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After watching yesterday's episode...it seemed like swayam and Sharon were both faced with a cascade of decisive questions,in their minds.
The stinging question that Swayam carries with him all the time-Will Sharon ever love him?
And the decisive question that Sharon's incipient feelings for Swayam continuously pose-Does Swayam STILL love her?
The juxtaposition of these two questions form the ultinate ring of fire,that the two have created between each other,which each has to cross,to be with each other.
Each asumes that the other's answer will be NO.
So Swayam tries to put on a facade of hostility and 'move on',and Sharon tries to bring him back by putting herself in danger,in the hope that something in him would come back to rescue her.
When she watches Swayam hold Nicole to prevent her from falling,i stings her,becaus being in Swayam's arms is HER sole right,and no one can fit so perfectly in his arms as she does,and yesterday..SHE knew it best.
When she falls into his arms,and he holds her protectively,she fels the safest there...it is HER place,where she is not the Diva..simply Sharon.It is where she belongs.
Swayam,on the other hand,is still torn,still broken.He is caught between calling Sharon as his,and referring to her as someone else's.He doesn't understand where their relationship stands,he doesn't understand whether he still has the right to say that she is his.
Sharon keeps looking back at him,not once,but twice,in the hope that he would turn back,once,and ask her to come back to him.
But Swayam is too scarred already,too scared of more scars being inflicted on him,to scared to turn back,lest he sees her happy wit someone else.
So Sharon gives an ultimate shake of her head,and walks away.
I've never loved a love story as much as i love SwaRon.
Shantanu and Sneha-the two of you take my breath away.š
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