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Caved in and watched the last episode. Glad I did. Casting aside the misundertanding, this, marriage was based on and yet to be cleared and has many of us chomping at the bits and disillusioned, beyond words.Eternal optimism keeps us hanging on, I think and hope is at the back of our minds though, it has been shelved on the back burner temporarily or permanently even?
I watched the last episode a few times.Isolating it and looking at it from ASR's point of view I understand his raw emotion of pure raging green eyed monster of jealousy.
Demanding, wanting and abosulutely needing to know where his wife has been...supecting the worse case scenario that she has been with her 'lover' and is now lying to him.
Of course bound by his stupid idiotic manipulative sister's insane request Khushi finds herself in a very difficult situation and unble to tell the truth
This to him in his jealous unreasonable and irrational mind is her lying to him having commited a cardinal sin.
His emphasis on 'meri patni', 'I can't let you go' , 'answer me' and so on and so on is coming from a clouded mind, a mind, that is in love with this woman who he feels is betraying him with his own sister's husband!
His outpourings of pure venom and vitriolic words wounding her possibly ( and who can blame her)beyond redemption and return, that has not has even entered his head.
He wants and needs answers from her as she does from him. Neither of them will budge as they are both in the dark as to each other's reasons ( albeit a misunderstanding and a monumental one too)
I actually sympathised with ASR's raw emotions on today's episode. I am isolating in its entirity and making my observations on a one of.
His adamant pursuance was reassuring even though it was all negative emotion. He was giving her a 'chance' to come clean ...to confide and confess. All because he is love with her otherwise why all this emotion.
Innocent as Khushi is and bound by bloody awful and stupid requests she of course does not comply.
Mixed emotions tinged with a need to scream at the pair of them ...hug each other in your anger...feel each other both emotionally and physically...cry in each other's arms...don't turn away...don't walk away...don't run away. Face to face! Eye to eye. Confront the demons that hold you both back.
You may even surprise yourselves what you may discover.
ASR hiding behind your anger and hurt will never endear Khushi to you.Open up, take a risk. Take a gamble and see your life change you will be putty in her hands and she will bloom and flourish in your arms and drown in your eyes.
Do it for god's sake and walk that path casting aside such anger and hidden emotions.
If Khushi does not kill you, you will die of some stress related illness, or simply have an apoplectic rage induced dementia
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