tujhse bichad ke main jaaoon kahan
hoke juda hai saath bhi
tu door bhi, tu paas bhi
jaise zameen se hai
yeh asmaan
tujhse alag hoke bhi main
tujhse alag ho na paya
dharti pe jitna gagan hai
utna hi hai tera saaya
yaadein teri, baatein teri
din hai tere, raatein teri
paoon tujhe hi main jaoon jahan
dil se dil choote nahin hain
rishton ke phool abhi tak
shaakhon se toote nahin hain
khushiyaan teri, gum hain tere
dil mein mere mausum tere
mehka tujhi se yeh gulsitaan
jaane jaan jaane jaan jaane jaan
tujhse bichad ke main jaaoon kahan
tujhse bichad ke main jaaoon kahan
hoke juda hai saath bhi
tu door bhi, tu paas bhi
jaise zameen se hai
yeh asmaan
This song has always been a personal favorite of mine. The pain and longing of to starcrossed lovers could not have found better words..
This song suits Dutta and Nakkusha so much. They may be apart but they cannot stay apart from each other. Even when Dutta vowed that he would not ever love nakkusha again, he can't help himself from loving her. How else can he explain his carrying her Mangalsutra and piece of dupatta in his pocket all the time. He can't separate himself from her torn ragged cloth, how does he expect himself to separate himself from her. That's how powerful her love is for him. That's how deep she is in his soul..That why the lines are..
What is the first word that comes to your mouth when you are hurt? I'll tell you its most often then not your Mother's name..Even a simple prick will invoke a soft 'MAA!' from our mouths..you know why? Because in pain we involuntary call out for that one person we trust and love the most, that one person we subconsciously believe can soothe all our hurt and pain. But for our Dutta it's not his mother's name.
No, It's not 'AAI'..Why? Because his soul was never soothed by his mother, as she died when he was to little. And Aaisaheb, he might love her like his own mother but he knows she can never relieve him of his pain. She wasn't able to soothe his bruised heart when Seema cheated him, or when Supriya left and not even when he knew of Nakkusha's truth.
Everytime, he was hurt it had always been one person who had soothed him. Brought back hope and sweet breeze of healing. Everytime it had been just one woman who has seen beyond the ugliness of his profession,hardness,gruffness of his exterior..only one person. His nakusha...his naku....what better words then these..
tujhse alag ho na paya
dharti pe jitna gagan hai
utna hi hai tera saaya
That's why even in the intense pain and unconsciousness, he cries out for her..He wants her,he needs her to suffer the pain..A pain so intense that made him cry out saying,''Bas,ab aur nahi!'' that unbearable was his suffering.
And Nakusha, what do I say about the endless faith she has on her love! She heard the cry...I know that we all laughed and made fun of that dramatics...but its true that when your loved one is in trouble you do feel a tinge of restlessness. You may or may not identify the reason behind it. I have this habit of calling my parents up in the middle of the night when I see a nightmare about them, or else I cannot sleep. My friend one day suddenly started crying inconsolably in middle of school cricket field. He was send home that day. He only returned after one month. By then he had lost his father. We met a few days back. He told me that he can't remember much of that time as he was in 2nd standard but he says that he had felt very scared suddenly that day. When he went home his dad had put him to sleep next day while going to office he had an road accident and died before being taken to hospital.
So when I remember him I don't find nakusha's "Hearing" her saab's cry that ridiculous. As the song says...
dil se dil choote nahin hain
rishton ke phool abhi tak
shaakhon se toote nahin hain..
And guyz..keep on the movement going...mishal is definately not leaving...the producers will have to extend his contract that ends in February...after these episode..there can't replacements now..not after they so such tender yet strong bond between them...
Also if we cut the emotional jargon that i am speaking today...these contracts are ended or extended by looking at the actors popularity..and Dutta's character's popularity is because of Mishal..its obvious by our movements and petitions....and also by his award.