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sjain

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Posted: 14 years ago

#861

ermm..

I wanna read ahead ..sorryy .. m such greedy reader *pouts*😒😆

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sjain

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Posted: 14 years ago

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hey guys !!

I m putting this msg on behalf of POOJA...

guys ..pooja will not b able to update next chapter ..as her laptop is not working though updates r ready but ..due to this unavoidable problem ..its not possible for her to put next chapter...and also she can not get its repaired now ..so as soon as her lappy will b in working condition she will update :(

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swati

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Posted: 14 years ago

#863

OmG...wat a part...I wish I read it much earlier...superb...loving the way the story is proceeding...
Amazingly hot hot part...had to mention it...
Hope ur lappy gets fixed soon...nd v get the update soonest

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anumeha khanna

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Posted: 14 years ago

#864

so sorry for not commenting on last few parts...

but simply amazing n awsum parts..

loved them alot..

aww gosh..they r after ridz..

hope everything goes well..

n i'll be really happy if they confess..

bcoz ridz is thinking of him not in luv with her..

continue soon,...

thnx for the pm...

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sjain

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Posted: 14 years ago

#865

POOOJA😆

update krana quuick quick😛

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Pooja

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Posted: 14 years ago

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hello friends, finally, i am back with an update,
this time, Ma di, this one's specially for you, thanks for posting the note, hope you'll like the part

Part 16

Armaan was surprised by her sudden move, but without any protests, he also kissed her back. Initially, it was a gentle kiss. Both of them were just feeling the presence of the other. But gradually, Armaan's passion took over him. All those ups and downs that he'd felt in the past days, the roller coaster ride of emotions he'd gone through, the feeling of not being able to do anything, that helplessness, it all came out in his kiss. All his doubts, his insecurities, his weaknesses, everything compelled him to convey something to Riddhima, through his actions, and he tried his best to accomplish it. For Riddhima, it was something she'd never felt before. It was as if she was in another world, where Armaan had showered all his love on her, and he would protect her from everything that could harm her. She was enveloped in the warmth of his care, where she was invisible to the world. They kissed each other like there was no tomorrow, Riddhima feeling the security his arms had cast around her.

"Main hoon na, i promise i wont let anything happen to you. Can you trust me?"

These words rang in her mind to tell her that no matter what, he would be there with her, to safeguard her from the evil.

"Can you trust me?"

The words repeated themselves over and over again, compelling her to think if she could trust him at all. Flashes of that day at the music room came back to her, where she'd seen Armaan with ika. Immediately, she let go of his face and pushed him a little. Armaan felt beyond shock when he saw Riddhima withdraw and push him away. She had closed her eyes and was hugging herself, when Armaan came close to her again, and touched her cheek. He saw the immediate effect, Riddhima coiled into herself.

"Riddhima, aankhein kholo, open your eyes and look at me", Armaan almost shouted his plead.

Riddhima heard the agony his voice carried, as it slit through her heart. As much as she tried blocking him away from herself, so much deeper was his pain felt by her. She slowly and involuntarily opened her eyes, and was met by a shocking sight. Armaan's eyes were red, not with anger, but with water. Tears flowed through his eyes, and Riddhima wondered the extent to which he was hurt, such that these tears had reddened his eyes in such a short span. But this wasnt the time to think all that, Armaan was in pain, and her heart just couldnt bear that.

"Armaan", she spoke softly. She kept both her hands on his, one resting on her face, and the other entwined into his other hand.

"Armaan, i'm sorry, i'm very sorry. Mera tumhe hurt karne ka koi irada nahi tha. Par jabse main tumhari life mein aayi hoon, lagta hai ki tumhe chot pohunchana hie ek maksad reh gaya hai. Pata nahi kyun tumhari life hamesha meri life se takra jati hai. Tumhe itna avoid karne ki koshish karti hoon, kitna try karti hoon ki tumse door rahu, tumse judi har baat se door rahu, par phir bhi har cheez mujhe tumhare hie pass kheench lati hai. Sachi, mera yakeen karo, bohut koshish karti hoon main ki kabhi tumse saamna ho hie na mera, par sab ulta ho jata hai. Jaane kyun...", tears flowed at a stretch as Riddhima continued blaming everything on herself.

"Kyun itna door bhaagti ho mujhse?", Riddhima's words came to an abrupt end as Armaan directed his question at her.

"Batao Riddhima, aakhir aisa kya hua hai, jo tumhe mujhse door bhaagne par majboor karta hai? Kyun tum hamesha mujhe avoid karna chahti ho? Kyun mujhse aur mujhse judi har cheezon ke utne hie kareeb aati hoo, jitna door tum mujhse jaana chahti ho? Divine College, mere friends, newspaper, music, Muskaan, aur main, main Riddhima, tum hum sab se is tarah jud chuki ho ki door hote huye hum se zaada takleef tumhe hogi. Phir kyun tum khudko itni takleef dena chahti ho? Mujhse bar bar door jaane ki hie tumhari koshish tumhe mere itne pass layi hai. Agar tum itna na bhaagti, to aaj shayad situation kuch aur hie hoti", Armaan spoke in a voice filled with pain and frustration.

"Isi baat ka to darr tha mujhe, ki meri door rehne ki koshish hie tumhe mere pass le aayegi (Armaan looked at her with a confused expression) Maine tumse door rehne ki koshish ki, isiliye tumne mere pass aane ki saazish ki. Main shayad wo pehlo ladki thi, jisne tumhe, Armaan Mallik ko haraya, aur tumhare ego ko challenge kiya. Bas, tab tumne khudko challenge de diya, mere ego ko hurt karne ka, haina? Isiliye mere kareeb aana chahte they tum, ye prove karna chahte they ki tum jo chaaho haasil kar sakte ho. Tumhe koi nahi hara sakta, koi bhi nahi...", as Riddhima spoke these words, Armaan had released his hands from hers. He shook her vibrantly as he let his anger flow,

"Tum jaanti bhi ho ki kya bakwaas kiye ja rhi ho tum Miss Riddhima Gupta"

Riddhima saw his dilated pupils, that emitted nothing but the furiousness of his words.

"Main wahi bol rahi hoon jo mujhe lagta hai sahi hai", she spoke firmly, not looking in his eyes. Armaan left her, and turned away, ruffling his hair to let down the frustration. Suddenly he turned back, and pinned her to the tree.

"Tumhe ye sahi lagta hai, par, par tumhara dil, kya tumhara dil bhi isi baat ko sach maanta hai?", Armaan looked in her eyes that were downcast, and felt a change of expression at his words.

"Bolo Riddhima, ye jo baatein abhi tumne boli, tumhara dil bhi inhe sach maanta hai kya?", Riddhima heard the plea in his voice for the umpteenth time. It was her time to make a decision, and it took her a second to decide her answer. It wasnt an easy one, but who said life was easy. She closed her eyes, and it took all her strength to speak that one word.

"Nahi", she spoke very softly, so soft that she herself didnt know if she'd heard it or no. Armaan had heard her answer, but this one word could change everything between them. He didnt want any misunderstanding to take over him, so he released the pressure on her arms a bit, and spoke again.

"Riddhima, ek bar phir se bol do, please", the way he said it, her eyes flung open, and she stared into the deep ocean in front of her, that was filled with the water of hope.

"Nahi Armaan, mera dil un sab baaton ko nahi maanta", she said, and lost herself in his eyes, that glimmered with a spark. They both stared deep down into the others soul through the way of eyes. Both had wanted to say so much, but right now, they found the silence more blissful. It was only after a few minutes, that they came out of the trance, when they heard a few shouts.

"RIDZI"
"RIDDHIMA"
"KIDDO"

Riddhima heard her name being shouted in the distance, and leaving Armaan, ran in that direction. Armaan also followed her lead. Riddhima was brought to a sudden stop as she crashed into a hard body.

"Ridzi, tu theek hai na... kuch hua to nahi... jab humein pata chala ki tu jungle ki taraf aayi hai, aur wo gunde bhi tujhe dhundte huye isi taraf ko nikle, tabse hum sabko itni tension ho rahi thi... tu bata, tu unhe mili to nahi na... Ridzi, kuch bol na..."

Armaan saw that the guy had his hands placed on Riddhima's shoulders and was talking non-stop.

"Atul jeej, relax, main bilkul theek hoon. Aap khud dekhiye, i am fine. Tension mat lijiye..."

Armaan realised the guy was Atul, Riddhima's dear Atul jeej. But till the time this realisation sunk in, he saw another guy come rushing in and pushing Atul aside, hugging Riddhima. He was followed by Arnav, Khushi, Raunak, Siya and Rahul. He spoke nothing as he hugged her tightly, while from Riddhima's expression Armaan made out that she was also surprised by the sudden turn of events. A sudden curiosity arose in him about the guy who was hugging her.

"Abhi, relax. Wo bilkul theek hai", Atul spoke, but the guy paid no heed to him. After a few seconds, the guy who Armaan guessed was Abhi, left Riddhima suddenly, and turning his back to her, stood next to the nearest tree. Armaan observed the scene there. All the people except Abhi had a weird expression on their faces. They watched him as if he was a bomb that would just blow up. Armaan saw Riddhima about to go and say something to him, but Atul shook his finger pointing to her not to do so. Armaan found it pretty quaint as he went and stood next to Khushi. Arnav left Khushi's side, went to Abhi and placed an arm on his shoulder. Armaan saw Atul trying to stop him too but Arnav missed out Atul's warning. Armaan found the whole thing very irking, what was everyone's problem?

"Abhi...", Arnav just spoke a word, when Abhi jerked his hand, turned his face and Armaan got to see his face. Abhi's face was stiff, his eyes were sore red, and expressionless. Armaan was reminded of the zombies that he'd seen in the movies, and smiled a little. But looking at the others, he thought better than smiling, and his smile wiped away as he saw anguish take over Riddhima. He didnt have to wait long, to get an answer to his mental questions.

"Dont!", Abhi said this single word in a cold voice that sent shivers through Armaan's body as well.

"Dont you dare. Kuch mat bolna tum... main hamesha se jaanta tha, ki Riddhima tumhare saath safe nahi hai, isliye tumhe kitni bar us se door kiya, lekin tum kuch samajhna hie nahi chahte ho. Har bar kisi na kisi tarah uske pass aa jate ho. Kitni bar maine Riddhima ko mana kiya ki tumse na mile, tum se door rehna hie uske liye behtar hai, par tum har bar useh behla fusla kar apne pass bula late ho. Par jo hona hai ho gaya, ab main khud dhyaan rakhunga is baat ka, ki Riddhima fir kabhi tumse na mile. Aaj bhi galti mujhse ho gayi, agar mujhe pata hota ki Riddhima yahaan aa rahi hai, to main useh kabhi na aane deta. Agar useh aaj kuch ho gaya hota to... soch ke bhi darr lagta hai mujhe, khud ka chehra dekhne ke layak na rehta main. Poori zindagi kaise jeeta main, huh? Gussa to tum par itna aa raha hai, jee chahta hai ki yahaan isi waqt...", Abhi moved forward towards Arnav, raising his hand, while Arnav had his head down, rooted to his place. He was about to hit Arnav, and the velocity with which his hand came, Arnav was sure to lose some bones. Armaan took a step forward, when he saw Abhi's hand stop midway.

Riddhima had come to stand between Abhi and Arnav, shielding Arnav from Abhi's wrath. Abhi's expressions sombered as soon as he saw Riddhima's face stained with tears. Armaan also felt a constriction in his heart when he saw her state. It was clear in her eyes that she cared for Arnav, cared enough, to come and face Abhi. Also, she cared for Abhi, as it was visible how much it hurt her to protest against him. A voice inside Armaan cried at his own helplessness, his heart screamed to go and help her, but his mind told him against it. His mind showed that these people held a lot of importance for Riddhima, and he was no where in the scene. After sharing such a closeness with her, it hurt that she was still so much distanced from him.

"Sorry", Riddhima pleaded in a soft voice, that rang through the silent jungle. The only other sound audible was that of the moths that had woken with the rising sun. Armaan saw the immediate effect of Riddhima's words on Abhi's face. His expressions gave away his thoughts. He looked at Riddhima, without shifting his glance. His gaze was accusatory, and Riddhima's guilt was clearly visible. Maybe that was the reason Abhi didnt speak any other word, just held Riddhima's hand, and started walking in the direction from where they all had come. Rahul was the first to follow them all, while the others just stood there. Khushi came and placed a hand on Arnav's shoulder, who hadnt moved even once. When he felt Khushi come and stand next to him, he lifted his face, and Khushi let out a gasp at what her eyes saw. Arnav's eyes were also sore read, and tears were still flowing from them.

"Khushi, aisa kyun hota hai, Pari ki life mein waise kam dukh hain, jo main unhe hamesha badha deta hoon. Abhi sahi keh raha tha, Pari ke liye yehi behtar hoga ki wo mujhse door rahe. Pata nai kyun main jaane anjaane usko itni chot de deta hoon. Kyun hum sab useh dard ke alawa aur kuch nahi dete, pehle main, aur ab Ar...", Arnav spoke in a shattered voice, when Khushi placed her hand on his mouth.

"Arnav...", she pleaded with her eyes, assured him that he wasnt wrong, when Atul also came forward to speak to him.

"Arnav, main jaanta hoon ki tumhe kaisa lag raha hai, par yakeen maano, yahaan galti kisi ki nahi hai, na Abhi ki, na Riddhima ki, aur na hie tumhari. Tum galat nahi ho, tum Riddhima ki zindagi ka bohut important hissa ho, isliye wo tum sab ko bhula nahi paayi hai, aur yehi wajah hai ki wo aaj tum sab se milne aayi, college assignment ka bahana bana kar. Wo shayad isi din ka wait kar rahi thi, na jaane kabse. Aur jab Riddhima tumhe itna maanti hai, to tum galat kaise ho sakte ho? Khud par nahi, to kam se kam Riddhima ki choice par to bharosa rakho. Aur jahaan tak Abhi ki baat hai, tum jaante ho wo Riddhima ko lekar kitna possessive hai. Baat jab Riddhima par aati hai, to Abhi kuch bhi nahi sochta, kuch nahi samajhta. Riddhima uske liye kitni important hai, ye mujhse better tum samajhte ho. Kitna pyaar karta hai wo Riddhima se, ye mujhe tumhe batane ki zarurat nahi hai... aur Riddhima ke liye Abhi kya importance rakhta hai, ye tum dekh hie chuke ho...", Atul's voice faded as Armaan's mind stopped listening after this line.

Abhi loved Riddhima, and Armaan himself was a witness to Riddhima's loyalty and commitment for him. In those few seconds, he'd realised Abhi's place in Riddhima's life. But now, instead of being hurt, anger overtook him. If Riddhima had loved Abhi, then what was she doing with him a few minutes ago? Did that kiss mean nothing to her, all those things she'd said about them, all those feelings he'd seen in her eyes during the past so many days, was it all a hoax? His heart shouted a no, but he just couldnt overcome Atul's words. Atul was her family, so obviously he would know whom Riddhima liked, or loved. Atul wasnt lying, which meant that whatever time he'd spent with Riddhima, was all a pretense, Riddhima's drama. Hatred immediately flowed all through his body as this realisation sunk in. Just then he heard Raunak call him.

"Armaan, hum sab wapis ja rahe hain, chal"

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sjain

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Posted: 14 years ago

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UFFF..ye pooja mjhe barbaad kar ke hi chodegi🥺😆 ..kyun kyun kyun 😭..u left it like that ..I want longer chapter ..it was smalll :((((

AR moment was STUNNING :||||||..I cudn't blink my eyes while reading it and had tears wen the intense moment got over HUHH..it was better then my expectations ..ridhima ji bhi boli and arm sir ji bhi kuch boley HAYEEE thanks to pooja for that 😆..It was so clearly visible that they r so deeply in love with each other..luved how ridhima felt guilty for hurting him and then arm confronting her <333 aww..in the end I thought ridhima will say YES ..but she said NO YIPIII..she cudn't lie to arm seeing him in such state 😛😛..but that stupid interuption 😡..aww..everyone was so worried fr het ..(but they shd have realized as wen she is with arm ..kuch nhi hoga 😆)..luved atul arnav's and abhi's concern for her so cuteee..poor arnav he had to face such hugee lecture form abhi ..he was so guilty ..but sumthing which surprised me was ..arm wa not aware of the fact that abhi is ridhima's BROTHER 😲...I thought he knew that ..this is not good ..he is misunderstanding ridhima OMG😭..I hope it doesn't create much problem btw AR 😒 *fingers crosssed*

As I m not satisfied ..so I want to read ahead LONGERRR chapter😛

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KSGforever08

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Posted: 14 years ago

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wow my luck just yesterday i finished ur ff in 1 go until 6 o'clock in the morning nd i went 2 sleep wht will happen next nd 2day i got 2 see u already updated.thank u so much.plzzz send pm when u update any of ur ff next.luv u writin

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Bhavya

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Posted: 14 years ago

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This part was amazing!! The AR part was so intense!! WOW!!
And the confrontation part was great!! Like just getting all the feelings out in the open, and Ridz saw the depth of Armaan's feelings. It was amazing! But then the whole Abhi thing, I totally understand why he was so upset, but now Armaan's misunderstanding her, this won't end well. I hope he doesn't decide for revenge or something! I hope everything is okay soon!! Anyway, update soon!!!!!!!!!!