Originally posted by: sksg
I know lot of people are bashing Maan today. But, I am not angry with him. All, I see is the hurt from his broken heart that keeps manifesting in this way. Through my poem, I have tried to depict Maan's pain and state of mind as much as I could. At the same time, I do not feel angry on Geet as well. Sticks and stones break bones, but words often break relationships. She is a victim of her own insecurities and circumstances. But, she is hurting all the same. So, I have also tried to depict her state of mind as I see it in another poem.
After the episode where Geet disgraces Maan publicly, didn't we all call for Maan to ignore her and show her her place? That is what he seems to be doing today. Of course such a thing is going to be rude, and the intensity of his rudeness shows how deep his hurt really goes. It has to run its course and extinguish itself. Else, he can never again accept back Geet. In the process, it is going to burn them both and hurt them both. But, this is the repercussion of those words that can never be taken back now.
Maan:
What I wanted most was just someone
Special to call my own
And I'd hold her close through every night
And we'd have a happy home
Then you left me and took with you
My heart, my very soul
Knowing all along I must face it
Every night as I grow old
Oh, why does love come to an end
Why does it always go away?
Why can't I have that Special One
To hold precious every day
Deep inside I am so alone
And though surrounded by my friends
I have an empty void inside
And the bottom never ends
The lonely nights, they do strange things
To a man once brave and bold
They take the laughter, The warmth of heart
Then turn it to something cold
I don't want to be that man I see
Standing down that lonely path
But he comes closer every night
And that tears my heart in half
For there's so much love inside of me
I have so much to give
But shattered dreams and broken hearts
Have took my will to live
Yet I live on despite the pain
Though no one can understand
I fake a smile while deep inside
I am a hurt and broken man
How can you hurt me so and then, act like it was nothing
when you get up and go
But it was really something to have left me all alone
I sit here and wonder how you can be so blind
My mind just ponders I am just too kind
While you have left me all alone
you make up these excuses and pretend it is okay
but I can't take the abuse that you show my way
you have left me all alone
Someday I will make you see
all the pain I am feeling
but this really hurts me
this is why I am so un-yielding
Now I will leave you in the dust
when you see me walking off
you can think all you must
all you can imagine sitting in your loff
while I leave you all alone
I will haunt you forever until you die
just so I can make you realize
what you've done to my dead worn out heart...
Geet:O' beloved, why did you have to go ?
Leaving me all alone, all by my own,
Why didn't I recognize you?
Why did you behave so good when all you were was rude,
Why did you promise me your heart
and act so smart when all in fact you were a retard,
Why can't you see the little pieces of my heart,
so hard to pick up those broken one's
that you have scattered on the ground,
Why can't you feel my pain,
tears filled my clothes with stains and hurt inside my veins?
Why did you leave me not to see a single star,
but a billion scars,
single moon but broken soon,
no hope but only tears that drop'
I don't blame you for my pain,
its not your fault people play there sick twisted games.
Yea Im hurt and often cry,
as there's a question to be answered WHY.
What gives people the rite to put me through humiliation and shame?
I guess we'll never know as me and him are not the same.
You did the best you could,
you shone through with the love.
But, at the end, the monster he walked free,
Hurt and anger is all I know,
Im a lovely person in time it will show.
Until then bare with me,
the time is right I am set free.
so believe me when I say, i still love you inspite of this........
you said it all S ... just loved your poem as always. you have a beautiful way with words, especially in poems and as i said once, it sound soo professional. you rock girl, and have a great future if you pick it up.
coming to maan and geet .... all i can say is, i am just confused. i dont see why geet is showing all this attitude when she was the one who started it all by disgracing him and walking out on him. so if maan does the same tu whats the problem. why all this hurt and attitude. i dont understand.
about maan, i just want him to walk out on her rather than buying the companies for her. rather then trying to hurt her in his own way, and amidst that ends up hurting himself. i just dont know why he is still running after her. just let her go. thats my pov.
anyways, i guess theres so much i can write about it, but am out of time for now. just loved your post. š
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