

" Jay Prakash???? " he looked furiosly at him . "What the hell are you doing here ? "

" Khushi Di send me here , you need water, right ? " Arnav saw the glass of water in JP's hand.

" k . Keep it somewhere there . " he pointed 2 the bedside table . His eyes followed JP as he went 2 the table and back 2 the door . " .. And , tell ur ' KHUSHI DI ' 2 come here " he ordered in a stern voice and added " ... NOW !! "

" Ji "

His eyes lightened . " So , you wanna play . All ryt . Lets play Khushi Kumari Gupta Singh Raizada . " he was checking mails as she entered the room.

She stood at the door 4 a while, then took 2 steps 2 him and cleared her throat .

"what took you so long ? " he asked eyes still glued 2 the monitor .

" i had better things 2 do ." she snapped .

He was ready 2 give a whip of a reply , but controlled himself . " K .. " he stood up and slowly walked 2 her.

"Had food today ? "

"haan " she was studying the flooring pattern of her sasural.

"took medicines ? "

" ya " she looked at the roof .

" Can v talk ? "

" Noo " the answer was too swift . Arnav was irritated by the monosyllabic replies .

" but we have 2 talk , its urgent . " he said in a single breath .

" its too late 4 that , you had 2 think of it a long time ago " she was done with the conversation and went 4 the door . He reached the door in a swift movement and closed the door b4 her noisily.

" you are going nowhere until you listen 2 me . " he said it on her face.

She gazed at him and crossed her hands in a much stylish way . " bolo " . He watched her amused . " bolooo , what you hav 2 say?"

He turned his eyes away and moved a little away from her . " Khushi , sometimes we do stupid things. At that time we wont understand the seriousness of the deed . We will think that we are ryt . We won't be ready to understand things in an objective way. Our brains will make us to think horrible things ,. How much we try , our brain wont be ready to accept the facts. And every time when we try to think "

" What are you saying ? Come to the point ."there was a scrutinizing look in her eyes . I don't have the whole day Mr . Arnav Singh.. " She was quoting him!

" Okay.. Okay. " he tried really hard to maintain a conversation there. " Look here Khushi, All the circumstances were against you . All I saw and heard were misinterpreting. Even his words mislead me . I was blinded by anger Khushi . I could not think whether am doing the ryt thing or.. I .. Khushi, you understand it. You know .." He searched for words.

There was an awkward silence.

"Well? That's it? " She asked .

" I .. Think .. So !" He shrugged.

" Okay." She turned to go.

" Wait !! .. " He said in a hurry. She faced him . "Well.. There s something else.."

She signaled him to go on.

" You know Khushi, How harder it's for me . You know I .." He paused to think . " The words.. Hard to say , and harder to accept . I .. I .. Damn it. " He turned to face the wall.

" Ohh. " She waited for him to turn .

" I am Sorry Khushi, I really am. I didn't want to hurt you . I did it in anger. I didn't know what I was doing ." He paused, this time to breathe. He faced her expectantly. Her gaze was on him.

" Done ?" her voice was indifferent.

"huh? " He could not believe that she is the same girl he met on the fashion show.

" Done with ur talking ?" Her face was expressionless.

"Think so.." He was trying hard to read her mind . But she was deliberately avoiding eye-contact.

She let out a brief sigh and slowly walked to his chair. He watched her movement . Why is she being so cool? What happened to her Dhak-Dhak ? My apology does not make any change on her ? He wondered. She ran her fingers through the file-stack .

" So, you are sorry ? "

"ya..thats what I said ."

"Hmm.. " She turned on her heels swiftly, taking his laptop. He lowered his eyes to his pet. What is she upto ? "what are you.."

And, there it flew down and landed on the ground with a Bang sound . He glared at her angrily.

" Oopz.. Sorry ! " She said fluttering her eyelashes.

"Sorry ?? " He was boiling.

" I am Sorry , I really am. I didn't want to hurt you . I did it in anger. I didn't know what I was doing till it was done. .!!!" She echoed his words . He didn't know how to respond. He saw her leaving the room in an animated way.

" What the hell do you think you are doing ? " He yelled at her.

" exactly what you did to me .. " She was there in the next minute. She pushed him at his chest . " first you shattered my life like that ," she pointed to the ground without moving her eyes from him " and now you are saying sorry ?? "

" you mocked my apology ? " He said in disbelief.

" I will 4give you exactly when my sorry gets that thing back to its original condition " and she flounced to the door .

Arnav stared at the doorway for a long time. Then he kneeled down and sighed : " My Laptop !!! "

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It was a one of those hot evenings . She opened the cupboard and was picking up her favorite salwar when she noticed something glittering in there . She was curious and removed it from the pile of clothes .

" yeh kya hai ? " she studied it with wide eyes . it was a big Envelope. She looked around the room and tore it open carefully. There was a big card in it . It had a sad smiley 😭 in the back and in the front it read SORRY! Surprised,She covered her mouth with her hand and opened the card . it had a note in it. She read it aloud :

To ,

The Happiness of my Life ( Her eyes were almost bulging out )

I know you found a recent hobby of breaking things . I don't want any of my gadgets to be repaired. So I felt it is better to choose this place . If you feel like throwing things around, there are a number of dresses in that cupboard. Threw them as much as you like. I wont mind. ( her teeth flashed for a nanosecond ).

You have strong reasons to be angry at me. But I have stronger reasons to be Sorry. (her face lit .)So you have 2 listen to me. my wife is pretty , innocent ,sweet and brave. (She wasn't aware of the blushing face )..Thoda sa pagal hai, par cute hai. And do you know what I am ? ( IDIOT ! She replied ).. I am 'Sorry'. Five letters , hard to say, harder to accept. S-O-R-R-Y.. ( Her expressions softened.) Khushi I know how much it hurt you. But it all happened. I cant do anything to change it.( she swallowed hard ).Now I realize what I have done. It is all my fault that I didn't trust you . I don't justify anything I did. I just want you to give me a second chance . Please Khushi , 4gv me.

Yours,

Laad Governer.

A tear smeared the ink on the paper. She stared @ it longingly for a long time. Her fingers ran on the last line.Then she folded it and put it back in the envelope. She went to the bathroom as Arnav entered.

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He wasn't there when she came out. She wished to c him, to c his expression. The card had some effects on her .She went to the poolside and started to hum while drying her hair."Bahara..bahaara..". She felt a gaze on her and turned to face him longingly drooling over her from the window.. She heard her heart beating and her ears still sang bahara ..

"Khushii.." He uttered her name in a husky voice.

Her heart stammered . But the Khushi in her brain wasn't ready to be swept out. "No.. Khushi. No. you cant 4gv him so easily. Remember how much pain he caused to you. Remember, how much he insulted you..".. She walked into the room without facing him,. He followed her. " may be she is still upset. The card may not had the desired effect on her . " he thought 2 himself.

" I was so angry that you hugged him " she trembled and looked at him. " I heard you saying that to him. Since then all I knew was it.i haven't stopped to think logically,. I wanted to ask you,. But I was afraid that the woman I loved may reject my love and say that she loves some1 else ,. I cudnt believe that girl cheated on me with my Di's husband. I was afraid that you are not the girl I loved. I thought I was being a fool. I was afraid Khushi ,. That I might lose you . I didn't want to let you go . I wanted to take revenge . I was so blinded by love ,Khushi, love for my Di ,. More than that ,. Love for ..you .. " he spluttered . His voice was barely audible. He was in the verge of crying.

She stood there cold like statue, she could not believe what she heard. hearing it from him meant a lot to her. She was still gazing @ him, when he continued. " I am Sorry Khushi. I really am. And I mean it. " He stopped . He stood facing the pool all the time. He turned to her saying , "I believe that Someday , When you feel that I have suffered enough , You may forgive me." He looked into her eyes pleadingly.

She wanted to run to him and hug him. She wished to scream I Love you , Arnavji in his ear. She wanted to caress him and say to him that She has already 4given him. But she stopped herself. "Why so fast? How dare he think of me like that ? How dare he pretended that he hates me? Let him have his share . Let him taste a bit of it. "

She took slow steps to his side. He was waiting for her response. As She approached the table near him , he pushed himself forward, saying " Oh.. Ow.. Ov "

Khushi jerked back, stunned. She looked at him confused.

In a sudden movement, he grabbed his Phone and said : "Not my phone ! Not again ! " Looking at him , Khushi saw an extremely mischievous 10 year old boy b4 her. She bit her cheeks in an attempt not to laugh. She leaned to the table and picked up her bangles and showed it to him.

" Oh.. Muje laga ki thum .." he was embarrassed. "I thought you were going to smash my mobile ."

Khushi acted as if she doesn't care and walked out of the room. Just as she crossed the door, she bursted out laughing..imitating his expression ." Not my phone .. Not again ! " ..

The evening sun's rays reflected in the window pane, as Arnav looked out of the window , contemplating new ideas to persuade her to 4gv him.

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Yipeee first one to comment..
Hadipaaa...hehehehhe

wow i luved it..it was amazing...nd please it was not boring atall
specially the not my phone parrt...hehehehehe
and awww the letter was amzing..i luv u aranv...
But still kkgsr will not frgve u dat easily.haaan uhve to do sumthng v special..hehehe tough job

loved it vaibhavi..dat was amzing.hats off to u..loads of luv to u

Eee.. Succha long update.. Lemmd read nw..