Originally posted by: Devika.
Thanks for your note friends...
There is no connection between my decision and Cb track.. I love the show becasue it has avina in it. We had terrible track in CB1 where it was even worst .. i mean the radev interaction was not palatable.. when Radhika comes on line, Dev turns away his face;..and when dev show his face RAdhika turn her face off. Here in cb2 whatever is happening around, Radev is together, let anyone take the screen space, radev is on same track.. they have that understanding. even when Dev said "berkha" it did pain me, but when i look at it, that's what Radhika wished for that time, and he loves her more than what he say.. it may be against dharm of a RP or any one's postive concept or whatever it is.. but then why mostly it is desecting the same thing again and again, to feel more pain..
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what one is seeing can be seen by all others too, then why to say it loud the same thing...
the difference i feel is.. with CB-1, however worst the track was, people try to bring a connection, it was avina or radev on the top of everyhting.. now here we say "i am watching it for avina, or i love radev" but what's the point if you can find only that negatives and glorifying it.. and then later we only say "oh , now the CV are on our prediction, and they changed her negative, they did that because of this or that, now she may come with wearing red... "... it is the writer's choice and the channel's decision. They closed CB-1 abruptly with >3 TRP.. it was their decision..
here many of you guys tried hard to bring this show back.. but it clearly says .. it 's not working, none is happy with anything.. not for seeing radev together, not for berkha, not for shanti...
@billo: thank you, yes everyone has the freedom to say and post their opinion, but that every post has only one thing and then dessecting the same thing, and making those who love the show also see thru that point only... it is really painful... with CB1, many times i thought of quitting, but there was this strong pull from the senior members of the forum, which gave that confidence and made me also to look at things differently... but now nobody is happy with any track, any charactors, any scenes... always there is a big gap exist.. and we are seeing only that gap.. and instead of filling it with a positive note, we are trying to dig it more deep, and noody is noticing its so painful..
as an external person , it is painful for me, can't even imagine how avina feels, as i am one of their fans, only a fan,.. if i say i love them, then i should fill the gap, not digging it further (may be they are frustrated too seeing their own product)... then why should we spill it more into their depression... i really wish avina not to come to forum to read it...
but i think i failed to fill it as i am restranied by my time... If i had time, i should have surely try my best,.. because you always need that follow up once you post something, interact.. but when you won;t be able to do that, you come to see "how is it going" and what you see" almost everyone in same belt with posting only what everyone can see easily" but nothing beyond...
it is painful to read it, it is painful to counteract.. becasue i may go weak.. it is not a fight, it is not a debate on who should tell what? it is not a war on who is going to win...it is an open forum
it is just not that what i wished to share , that's all.. so i am stepping back... as i am just a fan of Avina and will remian as one ,and do whatever i can to see them winning.. i will continue my support as i can within my limit.. but this way i am not supporting them, this way i am not showing my love to them... saying"ye i am watching it for you guys"... . let it take any mode, but i still watch it... but don't want to take the CV's and then the more deep thoughts on it from members about CV or writer's or channel's negativity... why should i feel more down,
if there is anything to lift my spirit, will take that... so I am out from active posts on tracks.. and i have nothing against anyone, all are good in their respective thoughts and analysis...
@ chayaa: thnaks.. I will be updating my FF, i won't leave it incomplete
@zorinatom: i don;t use any other id, i have only one id active that is devika... i was browsing and was active only in one forum: that is CB, i don't watch any other show .. i tried to watch another one when CB ended, and tried to connect it with, but it didn't click for me..so i left it,.. so you will see me with my updates or any opnion as Devika only... it is difficult to maintain one id yaar, who will go for more... finding its difficult to log into one id sometimes... 😆
@myra: thanks.. yes, avina, i will support them, anything anytime... as always
@suwin: chechy... i will be updating my FF... :)
@hari; thank you.. hope u read my earlier note.. for me avina jodi is magical, radev bond inspired my imagination and gave me the strength to write about them... so it is magical... and i am glad to hear atleast i was able to instill that positive world in you... if possible look at things which can bring smile on your face, and don't scratch more on the wounds to show to all who pass near by it...
@jeffin; thank you.. I will be updating my FF yaar... so you will find me here till my FF last.. I may be having few of you following it, but i respect your expectation.. so will be coming to post it...
Thank you friends for your thoughts, that i should remain active, but don' think i can.. and it is just my personal opinion... nothing more than that... i love the show, & i love avina.. maybe i belong to the minor group here, and my voice maybe very low, but still i just want you to know who ever reading this that I love the show, i love avina and i will be supporting them... only thing is the forum is not falling on my expectation, so i am moving out from it... that's it..
Thanks
Devika
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