Wishful Thinking -2 Upd - 01/27 pg 80 - Page 33

Originally posted by: sukklover

what a wishful think dear......

i like most the haankina....😆😆😆

but the moment i want more😉

lov,❤️

Tama

Originally posted by: jasw

Superb, rush! I don't know why I missed your update yesterday! Anyways, wish something like this happens. Along with Maan, we too eagerly waiting for your confession, Geet!!😉😆

Originally posted by: SWKIA

🤗 Ah, How romantic... dialogues be damned.... holding him from behind, both her arms around him, laying her head on him and saying yes.. how beautiful that comes out...

beautiful and very romantic.... missed heartbeats reading it...

I had written this before the episode but did not find time to post it…here you go..you will obviously find..it different from the episode today..

You have lost that loving feeling

Maan did not think he could contain such happiness within him. He felt euphoric and wanted to shout it out to the world that he had found his paradise. He had wanted to take her in his arms, he could not help but touch her, hold her; he could not wait for the day he could claim her completely. He knew his eyes searched for her and once he got ready he went over to the outhouse to look for Geet who had not come yet to the main house.

He found her sitting in front of the mirror just giving finishing touches to her dressing. She was about to wear bangles when he reached inside her bedroom and stood there for a moment thinking, her eyes seemed too glum, they seemed to have lost the loving feeling he had seen on the terrace some time back so he asked,

"Geet, Kya hua? Tum abhi tak tayyar nahi hui, sab rah dekh rahe hain." Maan walks up to her where she is sitting on the stool and sits on his haunches to be at her level. Geet quickly composes herself. She was still in shock that it was the brother of the very man who had ruined her who is giving her a new life. She did not know what Babaji wanted, whether this is was penance by completing the circle in one family or was is the worst kind of torture that he had planned to test whether Geet had enough mettle to withstand an onslaught that Dev's presence in her life would be.

She had been wondering all this while if she should tell Maan about the man who ruined her was none other than his younger brother. She had gone to the Gazebo in the hope to recover some strength, she had felt claustrophobic in the bedroom, she needed open space to vent out her anguish. She had ranted at Babaji for giving her tests that were beyond her capacity to take. Why did he do this to her everytime? Why did he show a glimpse of paradise, only to snatch it away from her? What had she done that warranted such treatment from Babaji? He was not cruel, but why her?

She had then heard Dev take her name and she had frozen. She had shivered in revulsion and disgust as if an insect was crawling on her skin. She had turned and spat at him, "mera naam mat lijiye, mujhe aap se koi baat nahi karni"

"Geet , aap suniye, mein maafi maangne aaya hoon," Dev ventured. Geet puts her hand up and puts against her ears and says. "Chup ho jaaiye, kinn baton ke liye aap maafi maang rahe hain, aap ne mujhse jhooti shaadi ki iss liye, mujhe dokha diya, mujhe airport par chorr diya kya app unn sab ke liye maafi maang rahe hai, jo aapne kiya hai. Ya aap unn sab ke liye maang rahe hain jo mere saath hua, mera ghar choota, mera bachpan choota, mere ghar wale choot gaye, mera gaon choot gaya, kinn kinn baton ke liye aap maafi mangenge?"

"Tum chahe jo sazaa do Geet, mujhe sab manzoor hai. Mein so nahi paaya hoon… tumhein dokha dene ke baad. Mein tumhein sirf aur sirf itni iltajaa kar raha hoon ki, Maan bhaisaab ko kuch mat batana kyon ki woh toot jaayenge." Dev goes ahead to touch her hand she had put against her ears to make her hear him, but she screamed, "don't touch me, your touch is abhorrent to me."

Dev puts his hands up in a defensive manner that shows her he is not going to do any harm to her. He then drops on his knees and pleads to Geet with joined hands, "please, Geet, tum sirf itni baat sun lo, Bro ko abhi mat batao, mein sirf unki khushi chahta hoon."

Geet says sarcastically, "Nahi, aap sirf apni khushi chahte hain, lekin mein aapse koi baat nahi karna chahti." Geet turns and runs to the outhouse.

Geet had come to the outhouse to think what to do when Maan had come. She had wanted to tell him about Dev, she wanted to explain what he had done to her, but once again words failed her, her voice refused to come out. She tried to tell with her eyes but Maan was too happy to discern anything. He puts the bangles that she had been putting slowly onto her wrist over her fist and touched her cheek with the back of his hands and said, "Bas ab thori hi der mein tum meri bann jaaogi, sab ke saamne.Tumhein pata hai Geet, tum aaj dulhan lag rahi ho, bas ek kami hai sirf." Maan gets up and takes her dupatta and drapes it over her head and murmurs, "Ab theek hai."

Geet looks into the mirror at the picture they make his standing behind her and looking at her lovingly. She wondered if their relationship was strong enough to sustain the blow that one of family member would give him. She wondered if he would choose between her or his brother and whom would he believe? She looked at him with eyes that has lost its sparkle, lost the feeling that should have been there for this was the man who her saviour who had not just saved her life but had brought happiness in it.

He said, looking at her, "Mein jaata hoon, tum paanch minute mein aa jao, koi hamein saath dekh lega to theek nahi hoga." Geet nodded and watched Maan walk away through the mirror. She turned to look at him one last time as he disappeared out of the door. She whispered, "mujhe maaf kar dena par mujhe soojh nahi raha mein kya karoon."

She gathered her skirts and slowly walked out of the house, leaving the very happiness she had yearned for. Her life it seems was meant for her to be alone, away from the very people who meant her the most. First her family and now Maan. Tears rolled down her cheeks as she walked out of the Khurana Mansion gates.

Just as she walked away, she heard footsteps coming from some distance. She quickened her pace to get away wondering if it could be Maan when she heard a voice, a female voice, "suno" and she turned to see the same woman who had given her chocolate.

She now asked as she came up to her, "Kahan jaa rahi ho?"

"Mujhe nahin pata, par yahan se bahut door," Geet replied almost inaudibly and then turned again after darting one final glance at the house, which was supposed to be her home, her whole universe.

You never close your eyes anymore when I kiss your lips.
And there's no tenderness like before in your fingertips.
You're trying hard not to show it, (baby).
But baby, baby I know it...

You've lost that lovin' feeling,
Whoa, that lovin' feeling,
You've lost that lovin' feeling,
Now it's gone...gone...gone...wooooooh.

Now there's no welcome look in your eyes
when I reach for you.
And now your're starting to critisize little things I do.
It makes me just feel like crying, (baby).
'Cause baby, something in you is dying.

You lost that lovin' feeling,
Whoa, that lovin' feeling,
You've lost that lovin' feeling,
Now it's gone...gone...gone...woooooah

Baby, baby, I get down on my knees for you.

If you would only love me like you used to do, yeah.

We had a love...a love...a love you don't find everyday.

So don't...don't...don't...don't let it slip away.

Baby (baby), baby (baby),
I beg of you please...please,
I need your love (I need your love),
I need your love (I need your love),
So bring it on back (So bring it on back),
Bring it on back (so bring it on back).

Bring back that lovin' feeling,
Whoa, that lovin' feeling
Bring back that lovin' feeling,
'Cause it's gone...gone...gone,
and I can't go on,
noooo...

Bring back that lovin' feeling,
Whoa, that lovin' feeling
Bring back that lovin' feeling,
'Cause it's gone...gone...