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part 51
she went & hugged Maan from back - mama ne bulaya hain
he angrily snapped - mujhe dinner nahi khana
she knew he was angry because Nakul disturbed them. She was actually thankful to him, otherwise it is impossible to stop him, atleast she can't stop him. If she did then he will feel hurt. She didn't want to turn him again. She tried to make it up by making a baby face - mujhe bhook lagi hain
he got furious - javo jake khaa lo
she looked down - main aapke bina nahi kavon gi
he turned away. She held his hand & stood near him quietly. He ignored her for a while then angrily said challo. she smiled & followed him.
After the dinner Rano arranged the big bedroom for Daadi while Maan changed & went to geets room. Daadi & Rano cleared their throat. Maan closed his laptop & looked at him, while Geet was doing her studies on her table.
Daadi - isse ..she was not sure how Maan will react.
Even Rano was scared
Rano - actually ..her mouth went dry.
Maan raised up crossing his hands on his chest - I will stay with my Geet. Don't even think of another room for me.
Daadi - nahi us ghar main rooms nahi they lekin
Maan shot a stern look - kahana nahi tho nahi
this time Geet wanted to support Daadi & Rano but was not sure if he will like it, she just remained quiet. Daadi & Rano didn't know wat to tell him. Rano just came close to him - please be careful. He nodded & looked away. After they left he shouted at Geet - tumne mama ko kaha?
She didn't know wat he was taking about, she looked blankly at him. He was getting really angry.
Geet - sachi main ne kuch nahi kaha
Maan - tum hi bahane doondthi rahti ho mujhe se dor jane ke.
Geet - aise nahi hain
Maan - phir mama kyun aise bol rahi thi
tears formed in her eyes
Maan - rone ke liya nahi kaha tha
she got scared & tears welled from her eyes. He hits hand on the rim of the bed - CHUP..tum rovoge nahi.. she held her breath almost choking herself in fear.
He held her arms madly - tumhari problem kya hain?
She whispered I love u .. their gaze met.. her innocent eyes looked deeply in love & thin film of moist shielding it. His eyes filled with anger not at her definitely even she knows, its just that they are not able to express them self fully to each other. The frustration of being together yet holding back was hurting them. Especially him.. he has always kept his emotions low & now it is flooding, over flowing, he just can't hold back any further. He knows she is just 16 but he 21... that makes it impossible. All his sensibility makes no sense. All his logic just fails.
Her feelings are never bottled up, it has always come out in one way or other. But he never lets out his feelings to anyone. All we can see is his anger nothing else. No one ever has seen the other side of his. Even his affection towards Rano & Daadi is not expressed with right gestures. Only out burst he has for his emotions is Geet, so when it comes to her in any form it is filled & overloaded with emotions, passion, anger, love more than she could handle.
To an extend she understands that, but after all she is just 16 not really that matured yet. He is also not able to make her realize. Specially now with her around him more than before, now when she understands things better.., now when he knows she is not a kid who is not realizing her effect on him, above all they are married for 5yrs his maturity just fails him. Her touch drives him crazy like always, the spell she cast on him from day one has just increasing every day deeper & deeper. He loves being in love with her. He loves every thing about her. She is just his only his. He know that ..this makes it impossible to turn away from her makes him wild makes him lose his temper.
Papa ji first death anniversary. Maan arranged for havan & all proper ceremony. After the pooja he gifted her application form to Kingston University London, Interior Design BA(Hons) which papji had been working towards. Maan had followed it up ever since papaji's death. Rano couldn't stop crying. It was one of the papaji's dream.
Geet curiously looked at the application & wondered wat it was. She took the application & read London & threw in the dustbin. Maan shouted - papaji ki wish thi.
She didn't want to argue with him & she has never argued either. This was something she could never come in terms with. She didn't talk just walked away. Maan didn't want to force anything at that time. She prepared for her boards while the cold war on regarding her further studies. No body spoke about it because they didn't want to disturb her. Even Maan didn't because it was more hurting to him than anyone else to send her away. He can't even imagine a day away from her.
Her board exams were nearing, Maan would arrange for group studies with arohi, meera & ridz. Their presence made her less nervous. He spent the nights sitting awake with her while she was studying. He would make horlicks when ever she looked tired or sleepy. He would even read the answers to her if she was too tired or sleepy.
March her board exams..uff the whole handa hawali looked like was having exam the only person relaxed was Daadi. She would crack joke & light up the situation, but Rano was not the person who takes up tension but she seemed to get little tensed seeing Geet so tensed. Rano, Daadi & Maan went with Geet for her exam & waited out restlessly. Maan would do all his work from his laptop. His work was really too much to handle for a single person & he was such a control freak. He didn't delegate his responsibility much probably that was the reason for id success too. He knew wat was happening exactly where & when.
Geets exams went on well. Every thing was great until Maan broke the news of her start date of the college. She didn't argue just refused it right away. No one could explain her. Rano did once but seeing Geet's love for Maan she couldn't force. Maan knew she won't accept it thats why he did all the arrangements himself. Even making her write the exams he did it much before breaking the news to her. Geets visa papers were in place. Every thing was done. Rano packed her bags but Geet said she is not going. Maan didn't even once tried to convince her or console her. Every one knew it, if Maan speaks to her she can't refuse, probably he knew it too. But he couldn't himself let her go. But it was papaji's dream.
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