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Hey everyone, all my fellow sg loverz.howz everyone guys??? i know precap literally gave goosebumps. but u know what guys since today morning i had been writing a OS on sg that somehow matched this scenario. Unfortunately this shot ha turned upto be tooo long. I just hope i dont bore u with it. Pls try to give it a read atleast. I have given it this title...bcoz in my shot, it has been proved right first by gunjan and then by samrat, they just dont let each other go away!!So here it goes guys.
I WONT LET U GO
A fine monsoon morning, the sonorous chirpings of the morning birds and the tickle of raindrops outside break nupur's night sleep. As she gets up dozing off n yawning, a lil smile spreads on her lips seeing the things around her!! finally everything had been sorted..after nearly three years she got a good night sleep…without any fear, without any strain abt what more psychic dhruv may come up with the next morning. There was peace all around and nupur felt sheltered finally being at her habitat, or exactly not her habitat, but her old abode, as she stayed with gunjan at the bhushan house.Had gunjan not insisted her to stay with her for a while, nupur wud have been at her place, at her n mayank's home. But she was fine with it, afterall she too needed sometime alone with gunjan. There was much to be talked abt.
Coming out of her thoughts suddenly, nupur notices gunjan not on her bed. As she looked around the room searching for her, she sees gunjan standing quietly near the window, her gaze stretched along the lonely way. Gunjan stood still, lost in her own world.
Taking off her blanket, nupur moves out of her bed and approaches gunjan. Moving close to her, nupur keeps a soft hand on her shoulder while gunjan still faced the window…
"gunjan…" said nupur softly…
Nupur's gesture makes gunjan come out of her thoughts all of a sudden, she turns around to face nupur, her eyes filled with tears. Nupur is shocked to see gunjan like this. Within a moment gunjan clutched onto nupur's shoulder crying like a kid. Nupur is left stunned!! She softly caresses gunjan's hair trying to calm her down.
"gunjan…relax bachche! just come down…why r u crying like this? what has happened??
Its all over now gunjan…I am back with all of u and now we will be together always" said nupur trying to cheer her up.
"I know di…I know now we'll always be together…but…but di samrat??" mumbled gunjan breaking the hug.
"samrat!! What will happen to him?? u r still worried abt him?? gunjan, he is fine darling, even the doctors have discharged him now, he just needs to rest a bit, BUT I know that's sorta difficult for him…haina?? " says nupur jokingly n wipes off her tears.
Finally a lil smile comes on gunjan's lips…but to be again washed away by a stream of tear…a thought that constantly terrorized her time n again.
"but di what if…what if something had happened to samrat??? What if we wud have lost him…what if I wud have lost him?!! (***even the very thought abt this washes away the colour off gunjan's face***)
Flashback 1:
Nurses and doctors rushed in and out of the operation theatre…their random footsteps making crackling sounds. But the girl sitting on the bench just adjacent to the door of the OT seemed totally numb to all this chaos.Her face turned pale and eyes teary red…her gaze was stuck at the lifeless boy lying unconscious inside on the operation table…her eyes just trying hard to have a better glimpse of him thru the plastic stripped shades on the OT's window.
Nupur tried hard to make her come back…time n again by caressing her cheek , by shaking her thru shoulders…but she sat indifferent to everything just looking at him with unblinked gaze...
" I am sorry but…I don't think he'll survive anymore " said the doctor as he came out of the OT.
The doctor's words filled gunjan's ears with shock…they being the first ones to be actually registered by her mind since the time she saw a blood wrapped samrat falling into her arms as he tried to save nupur from dhruv's fatal attack.
"the surgery was critical…the bullet had penetrated straight into his heart…we told u chances r very less". "U can meet him now…not much tym is left…" the doctor moved out saying…leaving a traumatized gunjan behind.
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Flashback: 2
"come back samrat…come back !!!" shrieked gunjan sitting beside samrat's death bed shaking him hard holding his shoulders. time n again she made his hand touch her face…her specs…to make him feel that she is around. but the colour had drowned off his body his muscles stiffened. His body showed almost no response to either the defibrillation shocks or the direct intracardiac Injections into his heart. The doctors gave up…but gunjan…she didnt….!!
" come back samrat come back"…gunjan cried thrashing his bedsheet!!
"u cant do this to me samrat u just cant!!! u cant leave ur chashmish like this…u love me no?? then…then u have to come back…dats an order okiee come back for me come back right now !!! come back damned!!...plsss come back!!!" gunjan whimpered n shook him hard…so much so that fresh blood began to ooze out of samrat's stitched chest. Mayank and nupur left stunned seeing gunjan's state. Mayank held onto gunjan tightly…trying to pull her back.
"leave him gunjan…samrat is no more…he will not come back…just leave him" said mayank explaining gunjan n trying to pull her back. Gunjan groaned requested to be left alone with
Samrat not ready to leave his hand….
Suddenly mayank felt a backward pull on his hand as if someone tried to stop him from taking gunjan away…a wave of current ran thru his body…much to his shock though he tried to pull gunjan away from samrat, someone else tried to pull her closer….
It was samrat!!!!He had returned!!Samrat held onto gunjan's palm with the slightest of force he cud apply…but "samrat was back"!!
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***flashback ends***
Nupur's eyes r completely swollen and some fresh tears still developing all over again.
"u know gunjan I had heard of miracles…the power of love which can bring someone back from even death…but ur love it just proved it all so true!!! Samrat came back…he survived…and now he is fine. i still cant believe it."
"I know di…even I cant believe but somehow that day, I knew either its him n me alive together or both of us dead together…but I think god wanted it the former way"…saying so a lil smile sprinkles on gunjan's lips.
"yeah darling! U r rite…n dats why I say…go on talk to him. gunjan thirty days dear…thirty days u spent taking care of him in the hospital…spending sleepless nights just to ensure if he is fine or not…taking care of almost his everything…his medicines his food his dressing…ensuring that he takes proper rest, he doesn't strain himself, he doesn't get bored and almost every other thing. But still not even once did u talk with him abt ur relationship??? Why gunjan??? Why didn't u say that u wanna sort things out. U know what even samrat was surprised at that"
"samrat????"…di how do u know that he was surprised??? I mean what r u talking abt di???"
Nupur slowly moves closer to gunjan and keeps a hand on hers.
"gunjan he used to ask me abt it…in ur absence"
"Ask what di???"
"that whether u said something abt their relationship or the ring???...u know gunjan samrat really expected u to say…to talk with him abt it n sort everything…but darling u were lost somewhere else!!! Why didn't u say that u want to resolve everything???"
Hearing nupur's words gunjan's eyes r filled with tears of guilt.
"what was I supposed to say di??? How in the world cud have I gathered the courage to talk to him??? for the past three years I punished him for a mistake he actually never committed…I rebuked him saying that he was a nobody to u…that he was not affected by ur death…but he…he loves u so much di that he risked his own life to save u!!! what words cud have been enough to ask for an apology for such a big blunder di??? Somehow my guilt has stopped me within di…I don't think that now I will ever be able to talk to samrat abt this…it must be over now di…he deserves someone better…much better than me" said gunjan as her voice broke in between…she cudnt say further.
Hearing her so depressed nupur embraces her caressing her cheeks.
"no darling its not like that…r u mad???don't even think abt that ever…yes u were at fault…u hurted him!! but is leaving him the right way to pay for ur guilt??? U cant be so selfish gunjan. what abt samrat??? He wishes to be with u…but before that can happen u have to break this ice between the two of u. whenever samrat did any mistake he himself used to make up for it. Did he ever gave up saying he is too guilty to talk to u??? NO…he always cheered u up…made u forgive him. dats what u have to do gunjan…accept ur mistake…repent for it…n believe me jaan he will be back. Afterall he loves u gunjan …n he does that madly"
Nupur's words make gunjan ponder over them…she cud understand what nupur meant…nupur wanted her to fight!! Fight with her guilt and face it.
"now tell me…u'll talk to him na???...asked nupur with an excited look in her eyes.
"yes di…I will" said gunjan and hugged nupur tightly.
Scene shift: (excel)
Gunjan searched for samrat almost everywhere in the college…first of all she is irritated for the fact that samrat actually came to the college despite that he was discharged just a day before and secondly he had almost vanished cuming to the college…he cudnt be found anywhere!!
"have u seen samrat???"…asked a panting gunjan to a peon as she crossed pass him.
"yes mam…he has gone to delhi for an urgent meeting"…replied the peon to gunjan, unaware of the fact that how friekingly shocking it was for her.
"DELHI!!! What??? Is he mad or what??? We had an appointment with the doctor today!!! wth is this!!!"
The peon gets scared seeing her outburst.
"oh yeah I remember mam…one minute(searching thru his pocket)…mam sir has left this letter for u…he asked to give it to u" the peon handed over the letter to her and ran away.
Gunjan is really angry at samrat. But she opens the letter and starts reading it.
Dear chashmish,
I know till now u wud be very angry with me chashmish. And also I know what u must be thinking now…"samrat has been discharged from the hospital just a day back n he still cant rest himself a bit!! He is such a fool…we had an appointment with the doc today but he…he has vanished sumwhere so stupidly!!!…and all this... rIght chashmish??? I know u…but chashmish I seriously wanted to be out of here u know. In the past one month so much has happened between us. In the hospital when u were around me almost the whole day I so wished that u said atleast something…something abt us…but u didn't chashmish. N somehow I understood that u still want me to stay away…that u r still not ready. I was angry chashmish. Just wanted to move out of all this, away from everyone for a while, so for a change I came to college and as I reached here, I came to learn that if I wont be able to reach delhi by the next flight…it wud cause a huge loss to the college. Somehow chashmish I even saw this as an upportunity to give us sometime alone. I have noticed an unexplained aversion in ur eyes chashmish…something that's irritating u. I was in front of u but u cudnt say anything…so I thought may be what my presence cudnt do chashmish my absence may do, may be my absence…sometime alone with urself…will help u out chashmish to figure out that how we need to start it all again in a new way. I know u need tym chahsmish…n dats what I wanted to give u. so that when I come back we can open ourselves to each other without any guilt or hesitation. But don't worry chashmish I'll be back soon. Till den take care, and don't worry abt me okk, I will be fine, will try to have my medicines on time or else I know u will surely callup more than once to ensure that whether I had them or not. And ya don't miss me too much okiee.😉
Always urs
Samrat 😛
Reading Samrat's letter, gunjan's heart swole up with pain. It just made her realize all over again that how much he loves her. now gunjan knew exactly what she had to do.
Scene shift: (Delhi, Hotel intercontinental , inside samrat's conference hall)
Samrat is busy in his conference when a hotel staff member knocks at the door. He comes in and presents a bunch of white flowers to samrat. Samrat is left surprised to see the flowers. They have a card attached to them that read…"This is for all the peaceful n harmony filled memories u gave to me".
Samrat is surprised…n a lil embarrassed as well. He orders the staff member to take it n keep in his room. Only then another guy entered inside samrat's room with a bunch of yellow flowers. Samrat is shocked n completely confused. He takes it n again reads the card that said…"This is for being my best friend ever".
Samrat is left puzzled and feels sorry for the delegates who had been waiting for him all this while. Even before samrat cud ask both of those guys out, another guy entered inside , finally with a bunch of red roses.
Samrat stood up from his chair…and enquired confusingly abt who was doing all this???
"sir pls read it first"…said the guy who had brought the red roses.
Samrat is left shocked…what was all this going on??? he read it…the card on the red roses…it read.."This is for being world's greatest lover ever"
Now samrat cudnt resist…he angrily asked those guys who was doing all this. They take him to the hotel lobby where a skinny girl stood facing the lake.
"excuse me"…said samrat in a firm tone. The girl turned around to face samrat…she was gunjan and she had tears in her eyes.
"chashmish"!!!...samrat's tone softened automatically seeing gunjan's tears.
"chashmish how come u r here??…and all this???whats all this chashmish???n why???"
"just wanted to give u a surprise, in your style, but I think I turned up being a such fool…I am really so stupid samrat".
"chashmish!! what r u saying??? n why??"
"pls samrat…let me speak today…else I wont ever be able to do this again"
Samrat is left stunned. But he is able to understand her condition…he holds gunjan's hand and takes her to the poolside. No one is present there except the two of them.
"say chahsmish…whatever u want to say to me…say it today"
Gunjan gathers courage n begins to speak.
"samrat...u know…I mean(she stumbles)…I mean samrat…u know since the past one month I had been living in this belief that I will move out of ur life…foolishly trying to part myself from u….Since the past thirty days…I have been promising myself time and again that I will not be with u anymore n its simple u see…I know I don't deserve u samrat. U deserve someone as perfect as u…a partner who can understand u even if u don't say a word abt it…but I…I was never able to do that samrat. I misunderstood u…I rebuked u…never ever did I realize that how u must have felt. Ashwini told me abt all the pain thru which u have been when I was not around…n believe me samrat I so wished to kill myself for that!! I don't how cud I ever do this…how cud I ever do this to someone I loved more than myself!!! Samrat u deserve a partner who can be by ur side in all the highs and lows of life…who is there for u always…
(gunjan's voice broke as she said all this…her tears making her blurr almost)
"u deserve the best girl samrat and…and not a one like me who left u in the worst of period of ur life. I don't know samrat…how I cud do something so wrong…how cud I leave u like that…how cud I blame and punish u for something I knew u can never do….i am such an idiot!!!
(now she tries to wipe her tears off)
"Sooo I had decided samrat…I will leave u…for someone better…for someone who can love u from all her heart…but I am still here samrat. I don't know why…I cant go…cant leave u…again I am being selfish…may be bcoz despite hurting u so much…despite being away from u since three long years…I still love u all the more samrat...i still love u the most. I know a sorry wont do anything…neither my apology is of any worth seeing what have I done to u…but pls samrat…if u can pls forgive me…I am sorry samrat….i am really sorry(gunjan held her ears innocently…tears overflowing her eyes n almost her full face). Pls accept me samrat…whatever punishment u want to give me…however u wish me to repent…I'll do whatever u say…but pls accept me samrat…pls accept me…I cant live without u"….said gunjan with folded hands in front of samrat…she had broken completely…she is abt to lose her balance when samrat gets a hold of her.
His eyes wet too.
"Yup…u r absolutely right miss gunjan bhushan…u r so right!!! ur mistake wont be forgiven just by a sorry!! What did u think hun??? U wud punish me for three long years like that and I will leave u so easily??? How cud u do that to me chashmish??? Didn't even once u realize that how much I needed u that time??? We promised each other that we will be together in every situation…in moments of happiness and trouble…wont hide anything from one another. Then if u had any complaint…if u were hurt…why didn't u tell me chahsmish??? But u just left me all alone…atleast u cud have stopped to decide my punishment!!...u didn't even wait for me to gain my senses!!!"
His words pierced thru gunjan's heart like needles…her gaze down in embarrassment.
Seeing her broken like this…samrat softly lifts her face holding her chin. Her eyes are filled with guilt and dwarfness.
"but still chashmish…u know what…u did all this to me…gave me so much of pain…but still I will not let u go. Bcoz chashmish only u have the right to this…its only u chashmish whom I have entrusted so much that I have given u the right to punish me even without any fault…its just u who has the right to hurt me…its u only chashmish who can do anything with me…coz its u only who is my soulmate…."
Samrat's words leave gunjan dumbstruck…she is just looking at him is awe unable to decide that how can he love her like this…so madly…so unconditionally!! Before gunjan cud speak a word…samrat moves closer to her and intertwines his fingers into hers.
"yeah chashmish…u can hurt me u have a right to it…bcoz I know chashmish when u hurt me u hurt urself even more…if I was in pain staying away from u…so were u!! right???"
Gunjan nods without a thought.
"so now don't ever think to leave me okk…I somehow…(samrat broke…a lone tear escaping the corner of his eye)…I somehow managed to live these three years…but if u do it again…I shall be dead chashmish…I shall be dead for sure…." his own words broke him this tym.
" I will not samrat…I will never leave u…I love u samrat…I love u" said gunjan and within no time the two of them cuddled to each other, lost into a passionate hug…trying to soak into themselves every bit of that embrace…trying to feel almost all the love they lost in the past three years.
Thats it guys. Hope it was worth a read.I will wait for ur feedback guys.
luv all
malika 😳
Thats it guys. Hope it was worth a read.I will wait for ur feedback guys.
luv all
malika 😳
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