friends with immense shame i post a medium sized update here....another one wil floow soon do read and advice me if i should make it small ff with 3 more udates or u want twist 😉
hre is previous update in case u forgot
Ragini kept starring at the closing door long after anmol had gone.Her hands touched her soft tendrils.playing with them as anmol had played with them few moments ago. She looked at her reflection across the room and her hand went to red spot on her maang.....she kept looking for longest time; while her hand travelled down to hold her mangalsutra tightly.She closed her fist around the mangalsutra and welcomed the pain from its sharp edges.....
jeevan dhoop aur chaya hai....kabhi sukh aur kabhi dukh....
these thoughts came in her mind.Managsutra ka yeh dhaaga mujhe kya nahi deta....she thought it gives me a cover of honour in society;i should accepts its pains too,i cant just take ist benifits alone and not endure its pains.....she pressed little harder and opened her fist .There were 3-4 tiny red dots from where the metal had pressed hard.....she started at them and suddenly shut her fist making her desision in process and went out of the room.
Kaun hai? -- asked Vasu irritably,she had a very bad night and she had almost gone out to hug anmol in mandir,her heart was making her week,yet she was resolved to leave this place ASAP while her patidev had gone for a walk in early dawn...
panchi ke gaane sun ne jaa raha hoo chalogi he had asked earlier and she had dimissed him coldly.
Ragini tum ...subha subha..kya hua?
Mummy ji inko Agra chalne ko kahiye...?
kyun ...dekh ke phir se dil beqaraar ho gaya hai ..vasu taunted with one raised eye brow.
Ragini ignored her mother in law's taunting look and said with firm resolve
Mumy ji you have no choice,and when vasu had looked at her surprised and shocked Ragini sighed and added Mummyji even i have no choice
Tammy ko dekhiye mummyji
she is not well,she is not herself.
Both you and I cant deprive her of her father....how can we mummiji
please do it for my daughter's sake...
he wont go unlesss you ask.
Anmol was feeling aggitated now,his happiness had disappeared now,he was doubtful about Ragini;s answer.Somehow she was making him angry,how can She not understand .
How can she not see Tammy and her gloomy face....
He stopped beside a window and grabbed a bottle of water,he opened it with more force than neccasary making some water spill on the floor .He opened the bottle and poured the water in his mouth ;spilling water all over his clothes and face..he threw the bottle away and crashed into stunned looking Ragini who was standing in the doorway.
Yes he asked a bit rudely.
Ragini was taken a aback
wo main
Ragini stop this game with me he shouted
Ragini closed the door in shock and stood holding on to the closed door,suddenly her legs refused to cope with her.
Anmol kya hua....
Yeh jo kabhi mere paas aur kabhi itni berukhi,band kardo yeh sab....
i cant bear it anymore.
his voice had turned into painful whisper now...
Insaan hoon main Pathar nahi.Please dont look at me like this ,he added
like what she whispered.....
he moved forward grabing her from her shoulders....
like this he hissed...like inviting me into their depth..these eyes....like giving me hope,like making me yearn for you....like.....like he struggled to find apt words....
like as if i mean something to you,everytime everytime Ragini hope surges inside me and gets crushed again and again from last 8 years..i am tierd now please stop this now... he finished .....
Ragini looked at him,shocked to core,her very soul trembled. They both kept looking at each other for some time.....
suddenly he pushed her away with a bit of force,she stumbled a bit and he moved away from her and went to window again,
make up your mind ragini he said with anger again ,make it now and he smashed his fist in windowpane in anger..
sound of shattered glass stunned them both and also sobered him ,he looked at his bloddy fist with surprise and blinked in confusion,as if asking how ??
Ragini saw the blood and rushed towards him,and slipped on spilled water and franticaly caught on to his shirt in process to stop her fall,his hands came to protect her automatically and they sat on floor in uneven heap..
They both looked at each other,unable to react,yet her close proximity made anmol forget everything and he bent to cup her face with his one hand and gently traced her features with his fingers,sending shivers down her spine with every single feather light movement.
he forgot that his hand was bloody,her soft face felt like velvet with his touch.Something warm fell on her arm and she realized he was bleeding,she grabbed his hand and forced him to sit straight,forgetting everything.
She checked for any embedded glass,wound was small,only blood made it look worse than it actually was.She took him to washrom and placed his hand under running water.
She put 3 small bandages on his clean hand with clinical percision and spoke gently.
AAP Mere kehne pe Agra chalenge ??
her question stunned him,he was waiting for this...why he was not feeling anything,why he felt empty and spent still....
Mom..i mean Mrs Rajvansh..will she be ok?
haan
theek hai wo tum apni saari change kar lo thoda blood lag gaya and it is bit wet too he said with closed face.
Ragini tried to read his face,the door was shut,closed.She felt a sudden chill is it too late her heart whispered suddenly unsure ,she hesitated for a moment and then...... she went to her room,she changed her sari and went to fix her hair when suddenly her hand stilled she saw his blood in her maang....tears filled her eyes and she touched it gently and smiled.....
Thaam lo apni radha ko bhagwan....ruk na jaaye kahin dil ki dhadkan..
Edited by sami01 - 14 years ago
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