the last time in the sonography scene...both maan and geet were luking at their baby with a lot of pride in their eyes...they felt closer to each other in the way they hv never felt before....
and this time maan cudnt even face the baby...he averted his eyes and drowned in remorse for no fault of his...
maan has placed himself in a position where he feels that geet and her baby can never come to any harm as long as he is with them....but he shud climb down from that pedestal...he is not God...he cannot do things which will go against God's will...
today the question is not whether geet will forgive him or not...because that question is completely baseless...geet will understand that at that moment there was hardly any choice for maan...
the main question is whether maan will be able to forgive himself or not...
wen he learnt of wat dev did to geet...he began to consider himself unworthy of geet...he even thot of freeing geet from himself even though that wud mean the end of his every dream and hope...
and now...even though he has done nothing wrong...he will consider himself guilty of a decision that cud hv killed the baby...he feels guilty that he broke geet's trust....
maan is a man who judges himself too harshly....he even forgets that life and death r not his domain...it is God who will decide who is to live and who is to die...
it is easy to face other ppl's accusations...there r ways to convince others that i am not guilty...but wat if my own reflection accuses me...wat will i do...i can run away from those ppl who points fingers at me...the world is big enuf to hide from those ppl...but the entire universe will not hv enuf space for me to hide from accusatory glances from my own self....
maan must learn to accept that he is mere mortal like every other man on earth...and like everyone else he is too a puppet in the hands of God....
it is not possible for him to wipe every drop of tear from geet's eyes....every person on earth has his/her own share of pain and happiness....and if maan blames himself for every pain that geet feels...then he will never be able to soak in the happiness that he deserves to feel wen he is with geet....
Kabhi Neem Neem Kabhi Shahad Shahad
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