Okay here go the next set of your scenes Hiba -
[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AsUkJN21o4E[/YOUTUBE]
Kesar brooding over the catastrophic series of recent events, his role in leading to them, and the consequences that mull over. But most importantly - trying, in frustrating vain to fathom his own heart. Or more like come to terms with its only truth. MB walking in on the scene - playing a father's role better than no one ever, advising, admonishing, showing him the light, and also showing him the restrains to be borne in mind. Kesar partially knocked to reality - but resorts to who other than Sikka Singh to answer his greatest dilemma of all times - to be, or not to be...!
PB informing him the morning after of one among the many grave repercussions of his thoughtless actions (more so Gulaal's decision years ago) coming true. The Panchayat beckoned for breaking the DV.
[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m2sbFICVtSc[/YOUTUBE]
your drug is a heartbreaker... my love is a lifetaker - lyrics from Weezer's song Say It Isn't which IMO fit this GK scene and situation perfectly. The tadap tadap ke sequence after which Kesar - utterly lost and chaotic with the only anchor in his life, Gulaal. The haunting howl of Kesar screaming her name has only one other parallel on this show - when Gulaal let's loose her pent up burden after the whole Dushyant is confronted showdown - there is something very common and equally powerful about both these instances to me.
Kesar reaches her house - willing to put any stakes to have her back at home. Gulaal of course is who she is for a reason. Unrelenting, and disgustingly violated by this side of "her" Kesu.
[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v6OvxrDBWz8[/YOUTUBE]
Gulaal in a trance - caught unaware before she knows what hit her - by the sight of Kesar drumming away the dhol at Kulli engagement. Something so surreal in this moment - the whole GV flashback, but so much more importantly, Gulaal's snapping back to reality, and then accepting it. Just like that in a moment, she has crossed the line of resistance, without knowing, or intending. And the moment eludes her a while after, whether she unknowingly oversees it, or ignores it per compulsion - so it's really evanescent at this point... but well - it's like a glimpse into the Camelot, really!