And what phutey huey naseeb...I missed the discussion on the ME
Par koi nahi...
Ab toh Kesuda back on the track..
And I tell you...during these days I used to think to literally go and ask CVs ...Bache ki jaan loge kya??
They took the bestest juices out of NB it seemed...his extreme reactions and frustrations...his insecurities, his pains...
The biggest thing of all...the secret which worked like a termite and ate away all his peace of mind and happiness in his heart...
It was like a curse ...something which would never make him be happy truly...like a sword he had kept so near to the heart ...it actually thrust in him daily...which he thought he was using to injure others, but instead it was what was ripping his heart apart...
It was actually so wondrous..that the boy who could never keep a secret inside him...who always believed in telling spade a spade...would keep mum when it came to Gulaal...
In here also when MB is scolding him, he never says a word...it was almost like he is taking the brunt, defying everything and everyone...silently saying what he will be telling Gulaal later on 'Ye mera haqq hai!'...To fight for her..to stand up for her...to protect her..it was his right..and no amount of wisdom can prevail over his duty bounden mind...only one thing can..and that is her call...
It is when she says it ...it penetrates through him...
But that is later on...
Before that we have that glare he gives to Dushty ...when Dushyant says that he would have done the same thing for Gulaal...
Boy! I thought Dushyant was gonna face the same fate as that yellow Kurta banda...any moment he was gonna leap upon him...and tear him limb to limb...
It was not only the reaction to that Dushty and the whole secret thing..
It was more than that...it was again that craving of exclusivity...which has now begun...after years he got those moments back ...with Gulaal...going to her house together...going to the mandir together...
and now suddenly Dushyant came up and said that he too would have done the same thing...it was like having a hole ...in that exclusive cloud of Kesar and Gulaal...
and that too by Dushayant...how could Kesar have tolerated that!! I mean the guy even is tired of Talli terror and hates her inclusion (Same pinch Kesuda) in that equation, and here it is Dushyant trying to put himself in the same position as Kesar...albeit as an example...but how could he have tolerated it...
The way he walks out...before he is instigated to commit another murder...he generates so much of angry energy into the room na? Everybody as if heaves a sigh the moment he walks off..as if the room temperature has come down to normal from the boiling one😆
and in the room...
I tell you the CVs are so ishmart..they made us think after taking the camera from Gulaal's face to Kesar's hand, that it was Gulaal who was putting the dettol on his hand...but alas...aise naseeb kaha...humare aur Kesuda ke
And she and her nonsense...but I tell you...Gulaal could open Kesar's mind and change it like no one else...but when it came to Kesar's mind for Gulaal herself, it was Talli who brought the truest facts before him...
The way she made her realize his anger...Oh I love the brushing aside of everything by Kesar...he is not sorry for whatever he did...and I loved the Dharampaaji mode of Kesar...the way he lifts his finger and tells her that he did the right thing 'Kutte kaminey mein tera khoon pee jaunga!'
and ofcourse the last question by Kesar...you would do the same thing for me na😡 On one side you are telling him that it was a wrong thing todo and the other side ...you ask him whether he would do the same for you...Idiot...
I literally have to run...so will edit later...😃