Gopi crying out to kanhaji

Gopi crying out to kanhaji saying that that from childhood I have followed u...used to talk with u only...cried at ur feet only...u have given my hope of life...n on the basis of that hope when i step forwoard. but .u have step back...what was my mistake...I havent hurt anyone...but than what was my mistake..that Ahemji...no one love me...tell me what my mistake