"You don't even exist for me do u understand."
I wish that was true..i wish the thought of her leaving me wouldn't have pained me the way it did. I don't know if I will be ever be able to find her again but I know now that she does matter to me, the way nobody else till day has. Di has a place in my heart but she has made a place for herself in my soul. I may not know when I fell for her but I did and if I ever find her I will tell her what she means to me. If she wants to walk away from me after that I won't stop her but I know my soul will crave forever, my heart wait to hear her again and my eyes wait to see her again.
Hearing her voice, I could not have made a mistake with the voice that lighted up my soul, and a glimpse of her in the mirror made my heart beat again and when I ran and cupped her face in that one moment not only did I start living again but in that one moment I poured out all my love on her.
The bangles were a sign of my love and when she had worn them and made me accept it that i had brought it for her i was elated and scared what if she rejects them, but her acceptance for it had given me the confidence that somewhere in her heart I had a place.
I did not want to confess nor I wanted to hear it from her but playing those games with her that made her blush and heart go thump thump gave me an immense and today morning I ASR wanted to see her again, make her blush again, see her taking those deep breaths again to calm her nerves and I came up with a plan, that would not only make her blush but she would also come to me, may be reluctantly but she would.
As was my routine i went to the gym to exercise and that's when I spotted her entering the house. A perfect plan in order I muttered to myself.
I walked up to my room and proceeded to shower but left my phone on the table. I had called up my secretary to call in exact 15 mins so that my plan would take shape just hoping nobody else picked up my phone.
(Third person for a while)
Khushi heard the phone ring and she knew it was His but was reluctant to pick it up what if he got angry. But on the second ring she gave up her fears to the thought it must be something important and walked up to the dining table and picked it up. It was Arnav's secretary who told her that she wanted to deliver an important message and if she could talk to him.
Khushi walked to his room with the phone in her hand and in view of the importance of the all just walked into his room without knocking. The sight that beheld her made her breath hitch. There stood arnav in just a towel wrapped around his waist and water dripping from his wet hair onto his chest and then disappear into the hem of the towel.
(Khushi's POV)
Hai devi maiyaa..inhe toh zaraa sib hi sharm nahi aati..ab main kya karoon..waapis chali jaaon..ya phir..
KKG unhe ghoorna band kijiye..
Main kab ghoor rahi hoon unhe..woh toh bas..
(Arnav's POV again and rest of the OS will be from his POV only)
The way her eyes moved over my body and the way her chest heaved made me want to crush her into my arms but I had to wait and play the games that I had set along to play.
Tum yahaan kya karrahi ho kushi..
Jee who main..woh.. said khushi fumbling..and the faint blush that crept up her cheeks made my heart stop.
Kya who who..yaahaan kyun aayi ho..i said in a gruff voice..
Ji who aapka phone…
Haan toh..
Nahi who office se..
Haan toh do..and I stretched out my hand to take the phone from her. She walked slowly staring at me and I smirked to see the effect I had on her.
She had almost reached my hand and I snatched the phone her hand. She lost her balance and I rushed forward and she collided with my chest.
I could see her eyes closed, waiting for the fall to come but then she relaxed when she felt my body against hers. She stood there wrapped in arms and her cheek resting against my chest.
I wanted to tease her but here her soft breath falling on my chest was teasing me and her that were sprawled across her brow, made me itch to remove her hair and her chest against mine wanted me to feel it and savor the taste of her in my mouth.
ASR stop..ur thoughts are running too wild.
Tum theek ho and I stepped away from her holding her by her shoulders and pushing her away.
She nodded her head and walked out in a daze.
I had wanted to make her blush but her innocent act had made me vulnerable and made my thoughts run wild, but having her in my arms even for those few moments made me feel so complete and the blush that tainted up her cheeks makes me want to smile coz I know there is only person who has that power and that's ME..ASR.
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