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He watched her from outside the door as she lay in bed completely oblivious of what was happening around her. As a man with power and strength, he always had his own ways and managed to achieve almost everything he desired. But today was different. He was helpless today. There was nothing he could do to bring her back to consciousness. It was not in his power to save her or the baby. It was a moment of reflection for him that there indeed is a supernatural power that ultimately holds the reins and makes even the unconquerable of men fall at His feet.
As he saw the medical staff work around her to revive her, his heart cringed in pain to see all those needles poke into her. He chided himself for leaving her alone even for a moment, even though she was in his room, even tough he was only a few steps away praying to God for her safety. Why was it that she always needed him to save her? No...it's him who needs her, not she..he corrected himself. He promised himself never to leave her alone ever again, not even in his house, not even in his room...never again. He needed her....he needed her bad.
Suddenly everyone inside the room panicked and his heart started pounding in his chest . As he saw everyone run in and out of the room to fetch things, he stopped one of the nurses to ask what's going on who promptly informed him that Geet was sinking. His heart dropped down to his belly just as the nurse finished talking to him. She went back into the room shutting the door behind her. He lifted his hand and touched the glass as though he was touching her. He didn't realize when a tear escaped his eye. His feet started moving back involuntarily. His mind was not with him. His thoughts were not with him. For the second time in the day, he found himself have no power or control over his surrounding. Before he knew it, the single tear drop had formed a stream on his cheeks.
He was aimlessly walking thinking about how she had changed his life. He remembered all his moments spent with her...the first meeting, when she came to KC, their bickering in KC, their outhouse fight, the night in Manali...and the moment he lifted her unconscious in his arms. Everything ran in his mind like a movie. It brought out all emotions simultaneously - joy, sorrow, angst, laughter, smile and fear. And the nurse's words rang in his mind again and again. The very thought of losing her was killing him by the second.
He found a corner where no one was around and leaned against the wall. He looked up and had a silent dialogue with her Babaji. He scolded Him for doing such a thing to his most devoted disciple. How could He do this to Geet when she would seek Him out even during toughest of times, never losing her cool. He warned Him that he is never going to forgive Him if anything happened to Geet today. But he didn't realize when his war with Him became a plea as he fell on the floor crying. He had never felt so helpless before. He begged her Babaji to keep her safe. Life without her would be a living hell. There was no life without her....and there was no way he was going to live....without her.
Tum ho toh - Rock on (2008)
Tum Ho Toh Gaata Hai Dil, Tum Nahi Toh Geet Kaha
Tum Ho Toh Hai Sab Haasil, Tum Nahi Toh Kya Hai Yaha
Tum Ho Toh Hai Sapano Ke Jaisa Hasin Ik Sama
Jo Tum Ho Toh, Yeh Lagata Hai, Ke Mil Gayi Har Khushi
Jo Tum Na Ho, Yeh Lagata Hai, Ke Har Khushi Me Hai Kami
Tum Ko Hai Maangati....... Yeh Jindagi.........
Tum Hi Toh Raahein Bhi Hai, Tum Nahi Toh Raste Kahaan
Tum Ho Toh Yahaan Sab Hi Hai, Tum Nahi Toh Kaun Yahaan
Tum Ho Toh Hai Har Ek Pal Meherbaan Yeh Jahaan
Jo Tum Ho Toh Hawa Mein Bhi Mohabbaton Ka Rang Hai
Jo Tum Na Ho Toh Phir Koyi Na Josh Na Umang Hai
Tum Mile Toh Mili Yeh Jindagi.............
As he saw the medical staff work around her to revive her, his heart cringed in pain to see all those needles poke into her. He chided himself for leaving her alone even for a moment, even though she was in his room, even tough he was only a few steps away praying to God for her safety. Why was it that she always needed him to save her? No...it's him who needs her, not she..he corrected himself. He promised himself never to leave her alone ever again, not even in his house, not even in his room...never again. He needed her....he needed her bad.
Suddenly everyone inside the room panicked and his heart started pounding in his chest . As he saw everyone run in and out of the room to fetch things, he stopped one of the nurses to ask what's going on who promptly informed him that Geet was sinking. His heart dropped down to his belly just as the nurse finished talking to him. She went back into the room shutting the door behind her. He lifted his hand and touched the glass as though he was touching her. He didn't realize when a tear escaped his eye. His feet started moving back involuntarily. His mind was not with him. His thoughts were not with him. For the second time in the day, he found himself have no power or control over his surrounding. Before he knew it, the single tear drop had formed a stream on his cheeks.
He was aimlessly walking thinking about how she had changed his life. He remembered all his moments spent with her...the first meeting, when she came to KC, their bickering in KC, their outhouse fight, the night in Manali...and the moment he lifted her unconscious in his arms. Everything ran in his mind like a movie. It brought out all emotions simultaneously - joy, sorrow, angst, laughter, smile and fear. And the nurse's words rang in his mind again and again. The very thought of losing her was killing him by the second.
He found a corner where no one was around and leaned against the wall. He looked up and had a silent dialogue with her Babaji. He scolded Him for doing such a thing to his most devoted disciple. How could He do this to Geet when she would seek Him out even during toughest of times, never losing her cool. He warned Him that he is never going to forgive Him if anything happened to Geet today. But he didn't realize when his war with Him became a plea as he fell on the floor crying. He had never felt so helpless before. He begged her Babaji to keep her safe. Life without her would be a living hell. There was no life without her....and there was no way he was going to live....without her.
Tum ho toh - Rock on (2008)
Tum Ho Toh Gaata Hai Dil, Tum Nahi Toh Geet Kaha
Tum Ho Toh Hai Sab Haasil, Tum Nahi Toh Kya Hai Yaha
Tum Ho Toh Hai Sapano Ke Jaisa Hasin Ik Sama
Jo Tum Ho Toh, Yeh Lagata Hai, Ke Mil Gayi Har Khushi
Jo Tum Na Ho, Yeh Lagata Hai, Ke Har Khushi Me Hai Kami
Tum Ko Hai Maangati....... Yeh Jindagi.........
Tum Hi Toh Raahein Bhi Hai, Tum Nahi Toh Raste Kahaan
Tum Ho Toh Yahaan Sab Hi Hai, Tum Nahi Toh Kaun Yahaan
Tum Ho Toh Hai Har Ek Pal Meherbaan Yeh Jahaan
Jo Tum Ho Toh Hawa Mein Bhi Mohabbaton Ka Rang Hai
Jo Tum Na Ho Toh Phir Koyi Na Josh Na Umang Hai
Tum Mile Toh Mili Yeh Jindagi.............
