AYLS CC:To luv each other even wen v h8 each other- Page 112

so to everybody ..@ kavs : shooo go and study..mon se exams hain na!!!

@ smrits : yup I read the message u letf re..but was not much in a condition to reply then so didnt know what I shud be replying there .. she is fine now..putting a brave face to everybody..trying to get back to normal..because thats what she can do.. the worst thing is, she hadnt told anybody here abt her BF..because she didnt want anybody to know abt it..wven we got to know abt her BF after he was no longer in this world..and thats why its difficult even to console her..that period was horrible..because I didnt even know how I was going to console her and I didnt have ANY hope for her..and I cud actually feel every single bit of her pain..because I imagined for myself..what if ................. and I had no answer to it re..I was sooo sad those few days .. I would cry every often and then call him up and cry on the phone..and he cud do nothing to console me..except jus talk to me .. and then everytime I listened to "aas pas khuda" I would break down immediately..esp at the line "ho humsafar na tera jab koi..tu ho jaha rahunga main wahin..tujhse kabhi na ek pal bhi main juda.." infct even now my eyes are moist as I type this .. but anyways! then I realised iff bhaggu has bestowed this upon her..then he must have given a solution as well..and it may take time here..but eventually she will find it .. and as soon as I found hope fr her..I was a bit ok..and I cud talk to her as well ...

so now she is dealing with it at her own pace .. and hope she gets better soon .. and my lab rotation is ending soon so that means I m FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ..but not completely..I have reports n stuff but no labs ...

abt ahem ahem stuff...woh yahoo pe bataungi .. yup I sent u an offliner yahoo pe asking u to check ur PM..but I guess nahin mila .. we can fix up a time to meet soon..

its because I m actually LIVING this scene my own way smritss .. ☺️ since quite a loong looong time .. woh saaare details bhi bataungi .. YM pe..loads to tell!! 😳

arrree that tinypic is messing things up!!! I cant put in that avi without getting that weird message .. so I will upload it somewhere else now and then wear it again .. 😳