~deewangi~ MAANEET FF thread 6 - Page 51

poor maneet!!

They r separating!!!

Continue soonnn.

Thanxxx for the pm.

Fatima

he closed his eyes took a deep breath & walked in
she ran & hugged him & cried - mujhe apne se dor mat karo main aapke bina nahi rah sakti, main yanhe pe rah kar course kar longi.please please.
He felt like a lump forming in his heart, he couldn't take the pain of staying away from her. Seeing her go was not in him. Seeing her cry because of him he could just kill himself for doing this to her. He hated himself, he felt his mere existence on this earth was a burden. He tried to wipe her tears papaji..he said.. she snapped out of his arms in anger, frustration she shouted - u don't love me that's why u are sending me away. Those words went in like 100, 1000 million needles piercing through every square inch of his body. U don't love me u don't love me..she hit him on his chest & cried I hate u I hate u..
Maan - meet he cupped her face & looked into those eyes which could never see beyond him..he closed his eyes & took those feather like petals in his warm mouth. His fingers slowly now slide into her hair griping them pulling her closer. Drinking her complains, drinking her pain & filling her with his. She closed her eyes hugging him closer tighter fearing to lose him. Their tears mingled as they welled & touched their cheeks. He kept them captive in his love filled in pain soon buring into passionately claiming her. His tongue invaded into her, proving every of her own words wrong, slitting those doubts those questions filling her with more than she could ever take.

She clung to him, still kissing him. His passion as hot & intense as never before. He didn't break the kiss. Her skin was flushed across her cheeks. Their body was on fire which was already melting in the fear & pain of being away from the warmth of togetherness. With one kiss he had stolen her breath, her sense, her will she felt so vulnerable to him. He didn't seem to stop ' one kiss was falling into other & another. He swept her up into his arms held her closer into him. They finally broke out when Rano walked in. she cleared her throat & walked out immediately. She didn't know how to react, she just stood outside. They straighten themselves, Geet tried hard to hide it, but she was flushed, her lips moist & plump from kissing. Her eyes were washed out. Depth of his pain was felt in his hold, he didn't let go of her. Rano cleared her throat, Geet stepped back he held her tightly. Geet was feeling scared seeing the pain in his eyes, in his hold, he couldn't put it in words how much it obliterated him to see her go.

Rano - arohi ke admission kya huwa?
Geet looked puzzled
Maan - kuch problem hain shayad
Rano called arohi's parents & checked. They informed that arohi didn't get the scholarship.
Maan went & spoke to arohi's father.
Maan - I will take care of her fees
father - but why will u do it
Maan - I don't wat Geet to go alone
father - lekin
Maan writes the cheque for complete fees & stay.
Father was shocked - I will pay u in installments
Maan - don't tell anyone
father nodded & reluctantly took the cheque

Maan arranged for their stay & tickets. Geet couldn't fight anymore seeing him in so much of pain. Maan, Daadi & Rano went to the airport with Geet. Rano kept on telling her wat to do & wat not to do. Maan was quiet like never before. Arohi came with her parents.

Geet took blessings from Daadi & Rano. She looked at Maan his eyes was red filled with ache, grief. She kissed his cheek & left. He held her hand & pulled back she ran into his arms & cried. She kissed him madly. He hugged her tightly crushing her bones. She felt her bones where jelly, she was clinging on because he was holding her. Rano & Daadi couldn't say anything but cry with them. Maan just couldn't stand the sight of her leave, but he couldn't break down in front of her. He put up a strong face clinching the keys tighter & tighter in his hand almost piercing his skin. As she turned into security check in he broke the soft drink bottle with his bare hand & walked out to the car park. Rano & Daadi ran behind him. He was mad, he was furious, he hated himself, he could go to any extent to in self-defeating and self-destruction. It was taking over his rational and lucid mind by delusion and self-destruction. He was losing himself, he had no power over self, he couldn't even think straight.

Every passing minute was like something sinking in him. Rano immediately called Geet seeing his condition. Geet picked it - mama I just cleared the security check.
Maan snatched the phone & heard her voice
Geet - kya huwa aapko
he couldn't say anything, she didn't cry kind of sensing him worn out. They both just kept quiet & the silence spoke volumes, love notes, complains, anger, every thing was in that silence ..until she finally had to turn off the phone she sobbed I love u & cut the call. He broke down & sat down on the road banging his head. Daadi & Rano had to drag him into a cab. He was in no condition to drive. He spent the 8hrs restlessly until heard her voice again.
Geet - aap soya nahi
he was quiet
Geet - main pounch gayen hoon, yanha bahut thand hain, she spoke about every thing, account of every minute away from him. He could just listen to her the whole day. Maan had arranged for a apartment for them with all the facilities. She hooked on the lap top & called on skype. Maan didn't come in front of the camera, he just watched her. He projected her image & hugged her as she continued to speak.

Rano & Daadi were getting worried with the number of hours both spend on the chat. 3Months & Maan spend the whole time in his room, work was effected studies was effected every thing seemed to have come to a stand still. Maan not showing up in video was bothering Geet. Her studies was also getting effected. Her first internals she almost failed.

Daadi got annoyed & shouted at Maan - agar yehi sab karna tha tho usse beja kyun
he didn't seem to understand anything, he was living a virtual life with her, only his body was hear, every thing else was according to wat she did there. He could relate to her room, her classes, her tube ride, her feeling cold there, he selp hearing to her sleep.
Daadi shook him - Maan wat r u doing?