Game or Love-MG FF #2 link #3 - Page 73

She left and was walking aimlessly on road completely unaware of her surrounding. Her mind was completely blank. She somehow reached his bunglow; one part of her mind talking to taxi but other part does not even remember how she has reached there. Completely absentmindedly she packed her clothes and her stuff. Saw the address he has given her for the new apartment and left there. She just dumped things, closed the door and sat down on the floor blankly. She was not in conscious to notice that she had no tears in her eyes, she was just blank.

Two whole week for Geet was like lost. She kept on repeating in her mind again and again all the time she had spent with Maan. She remembered each and every incidents, their outing, their sharing day and night together and in between always came his harsh words that he has spoken' each time his words made her hate her own self, her own body.

She always knew this relation will end but the way it ended and Maan's word made her feel so low. She just felt he has used her, he made it all sound like he was having fun and she was just with him because he was Maan Singh Khurana' the more she thought about his words more she hated herself and more she hated her their relation, more she hated her body.

She kept on thinking and thinking all lost, loosing track of everything... where she was leaving, her phone calls, food, health everything. She did not even realize that her health was not responding very well. Her head started spinning frequently and she ran several times to washroom to throw up. But she completely ignored thinking about her health.

First whole week Maan spent convincing himself that it was good that he was able to separate himself from Geet, but this did not last long. Next week when he came back to his banglow from hotel and found the house empty, he started missing her but he definitely denied this feeling. From deep within he kept waiting that she will again come back to him for any reason, if not important then only to question him but she did not turn up' this thing started eating him up from within but he only said to himself consoling

"Well done Maan, nice now she won't come again. I am happy. It will just feel little empty for few days"

But this emptiness slowly became unbearable after that. He tried his best to control his emotion but her continuos disappearance from his life was becoming unbearable for him.

He started dreaming whole night being with her and not finding her in morning beside him started making him restless. He was trying hard and hard to control but this was getting tougher. Slowly the situation became such that when he came home his eyes started looking for her, hoping for her unknowingly.

Not being able to bear this one morning when he woke up'.

''No I can't bear this, she has to be with'. Everything is wrong without her. I will bring her back, I will have to bring her back"

That day he did not go office, it was being tough for him to concentrate.

"What did I do, why did I do all that in such haste' when she was with me everything was going right"

He kept on thinking and realizing that in fact when she was with her he felt so complete in personal life that he was giving best in his professional life. He had signed on of his biggest deals when she was with him'. There was no lose then why have he to take such descision. And now the life was becoming even worse then hell. Everything reminded him of her, especially the house, their breakfast, dinner, outing and making love with her' all this with her made him felt so complete, then why have he to do all this.

"Geet I will bring you back' back in my life"

He did not know from where to start. He decided to start from the apartment he had sent her to.

"Yes!!! " he got excited after his descision

Maan got all ready for her. Dressed in her favourite t-shirt, the perfume did his hairs well. He was happy and so sure of his descision of bringing her back. His mind was clear that she was part of him. Whtever way they live together didn't matter, all that mattered for him was she has to be with him.

I all his excitement of descision he did not analyse, what she must have gone thru with however way he have behaved with her. All he knew was she will be with him.

He went to look for her in the apartment but all he found that the partment was locked. After doing the findings he found that Geet has left the apartment only after two weeks of her stay there.

But where she must have gone? He asked his employees to find out about her from her office but all he could know was that she has resigned and left. Now Maan's worry increased and also his restless ness and fear that he may loose her. This made him realize more that how important she was for him.

He could have not given up. Kept on enquiring and with his sources it did not take him time to find out that she has left Mumbai and gone back to Hoshiyaarpur.her old number was not working too.

On the Geet's side; After regretting and being in shock for complete two weeks when she came back in sense, she checked her phone. There were numerous call from home. Then it hit her how much they must have been worried and also they did not know her where abouts in Mumbai.

She knew that she did not deserve the love of her family with what she has done. Earlier she never felt guilty and she felt her relation with Maan was pure but after Maan showing her the right place of her in his life she felt she was so low, her deeds where low. She has given herself in the arms of a wealthy man. She hated herself and started hating each part of her body because he had touched her thinking low of her. Her heart bleeded but she will not let anyone know anything. Not for herself as after humiliation from Maan she was ready for all humiliation but her family will be broken. No one will trust any girl and send her out for education and job. She had been trusted and she can't break trust of all the girls who looked forward to her.

She did not care of herself. Her healt was not good, continous spinning of health and throwing up but she was not in senses to care for herself anymore. Her life meant nothing. She will not even let anyone about her ill health as she did not want anyone showing care and concern to her. She did not deserve it

She returned back to Hoshiyarpur and dedicated her life to her family. She will do whatever they say. She will follow whatever descision they take for her.

Almost one and half month was over from their separation and one month of Geet coming back to Hoshiyarpur and Maan was driving and was on his way to Hoshiyarpur. He was so excited and very sure, anyway or the other he will get Geet back in his life, nothing can stop him completely unaware of her state, unaware what a girl must have gone thru after such humiliation. Only he knew that

"Mana lunga usse, I know she must be angry with me but who does not fight. I know she can't deny me, never."

It was evening by the time he reached her haweli in Hoshiyarpur. But when he reached there the havelli was all silent. He knocked the door and a servant came out.Whe he asked about everyone

"Sahabji.. sab to sagai me gaye hai"

"Sagai?? "

"Ji woo Darji ke badi potee Geet ke sagai hai aaj" "What?? "

It was like a big thunderstorm falling on Maan. He had never expected this. He could not imagine Geet could do this. How could she do this after whatever they have shared.He knew deep within she have special feeling for him, she could not give herself to anyone. This was not bearable to him. But he did not realize after all that humiliation she was broken to such an extent that she was not living for herself anymore.

"What the hell is Geet doing all this, it's all wrong, I need to stop this"

But then

"No Maan, you have already messed things in haste' be calm before doing things"

He reached the venue of engagement and his eyes went on board which was decorated outside the venue and read

"Geet and Rahul". The sight was unbearable for him, seeing her name with someone else; no this can't be. He tightened his fists to control his anger.

"Bohut sahi waqt pe aayen hain' sagai bas hone hee wali hai" said Daarji

This broke his trance'"No This cant be" he looked at Geet but she was not looking at him. And infront of him, the man who could not bear anyone touch her, there was someone else placing ring in her finger and then she placing ring on his finger. He could do nothing but just be the spectator burning from inside. He could not understand why was she so mad to do all this.But Geet was not even looking at him.

Next to be continued

Precap: They talk