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Nakku my love! Right from the start,when I first saw you, a helpless, vulnerable,trembling chit of a girl clinging to my strong arm,hiding behind me! Oh Nakku, Dutta never knew that he was yours for posterity.
Nakku,you came to my home and gradually entered my absymal life and before I knew it I became your Saab! But we were both boldy divided by master/servant status,which Nakku your Saab never saw,but you did.Nakku as time moved on that division between us slowly quivered,and an unseen silent force created conversations ,simple and deep between us. The silent force also pulled us together and Nakku you became a friend and confidante to your Saab.
But it was this friendship Nakku, that came between us when you steered me towards marrying Supriya,to fulfill my duties as a son to Aye.What your Saab did not realise,Nakku that our friendship was shaping into an unnamed ,undefined bond, that you concealed for you knew it was love,but one sided.Oh Nakku! how you have always loved a wretch like me.
Nakku it was your sorrow for me,that came between us when Supriya betrayed me.
Nakku your public confession of loving me that split us ,for Nakku, your Saab saw that as your conspiracy to attain me. Oh Nakku how foolish your Saab was.
Nakku, my hate for you next estranged us, although we did farcically became one in the eyes of the world.
Nakku your sudden exit from my life shattered us both ,only to bring us back as your Saab loving you also.
Nakku we united again , but Nakku your beauty and my blind rage divorced us again and Saab and Nakku drifted apart again!
Nakku, my sudden death and blindness disunited us again! But in this darkened world we found each other again . Saab with his Nakku once again in bliss.
But for how long Nakku this togetherness? now that I have you with nothing between us except confidence of knowing that nothing can go wrong now.
Oh Nakku why does your Saab feel hounded by the fear of separation yet again?
Nakku today I ask will we ever be together? free from being fragmented by our emotions,due circumstances?
Nakku who do we blame for unwanted disunions of Saab and Nakku? are they my follies? your strenghths?
Oh Nakku can we flee to a paradise,where Dutta can be yours forever, constant,intransient and you Nakusha, mine only mine! together......
But to live is to change, to die is to be perpetual!!
Till death do us part! for to live seprarated from you my love Nakku is death for Saab!
Ishaani
Cricket
