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Hi friends...OS on swaron...its all about swayam's feelings on the present mess happened...Please do read it ...
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TUMHE NAHIN KHO SAKTHA
Swayam after his college hours goes to a cliff to have some peace from all the mess
surrounding him...he walks up the hill slowly...step by step...lost in thoughts
and reaches to the top...placing his bag aside he lies himself down placing his head
in his cuffed hands...looking at the night sky...he thinks of sharon and various
thoughts float across his mind...
(in his thoughts)
Do din ho gaye...ek baar bhi usne meri taraf nahin dekha...uski gehri nazzrein mujhe nahin dhoohdthi hain ab??? ...ek baar bhi tumne mera naam nahi liyaa...mere paas se guzarr karr jaathi ho parr aisey behave karthi ho jaisey main koi hawa ka jhokaa hoon...jaisey main ab tumahare liye exist nahin kartha...itna bura bann gaya hoon main tumharre liye???
"meri ek galthi ki itni badi sazaa????? mujhe tumne ek stranger banaa diyaa????
Please dont do this to me sharon... kitnaa aasaan ho gaya hai tumhe mujhe ignore karna......ek taraf meri guilt aur doosri taraf tumhaari kadwaahat... har pal toot raha hun main.
kyun nahin samajh paa rahi ho mere pyaar ko sharon???? aaj tum mujse itni door...kahin mainey tumhe kho tho nahin diyaa.
(sudden reaction breathing heavily)nahinnn...aisey nahin...ye sab...no...Bahut darawana hai...tumsey door honey ka ye khayaal...
Gets up from his lying position and running his hands onto his hairs walks from one
side to the other very slowly...picks up a stone and throws it down from the hill restlessly... Ye sab kaisey ho gaya??
kya tumhe koi farakh nahin padh raha hai mujhe iss tarah hurt karthey huey???
"huh...hurt...hurt tho tum bhi huyi ho...bahut...meri wajah se"
kicks a stone near to his foot...
He then helplessly kneels down... Thakk gaya hoon main'...apney aap ko kos
karr... "bass ek baar bol detha ki mai tumhe kitna pyaar kartha hoon''bol detha tho aaj hum dono ek saath hothey"
Swayam calms himself down and gets up normally and goes to the end point of the hill
from where he can watch the whole beauty of the city lightening... "Bass...bahut ho gaya...ab aur nahi... Khush rehna chahtha hoon main...nahin bardashaath karr saktha main...ye doori"
"tayyar hoon
main" "main aa raha hoon Sharon...tumhaare dil mein apni wo special jagah
banaaney...tumhe apna bannaney...adhoora hoon...tumhaare bina" Stands up straight facing the night sky from the top of the hill and closing his eyes
spreads his both arms wide open...a gentle wind blows... (in gentle tone)
Sharon...meri Sharon...tumhe nahin kho saktha... Jald hi hamari beech ki ye saari kadwaahat khatamm ho jaayegi...mitaa doonga ye saari
dooriyaan Just then rain pours down...he stands still facing the sky getting himself drenched in the rain completely......facing himself to the sky with a renewed feeling..
THE END
Thanks for reading it...Please do let me know how did u find it...Beula😊
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