Journey of being together - My Pain !!!

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With no option left Ahem stayed back to see his love getting married. It hurt him deeply to see her next to someone else & not him. It pained his heart as the realisation of the reality that their dreams of their love & being together forever were just falling apart !!!

Gopi was deeply hurt & she did not know what to do. She was confused, pained by the turn of events at the wedding as her husband's past love had all of a sudden come in front of her as the bride of the wedding & seeing her her husband in pain made her realise the bitter truth that her Ahemji still loves Anitha. Her relationship with her Ahemji started from the day he stood by her as he supported her to get her educated, she has seen & felt their relationship grow since them. From feeling his hate & anger to his care & concern & finally feeling his love on the holi day she forgot all about the past on how their relationship had started. She forgot about his hatred towards her, his anger towards her, his truth that only Anitha is his love & she, Gopi can never be his love !!! Today that point of the past which she happily forgot cameback to her & broke her dreams & hope of life !!! Even in all this hurt & pain she was feeling, only his pain where he was suffering was her concern. If she had a choice, an opportunity, she will take away all his pain to see him always happy with a smile on his face like she told him during their 1st holi !!!
As the photographer insisted for the photograph, Gopi though her own pain was killing her, she still cared about the pain her husband was going thru & rejected the offer. It was just a few days back on Holi she stood opposite to Ahem hoping that he would call her for the family photograph. She saw in his eyes longing for her to be beside him always & her heart's happiness knew no boundaries. As her devarji latter clicked some photographs of them both, she stood happily, shyly next to him as she knew he was hers always. But today as Ahem agreed for the photograph & draped his hand around her, she went thru the motions only for the sake of the photograph as she knew the reality was so different now !!!
Ahem's heart knows & recognises Gopi's heart as his but what he did not realise is that in his pain of losing Anitha he is also hurting Gopi !!! Ahem has not yet related or completely realised & understood how much his wife, Gopi loves him dearly !!! She relates to his heart & from her end she has given her heart to him, and his happiness & his joy , his worries & his pain , she relates to all & feels it in herself. From the moment Ahem has seen Anitha, he has forgotten this truth about his wife & has been living & suffering in his pain. At the moment his love for Anitha is over ruling his heart yet his wife's happiness & comfort are his primary concern. What he has not realised is that in his pain of seeing Anitha & seeing her moving away, he has failed to realise that he has hurt his wife deeply. Because of him she is now not sure of his love & her place in their relationship. Her dreams have been broken, her hopes have been shattered, yet he is not aware as he is still unable to come in terms of his pain. He is yet to realise that only because of him , his present has now been linked to his past !!!
Will Ahem realise or will be obvious to what Gopi is going thru ?? He knows she is around him but what he does not know is she is yet no where near him in her pain !!! So will his heart be at peace when he realises she is hurting deeply because of him or will his pain for losing Anitha be so strong that he will never realise it !!! Will his love for Anitha pull him away from her so much that he fails to realise his wife's pain & tears ?? or is his love for Anitha is so strong that he does not feel the same towards his wife Gopi & hence he does not feel her hurt as much as he feels Anitha's broken heart !!!

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Posted: 13 years ago
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Navya, you know I always like and read your analysis. And I give my honest opinion...that is what I am going to do today as well...

I am not agreeing with you today. I don't think Ahem is still in love with Anita. I think that he is going thru the breaking up emotions right now, because before he was more or less caught up in his marriage and all the hungama it came with...her being uneducated and the necklace...

Just my POV. I also feel that the emotions he has been showing to Gopi for the past few months is not wrong...He does love Gopi but he needs to bring a closure to his past to move forward

Other than that I always like to read your analysis...this is just my POV
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Posted: 13 years ago
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i always love your analysis navya, i did find that ahem was more confused seeing anita again n being at the wedding he has some regret but he will soon realise his true feelings
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Posted: 13 years ago
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navya ...u know i am a fan of ur writing...but to me it was obvious today more than ever that ahem is guilty about what happened with anitha...he does not love her period...he is just sad and confused...his heart beats for gopi and gopi only...even if he has not realised it yet...every time u write anitha as ahems love i 😭...
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Posted: 13 years ago
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Top drawer once again navya! My head says me you may be right about his love for anitha. But my heart says me he loves gopi. We will have to wait and see What the future brings.
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Posted: 13 years ago
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Originally posted by: Dhabu89

Navya, you know I always like and read your analysis. And I give my honest opinion...that is what I am going to do today as well...


I am not agreeing with you today. I don't think Ahem is still in love with Anita. I think that he is going thru the breaking up emotions right now, because before he was more or less caught up in his marriage and all the hungama it came with...her being uneducated and the necklace...

Just my POV. I also feel that the emotions he has been showing to Gopi for the past few months is not wrong...He does love Gopi but he needs to bring a closure to his past to move forward

Other than that I always like to read your analysis...this is just my POV

Oh Rupal...I understand your POV...and I agree Rupal that his emotions are genuine towards Gopi...and thats the reason one small discomfort he was there for her...the photograph he moved next to her & draped his hand around as his heart knows she is his...but what he has not realised is that she is in deep pain...he is going thru his pain but it never dawned on him that he has hurt her immensely !!! Has he realised he loves Gopi...yes he has but how much is what he has not realised...even today it was his love for Anitha & losing her which was important to him !!!! What future has in store will reveal it as the future starts to unfold...for now im not linking it with the present !!!
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Posted: 13 years ago
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Originally posted by: varshu27

navya ...u know i am a fan of ur writing...but to me it was obvious today more than ever that ahem is guilty about what happened with anitha...he does not love her period...he is just sad and confused...his heart beats for gopi and gopi only...even if he has not realised it yet...every time u write anitha as ahems love i 😭...

Varshu I know we all want him to say he loves only Gopi but the fact reality is that he had loved Anita dearly...and thats the reason his eyes were locked with hers...he is feeling sad because he is losing her & he is feeling that pain !!! His heart is at comfort that Gopi is his & she will never leave him but what he has not realised is that how much he loves Gopi...that only time will tell us !!!
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Posted: 13 years ago
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Originally posted by: ShaunSA

Top drawer once again navya! My head says me you may be right about his love for anitha. But my heart says me he loves gopi. We will have to wait and see What the future brings.

The future will be tough for Ahem & Gopi...it will all depend if he realises her pain & her insecurity were because of him & how will he realise whom does he actually love & to whom does his heart belong too !!!
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Posted: 13 years ago
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Originally posted by: amalaziz

loved ur analysis...

Thank you amalaziz 😊 !!
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Posted: 13 years ago
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Loved your analysis ... it made me cry for gopi.

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