OS ~ I promise you Khushi! ~ [Updated Pt 2 | Pg 9] - Page 5

" I promise you Khushi .. I will bring back your happiness .. I will gain your trust and your love again " Arnav told himself .. He wipe his tears and decide to go down and leave Khushi alone at this time as she prefer, and as she will feel comfortable to be alone at this time ..

Arnav leave the room and join the party again .. His body only was in the Party .. but his thought, mind, and heart was with Khushi ..

he was keep looking to the stair .. waiting for Khushi appearance .. he just want to reassure that she is fine .. or at least nothing happens to her ..

he was think about going and check her .. but he hesitate as he don't want her to be sad.. he want her to calm down at least at this moment .. she is not ready yet to listen or trust him now ..

Finally, Khushi Appear .. and as she appear, he move his eyes and gazes away from her .. but he couldn't prevent himself from steal a looks to her .. he try to not appear in front of her..

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Khushi pretend to be quite and normal .. but inside her was the inverse .. she was in a pain .. even when Arnav leave her alone as she request, she didn't feel better .. she still as she was .. not since today, but since a long time ..

Although Khushi try her best to avoid him .. her eyes was searching for him .. she want to see him .. she feel better when she see him .. in fact , she didn't know exactly what she was want .. !!

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all gust leave RM .. and the Party ends .. Khushi didn't see Arnav around .. and she hesitate to ask anyone about him .. she was worried about him .. ? where did he go .. she feel a pinch on her heart as she thought that maybe something could happens to him.

She reinitiated from the family .. and went quickly to their room .. she open the door .. and she feel a relief as she saw him sleeping peacefully in the couch.. she close the door .. and walk toward him .. she set down on her knees .. and she move her hand on his hair .. and softly fondle his hair ..

"you always the source of my pain .. and in the same time my relief " she said to herself.. a small smile played on her lips .. she remember his speech before few hours .. and the smile changed .. and few tears drops from her eyes ..

Khushi : if you told me that before 2 months .. I would '.. ( she smile with tears on her eyes) '. but no thing now as what was before two months .. not the circumstances .. and not me ..

as she feel Arnav make a little movement while he was sleeping, she go away from him to not make him awake .. she change her clothes and turn off the light .. and she lays on the bed ..!

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as Khushi go away from Arnav .. Arnav allow a few tears to flow from his eyes .. he remember what Khushi just said : " but no thing now as what was before two months .. not the circumstances .. and not me .. " and he said to himself" and not even me .. Khushi " .. Arnav all this time was awake but pretend to be sleep .. he thought that she will be more comfortable and calm down if he avoid her and leave her alone .. but he realize that the avoidance is not the solution , and will not make her feel better even a little bit ..

he couldn't sleep .. he was think about her, about him ,, about them ..

Meanwhile .. he listen to the sound of the French door open ..

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Khushi couldn't sleep .. she tries hard .. but she couldn't .. she couldn't prevent herself from going to the pool side .. the place which hold a lot of happy , and sad memories ! .. she set on the edge of the pool .. her back face the pool, but she was turned her face toward the pool .. her hand was played with the water .. the happy and sad memories played back in her mind ..

Arnav move toward the pool side door and he saw her.. she was like Nymph waiting for her prince ! .. this Nymph was sad .. her eyes shows that she are lost, thinking about something ..

Arnav decide that he should take the first step now .. delaying it is not on her or his sake .. they both need to speak, to redeem their self from the constrain that they put on their self and put on each other intentionally or Unintentionally ..

as he open the French door, Khushi back conscious and look at him.. she was surprised , she didn't expect to see him at this time ! she thought that he was in a deep sleep .. she stand up .. and adjust her yellow saree .. he move toward her and he stop as he they became 2 feet away from each other ..

Arnav : Khushi .. we should talk

Khushi ( feel a pinch on her heart .. she was afraid that he will repeated what he said before few hour and will awake all her fears .. and in same time she was afraid that he will fulfill what she demand from him .. to leave her !! .. in fact .. that was reason which make her really afraid ! )

Khushi ( with petition eyes) : talk ?! .. now ?! .. please Arnav ji .. lets talk later .. I want to sleep now ..

she was about to go when Arnav hold her hand and pull her in front him ..

Arnav : Khushi .. we should talk .. silence and avoidance will not help you, neither help me ..

Khsuhi didn't react and stay on her place .. she bent down her head .. Arnve hold her other hand to his ..

Arnav : I want to tell you a story '''.. a story of a mystery man.. he was arrogant, unbearable, and miserable .. '. he was without feeling , without emotion, without heart .. this what was the people think about him ..

Khushi was listen curiously .. and she raise her head to met his eyes .. she know that he talk about himself

Arnav continue : but he is not like that ! .. he is a human .. he has feeling, he has emotion and he has a heart '''.. but his heart was his foible .. his heart was afraid from happiness , afraid from love due to the painful past he has .. ( a tears was inside his eyes as he remember his past.. he was trying his best to not let them drop now.. as Khushi sees this tears which is Cooped in his eyes .. she couldn't bear this sight .. her tears falls instead of Arnav tears ) ..

He continue: he thought that the heart and love didn't bring anything except pain and tutors .. he was afraid to open his heart again .. he was afraid to let the happiness come again to his life .. he afraid that the happiness will be a light gust who will leave soon .. ( he hold her hand more tightly .. and pulled her more toward him )

he continue : his " Khushi " .. become part of his life , of his heart ( he put their hands near to his heart and smile ) she bring the happiness to his life.. he smiles again .. he cares again .. he dreams again .. his heart beat again ! '.. but .. he was afraid from love , afraid from happiness .. he try to expelled the source of happiness from his life although part of him was want this happiness to be with him always .. but the fear was always a strong dam ..

(he pulled her with him and walk with her to place where he was about to kiss her in Diwali ..)

Arnav : here .. for once .. he forget about this fear .. he let his heart to express what he want to who he want to be with ' he was very close .. but the fear again comes and control him .. he try to punish himself and his heart for letting the lure of happiness fool him .. he toke a decision to revenge from his heart .. but he hurt himself before hurting anyone else ..

(Arnav cupped her face with a teary eyes .. Khushi hands support him trying to reduce his pain ..)

Arnav : this man realize that what he done was wrong .. but the fear still exist on him .. he slowly redeem himself from this fear with the help of his " Khushi" .. without her .. he would stay the tuff, the heartless man '. his " Khushi" force him to give himself another chance .. he accept to be happy.. he accept to be in love .. ( he smile softly to her , and wipe the tears which was drop from her eyes by his fingers )

Arnav : he was willing to share his life with his " Khushi " .. but love was not enough .. he didn't trust her yet .. he judge her and didn't give her any chance .. his heart was saying to him that he is wrong and there is smoothing missing.. but his brain said to him that the obeying the heart didn't bring anything except tauter ! he listen to his empty brain and don't give his heart a chance '''... Now .. this man suffer for what he have done .. he regret that he didn't give his heart any chance .. he regret that by his hand .. he hurt him self .. he hurt the one who he love .. he regret that he turn his "Khushi" to someone else .. some smillar to the old him .. let the fear prevent her from the happiness and love ..

(Arnav pull her hands near his mouth and softly kiss her and allow a tears to out from his eyes.. they were near to each other .. only there hands was between them)

Arnav : Khushi .. I know saying sorry will not change any thing .. will not recover what I have done to you .. don't forgive me if you don't want .. I don't deserve your forgiveness '' But Khushi .. don't destroy your life because of me .. don't denied you self from happiness .. I can bear anything .. but I cannot bear you like this .. You change my life and change me positively .. I cannot let you changed negatively because of me .. please Khushi .. Don't repeat my mistakes .. don't punish yourself for things you haven't done !

(Khushi was listen to him .. absorb in his speech .. she was emotionally affected by his speech she can feel his pain when who talk about his past .. she can feel the honest regret on his speech for every time he hurt her , she feel that he was hurted more than her..

she feel all her worry and fears goes .. she feel of comfort and relief which she hasn't feel from long time .. his word make her tears flow and she couldn't stop them from flowing .. this tears carry with them all the pain on her heart .. she stare with a lot of love in his eyes ..)

Khushi : How can you be my wound and my medicine in the same time ?! How can you be my pain my happiness ..!!

Arnav( sotly ) : Khushi ''.. I want you to Know that I love you '''.. I love you more than anything in my life .. I want you always by my side .. I want you forever '''''. but Khushi .. I will not force you to do anything you don't want .. I will accept your decision whatever it will be.. I continue my life just by seeing you happy .. by seeing you that Khushi that I know and love ..

(Khushi cannot describe her feeling when he say " I love you ".. she was about to say something but Arnav but his hand in her mouth ..)

Arnav : shhh .. don't say anything now ''. and now lets go .. its 1 am .. we should sleep ..

Khushi nodded with a small smile .. they go to the room .. Khushi on the bed and Arnav on the couch .. but none of them could sleep this night!

Arnav was happy as he see Khushi happy and smile again .. he know she love him as he love her .. he feel relief that he say to her what in his heart .. he cound't imagine that he in one day could say and feel these words " I love you" .. he know that she also love him want him .. he know that she was about to tell him that .. but before she told him that and their relationship be in the next level .. he should do many things .. he should recover at least a few of his mistakes .. he should gain her trust beside her love ''.. he cannot stop a sweet dreams about him and her to come in his mind ..

Khushi was also happy .. she was need someone to cheer her up .. she was need to feel that Arnav love her as she did .. she want to feel that there is still hope in her life .. and she find all these things with him in just few minutes .. he remember the three magic world which make her in the top of the world " I love you" .. she was ready to confess to him .. but he stop her .. she Grumbleto herself .. but soon she was happy that she didn't tell him .. she was thinking about special way to tell Arnav that she need him more than his need of her ..

Arnav thought Khushi sleeps .. and he couldn't prevent himself from going and look at his angel .. he walk to the bed .. and saw Khushi Fluctuates ..

Arnav whispers : Khushi ?!

Khushi turn to the source of the sound and was surprised yet pleased : huh

Arnav : You haven't sleep yet .. !

Khushi set and nodded her head with no

Arnav set in the edge of the bed : Why ?

Khushi look at his eyes : Maybe , the same reason that don't let you sleep !

Arnav , move toward her with soft smile : oh .. since the reason that prevent us from sleeping is same .. then I suppose that the reason which will make us sleep is also the same .. right Khushi ?!

Khushi didn't understand what he mean .. she look at him .. her eyes was questioning him ..

he move slowly and he now very close to her .. he put his hand around her and pulled her toward him .. her head on the his chest ..

Khushi didn't say anything .. she just put her hands around his back and close her eyes .. they finally fall in a peaceful sleep near each other..

they didn't sleep as they sleep this night .. they sleep without sadness and without fear .. they sleep with hope and eager to the next days which will bring to them the happiness they both are waiting since long time !

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The End !

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