ArShi FF - Guilt or Love ch-the end

Khushi ! KHUSHI ! KHUSHI ! she was not there. Where was she? No, it can't be. No Khushi had to be there.

Arnav was frantic. It was 4:00 am in the morning. When he had found himself alone in the bed, all those senses which had made him big in business had been alert. Where could she have gone at 4:00 am in the morning? The water jug was still full; there was nobody in the bathroom either. Everything that had happened last night was wrong. He had been wrong. He could not believe he had hurt khushi so badly. He had wanted to say sorry, but he knew no amount of sorry would have been enough to redeem his actions. He had lain on bed listening to Khushi crying in the bathroom. His heart had felt like it was being squeezed to draw blood. Her sobs had been the most tormenting thing he had ever heard. His eyes were tearing but he hadn't wiped them. What right did his tears have to stop when Khushi was sobbing silently on the other side of the door? Finally Arnav had dozed of listening to the heart wrenching sound of Khushi's agony.

"Chote, why are you shouting Khushi's name"

Looking at his di, Arnav's heart broke, but this time he could not be bothered about hating Khushi. He just wanted to know where she was. After what had happened last night, his emotions were out of control.

"Di, do you know where Khushi is?"

"No Chote, shouldn't she be in your room?"

"No, di she isn't, that's why I am looking for her"

"But it 4:00 in the morning; where could have she gone? Chote did you fight with her?" Anjali asked worried.

Arnav could not answer. His heart and mind were telling him that Khushi had left, but he did not want to believe it. Khushi always found a reason to smile. She was so gentle and caring, she would never willingly hurt anybody. Yes, not even him. She must have gone to sleep in Nani's bedroom. There had been times when Khushi had gone there when he had been too rough, but she had always returned before Nani woke up. Arnav was sure she was there. When she came out in the morning, this time he will make it all better. After what had happened yesterday, his eyes had opened. He could not remain immune to Khushi anymore. He promised himself he would make it all better for her. He would say sorry until she forgave him. Surely tomorrow morning ''

"Arnav bitwa, what is all this noise about"

That was Nani's voice. Mami, Mama and Akash were also coming out of their respective rooms. But all Arnav could see was Nani. And, in an instant, all his hopes shattered.

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