I didn't even take my shoes off, just frantically went to my bedroom and turned the TV on, because I got home at like 6:28 ( I hate rush hour traffic, I was cursing until I got my garage door open). Then when the episode started, I grabbed a pillow just in case. Don't ask me why. I like to grab pillows when I'm nervous.
I was like frantic. I don't know why. Like, I didn't know what to expect. And todays episode was a total roller coaster ride. With Dutta smiling while imaging Nakku. With him running into Gori Nakku and asking about Nakku with so much eviction. With Nakku having to deal with Anna. With Subbu coming to terms with her married life. With Dutta's vigorous searching, and his smoldering anger/fear for Nakku. Everything seemed like it was on fire, or as if something is about to blow up any second now. It was not really a suspenseful episode, because I knew that they were going to end it on a major cliffhanger, but I just FELT the tension within Dutta, the fear within Nakku, the overall hectic atmosphere. As if I was sitting in the courtyard of Anna's house watching it all happen, and not being able to say anything! Well, I was yelling at my TV screen. When Dutta as in the room with Gori Nakku I was like 'DUTTA THAT IS NAKKU U DUFFUR.....JUST LOOK AT HER EYES!!" However, just two seconds later I almost cried because he was looking for Nakku so badly, and after he left Nakku started crying, and I was crying with her.
Damn.
I want to get off this ride, its making my head and heart hurt.
Oh...I forgot to mention. I almost died watching the Pre-Cap.
No joke.
I think my BF was about to resuscitate me.