He drew d curtain aside .. opened d large glass window….
D composed splendid morning ….renewed by d dew drops of late winter …..and d convivial sunrays … seemed d nature made d birds crazy ….dey are chirping continuously…
He turned to d angel sleeping lavishly in d extravagant red heart shaped bed ….
A smile playing on her supple red lips…playing divinely …
A hue of unknown blush raised on saket's cheeks… he took a deep breath …d room is filled with d aroma of her skin ….
he filled his lungs with d fragrance of her….every time like a last time….
it always seems to saket …dat its d only condition of his life … d day she wont be here …will be d last day of his….
He neared d bed concealing a sigh…
"Razia …. Wake up baby …" he slapped her face lightly to wake her up….
Ummm……she took a big yawn ….battling her sleepy eyelashes…
Get up darling ….i will go to Warsaw today …u get up ..n hav ur meals .
She gazed him constantly ….
What r u thinking razia ..?
she thoughtfully said… "Dat means u will bring a gift for me..!" she raised a little on her bed …
"wat ….!!" He couldn't get wat she said…..and den got wats cooking in her head
"ohh okay mam sure …" saket giggled at her comment ..!!
"ummm…." she enveloped his neck within a sec and quickly planted a peak on his cheek…
"I love uuuuuuuuuu….!!!!!!!!!!"
His heart collided wid d ribs…..thumped so hard …. He felt his breath is loosing its way under her soft brown stresses…..
I love u too…he whispered in a hypnotized voice.
"Uhh….get up razia … here is ur coffee … common hurry up…." he forcefully diverted himself …
"Uhhum…." She again slumped in d bed covering herself with d blanket..
"Huh….den no one will get d surprise gift…!!" Saket glanced from d corner of his eyes turning his face away in mock anger…!
"I m up….!! She jumped on d bed …!! And ran towards d kitchen .."
"Dats like a good gal…..!! heyy razia.. wait…razia….dont rush …."
"BE CAREFUL !!....."
Razia stopped as d words touched her ears….and turned around …
"Wat did u say …? ?"
D tone of her voice puzzled him….
She looked lost …. Her hairs left open on her back like brown water falls
"Wats wrong razia…." Saket neared her …
Razia lifted her face… breathing fast …… a total vacant look in her eyes…
She shuddered a lil…. And whispered "it seemed dat …"
"dat….??"rajeev looked at her incredulously….? His heart beating fast, very fast..
Does she remember something???...!!!...saket wished to stop his heart for a sec…..
I love u roshni …….why past is not leaving me…plz god….!! I want to be with her ….dont snatch her away ……………………..he shut his eyes tight…..tried to gulp down the pain ….the fear ….of losing her ….he is living a life ……that can be destroyed in ne moment …his happiness…..he cant even dare to dream….
Y cant my destiny change a bit…..i want her to be okay …but not with the memory of past ….no god no……please god..……….
"Aahhh…I forgot it…."she shook her head holding her hairs tight behind her head..! "..its aching..!!"
"Ohh…." saket let out a sigh … " razia…go n hav a bath… u will feel better..!!"
Razia nodded silently…and went inside…she unusually calm….
Saket kept his eyes fixed on her……
His brown eyes are shining…..in pain?...in disgust with his own life..? in love..? or in fear ..? …fear of losing life…? …the life his…….? Losing roshni ahuja …….the only girl ever touched his heart….
Saket was thinking something ….sitting on the windowpane…
And suddenly…two hands snaked his neck from side……
Whispered…..i love u …..
Saket turned to her ….
U r crying…?who rebuked u saket ..what happened….y ru crying….
She got worried….this is the first time ……she had seen tears in those eyes….which were always filled with affection and care……the eyes themselves may be not quite adjusted with tears and all….
He drew her closer….
Her soft supple pink lips …were so close to him……she was silent ……may be biologically her body was responding silently to the eyes….. filling herself with love …
He drew her face closer….more closer …..so close that it was one or two centimeters away from himself….
He was feeling an urge to take those in his mouth ….feel her …..
He wanted to be assured……that she will always be with him…..
He was forgetting past present future……….in love….
DO U DESERVE ?????????????????????
HIS SELF ..WAS ENEMY OF HIS…..!!
He trembled….took a deep breath ….
HE KISSED HER FOREHEAD …….and replied I love you razia…….promise me…u will always be there …
She hugged him tight…………………………….
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