Since today morning I feel like crying thinking of jia, stupid kalakaris of 3 ladies and ahem not remembering anything.I am in depression due to Gohem from few months. My heartbeats are so fast. I have uneasiness in my chest and something is whirling in my stomach untill it is 7 in the evening.I have gone made. My pain is unbearable. I quarrel with everyone at home, if anyone between me and my serial.But due to my madness, I am not concentrating in my daily work. My behaviour is unfair to unfair to my fanily.I want to comeout from this pathetic situation.I should not be personal here. But what do I do? My eyes are not able to cry but my heart is crying and crying.Sometimes my hunger also dies.
I got my blood pressure checked. Surprizingly,BP and pulse are normal!That is why I never used to watch Saas Bahu serials. But I started Sathiya due to my MIL.Pl. forgive me for writing so long and help me to come out of this. Pl. dont laugh at me if u cant solve my problem.I wont write such things any more.