My apologies an extremely short update Will try to give one tomorrow also. With something most are waiting for ..๐
Those words were ringing in her ears. 'I genuinely like him' 'Sid seems so relaxed when he is with her........ Sid!!! ...........aur main toh yehi chahati hoon ki Sid khush rahe......... Juhi Sid ko pasand karti hai.......'
Juhi: Riddhima ..........Riddhima .......... what happened.......???
Riddhima snapped back to reality. 'Juhi ..........main tumse ek baat kahu
Juhi: Haan.........
Riddhima: Sid.......dhant ek bahoot achaa insaan hai .............
Juhi: Have you met him that you are saying that..............?
Riddhima: Kabhi kabhi ........ yeh sab cheeze bemayane ho jaati hai.......... ek nazaar mein hi bata chal jaata hai ki kaise hai ek insaan ...........aur kabhi saalo apni bitane ke baad bhi maan maane ko tayaar nahi hota ki ek insaan aisa bhi ho sakta hai............
Juhi: Tum kehna kya chahati ho..???
Riddhima snapped out of the trance that she was slipping into once again. 'Juhi ......... main itne saalo baad bhi kabhi kabhi sochti hu ki armaan kaise aise kar sakta hai........... lekin ...........Siddhant ko dekte hi pata chalta hai ki kitne saaf dil ka insaan hai woh.......... '
Juhi: Haan toh !!! annoyed as to what Riddhima was trying to say ......... She could not decipher what she was heading towards.
Riddhima: Tum aur Sid.......dhant ......... aap dono ........ uss ......... din .......
Juhi: hmmmmmmm
Unknowingly Riddhima gripped the cutlery so hard that her knuckles started going red. 'Tum .......dono ........ ek doosre ke .........saath ............. bahoot .............kareeb ........... aa chuke ........?
Juhi: I think........................ suddenly realizing what Riddhima had said ......... 'what ...........'
Riddhima: I mean .......... not wanting to give away the fact that she had seen them together ........ 'tum dono ek doosre ke kareebi dost ban chuke ho ...........aur tumne hi kaha ki tum usse bahoot pasand karti ho............ toh............kya .............
Juhi: kya???
Riddhima: I mean ...........
Juhi: Tum kehna kya chaha rahi ho?
Riddhima: I mean ...........
'Dr Juhi you are required at the sixth floor nurse desk immediately.' an announcement sounded .....
Juhi: I have to go ............
Riddhima nervously nodded her head.
Juhi: We will talk later .............
Riddhima once again just nodded in agreement though not knowing why she did that. She did not want to talk about this. She was hurting. Such was the intensity of that pain that she felt numb. Each word she spoke today was killing her inside. She felt like running to a dark corner of the world where she could lock away the memories of that evening where she had seen Sid and Juhi together in the lab.
She completed her shift quickly that day and left to go home. It had become a habit for Juhi and Riddhima to inform the other before leaving for the day but today Riddhima did not even feel like meeting anyone leave alone Juhi. She felt sudden bitterness towards everything. Why? Was it because Juhi like Sid? Or was it because Sid preferred Juhi's company while he did not even once look her way? Why did it hurt so much when all she wanted was Sid's happeness? She sat lost in her thoughts at home till wee hours of the morning. Sleep eluded her. The photograph which had found its way home from the locked drawer of her office now adorned an ornate photoframe.
'Sid....... Juhi ...........meri sab se achi dost hai ........... tumhe maloom hai jab bhi akela mehsoos karti thi tab hamari photo ko dekti thi .................ya phir Juhi se baat kar leti thi ........... ekdum tumhari tarah hai woh .....' an affectionate smile played on her lips for a moment 'hamesha usne mujhe samjha ........ mera hosla badhaya .......... par aaj .......... kyu itna gussa aa raha hai ........' Riddhima could not seem to handle this dark side of her. How could she be angry with Juhi or hold anything against her .Did she hate her? It was not Juhi's fault that things did not work out between Sid and her. It is perfectly correct to seek one's happiness. She deserved every bit of it. 'Kyu aa raha hai itna gussa............main toh yahi chahati thi ki tum aage badho kush raho ........... aur Juhi ....jaise Shilpa ko lekar dar tha mere mann mein ki woh armaan galat rah par leke jayegi waisi bhi koi cheez nahi hai ..... main jaanti hoon Juhi har tarah se layak hai ............. aur main hi chahati thi ki aap dono kareeb aye ..... toh phir kyu nahi handle kar paa rahi hoon ye kareebi......... main aisa kyu mehsoos kar rahi hu .......... khud se bhi nafrat hone lagi hai ............kya ho raha hai mujhe Sid ......... Bolo na Sid please bolo ........... kyu mujhe tumhe aur Juhi ko ek saath dekh kar gussa aa raha hai ................... kya main aaj bhi tumse ............. ???? Nahi aisa kuch nahi hai ............. aisa kuch ho hi nahi sakta......... aur yahi sahi hai sab ke liye .........
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Thank you for all your lovely comments It is a pleasure to read each one of them.........
Let me just address some of the questions here. First Miss Cullens........ no the end is not near there are many more parts that I have to write............ So be happy ๐
Ovi_Tanni ...... answer to your question ........Riddhima was too preoccupied according to me to even realize that she herself had not eaten well. It happens at times that something completely takes over your entire being that you tend to miss out on basics also at times
And my Juhi .......... Yes she is a strong lady ........ my little creation ....โบ๏ธ.... how i love this character ...โบ๏ธ...... now the question will begin and I am sure Monty Pragzie and Harshu one of them will be the culprits to start this question and rag me 'Whom do I like more Riddhima or Juhi?' Dare you do that update nahi karunga ..........
All those who are saying sorry for replying late ..........Phatak to you all ......... I can understand all must have had something more pressing at hand that is why you were not able to comment .........Comment kiya feedback diya woh important hai ......... todha late bhi chalega ......but dena padega nahi diya comment toh bhi Patak to you all ๐
But I am really sorry for not individually replying to all your comments ......... I am really pressed for time and don't want to not reply at all
Pragzie my cute little sis Don't be angry with me....... When SR were going fine I was a silent reader on that phorum ......... ๐Chalo der se aye par durust aye .........๐ ab toh likh raha hoon na ........๐
Lennie what you said is so true .......... She always seemed so peaceful with Sid ...... but alas they wanted to show that as tiredness ๐ We should have fedex the CVs some good spectacles or better still a microscope for the miserable vision and also some grey matter ๐คฃ
aisha_ranbir8 Some times while writing even i feel the same ......
Nikita my question is still unanswered who is the cat and who is the mouse
between Sid and Riddhima............ ? ๐คฃ
Anyways enough rambling I am off to sleep now Good night
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