AR FF~ 'IT WAS'NT MEANT TO BE'PG54-14/01/13 - Page 29

Originally posted by: janu1610

thanks ritu

Originally posted by: amruta04

hey zara nice update loved it do cotinue soon

take care and thanks for the pm.

thanks for commenting always

Originally posted by: teenorchid

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*edit*
awww... Nyc part.

I hope massi doesnt create any trouble fr thm.

ya hope so 😆

Originally posted by: maryamdiggi

Finally they confessed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


yes lucky me!!!!!!!!!!!
I feel like anjie is gong to be a buzz kill here,I hope she doesn't make ray stay with her ...

Ray and armaans moments are so cute I just love them both !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Impressive update. Take care!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thanks a lot very encouraging comment

Originally posted by: blessed4

great part ..hope Anjie doesn't create any problems for AR..pl continue soon and thanks for the pm

i will continue soon 😃

Originally posted by: blue_lotus22

Awesome part, beautifully written.
I really love this Ray so much in this ff.
Loved the bonding between Armaan and Ray , they r perfect for each other.
Please i don't want any problem between them because of Anjali.
Love the Story so much.
Update next part super soon.
Thanks for the pm, take care.

yes i like ray too😆 😃

Originally posted by: -pooluvsKaSh-

zaruuu u made me speechless awesome update

Armaan is back to his old mode hayeee i love this armaan

Rae didn't knw Armaan was best in BB tht was shocking

wen he asked miss CID how do u nt knw about it she was like hw could i miss it🤣

their closed moments hayeee even i am blushing ☺️

anjali is ther villan 😡arghh i hate villans

u better turn her into a good maasi

Rae is going to delhi nahi aww poor armaan yeh anjali bhi na hmph

thy had a lip lock zara is getting influenced 😆

but i loved the lip lock it was fantasbulous 🤣

u better continue soon i can't wait to read next part

love u ..u r an awesome writer

u better edited ur comment if it was not i was not going to update 😛

Part 18

massi's after effects

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"hey princess"

Looking at her on airport, he knew he was the one who had to be strong this time it was his turn to support her, her sullen face and non smile face narrated the some untold story behind it, taking her hand bag he gave her a quick hug but she hugged him again for many moments, she had missed him a lot in last week, after that night back in india next morning she had to go with anjie, she was left with no choice and armaan had really some important work in US so same day he took a flight back, so it was after a week they were seeing each other, she should had been excited and happy about it but she was not, and she was searching for words to tell this to him, no idea he gona react to this, she trusted her no doubt but her massi proved her wrong big time with not trusting him at all, that's why she was sent back on one condition she wont be living with armaan again'anjie first suggestion was'not to go back in US at all rather continue her studies there but thanks to the logical and piratical minds of atul and rohan, they convinced anjie how foolish it was to do that with her future and career, she was studying in one of the best institutions right now, it would be just so not the right thing to do with her'so she ended up on one thing , ray could not be living with that man again rather there was a family in US sh would be living with them, they shared good family terms, she could trust them but not armaan'.ray witnessed all this quietly, she knew there was no use to saying anything to massi, she had been bossy always, atul, rohan or even nanu could not say anything before her, once she had decided something, she wont be making any changes in it for any whatever reason'.she had to accept all this, at least she was going back to him that was enough for her'living with wont matter so much, she thought or it did? She was not sure of it till she experience it herself but how to tell all this to armaan..she was not sure of, all through her flight she had been just thinking about this, how would he feel, how would he react? Will he felt all alone again? Will he be bound in to that shell again? Will he felt like he was not being trusted enough? All answers had one person only, that was standing before her right her, rather standing in her arms as she had not left him till then.

"I don't mind standing here forever'but you know everyone is starring at us"

He chuckled but there was nothing that could please her at that moment "I missed you" parting away a bit she said honestly.

"I missed you too" placing a soft kiss on her hairs, he held her hand to leave that place.

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"hello I am here now'stop missing me"

waving his hand before her, to get her attention she was starring somewhere in the space, first look at her at the airport he got there was something so he took her to the beach'this place had always helped him to come out of his feelings, may be it did same for her too

"kia hua?"

Finally he asked holding her one hand, making her look in to his eyes

"massi'.."

She uttered just one word, hoping he would understand everything without giving her pain of saying it and he did understand it actually to some extent.

"I knew it''.this is about massi"

"no its not about her'its about us"

"about us'.what?"

"she said I should not be at your place" she was about to burst in to tears any moment.

"what" he burst in to laughter "haha" holding his stomach then, she was just starring at him and he was still laughing "what'"

Finally she asked , a bit irritated with him then, instead of explaining her anything he pulled her closer to him, circling his one arm around her shoulder she tired to push him she was not interested in all this at all'she just wanted to know his reaction and that too serious one and that was only possible once he is done with laughing

"what is so funny?"

Hitting on his chest as he was making all her efforts in vain of getting out of his hold.

"your face"

"whats my with my face" checking her face with her hand if there was something on it "here?" asking him to guide her to remove that whatever thing but he nodded in no 'again she asked "here?"

Instead of replying her this time he caressed her cheek with his thumb, kissing her on the same place he laughed again but with the hint of naughtiness this time in his eyes, this made her go arghhh she was so much worried for that massi issue here he was not taking anything serious at all, leave talking to her about this he was playing silly games with her, this was enough now she pushed him again but that push was not strong enough to get her out of his hold so she started with "leave me leave me" he had to loose his grip to hold her both hands this time in his "listen to me" all serious this time

"mujhy kuch baat nahe karni'.just leave me"

"listen please"

She melted on his earnest request "it was the most obvious thing to happen'why are you making big deal of it"

"matlab?" she needed more explanation to his point of view, he smiled on her cuteness but ignoring that feeling and continued

"matlab ye meri jaan''she is your massi?"

Blushing a bit on jaan, she nodded on massi thing

"soo'.after that dinner blunder of yours it was quite normal for her to take that decision'.i mean if I was on her place I would have never send you back even'she is nice she at least send you back here"

"why it is so normal for you but not for me?"

"this is called generation gap"

Giggling himself, she did not enjoy it all " yeah whatever"

He knew she never liked that age issue between them, she did not like to talk about it or even make fun of it, she did not care about it not she wanted others to waste their valuable time by giving a thought it, it was her life, her love and her armaan, other things she did not want even worth thinking but armaan always had brought that issue between them, even his intention was to joke only, she did not find them funny.

"I just love you"

After few thoughts when she looked above and found him looking at her with eyes full of love, she said those words un intentionally and he knew what was that just for'..in I just love you, that just meant I don't care about anything else in the world, just you and only you matters to me, he could not thank god more for sending her in to his life, she was filled with love all over and best part was that all that love was for him only, unconditional, she loved him when he even did know her existence then she loved him when they never met, she loved him when he hated her the most, she loved him knowing he will never love back, she loved him after knowing his past, she loved and just loved and now he wanted to give that all love back to her which was impossible but he wanted to try at least and he did not waste a moment of it now, giving practical implications of his thoughts, moving to her, pecking her lips once he moved back, after the insecurities of massi he was clear about his limits'more than massi now she was his responsibility, how difficult was that to keep her away from himself but it was required for the sake of trust of her massi, he did not want to be guilty for anything if ever she was questioned about their relationship, he wanted to be as confident as she was, her real self'but unaware of all that concerns of him she pulled him to her by his collar, kissed him like first time they kissed or may be more passion than that, she had really missed him, she had gone through all this all alone, once she faced the thought of not coming back to him and how she felt that time, she was not going to obey any such thing but even then just a thought was enough to make her shiver, same shiver she felt again in her body as she felt him kissing back finally'.why he was taking so much time to respond, she was thinking but now he held her by waist and kissing her with equal fervor she was not able to think more about it, only thing she wanted was that more of him which was not possible of course at that time at least, very reluctantly she pulled out for some breath, still holding tight his collar, he caressed her back to ease her down, now she was over it she thought what she just did, she made it so obvious to him that she wanted to kiss him deep, that peck was not good enough for her, all em brassed and flushed, lowered her head not able to meet his gaze, she was sure he was starring at her, to break that awkward silence he said "actually I should thank your massi"

"why'.."

Again she was not able to read his mind.

"I mean'''what just happened after that I can't trust you to live in my place" smiling on her, he was expecting one more round of embarrassment but she was done for one day guess, disappointing him she said "your place or mine'.does not matter'right"

Winking at her, she made sure to shock him to his wits and she did succeeded in it as he opened his mouth a bit.

"come'..i need to go new place and call massi too"

After getting up, she gave him a hand to get up so he can recover that after shock effects later while driving but he was thinking on some other lines'..after what just happened how he was going to follow that restrictions he had made himself in mind for massi's sake or even for her'.he had to be a bit more stronger, not losing himself like he just did, but it was damn difficult thing to do man'.i love that girl for god's sake plus she is cute and hot too.

One of the voices in his said it, may be it was his poor heart who all wanted to go for her and not to be bound in that stupid limitation thing but there was another voice too'may be his mind who was saying "no you have to do it'.she is the one younger here, she may not understand all these thing but you are mature enough to understand all these things as well handle them strongly"

He breathed out loud, whoever going to be win this one but it was going to be so so difficult for him to go through all this and reason of it was sitting next to him in car, starring outside calm as ever, unaware of all the storm inside him.

He dropped her outside the address she gave him, he was not sure of leaving here there, with the people he had never met even but on the same time he trusted her massi, she could never do anything which wont be in her interest, so he kind of made up his mind and heart to leave her there but with the one message "If you need anything'I am just one call away"

She smiled on this concern of him, she knew what he said he really meant in everywhere, whatever and whenever she would ask he would never say no to her and that was the best part of the deal and that thought brought a naughty smile on her face "anything?"

Not understanding her level on anything he just assured her "anything" kissing last time on her forehead, she was disappointed on the waste of her line but right now she was getting late she had to call massi as well as meet the new family inside waiting for'.this thing had to wait for some other time, bidding him a good bye she went inside the door before her and he drove back with smile on his face.

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ringing the door bell third time she approached the bell but before she could reach it, door was opened by a lady, she was above 40 but maintaining herself quite well, very nervously she said a small "hi'I m ray"

Lady face broke in to a wide smile, leaving the way for her to get in "I was waiting for you only'anjie told me about you'but your are a bit late I guess'was everything ok? I mean flight and all?"

She asked with concern "yeah'..yeah'..everything was fine'just'I don't know"

She was not all prepared for this questioning session so could not find a satisfying answer "new place na'that's why it took you long..is it?

Not finding her to reply her, the lasy assumed herself to save her from the trouble and ray was more than happy for her assumption,no way she was going to tell her where was she and what she was doing, rather planning to not to come here at all but if it was possible "sorry we could not pick you up'actually raj'"

Lady looked at her confused face on the name of raj so she explained herself "my husband'he is out of town for business'tonight he will be coming back and aditiya'.my son he has morning classes so sorry for the trouble"

"its ok'.massi had given me address it was not a great problem I have been there for a month now so I know this place to some extent"

"yea anjali told me about this'.but where were you living before"

"aaa"

Again she was lacking in words to answer she did not want the ladt to have some wrong idead about her or armaan since she was going to be with this family for year almost, she could not risk it.

"ohh sorry'.its ok if you don't wana talk about this, I should not have ask this only'come I ll show you your room"

Ray was so much relief after hearing her, she was so understanding they were going to have a good time together, she thought.

"feel at home ok'and I mean it..you want something to eat?"

Lovingly she asked "no thanks'I just want to lie down for a moment"

"yeah sure''see you later"

Closing the door with her signature smile, ray could not stop herself from admiring that smile of hers, not leaving her face for a moment, if her mom was alive she would have been just like her, just a thought passed her mind and she realized she missed her even today, no doubt bii took care of her anything else, anjie was possessive about her each and everything and nano he was just a darling, so many people around her to love her and now one more name was added in the list armaan'as the name across her mind, all the emotions changed all of sudden, bringing a broad smile on her face, she remembered her meeting with him on the beach, how he understood her before she told him exact thing, then how he convinced her in to all this that how right this all was, how right her massi was, because before coming here and talking to him all through her way she was thinking why massi was doing this to her, why she was over reacting to all this when she did not even know about it but after talking to armaan she realized she was right in her way'she was supposed to behave that way only, she was supposed to be protective about her and that was the right thing, thinking about all this right and armaan she drifted to sleep in no time to meet him there may be or may be not.

He entered in his home after a very long day , it started well as he went to pick her up but then he thought how much he wanted to bring her back home with him he could not do it, he was not allowed yet to do so, last week had been so tough for him when she left , he did not feel like coming home at all, he preferred to busy himself in work work and more work but that even did not help him a bit to get rid of her thoughts , that was when he decided to see her in india, after their confession he was so excited to get back with her, he did not mind when he massi held her back for two days because to be with her he could wait forever and that was just two days…now coming back home he had that same feeling of not coming at all, if she was not there how did it matter…it was work or home , throwing his bag on the couch he threw himself too on it too, he was tired , very tired when he knew nothing was there to sooth him.

"baba…khana lao ap kay lie?"

Picking up his bag, kaka asked him like a routine.

"nahe kaka…abhi bhook nahe hai"

"ye upper awaz kaise hai?" armaan asked as he heard some unknown voices upstairs "vo ray aye hai apna kuch sman lene…ap ko nahe pata"

"what…or ap mujhy ab bata rahe hai" he was happy and surprised

"mujhy laga ap ko pata ho ga…vese bhi abhi tu aye ho ap"

Kaka was confused, what was so excited about it but armaan could not tell this as he was not available for it as he ran upstairs to see her.

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"oyee chor"

She was packing when she heard him, she turned to look his dimples smile while folding hand on his chest, leaning on the door of her room.

"kuch chorie nahe kia main ne….bus apna saman lene aye the"

She resumed her packing, like not effected with his presence.

Coming closer to her, he said "par tum kuch bhol rahe ho"

"kia?" confused, she checked her bag once then looked at him for answer "bolo na…kia?"

He looked at the floor once smiling then turned her to him, taking her both hands in his "main….main bhi tu tumhara hoon na…mujhy bhi apne sath le chalo"

She felt sincerity in his voice, it was not joke only there was something more in it "I wish armaan…it was possible"

Her face again showing the sighs of the morning, depressed.

"hey…I was just joking…my emotional princess" taking her in to his arms he tried to cheer her up "don't lie armaan…..i know well how difficult this is for you but you are doing it for me only" hugging him back she said "why it would be difficult ray….you are just 5 minutes drive away from me….i can come to see you whenever I want" he reasoned with her " I know armaan but yet its not the same thing na"

"what yaar….you came here now you wasting time on this crying stuff…there is nothing we can do about this but there are many other things what we can do"

Parting a bit, he said looking in to her eyes "like?" she asked even though she knew what he meant or rather what he was doing to distract her only to think about all this and be sad again.

"like……..we can do dinner together"

Disappointed with his reply, twice in one day she continued with her packing "I know…you can do this only" cursing him under her breath

"kuch kaha tum ne"

He could not hear her "nahe tu……help me in packing na…I cant belive I have so much stuff here only in one month"

He lied on one side of the bed which was empty only, other half bed was occupied with her stuff all over, she was trying to collect "I am so tired yar…you do..when you are done….. tell me"

closing his eyes he told honestly, she smiled he really looked tired and needed some rest "you go and rest in your room armaan…it will take me another half an hour "I don't know….i am here" he said with eyes still closed, smiling at him one last time she resumed her work to finish it sooner , by the time she was done she looked at the clock it took her more than time she estimated, it was hell lots of stuff she collected in the one month only and all thanks to armaan who forced her to buy all this when she never even needed anything, she turned to look at him and the sight made her smile, he was sleeping with open mouth one of his hand under his head as pillow was missing there, she went to him, sitting closer to adore him, she caressed his cheek slightly did not want to disturb him but then temptation of his touch overpowered her, she leaned on him to kiss his cheek, he made a slight movement not liking the disturbance at all, she giggled it was fun now to see him frown in his deep sleep, she kissed other cheek now to made him turn his face this time, she moved back in case he woke up but he was too sleepy to notice the cause of his disturbance, making her mind not to disturbance him anymore and go back with the driver but she could even spent time with him she had been busy in packing and now he was sleeping although he had told her to wake him up but she did not feel like, she saved the time spending thought for some other time and decided to leave but then she turned to wish him goodnight at least, now living in that home it was not going to see him everyday in his tight schedule of work and her schedule of classes and plus now she was answerable to someone now, where she was, why she was, even though she found anti really sweet and understanding but even though she was not dumb to not to understand anything, that was also one of reason she wanted him to wake up and spend some time with her even if time was some moments only, they would be enough to make her sleep with beautiful dreams, as she leaned on him a little he opened his eyes, her wish had been heard somewhere above the sky she thought and smiling she placed lips on him before he knew what was happening he was kissing her back with lease effort, it was all coming so natural to him like he can do this in his deep sleep too but as he felt her weight on his chest, her hands moving upwards to his neck and then caressing all this line down to his first closed button, for some moments fondling with it and then opened it, went for second one, this was when he realized the what progress they had made in what started with soft kiss only, she was not only one blame in this as he found his hand too under her shirt,pulling out hand with a jerk he sat on the bed , not able to meet her eyes…she was no feeling different but some one had to break that silence…they cant be sitting here with lower gaze whole night, so he said finally after clearing his throat

"umm….i guess its late…I'll dop you"

she stood up like she was waiting forever for him to say this, without another word she left the room, leaving all the packed bags behind, he looked down at them and sighed, it was going to be difficult specially after what he had promised himself in the morning.

"do you want to talk about this"

She looked at him like he was some alien, they left for her new residence in their still silence mode, she just wanted this journey this end soon so she can throw herself on bed and replay all those moments again and again in her mind, it was not possible to so this when he was sitting next to her in car just few feet away and stealing glances on her.

He was stealing glances on her, he wanted to know her reaction, he wanted to make sure she was feeling okay, hopefully she did not feel herself pushed away or anything because this was the last thing he wanted her to get in her mind, that was the only reason he asked her

"do you want to talk about this?" in response he got her shocked expression, it was obvious she was expected him to talk about this, at least right now.

"umm…haan…I mean no"

Of course she had no idea what she was talking about or what she was going to say next to explain her umm..haan…no.

He looked at her, waiting for proper answer.

"kal baat Karen?"

Very hesitantly , she asked.

"sure" giving her big smile. That smile really did wonders for her as she felt her nerves calm down a bit and found herself in the place.

"well….good night"

After putting a break before her new residence, he graped her attention one more time.

"yeah…good night"

Getting out of the car very reluctantly, like there was something left behind and she was right about it, when she watched him taking out her bags, she kicked herself mentally for forgetting the main purpose of going to his home, she could not be more embarrass in one night.

"here"

Handing her, her bags he put his hands in his pockets, waiting for her to go "what….?"

She asked when she did not see him moving from his place.

"what…..?"

She raised her eye brows as he asked question for an question.

"please tell me…..you are not waiting here whole night so we can talk about what happened"

"ahh….no I just wanted to make sure you go inside then I can leave but your idea of waiting here whole night is not bad at all…..i can think about it"

Winking at her, holding her one hand comfortably, she looked more relaxed now.

"we don't need a watchman…we have one already"

She decided to play along.

"its just your first day here….how do you know you have one"

He was faking all concern in his eyes and voice.

"ok….to be frank I don't know we have one or not…but we definitely don't need you"

"ouch….it hurts"

Putting hand on his chest, another fake attempt of heart attack, she just rolled her eyes on his nutanki.

"I was told in science….humans have their hearts on left side…you are unique case I must say"

Looking at the wrong position of his hand, he tried to cover it up "believe me…tum se milne se pehle it was right here….. on left side"

Pulling her to him as he found a big shy smile on her face.

"armaaan"

Singing his name was only choice left with her as he put his hand on her slim waist "I want that color….always on your face"

Caressing her cheek with the back of his hand, he inhaled her innocent beauty in the moonlight when they stood right before the door of their separation, she held his hand near to her face, assuring him what he wanted to see would be there always, as far he would be there for her, as close as he was now or more than that, that thought darken that color on her face……he was studying her face when she was busy in her own personal heaven, ignoring the person royally….who was very much part of that personal heaven.

How much he did not want to disturb her at that moment, in his arms he had to….it was really getting late, he leaned on her to wish her good night one last time, she looked deep in those blue eyes to get lost only, she could feel his hot breaths on her lips just inches away when their moement was crashed by the voice of door, she could not curse more the person who invented doors, was not it all good to live in caves…without disturbance or on second thought no privacy at all, so having no doors was not good idea at all, yeah opening them at wrong times should be banned for sure …..if it was even possible.

"are you ray…by any chance?"

A boy, more or less of her age, his brownish long hairs spread all over his shoulders, if it was not his asian color any one would had taken him as a local but he was not, starring intensely at her for reply and then moving his gaze to her hand which was still in h

Old of armaan, following his gaze, she instantly freed herself.

"yea….yeah"

Scared like a culprit, she nodded her head,more than it was required.

"and you are?"

Armaan was more than in his senses to ask him back question.

"some other time….right now its 10:55 and if we got one more minute late dad wont be allowing even god in his home"

As a matter of fact, that boy stated to armaan, confused ray and armaan looked at him "goddd……..its a god damn rule of our home…now can you move in fast please…..my back still feel like a wood piece because of sleeping on floor for last two nights"

Armaan and ray both looked at each other, was it same thing that both were trying to get and their communication proved…yes it was.

DAMN!!!!!

Big D word was written on both faces as they could not move inch from where they were, when that boy found ray in no mood of going he had to pull her hand from armaan's grip and pulled her inside, closing the door on his face.

Did it happen for real? He was not sure, he had seen this scene so many times in movies, when a bad guy snatches a love of hero's life from him right before his eyes and he is not able to do something due to some reasons, in every movie reasons are different, sometimes family drama,sometimes criminal background, sometimes disease and lots of other crap but what he did not knew while watching all those movies that same scene was going to shoot in his own life but only difference was that bad guy here was not old aged, one tooth broken, fat bald with most annoying evil laugh but he was kind of the dude and he just explained that he was not the one bad guy here….bad guy was sitting inside having rule list in his hand with so many copies with him….so he can distribute to any new member of this cell….oh sorry home and now love of hero's life aka ray was also member of this rule restricted cell/home and she was bound to follow all of them……only thing he thought about while driving back to his home that how long that rule list is and what could be consequences for breaking those rules….are they different for outsiders? Or the man believed on equal right system, all this questions could be answer by one man only and he could not wait to meet that bad guy in real or rather to see his rule list.

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