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Dhundlae aks his night was hell, truing restlessly. How can that even be possible. The question played on his mind again & again... again.!!! emptiness is wat he felt not knowing wat to believe. Like his heart knows wat it wants but he doesn't know wat to seek to achieve it. When did things change so drastically between them!!! or was it always this way!! he couldn't understand wat was real & wat was fiction anymore. If this is real then wat was truth???.. his eyes slowly recedes into the darkness seeking to sunlight holding onto the shreds of his soul
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Mean while prachi called Geet; telling abt her meeting maans grandmom & how nervous & odd she felt abt it. Geet smiled sweetly. She was really happy for her. Finally things seem to sort out things between them. It was just her craziness. She thought. .. yes mama was right.. it was just her misread signals & her assumptions. Well did that help composes herself or did it set lose another string of endless restlessness within. Wat ever it be ' she was sure not to let go of her emotions.. her heart.. most impt her guard.
It was a week since she came back from home. She kept herself really busy with college work & frds. Actually didn't even travel by bus. She deliberately made armaan or karan to drop her. Maan didn't quiet understand anything. He tried calling her couple of times.. she didn't answer the call.. nor could he find her in the bus stop. She kind of managed to out smart him.. but not today.. when he directly walked into her class during the break. She didn't even go out to canteen now days.. just managed to ask armaan & prachi to fetch something for her all these days. Well not today.. she was all alone stuck in the room..facing his wrath..
she immediately got up.. hi Maan sir, aap prachi ko milne aayen ho, she is gone to the canteen
he looked straight .. reading her expression. That was pritty much normal expect that almond eyes were not looking at him. nahi main tum se milne aaya hoon Geet
she sighed
I have been trying to call u he said looking directly at her
oh really!! I guess I missed ur call.. she tried to be as calm as possible
he fished her pocket & pulled out the phone.. she didn't protest.. just pretended to laugh.
He pressed the missed call list & showed it to.. her..
oh.. this is ur number.. I am so sorry main abhi save karthi hoon
he held her arm & shook her.. why r u avoiding me?
She heart choked.. when he said that. No I am not. she maintained her composure
Phir challo meren saat he held her hand & dragged her out of the class towards the car park
kanha she said nervously looking around.
He didn't reply just took her along with him. He made her sit in the car.
She had think fast really fast.. before he jumps into some mode all together.. merin break ke baad class hain.. she managed to say something
prachi notes banadegi..he put the car in gear & just drove.
Through out the drive she didn't know wat to say..or how to keep her emotions under control.
I have been trying to call u he said looking directly at her
oh really!! I guess I missed ur call.. she tried to be as calm as possible
he fished her pocket & pulled out the phone.. she didn't protest.. just pretended to laugh.
He pressed the missed call list & showed it to.. her..
oh.. this is ur number.. I am so sorry main abhi save karthi hoon
he held her arm & shook her.. why r u avoiding me?
She heart choked.. when he said that. No I am not. she maintained her composure
Phir challo meren saat he held her hand & dragged her out of the class towards the car park
kanha she said nervously looking around.
He didn't reply just took her along with him. He made her sit in the car.
She had think fast really fast.. before he jumps into some mode all together.. merin break ke baad class hain.. she managed to say something
prachi notes banadegi..he put the car in gear & just drove.
Through out the drive she didn't know wat to say..or how to keep her emotions under control.
He was looking straight..
She could feel with in he was angry really angry or was it restlessness. They reached a lonely place away from the city.
He parked the car & just sat there quietly.
He couldn't explain the turmoil in him.. the week of not seeing her was more, or her not responding to his call.. or was it her not recognizing his voice at the first place.. he had no idea wat was bothering him & above all why should it be bothering him at all.
She felt wounded & stills getting back for more..letting him close yet again, thrash her, squeeze her heart until the numb & sore.. still with a smile on.. just with a difference..that pain doesn't surface anymore.
He felt confused inside, not understanding wats like to be refused but refused of wat. Why it hurts so much that he fears to even live again.
her heart cried out loud in pain saying sorry she just can't just can't give him wat he wants anymore.. probably she doesn't know wat he want anymore. !!!
all he could do was get terrified & leave.. leave her alone.. empty.. broken heart pieces..like a chewed up toy
but did he feel more destroyed ..than ever.. though he thought he was much stronger than that!!!
they both sat their fighting their own battle of defeat.
After a while he just silently dropped her near the bus stand where she gets off for her office. He just left. Didn't speak to her or say anything. Only she knew how her heart cried to hear a word from his mouth. Ask him wat is bothering him, take him in his embrace, cry out loud.
On the other hand Maan had planned to say so many things when he sees her..meets her. He had so many thing to ask her, tell her how its been horrible without her.. how he is not been able to sleep at nights, how his day seem to be so dead.. meaningless. He wanted to take her in his arms hug her.. feel her..but her coldness, feared him to death.. like he couldn't have taken her rejection, her denial, he would rather die million times before he sees her not want him. How dreadful it feels to breath the air knowing ur not in it. How suffocating it has become to live his normal happy life. How trapped he feels that he can't even breathe, no matter how hard he has been trying.
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