hey ARians..em here with again a topic..i noe i posting it soon..but can wait more to say.
u all noe its a black day fo all of us..its being one year i cant belive!! 20-21 september!..
the day when i lost ma AR..ðŸ˜...i still remeber the day..it was eid first day..the last year it was eid when the shoot out scen is on aired!....me now starting share somthing...
the 18 sept 09 epi was soo awesum!! em soo happy at dat day..it was lyf to me!! AR engagment!! man how much em happy cant explain it in words!!
i said it when armaan ne ring pehnai thi itni tension mai...DAT ARMAAN RIDHIMA KI ENGAGMENT HO OR KO HANGAMA NA HO how can it be posible...lolzzz stupid me...em unaware abt the futre!!
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i remebr i was alone in ma room at 8:30 since 2 years..i want loneless when dmg was on aired..
but at 21 sept..i didnt noe dat i want somone with me to let me take back in the present...
it was eid first day em weraing ma eid dress..too happyy and watching ma adorable AR...evithing goning set..but.........pata nahi kia hua k.. shoot out hua or phr....i remebr when the epi end i was blannkk...in front of ma tv scereen em sitting and just tears rolling...😠i even didnt noe dat since when i was crying...mere dimagh mai bus ek bat thi...YE BHI HOSKTA THA??...ma mum said to me when me becoming hastric ...rida ek khani ye likhty hain ek khani KHUDA Bhi tu likhta hai..u shuld hv patient...and i said kb tk??... she said jb tk tumhri himat ho...and fhr agly din se sb kuch badal chuka tha...no ARMAAN,no ridihma,no anji,no atul,no rahoooolllll,no muski,no nothing....
evithing is new....but this NEW..hurts us alot....and one more thing is too strange...why there is noo news,article abt THIS NEW CHANGE???...kuch bhi tu pata na tha...esa bhi hoga...or esa hoga or fhr hum hath malty reh jain gein.....since they(AR)..comback..till then i was shtared...
i heal ma self with the vms...thanks all ma ARian who made the vms...thanks to you guys..coz at that preiod i was so much dipresed and the only way to make me normal is vm....
today i just wana rember those things...ma whole scadual was changed..thanks to cvs..
i heared it somwher...
MERI ILTIJA HAI
KHUDA SE DUA HAI
DO DIL JUDA NA KARY..!!!
ITS ME ARMAAN DEWANI