JeRan Message For 150th Unbreakable Bond

ZAINAB'S EXPERIENCE OF CALLING JERAN

Ok, I know I am making a mountain out of a hill, but I felt compelled to express how I felt when I spoke with KW....oh and JW too. LOL. So to begin with, I try to come off a person who doesn't care at all and believe life to be self centered around me. (lmao, so conceited) In short, I just feel that people would judge me if I come off as a fanatic for stars or characters and I absolutely loathe it when folks are judgmental...which is contradictory, because I am a subjective human being too.😲

So anyways....how and why was I to talk to KW *swoons* and JW? Lol. Shruti had needed JeRan messages for the 150th celebration and had asked me if I would get that for her. Obviously my first reaction was 'No, you must be kidding me.' It ended there, but then later on Khushi (luv_miley) PMs me to PM her the JeRan audio message, and I go 'huh, gurl, u be talkin' to the wrong person.' Lol. Then she sort of emotionally blackmails me and gives me the sake of all the folks present in the SR thread which I guess did melt me, though I was still adamant on not calling strangers. Hehe. She passed me the phone numbers and for a while I didn't even bother with it. Obviously some nerve in the ventricle of my heart did want to call (especially KW, LMAO😆), but I was not too interested. Too conscious and self centered, you see!

So around 4 AM, I did ring up Winget twice and she didn't answer my call which made me extremely happy because I wasn't ready to talk to her. Lol. Then I thought of trying KW and I was so sure he wouldn't pick up my call..................but he did............... *thud*😳

*tring tring, tring, tring....keeps ringing*

*I am thinking he won't pick up*

*Hello...*

*I go HOLY COWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. My jaw drops. I don't know what to do...He kinda slurred with his hello*

*I just hang up*🤪

Can you all believe it????? I just hung up on a star!😳 Dayumn. I was too numb at this point, and oh, I also realized that I AM a fanatic when it comes to KW and it hit me with that phone call. ROFL. I have heard from others that KW is a genuine man and he does keep up with IF, but I don't think I was ready had KW been rude to me or would have showed off his starry tantrums. Lol. I detest rejection. Hehe.

BTW, Khushi's jaw literally dropped too when she realized that I had just hung up on KW. Her initial reaction was...'WTH FOR REALZZZ ZEE!!!!!!!!@$%!'

Anyhow, I do decide to not call because I was sort of feeling weird after hanging up on KW (I can't believe I did that!), but then Khushi (luv_miley) again blackmails me which does work and I do call again. In the back of my mind, I was hoping he'd not pick up but I knew he would, and he did. My heart skipped a beat BTW.😲 Lol. I wanted to not come off as a fanatic, so I ended up sounding like a news analyst that really didn't care about him much with a stern tone. Gawsh, I am an idiot I swear!!!!!!!!!!!!!! When I had got the message and said Bye, I realized how I missed my opportunity to praise him and his work. Lol. Oh well...when I meet JeRan in Mumbai *what a dream that is, hehe* then I'd tell them how I do appreciate them and their characters. He was so, so sweet, and his voice is so husky and sexy, just like how he sounds on the show. I didn't pay much attention to what he was saying as I was more focused on how he sounded. Lalala. That was with KW. 😍

I was more chilled with JW, and she did end up answering my call as well. As you notice, she sounds extremely humble on the line and is also aware of the JeRan thread. But yea, my heart didn't beat 25 times faster when I was talking to her so I was more relaxed from my end too. When I first go on a spree about telling her of the JeRan thread, she suddenly goes 'Oh yea, I'd love to speak on yalls behalf.' Hehe. She didn't know the message was being recorded, thus kept on asking 'Can I go now?' to begin. Lol!

Bottom line, I was a cold fan to them, but their messages to us and the thread were very sweet and it felt great to be acknowledged by them.

When I had finished with the messages, for 10 minutes or so, I couldn't even believe what I had done at 4:20 AM, and most of all I couldn't believe that I didn't let KW know that..... I loved him?!!!?!?!?!?!?!!!!!!!! How could I not!?!? *headdesk*😒

Aashoo was so kind enough to listen to my entire rant, and then come up with fab jazz for the audio message in order to make it special for all of us. Props to her for that, and all the credit for the video compilation and editing simply goes to her. I forced her to edit my voice out you know cuz some vella souls on IF may literally track me down thru my voice *don't blame me for thinking like that considering the state of the messed forum*, but if you do want to know how the interaction was between myself and KW/JW, you can PM me, as I do have the original message saved with me.

SOOOOOOOOO...............SR'ians.....That's whassup. We are acknowledged by JeRan themselves and basically there ain't be no one like us. With that I congratulate each and everyone one of yall for the 150th, and lets make it even more special from here on. 🥳