#5Kya Pyar Aisa Bi Ho Skta Hai??(AR)note-153 - Page 55

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R: (while feeding aarish) armaan.. (armaan looked him) parso bi ka sharaad hai, panditji ko bulana hai, yaad rakhna… (armaan suddenly saddens when remembered his bi, riddhima knew how he must be feeling, bi's like a mother to armaan infact she's his mother and losing her broke armaan badly as she's the only one from his side, he always feels secures that there's someone elder sitting,

whether she stays with him or not but she's there and whenever he'll be wrong than she'll correct him and show him path like a true mother, it has been 3 years since Bi died due to sudden heart attack and when armaan got this news he's totally shocked unable to move even a bit from his position, he didn't believe that news and thought that it's a joke,

somehow riddhima handled him and they both quickly rushed to kasaulli, armaan found difficult to face bi's dead body, so he remained outside and riddhima dragged him in and asked him to fulfill all the responsibilities that a son should do at that time, armaan shaked his head and cried hugging her, riddhima too cried with him and

said "armaan hume ye to karna hi hai, yaad hai bi kehti thi ki mera ammy sher hai, sher nahi babbar sher hai, to aaj bi ke wohi sher ban jao aur saari responsibilities dil se puri karo, bi ki aakhri khwaish thi kitum hi unka…… bi ke liye hi par sambhal lo khud ko, tum bhi jaante ho ache se ki maut ke aage koi sir nahi utha sakta,

uss se koi question nahi puch sakta, maut hai hi aisa answer jiske aage koi khada hokar sawaal nahi khada kar sakta aur jindagi hai hi aisa question jiska koi answer nahi de sakta, jo cheez hamare haath mai hi nahi hai uske liye kyu ladna armaan, Bi hamesha hamare saath rahegi, hamari yado mai, hamare Dillon mai, aise rokar unka jaana mushkil mat karo armaan, unhe dukh hoga apne bache ko itni takleef mai dekhkar",

armaan didn't understand her words as he's in pain, but fulfill all the rights that a son must do, slowly slowly he started understanding riddhima's words and released her from his grief and reminded the best moments he spent with her and kept on telling riddhima about her, riddhima patiently listens to him and one day he's finally out from bad memories,

in his heart Bi's always there, he always misses her on every happy occasion but with a smile and wishes her that where ever she's, she'll remain happy there and today her sharaad obviously opened his past book in front of him, riddhima placed aarish on bed and moved to him, placed her hand on his shoulder and armaan turned and hugged her from her waist)

A: mai sad nahi hun, mai apni Bi ko kabhi pareshan nahi dekh sakta, but I'm missing her, I wish wo jahan bhi ho bahuttt khush ho, par wo yaad rahein ki unka beta bhi hai jo unhe yaad karta hai..(riddhima caressed him and kisses on his head)

R: wo apne itne pyaare aur shaitan bte ko bhul bhi nahi sakti..(armaan smiled)

A: mai panditji ko kehlwa dunga don't worry, 1st October haina uss din, subah 11 baje ka time de dein, tum half day leave le sakti hona?? (riddhima nodded)

R: challo ab mai hospital jaati hun, rishu ka dhyan rakhna, sham ko milti hun.. (armaan didn't react and turned his back, he's still punishing himself for aarish's accident, riddhima pained a bit and decided that today she'll surely do something, thinking so she left)

In hospitalshe kept on wondering what she should do and finally she got idea, she called atul and asked him to call the nurse who's at their house and ask her to come in hospital immediately , atul asked why, riddhim just smiled a bit and said "jaldi pata chal jayega" and thought "so mr. supercool malik, bas khud ko bahut saja de di aur hamare bte ko bhi, now its time to take your baby in your arms",

in between atul called that nurse who's opening bandaids of aarish, she picked up phone and goes out, in between aarish out of pain hit his arm in cot and cried more loudly, armaan who's in other room dropped his book that he's reading and procceded towards aarish room with thumping heart against his chest and saw blood coming out from his angel's arm, he quickly rushed to him and picked him up in his arms after a week as that time only aarish's the only thing he could see..

A: caressing his back) bass baby, basss… bass abhi hum blood clean kar dete hai… (he applied some tube on his arm, aarish quietened a bit, armaan for the first time saw his arm clearly and his heart stopped for a minute, again tears rolled down from his eyes seeing the cruelty of fire on his baby's arm, his skin's damaged, he with shivered hand was on the verge of applying ointment but dropped and mumbled) mujhse nahi hoga

he detangled his finger from aarish's grip and moved aside, aarish again started crying loudly first kept on screaming "daaddaadaaaa" and suddenly mumbled "dadda" in babyish voice, armaan quickly turned and rushed to him and picked him up in his arms and showered him with kisses, lots of kisses, and then he hugged him tightly,

his eyes were dropping tears in continuation, he mumbled in his ears "I can't, mai tumse dur nahi reh sakta aur jo chahe saja dedo mujhe, tumhe itna dukh dene ke liye par, khud se dur rehne ki saja mat dena, 1-1 second mai jeekar bhi mara hun, tumhe chune ke liye tarsa hun, tumhe inn baahon mai uthane ke liye kitni hi baar haath bhadaye par har baar mere haath ruk jaate,

ye sochkar ki kahi phir tumhe takleef na de dun, par ab nahi.. tumse dur rehne ki saja mai nahi bhugat sakta, iss se badiya meri jaan challi jaaye par tumse dur nahi", he again kissed him like mads, aarish kept on calling him "dadda.. dadda" and armaan kept on flying high high and very high, he did his dressing and played with him, again aarish forgot his pain,

this time armaan did his dressing in such a way that he won't feel pain anymore and this time he didn't have sleeping pills as he played with his dadda a lot and after having his bottle he slept, armaan kept on caressing him all the time, "dadda" kept on roaming in his mind and he kept on smiling, he thought to wake up aarish and kept on hearing this word all the time from his mouth

but somehow controlled his feelings, but not for a single minute he kept aarish on bed, he kept on kissing him, and whenever remembered that fire scene, he hugs aarish like a small kid and didn't want his toy to get sperated from himself, again aarish woke up and called him "da dda daa ddaa" armaan said "daa nahi dadda hi bolo"

but aarish didn't understand, armaan gave up after so many trials and was on the verge of moving out for aarish bottle, but aarish called him "dadda" and he again stopped and turned, aarish with one arm's calling him, armaan smiled and picked him up and aarish played with his hair and then sucked

his head as if kissing him,

armaan kept on smiling seeing his lil antics and aarish kept on calling him dadda or daa.. armaan mumbled "meri ek confusion dur karoge?? Mujhe lagta tha ki aapki mumma ke muh se I Love You sun ne jayda aur kuch melodious ho hi nahi sakta, par aaj aisa kyu lag raha hai jaise life ka sabse melodious word discover hua hai, mujhe nahi pata tha ki itna acha lagega jab mai aapke muh se dadda sunuga..

aarish smiled and tapped on his face and again kisses him, "daa daaa daaa" kept on mumbling, armaan asked him to sit, he'll be back with his bottle and as soon as he turned aarish again called him "dadda", armaan chuckled and mumbled "ohh shaitaan Bandar, chalako massad, mujhe blackmail karne ka naya tareeka nikala hai, ki mai hamesha tere paas rahun.." he again picked him up and mumbled "itna pyar karta hai apne daeda se, kyu itna pyar karta hai, maine tujhe kitna dukh diya hai", in return aarish moved his lil arm around his neck, armaan hugged him and turned with him only to find riddhima standing with her hands on her hips..

R: ye sab kya ho raha hai?? (with raised eyebrows) mere saamne to isse dekhte bhi nahi aur mere piche se itna laad kar rahe ho…

A: (looking like a thief who has been caught steeling) to kya hua, mera beta hai, pyar karna hak hai mera, tumse pucke thodi na pyar karunga…

R: ohh really… tumhara beta hai janam tumne diya hai usse???

A: challo hamara beta hai.. par pyar to wo mujhse hi karta hai, usne aaj mujhe dadda kaha.. (he said her teasingly, riddhima's shocked)

R: what???

A: muh band kar lo, itne bada khologi to aeroplane bhi aaram se land kar jayega tumhare muh mai..

R: I can't believe it, tumhe bas mauka chahiye tha rishu ko pyar karne ka that's it, wo dadda bol hi nahi sakta..

A: achaa, mujhse bet laga rahi ho, haar jaogi misses basket, abhi tumhare saamne rishu mujhe dadda bolega, haina betu..(he asked aarish to call him dadda, but he kept on playing and mumbling "daa daa daa", riddhima looked him teasingly,armaan placed aarish on bed and turned, aarish again called him "dadda.. dadda", armaan smiled and picked him up and looked at riddhima and did slight cuchi kuing on her face) maja aaya??

R: (straightening her expressions) haan to kya hua, dadda hi bola hai koi pahad to nahi toda, har bacha bolta hai ye koi anokha thodi hai.. (he looked at aarish)

A: baby mujhe aisa kyu lagta hai ki kuch jalne ki buu aa rahi hai, kahi raju gas par khaana rakh ke bhul to nahi gaya.. (riddhima made her hands like bhoot and hit her feet tightly on ground and goes out, armaan smiled and followed her)

R: mere piche kyu aa rahe ho, raho na apni jaan-e-bahar ke saath, karo ussi se pyar, mai to tum dono ke beech mai kabab mai haddi hun na..(aarish chuckled a bit and so as armaan, riddhima angrily moved to them and looking at aarish) tumhe badi hassi aa rahi hai, aaya bad dadda ka chamcha, mumma to bhad mai gayi na, aaj tak mum to theek se bola nahi gaya aur daeda ko dadda bulana shuru bhi kar diya, itni partiality, aaj ke baad..

A: (cutting her) mumma doodh ki dhamki mat dena, ab mai big boy ho gaya hun, bottle se dudh peeta hun..(riddhima imitated him and made a face and goes out from kitchen and throught out the time she kept on burning like a coal and armaan kept on smiling and teasing her more, and while having dinner armaan's lost in aarish antics and riddhima kept on admiring them)

When nurse's on phone, she told atul that she'll come after doing aarish's dressing and heard aarish crying and rushed in and from outside the room mumbled " dr. atul aarish ki arm se blood aa raha hai", atul said "what" and seeing his expressions riddhima pulled the phone from him and nurse told her that armaan's there in room, I'll do his dressing and com, but riddhima stopped her "sister let armaan handle aarish", and nurse mumbled "but mam he's bleeding",

riddhima's heart sank and moved towards door thought to go home but stopped and thought "let them be together, armaan usse sambhal lega, agar mai gayi, armaan phir rishu se dur bhaagne ki koshish karega", so she ordred nurse to leave immediately and somehow she herself worked in hospital but all the time kept on wondering about aarish, so she came lil early too but when heard giggles at door, she got happy and moved in and kept on looking them for 15 minutes till armaan turned back..

she's happy, trio slept peacefully, though armaan kept on checking if aarish's comfortable and kept on asking riddhima in between dhaanu ne mujhe bulaya kya, abhi usne phir dadda bola mujhe, riddhima in sleep hit her head and mumbled " armaan tumhe treatment ki jarurat hai, armaan kept his head on her chest and mumbled "haan hai to, par tumhare",

riddhima in sleep smiled and hugged him tightly, armaan kisses on her forehead, riddhima opened her eyes and mumbled "kitni ajeeb baat hai na armaan, tumhare saath se hi har bade se bada dukh chotta lagne lagta hai, tumhare saath se hi inn painful days mai hum muskura sakte hai.." armaan smiled and said "hamare saath se jaan", riddhima nodded and turned to aarish and caressed his injured arm, then kisses it..

Next day riddhima kept on collecting things for bi's sharad like this their day's over and other day riddhima woke up early and after taking bath she got ready and kisses on her loves forehead and on the verge of getting up when heard her pager beep, she checked it and foud out its emergency..

A: (woke up with pager beep and saw her tensed face) kya hua??

R: hospital se page aaya hai, its emergency..

A: to???

R: maine kal dr. keerti ko bataya tha ki mai nahi aa paungi, don't know ki unhone mujhe phir kyu page kiya??

A: riddhima its must be important, I think you should go..

R: par armaan mai kaise jaa sakti hun, mujhe pooja ke liye bhi prepare karna hai, phir panditji ke liye khaana banana hai, 11 baje sab aa jayenge, mai hospital kaise jaa sakti hun..

A: don't worry riddhima, mai panditji ko kehlwa deta hu ki thoda late aayein, tum hospital jao aur mujhe pahunchkar batao ki kitna time lagega waha par, phir uske according paditji ko time dete hai…(riddhima looked him with unsurity) its perfectly fine, jaoo jaldi aur jaldi aao.(riddhima finally nodded and left for hospital with little heart and in hospital she came to know that ankit paged her as one patient's sinking

and she needs to be operated, riddhima told him but I's on leave today, ankit apologized saying he's not known about it, riddhima nodded and said its ok and she called armaan and told him that it'll take 3 hours in hospital, armaan said ok and called panditji who said ok with difficulty as he's booked for someone's else house too)

riddhima after operation quickly rushed in locker room, her interns stopped her to aske about aarish but she said she'll talk later on as she's to rush home immediately, as soon as she entered in lift, her pager again beeped, and riddhima with frustration mumbled not again and checked her pager which's showing it's emergency and asked her to come in basement.. riddhima thought basement mai kya emergency ho sakti hai, abhi to wo under construction hai, but anyways she thought to go,

she took her purse and thought to leave from there only, in elevator armaan called him but before she could pick it up, all the signals went off as she reached in basement, she checked whole basement and mumbled "uff, mujhe late ho raha hai aur koi mil bhi nahi raha, mai jaati hun, armaan must be waiting panditji aane waale honge" thinking so she turned but stopped when felt a hand on her shoulder, she turned and found one guy.. riddhima looked lil scared as found that face covered with mask, but gaining lil confidence..

R: ji bhaisahab aapko kuch kaam hai???

Man: hume to bas itna kehna tha ki aapko jaane ki itni jaldi kya hai riddhimaji, kuch waqt hamare saath bhi bitaiye, saara din bore nahi ho jaati apne apahij pati aur mareejo ko dekhte dekhte, challiye hum aapki jindagi se kuch boriyat dur karte hai, aakhir hamara bhi to farj banta hai kuch aapke liye, kya haina hum kissi ki jindagi yun gissadte hue nahi dekh sakte..(saying so he touched her face) waise gajab ka shareer paya hai aapne, agar maang se sindoor hatta dein to abhi bhi 20 saal ki lagengi…(riddhima's feeling nausetic , she started quivering by now)

R: dekhiye bhaisahab aap apni had ko paar karne ki koshish mat kariye warna acha nahi hoga…

Man: haaye aapki dhamki se bhi hume pyar ho gaya hai jaanemann, aur ye

kya bhaisahab bhaisahab laga rakha hai, bhaisahab kehkar hume gaali na do jaan..

riddhima's hell shocked and without saying she turned and on the verge of running, when he holds her saree pallu and dropped it with jerk,such that her saree pallu fell from her shoulder on ground and he pulled her closer with her saree, riddhima lost her senses out of shock and then covered herself with her hands and moved forward and with one hand again brought her pallu back to her shoulder and tried to run, her voice's as if struck in her throat or as if she couldn't speak, he again holds her hand, riddhima this time turned with anger and tried to hit him but..

Man: no baby ye haath maarene ke liye nahi pyar karne ke liye hai… (riddhima's heart was as if coming out from her body, she's fearing badly, she again tried to run but his grip around her hand was more than tight, riddhima bites on his hand when get no solution and rushed but before she could open elevator, 2 men came in front of her, they're without mask, and holds riddhima's hands, riddhima by now out of fear started crying and said "please mujhe jaane do, please", in between that mask man came and slapped on riddhima's face tightly and holds her hair, riddhima winced..

Man: tujhe 1 baar mai samajh nahi aata, hamesha mujhse dur kyu bhaagti hai, maine kaha na ki thoda time mere saath reh.. (he moved more close to her, riddhima moved back and tried to get free) isse baandh do rassi se, aise nahi maanegi…

On other side, armaan kept on trying riddhima's number but it always come out of reach, his heart's beating lil fast don't know why but he's feeling quiet restless, he again called riddhima and next he called at hospital from where he's told that dr. riddhima may be had left but they're not sure, armaan kept phone down and kept on trying riddhima's number then realized only 15 minutes left for panditji to come,

he panicked as if panditji came and nothing got ready then it'll be a insult for panditji, he cleared sweat drops and called ritu and asked what should be done on sharaad and then called raju and asked him to prepare everything soon as there's 1 hour pooja then panditji'll have lunch,

he did all preparations slowly slowly, kept on wondering where riddhima's then thought that she'll join them in pooja, he made aarish ready carefully, panditji came and pooja started but riddhima didn't show up, armaan's not able to concentrate on pooja, his eyes were struck at door, don't know why but he's feeling lil restless, his every heartbeat kept on mumbling riddhima's name…

riddhima begged them and asked them "please mujhe chod do, please, mujhpar daya karo" and all men smiled shamelessly and mumbled "what is daya baby???" and moved his hand on her face, riddhima turned her face to other side, tears kept on flowing from her eyes and her heart beats kept on calling armaan's name, in between mask man moved her saree pallu down, and riddhima cried and screamed loudly "nahiiiiiiiiiiii" trying hard to release her hand,

with in a second her saree's opened, and all laughed, one man said "wahh kya husn paya hai" and then mask man said "abhi to dekha hi kya hai, tum to itne mai hi khush ho gaye, baad mai kahi behosh hi na ho jao", when mask man came close to riddhima she screamed "aage mat bhadna", but he kept on moving close, riddhima spitted on his face and mask man in anger tore her blouse sleeves,

riddhima kept on struggling for her hands and from her eyes streams were flowing down, mask man moved more close to her and slightly caressed her arm, riddhima closed her eyes tightly and her teeth were tightly clutched, he moved his face close to her neck and was on the verge of kissing her when riddhima loudly screamed "armaannn" and hit her leg tightly in between his legs..mask man got up with anger and rushed to her, riddhima's horrified and he called armaan for help..

on other side armaan suddenly moved back dropping all the flowers and fruits down, panditji got shocked and asked "what happened???", armaan could only mumble "riddhima…. Riddhima" but looked at panditji and shaked his head, panditji asked him to concentrate on pooja else pooja won't be complete, armaan said "pata nahi kyu itna bechani ho rahi hai, riddhima kabhi late nahi hoti, may be emergency ho, par mujhe aaj tak uske jaane se kabhi itni bechaini nahi hoti, phir aaj kyu… wo theek to hogi na..",

he looked at their marriage photo on wall and mumbled " tumhara har dukh mujhpar aa jaye riddhima, bas tum hamesha theek raho, jaha bhi hobas muskurati raho, tumhare hisse ka har gam mujhe mil jaye, bi meri riddhima ki raksha karna, hey bhagwan meri jaan ki raksha karna, hawa tum bhi dhyan rakhna meri riddhima ko koi bhi gam chu na paaye, aur agar chunne lage to wahi jalkar raakh ho jaaye…"

he kept on looking at riddhima's photo and unknown to himself mumbled "shayad ab mai tumhara har jagah saya nahi ban paunga, shayad har dukh se nahi bacha paunga, I wish uss waqt hamara pyar tumhare saamne aakar khada ho jaaye aur tumhe har dukh se bacha le, tum ho aur tumhare aage hamare pyar ki deewar jisse koi na paar kar paye, koi bhi nahi, hamara pyar tumhe har jagah sambhal le.." and came in present and wondered what he said but didn't remember…

on other side, riddhima's hair's clutched tightly by that mask man and he slowly slowly's proceeding towards her lips, it's hardly 3 inch gap and riddhima kept on mumbling "armaan's name", after 15 minutes she realized that nothing's happening, she with fear opened her eyes and was surprised that there's no one in front of her, her hair's released long back, before she could understand anything she heard some "dhi-shum-2" voice

and she looked up, one unknown man was fighting with that mask man and other 2 men, mask man rushed where as that man kept on hitting the other 2, and when they fell down, that man came to riddhima who's totally wet with sweat and he released her hands without looking at her, from her eyes tears kept on flowing, her lips was not able to speak a word, and when her hands were released she fell down totally broken on her knees

and cried badly with screams, and said "whyyyyyy meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee always……." That man kindly looked at her and on the verge of placing his hand when riddhima hides herself in herself, she's not having guts to get up and pick her saree up, man took out his jacket and placed it on riddhima's shoulder and kindly mumbled "mai basement ke bahar hun.. aap.. aap saree",

he wasn't able to complete as he himself was feeling too embarrassed to say anything, so he just picked her saree and with lowered eyes gave it to riddhima, as soon as he turned riddhima moved her hands in her hair and clutched it tightly and cried badly very badly and then placed her head on ground, and after sometime when heard some footsteps, she quickly got up and covered herself with saree, her blouse's torn completely from her sleeves, so she wore that jacket too and moved out slowly-2 still in a daze..

that man was still waiting for her outside the basement and when saw her, he rushed to her and caressed her head, riddhima again with fear and horror looked him and little moved back, that man as if understood her fear, so he lil smiled uncomfortably..

Man: ghabraiye nahi, mujhe apna bhai samajhiye, mera naam ranjeet hai aur mai architect hun, yaha basement ka contract mujhe mila hai, socha tha aaj jaakar dekhta hun kya aur kitne ache se aur kaam ho sakta hai par jaise hi andar ghussa to mujhe kuch cheekhein sunai di, waha pahuncha to…. Anyways.. kya aap jaanti thi unn logo ko??? (riddhima shaked her head..) shayad pehle kabhi kahin mili ho…

(riddhima shaked her head again, she's still trembling like hell, wants to say thankyou to ranjeet but was not able to as words didn't came out from her throat, her voice was jammed completely) aaiye mai aapko chod deta hun..(riddhima shaked her head) dekhiye jidd mat kariye, mai aapko chod dunga.. (riddhima looked him, her lips were opened as if wanna speak something but again words didn't come)

no need to say thanks (understanding her) mujhe aap mai ek bahen najar aayi aur bahen ki raksha karna bhai ka farz hota hai aur thanks karke iss rishte ko bemayne mat kariye…chaliye mai aapko ghar chod deta hun… (riddhima sobbed badly, he placed his hand on her arm, riddhima placed her hand on his hand and again tears rolled down, ranjeet cleared her tears and asked her to sit in car, riddhima settled down in car, as soon as they're out of basement, riddhima received call from armaan, riddhima placed her hand on her mouth with shock,with fear, with pain and again tears dropped from her eyes and she placed her cell on phone..

A: kaha ho jaan?? Hum tumhara kab se wait kar rahe hai, tumhara cell bhi nahi mil raha tha, kitni fikar ho rahi thi, tumne subah se kuch khaya bhi nahi hoga, koi emergency thi kya?? Aur dekho kuch khaa lena, yaha shraad ka humne sambhal liya hai sab, panditji waise keh rahe the ki patni ki khaana khilaati hai, par tum nahi thi to humne unhe khaana khilla diya aur wo bahut khush khush gaye hai, riddhima tum kuch bol kyu nahi rahi?? Sab theek to hai na, pata ahi kuch daer pehle bahut bechaini ho rahi thi, aisa lag raha tha kitum mujhe bula rahi ho, par ab theek hai, ab tumse baat ho gayi na..

R: armaan wo…. (in craky voice)

A: riddhima tum theek to ho, tum itna dari hui kyu ho?? Sab theek haina?? Kissi ne kuch kaha kya?? Tumhari aawaj itni dhilli dhili kyu sound kar rahi hai??

R: armaan mai baad mai baat karti hun, mujhe koi bula raha hai..(she cut the call immediately and hit her head on seat tightly and cried silently, she asked ranjeet to stop the car immediately, he looked her but stoped the car, riddhima got down from car, and before ranjeet could step down) nahi please ab aap jaiye, mai theek hun, thanku shabd chotta hoga apko kehne ke liye, phir bhi thanku… please ab aap jaiye…(and before he could react, riddhima ran from there, ranjeet left thinking may be time will heal her..)

Riddhima reached near sea shore and settled down on ground and reminded all the incident that took place with her, she again closed her eyes, she felt as if her heart started hating her body all of a sudden, as if they're enemies, for the first time she hated her body like this from past 6 years coz in last 6 years she always feels proud whenever armaan's gaze fell on her, whenever his intense gaze caresses her whole body,

she feels proud and shy as if this body's made for him only, whenever he touches her she feels that she's beautiful but today everything got changed, she felt as if she's the most ugly girl, someone else touched her, whyyy??whyyy??? she looked at sky, kitna khush thi mai bas armaan ki bankar, sirf uske touch se hi meri ruh ko sukoon mil jaata tha, saari duniya ek taraf ho jaati thi, phir ye sab kyu??? Kyu mujhe uss se dur kiya bhagwan, kis galti ki saja di aapne mujhe???

Ye shareer iss se mujhe ghinn ho rahi hai, nafrat aa rahi hai, meri aatma ka dam ghut raha hai iss shareer mai rehkar, aisa lag raha hai jaise kissi ne mujhe gandgi bhare khichad mai phenk diya ho, jisse mai jindagi bhar nahi saaf kar paungi, kya mila aapko ye sab karke??? Bas ek hi to wish thi ki mai hamesha armaan ki bankar jiyu aur usi ki bankar mar jaun to aaj kyu kissi paraye insaan ko mujhpar haath daalne diya, kyuuuuuuuuuuuuu???? She cried, again her cell beeped with armaan's name flashing, she switched her cell off….

She kept on sitting there, looking at sea, it's evening, suddenly one image appeared next to her and called "riddhima", she looked at her side and found her image sitting next to her who's throwing stones in water.. image asked "so tumne kya socha hai, armaan ko aaj ke baare mai bataogi??? Usse bataogi ki aaj tumhare saath kya hua???", before riddhima vould say anything,

image said "soch samajh kar bolna ridhima, aage ke consequences sochkar bolna, kya jab tum armaan ko sab bataogi wo iss baat ko bhul paayega kabhi??? Abhi tak wo aarish ke accident ke liye hi khud ko maaf nahi kar paya hai, kya wo khud ko iss baat ke liye blame nahi karega ki aaj wo tumhare saath khada nahi ho paaya, kya wo iss baat ke liye maaf kar payega khud ko ki uski taango ki wajah se aaj tum apni ijjat gawane se bachi ho, infact bachi kya ho,

challi hi gayi tumhari ijjat, nahi wo kabhi iss baat ko nahi bhul payega aur apne aap ko kosega, kyunki agar wo theek hota to kissi ka haath to dur kissi kin ajar bhi tumhe nahi chu paati, iss tarah wo tumhe apne pyar ke suraksha kawach mai rakhta, maana ab bhi pyar wohi hai par waqt badal gaya hai, ab armaan tumhara har waqt kawach bankar khada nahi ho sakta aur jab iss baat ka usse pata challega to wo aur jayda doob jayega, sach mai apne aap ko bhoj samjhega, kya aisa hona chahiye????"

riddhima thought and mumbled no, noo mai aisa kabhi nahi hone dungi, mai armaan ko kuch nahi bataungi, kabhi nahi, ye baat raaj hi rahegi mere dil mai, when night started falling riddhima got up and slowly-2 walked towards home, as soon as she entered in house, armaan quickly came and hugged her tightly from her waist, riddhima with a jerk pushed her body back, armaan looked her with surprise..

R: wo mai thak gayi hun, issliye.. (she goes in room, she didn't pick up aarish and straightway entered in bathroom and again cried and thought "tumhari riddhima ab maili ho gayi armaan", she kept on washing herself tightly but still feeling that stains are not washed from her body, she looked herself in mirror and all incidents flashed again, she took knife and cut her shoulder where that maskman touched her, she's out of senses but still wanted to get rid from this worst feeling, she knew she's doing wrong but then said "armaan ke aage kya sahi hai kya galat", she after sometime goes out from bathroom, armaan's waiting for her at dinner..)

R: wo maine khaa liya tha hospital mai, tumne kaha thana issliye…

A: tumhari eyes itni red kyu ho rahi hai riddhim, tumhara face bhi pale lag raha hai, whats the matter???

R: wo aaj hospital mai bahut kaam tha, thak gayi hun, aur ankh mai machar chala gaya tha to red ho gayi, bas…

A: dono aankho mai?? (riddhima looked other side) batao kya hua?? Kyu royi itna jayda???

R: (triued hard to fight her tears back and turned to get water for armaan) I promise mai nahi royi armaan, sachi machar gir gaye the aankh mai..

A: pata nahi kyu yakeen nahi ho raha mujhe???

R: to mat karo yakeen tumhari marji..(she turned towards room and then realized that how can she sleep with armaan and aarish, she thought and then took file and goes to other room)

A: riddhima tum iss room mai kyu aayi??

R: wo actually mujhe assignment banani hai, bahut daer ho jayegi, tum rishu ko sula do aur khud bhi so jao, mai aa jaungi jaise hi kaam complete hoga..

A: nahi mai bhi tumhare saath rahunga…

R: armaan please jidd mat karo, rishu bhi nahi soyega, aur tumhe bhi thakawat ho rahi hogi…

A: acha thodi daer to baithne do mujhe… (riddhima didn't say anything, armaan came next to her and holds her hand, riddhima made some excuse and detangled herself and engrossed herself in file or better say was lost in thoughts)

Like this week passed, riddhima started coming late at night, in hospital she kept her close in her cabin, she's not taking critical cases as that basement case left a deep mark of insecurity, fear and pain on her heart, she's not able to concentrate on anything, she doesn't touch aarish and armaan for she feels that she'll make them impure too, she comes early in hospital and leaves lately at night, armaan's confused as she's normal in talking so he's not getting where the problem was…

On 8th day when riddhima again came late around 2, she's surprised to see armaan waiting for her, he said dinner's ready, riddhima said that she had it in hospital, but armaan holds her hand tightly and made her settle on dining table, and started feeding her, riddhima didn't fuss and opened her mouth immediately, while eating she again had tears, armaan holds her face and cleared her tears, asked her what happened,

she shaked her head, armaan pulled her in hug tightly and caressed her, though her mind's saying to get detangle from him, not to impure him but she stayed in his arms, for she's feeling much much better that too without saying anything to him, it's as if he'd taken all her pain, he kises her on forehead, on shoulder, on neck with warmth and riddhima for the first time didn't feel any kind of hate in her heart for herself, for her body, as if she again became pure with his touch..

Armaan took her in room and asked her to change and before she could again move out with file, armaan pulled her file and asked her to lay on bed with finger on lips, riddhima silently did whatever he said, armaan put aarish next to riddhima, very close so that he's touching her, riddhima felt that he's warm, armaan told her that he's having fever may be coz of your absence,

try to give him warmth of your body, riddhima hesitated, so arman himself opened her gown chain and put aarish more close to her, aarish in sleep moved his lil palm around her neck and shifted his head on her bossom, riddhima hugged him tightly and carefully, again tears rolled down from her eyes and armaan holds her hand and

A: riddhima mujhe pata hai tum kissi wajah se bahut pareshan ho last week se, shayad kissi ne kuch kaha hai ya kuch kiya hai, jiski wajah se tum humse duriyan bana rahi ho, par riddhima aisa karne se pehle tum ek baar socho kya jinn logo ki wajah se tum humse duriyan bana rahi ho unhe koi farak padta hai, unhe tumhare aansuon se bhi farak nahi padta,

par hum dono ki tumhi jindagi ho aur jab bhi dur hoti ho tum hamari jindagi tham jaati hai, kissi ko koi farak nahi padega bas hume chodkar, tum duniya ke kaaran hume khud se dur kar deti ho, kyu aisa karke ye jatati ho ki duniya tumhari apni hai aur hum paraye, kyunki agar aisa na hota tum kabhi hume apnea apse yun dur na karti..

R: aisa nahi hai armaan, please aisa sochkar tum mujhe apne aap se dur mat karo..(she cried) kabhi kabhi khud hi samajh nahi aata ki kiss tarah react karna chahiye situation par aur anjaane mai galtiyan hoti rehti hai…

A: riddhima chahe kuch bhi ho, kuch bhi, bas hamesha itna yaad rakhna ki har mod par tumhare saath 2 log honge jo hamesha ye kehte milenge ki hum tumse bahutt pyar karte hai, itna ki khud bhi nahi jaante, jinhe bas tumhare saath se matlab hai chahe situation koi bhi ho…

Riddhima nodded and felt very relaxed, she felt as if his each word's taking her out from her bad memory as if he knew everything and was saying on that situation only, she again thought how can he love me so much that without knowing everything then also he always put an end to all her questions, to all her fears, to all her insecurities and atlast only love remains in her heart…

To be continued…

Will reply to your comments after 2/3 parts..

Take care

Love

Ankita…

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Next part after this part will be last and finally past'll be over, i know its tough to read, i know these are ff's and we read it just to chill out and not to take any tension, but pata hai 181 parts complete ho gaye hai, ye AR ki life hai iss FF mai, aur agar life hai to ups and downs to honge hi, bahut mushkil hai AAR ko iss haalat mai dekhna, dmg mai to already buri haalat ho gayi hai aur ab bas FF's hi hope hai, usme bhi itna pain padkar dukh hota hoga, sab samajhti hun mai, par aap logo ne khud waada kiya tha ki har up and down mai saath denge, ye FF agar short FF hoti to surely sirf smiles hi hoti aas paas, par ye life story hai, abhi aur bahut parts pade hai, surely divorce end nahi hoga iss FF ka, KPABHSH tittle at the end justify karega story ko, compliment karega, ye track bahut imp. tha likhna, reasons aapko kuch parts mai mil jaayenge, and i'll assure you kissi character ke saath partiality nahi hogi, agar koi kissi ko dukh dekar hasega to definitely bahut royega bhi wo and vice-versa..


we'll be in present after part-182,and that'll be surely less painful that these parts accept for divorce day and 1-2 parts more,slowly slowly you'll get all your questions reply, but be patient atleast till divorce day, please, jahan itna jhella waha thoda aur, phir aap jitni marji gaaliya dena divorce day ke baad, bas tab tak ke liye thoda sa relieve kar do, bahut mushkil se update complete ki hai aaj aaj mai, wo bhi itni badi, can't believe, still thinking ki aisa bhi mai kar sakti hun, but only for you I'd completed…

Agar aap sady part ni panda chahte to riddhima jab OT se bahar nikalti hai karwa chauth ke din, uske baad mat padiyega aur next part ke liye already warning hai, yaa to khud ko tough bana lijiyega ya phir mat padiyega, coz riddhima par bahut accusation aane waale hai aur wo bhi lil gandi language mai, kya hua, kaise hua, kisne kiya, kaise kiya, ye sab 4-5 parts ke baad pata challega, chahe aapne guess kar liya ho, but picture abhi baaki hai mere dosto, just can say, wait karo, mai koshish karungi ki kal ya parso tak next part bhi update ho jaye, nahi to seedha Thursday ko hoga aur uske baad divorce waala part likhne ke liye mujhe 1 week aur chahiye hoga, lets see kya hota hai.,.

Jo bhi iss story ko dhyan se pad raha hai, I mean each and every line..

Kya ab guess kar sakta hai ki armaan divorce kyu dena chahta hai riddhima ko??

a) Uski khushi ke liye

b) Uski bewafai ke liye

c) Other reason and state that reason…

Aap answer next part padkar bhi kar sakte hai, part-182, koi gift nahi hai kissi ke liye bhi, bas kuch jaan na chahti hun…

Part-181

Next day riddhima got ready, armaan again feeded her with breakfast and kisses her on forehead and asked her to forget everything and just do her job, no one is that much worthy who deserves to stay in her thoughts, she goes to hospital just for work and not to take tension of everyone, all are fake and will feel happy whenever they see you in pain, so just concentrate on her patients and after that come back to home as we wait for you and your time with us, riddhima nodded, still was not recovered completely from that incident, she took her bag and on the verge of going out, when..

A: basket.. (she turned) tum mehndi kab lagwaogi??? Kal karwachauth hai.. (riddhima all of a sudden got up from her dream and she look at him with shock) don't tell me that you're not aware of it…(ridddhima said yes) see logo ne tumhara ye haal bana diya hai, hamesha 1 month pehle se chilati thi ki karwachauth aane waala hai aur ab tumhe yaad rakhna bhi mushkil lagne laga hai…

R: I'm sorry jaan, wo.. pata nahi kaise mind se nikal gaya, don't worry aaj sham ko mehndi lagwane challeinge, har baar ki tarah bike par.. (but then bit her lip and looked at armaan)

A: I'm sorry iss baar mai to accompany nahi kar paunga tumhe..

R: (goes close to him) I'm sorry armaan, didn't mean to hurt you..

A: hurt???? Kab aur kaise kiya tune mujhe hurt?? Aur mujhe kyu nahi pata challa??? (riddhima this time kisses on forehead) you know mai tab hurt hota hun jab yaha dukhu hota hai(placing her hand on her heart) bas or kabhi hurt ni hota aur itna kamjor nahi hun jo chotti-2 baaton aur sachai par hurt hokar baith jaun… aur tumhe sham ko bahar jaane ki jarurat nahi hai, already designer book kar liya hai, wo sham ko mehndi lagane aa jayega, bas thoda jaldi ghar aane ki koshish karna…. (riddhima nodded and left)

Riddhima reached near her locker and was shocked when opened it, and found her one photo standing in basement without saree, all her memories got refresh, at back it's written "kitni sexy lag ho babes, aise hi hospital aaya karo har roj, hamari aankho ko bhi to thoda chaen milna chahiye na", riddhima in anger tore that photo in 2 pieces and thought who can he be, ankit entered in locker room while whistling and wished her good morning,

riddhima looked him thoroughly and thought may be ankit but how will she come to know, kaash armaan saath hota to ye sab hua hi na hota aur har musibat pal mai solve ho jaati,par ab mai kya karun, kahi uske paas aur photos na ho aur kissi ke haath lag gayi ye photos to aur ek nayi musibat aa jayegi, she moved out and by making some fake reason she checked last week's entry and found ankit's duty in OT, her mind got clear from ankit's side and mumbled who else could he be??

Riddhima later engrossed in her work and today she left early after a week, aarish seemed to be excited seeing her around else he always goes to sleep till she reach home, he jumped in her arms, his fever's down, he sucked her mumma cheeks making riddhima smiled, now a days armaan's taking care of aarish arms, he does his dressing 4-5 times so that his arm quickly get heal,

he reads article on burns and tries to find out which treatment will remove his arm's mark as he doesn't want his child to go for plastic surgery which'll give him more pain, he always keeps aarish busy so that his mind remains diverted from his arm as he knew that still there's pain but little as armaan kept on doing his dressing and applying ointments to reduce pain, his medicines was totally banned..

seeing aarish chuckling riddhima kept on smiling, armaan asked her to fresh up as designer's coming and before that she should have her dinner, riddhima nodded, 3 hours passed, armaan brought fruits for riddhima and feeded her as her hands's or better say her arms're already booked, though riddhima's saying to keep design short but armaan kept on asking to cover her arms, and if riddhima opens her mouth armaan puts fruit in her mouth and riddhima kept on smiling with fake anger..

R: hospital mai sabko lagega ki mai dulhan hun jo itni saari mehndi lagwai hai..

A: haan to ho na meri dulhan aur hamesha rahogi, by the way hospital ki baato par to tum jaya hi mat karo, I know tumhe mehndi lagana bahut pasand hai to apne dil ki suno rather than duniya ki… (riddhima just kept on smiling, armaan kept on feeding her)

R: bas bhi karo, saare saal ka aaj hi khillaoge kya????

A: chup chap khati raho, kal vrat hai tumhara… tum kal hospital se off le rahi ho na??

R: armaan that's not possible, kal phir surgery hai..

A: tumhari surgeries ke chakkar mai na kahi tum apni tabiyat na kharab kar lena, surgery khatam hote hi ghar aa jaana, kal no jayda work, pata hai na nirjal vrat hai, aur mai bhi nahi hoyunga tumhe uthane ke liye agar gir gayi to..

R: I'm dead sure nahi girungi mai.. tum jo nahi honge uthane ke liye…

A: ohh matlab mere saamne jaan bhuj kar girne ka natak karti thi, meri baahon mai aane ka muka chahiye hota tha bas??

R: actually nahi, pata nahi tum jab saamne hote the to waqt, hawa, aur sama khud hi sab badal jaata tha, khud hi wo pal aisi kuch saajish karte the ki mai tumhari baaho mai hoti thi, par ab maine sambhal kar chalna seekh liya hai, 1-1 kadam phuk-2 ke rakhti hu, aur ab to hawayein bhi mujhe favour karne lagi hai… (she tried to smile, armaan pinched her nose and both slept, Next day armaan's again awake before time and riddhima's surprised seeing him awake, armaan gave her sargi thalli and made her sit on chair and feeded her with light things) armaan tum itni subah-2 kyu uthe??

A: not again riddhima, pichle 6 years se ye kar raha hun aur tumhe abhi tak pata nahi challa..

R: fine par tum iss baar fast nahi rakhoge..(armaan looked her with suspicious smile) no armaan, please na, tune aru ka bhi dhyan rakhna hai, pleaseeee…

A: har saal tum same topic par kyu controversy karti ho, jabki mera answer jaanti ho..

R: aur tum itni jidd kyu karte ho, ek baar mai maan na nahi aata kya???

A: naa wo to kabhi seekha hi nahi, kya haina ki apni wife ke thode se gunn apne andar uttar liye hai..

R: (with hawwwww expressions) kya mai jiddi hun.. (they'd lil sweet banter) fine rakho vrat..

A: thanku kehne ki jarurat to nahi haina..

R: (imitating him and when she saw him going) kaha jaa rahe ho?? Sargi kaun khayega… (armaan smiled and asked her to look at clock) so???

A: soo…. Sargi ka time nikal gaya hai… (riddhima got up, this time worried and holds his hand)

R: armaan tumhe sargi to khaani padegi, aise mai tumhe vrat nahi rakhne dungi aur waise bhi sargi ke bina vrat adhura hota hai)

A: par sargi ka ek time hota hai aur ye rule sirf ladies ke liye hai, hamare liye aisa rule kahi nahi likha.. aur koi badi baat nahi hai, challo… (riddhima settled on chair again and cursed herself for wasting time in stupidtalks, now armaan'll remain with empty stomach till night, shit…)

They'd small nap, riddhima's still worried, she's not willing to go in hospital but with lil heart got ready, today armaan made her wear jewllery and filled her maang till end as riddhima said and then kissed her on forehead and asked her to take care, riddhima's not able to say take care to you too as she's lil guilty,

armaan reminded her that niki-abhi, prachi-rohit, atul and all interns will be coming in evening so come soon, riddhima nodded and on the verge of leaving when her red dupatta got struck in door, armaan detangle that and waved her, riddhima smiled a bit but don't know she didn't feel good, why her dupatta got struck, kahi kuch hone to nahi waala, kahi ye indication to nahi tha ki mujhe iss ghar se bahar nahi jaana chahiye..

with question in heart she left finally, all in cafeteria complimented her mehndi and mehndi color, ankit too complimented her for mehndi, riddhima proudly said "armaan ne lagwai thi aur ussi ke pyar ka rang aur mahek hai iss mehndi mai", then slightly blushes and hides her face in her palms then kisses it, and reminded armaan, and got up with her cell and moved in corner..

A: heyy jaan.. kaisi ho?? Message ka reply kyu nahi kiya??

R: subah se abhi tak 30 messages to kar chukke ho aur 5 times baat kar chukke ho, mujhe kya hoga, subah itne ache se mujhe khilaya, tum batao, kaise ho tum?? Raju ne tumhare paer ki massage kar di thi na?? dekhna tumhe bhi acha lagega, aur bhuk nahi lagegi..

A: madam tum bhul rahi ho, mujhe kuch feel nahi hota paero mai, to massage karwao ya na karwao, doesn't matter..(riddhima's face came down) ohh ho chanda sa mukhde ki shine kam kaise ho gayi???

R: I'm sorry..

A: phir sorry, tumne abhi tak sach accept nahi kiya hai na??? maine to accept kar liya, issliye dukh ni hota, pyar se accept kiya hai, dukh se nahi, issliye tum bhi ab normal ho jao… aur meri baat suno, main a soch raha tha ki kal rishu ka belated b'day celebrate kar lein, Sunday bhi hai, sabki chutti hogi, ek chotta sa get together bhi and rishu ka b'day bhi celebrate ho jayega

R: idea acha hai par hum next week ka program nahi rakh sakte kya???

A: par phir tumhara b'day.. I mean nahi hum next week ka prog. nahi rakh sakte, hum phir kabhi rakh lenge ye program…

R: umm nahi.. hum kal hi rishu ka b'day celebrate karte hai, mai aaj hi dr. keerti se leave sign karwa leti hun, okk…

A: (smiled) okkk… love you jaan…

R: (smiled) love you too..(and she quickly turned as she felt that someone's looking at her, but there's no one and soon her pager beep) urghhh.. ye pager ek din meri jaan le lega..(armaan giggled, riddhima goes in OT, today her surgery's with ankit, but ankit was looking lost somewhere) kya hua dr. ankit??

Ak: (coming in present) nothing.. (then scratching his brows) mai soch raha tha ki kya sach mai pura din bina paani piye aur bina khaaye reh sakta hai, I mean hum daily routine mai itna khaate hai to achanak se 1 din ke liye apna routine change karna yaad rehta hai, kabhi kabhi mind se nikal bhi to jaata hoga aur kuch jaa bhi sakta hai muh mai, daily routine ki tarah..

R: may be par mujhe lagta nahi hai aisa ho sakta hai, kyunki ek din ke liye apni routine change karna for a break acha lagta hai, acha lagta hai jab hum apne liye nahi apne pyar ke liye bhukka rehte hai aur har pal ek achi si feeling feel hoti hai jo mixture of emotions se bani hoti hai aur wo feeling hi hume yaad karwati rehti hai ki aaj kuch special hai,

infact aaj ke din khud hi paani aur khaane ki cheezo ko dekhkar ajeeb lagta hai, mann hi nahi karta unki taraf dekhne ka, bas har pal ye mind mai rehta hai ki raat ko chaand nikalne par hamara pyar apne haatho se hume paani pilayega aur hamara vrat kholega aur hum aur kareeb ho jayenge.. (she's lost in armaan by now)

Ak: par kabhi by chance ho bhi to sakta hai ki vrat tut jaye..

R: haan ho sakta hai, par bahut rare jab koi itna uljha ho jisse apni hi na hosh ho, uske saath ho sakta hai aisa…

Ak: aapke saath hua hai aisa kabhi??? (riddhima looked him)

R: nahii. Aur aisa ho bhi nahi sakta, khud ko bhulna bahut asaan hai mere liye par armaan…(she's again lost in him and kept on smiling seeing his face, didn't know what she's saying) kab ka mai khud ko bhula chukka hun apne armaan ke liye, uske liye vrat rakhna ya uske liye kuch bhi karna kabhi nahi bhul sakti, galti se bhi nahi, mera vrat to hamesha uske haatho se paani peekar hi tut ta aaya hai aur aise hi tutega hamesha,

varna nahi tutega, aaj mai kitna special feel kar rahi hun ye to bas meri aatma hi bata sakti hai, ya meri aankhein jisme sirf tum base ho..(ankit looked at her, riddhima's completely lost and was looking at wall with love) bas kuch daer aur armaan phir…(she imagined herself doing pooja and armaan's looking at her with immense love) tumhe shikayat thina subah ki meri mehndi ka rang feeka chada hai iss baar,

ab dekhna, tumhare pyar ka rang kabhi feeka nahi ho sakta armaan, kabhi nahi…(she smiled) love you jaan..(she came in present with pager tone and thought about what she's saying but didn't remember, she made a slight face and looked at ankit but he's already gone, riddhima again made confused face and left from there, they started surgery, riddhima's doing everything fastly as it's already 6, but everything kept on delaying, she didn't get the reason, ankit's very confused, riddhima kept on correcting him,

riddhima got worried seeing 9 in wall clock, thinking "chaand aa gaya hoga aur armaan wait kar raha hoga, subah se usne kuch nahi khaya, uppar se maine kaha tha ki 7 baje tak ghar pahunch jaungi, pata nahi iss khatmal ankit ko kya ho gaya aaj, itna late lateefo ki tarah kyu operation kar raha hai, aaj tak itna late nahi hua, armaan ko kaise inform karun, aur surgery beech mai chodkar jaa nahi skati, 2 ghante ki surgery thi aur 4 ghante ho gaye, iss operation se pehle to iss ankit ke dimaag ki hi surgery kar deni chahiye thi..

on other side armaan tried riddhima's no, then hospital number from where he got to know that riddhima's in OT, armaan waited for riddhima patiently, he's feeling very hungry, clock started showing 12, new day started but riddhima didn't came, and his patience's giving up, he's feeling cranky, his anger's rising though he himself don't know the reason but his anger's on top and feeling very thirsty, abhi came to him with a drink…

Ab: kya hua?? Nahi aayi na, abe chodd yaar kiske liye vrat rakha hai, use to teri parwah hi nahi hai, ladkiya hoti hi aisi hai, kiske liye khud ko jala raha hai, khaa pee aish kar, jab usse parwah nahi kitu subah se bhuka hai to tu kyu mara jaa raha hai uske peeche, I bet agar tu uski jagah hota to 7 baje se pehle hi dauda aata, ye sochkar ki riddhima bhukki hai par wo to 1 baje tak nahi aayi,

aisa kaunsa kaam aa gaya ki bas akele usse hi hospital mai rukna pada, baaki sab to yaha hai, aise hi usne Bi ke sharaad par kiya tha na… (armaan looked him) kuch kha le dude, pata nahi kaha hai, aayegi bhi ya nahi…(armaan looked at food, all left there place, armaan once again tried her number but she didn't pick up, then he slowly proceeded towards food and first picked up water…)

on other side riddhima came out from OT, totally tired, she settled down on bench and for a minute relaxed her legs, she looked at clock which was showing 1 at night, ankit too came out from OT and mumbled thanks to riddhima, then gave her water, riddhima said thanks but mera vrat hai, ankit said "but you are looking tired", riddhima said "its ok, but paani armaan ke hath se hi piyungi",

ankit said "par new day start ho gaya hai, aapka vrat khatam ho gaya hai", riddhima said "ye aapke according new day hai par mere liye ab bhi wohi din hai, jab armaan mera vrat kholenge tab naya din start hoga and I should better rush, armaan ne kuch bhi nahi khaya hai, he must be waiting", she looked at her mehndi and kisses it while inhaling deeply mumbling "mai bas abhi aayi, sorry itni daer wait karwaya", she got up with excitement though her body's not following her heart and excitement tune as it's very tierd,

but still riddhima dragged her body very hardly and rushed down, after signing register, she moved out and was moving towards parking when she felt as if her breathes stopped, she's not able to breathe as if someone pressed her neck tightly, after settling a bit she realized that her mouth's clutched tightly with some males hand, he's pushing her somewhere, riddhima hits his hands tightly but his grip didn't get loose, she wants to shout but unable to..

he took her in ground where there's lots of darkness and pushed her tightly, so that she fell on ground and her hips hit against hard stone,she winced with pain and tried to get up but out of pain was not able to move and when she saw that man proceeding towards her, she got conscious and somehow moved her body back and got up, tried to run but before that, she felt a hunter on her back which again made her fall, she holds her back and from her eyes tears came out, that man holds her hair tightly..

Man: vrat rakhegi tu saali, aur apne pati ke haath se hi paani piyegi, dekhta hun kaise vrat nahi kholti tu, chal pee paani, leee..(he moved bottle towards her lips but riddhima turned her face) pee paani, maine kaha na…(he tightens his grip around her hair)

R: maar maar kar thak jaoge..(she dropped bottle from his hand, he hitted her tightly on face causing blood coming out from her lips and asked her again to drink water, but she with force took bottle from his hand and threw it on his face and tried to run, that man again got up in anger and hitted her again with hunter, riddhima mumbled armaan's name and fell down on ground..

Man: bol paani peeyegi ya nahi…(riddhima didn't say anything, he again hitted her on back and when saw her hand that's having black color of mehndi, he took out knife from his pocket and cut her hand with that sharp knife) kaat dunga inn haatho ko jinpar tune uss apahij ka naam likha, jinpar uske naam ka rang chada hai, tujhe pata hai mera kya haal hota hai jab bhi mai tujhe uss apahij ke khyalo mai dooba dekhta hun, kya deta hai wo tujhe??? Kya deta hai wo tujhe bol?? Jo tujhe hum nahi de sakte,

are har roj sochte hai ki aaj shayad tere dimaag se uss apahij ka fatoor uttar jaaye, shayad tu bhul jaaye aur realize kare ki uske saath teri jindagi bas gam ke siwaye kuch nahi degi tujhe, par tu saali har waqt uska naam lete nahi thakti, deta kya hai wo tujhe?? Na tere jism ki aag ko bhuja paata hoga na tujhe shareerek such de paata hoga, na tujhe kissi musibat se bacha pata hoga, phir kyu usse divorce dekar chutkara paati uss se…

and before he could say anything more, he started rubbing his eyes as riddhima took mud and threw it in his eyes and somehow moved behind bushes,that man kept on looking for her and after sometime left saying "jayegi kaha bachkar, yahi raaste mai hogi", riddhima cried out of pain and physical abusement", she cried and thought "why always they have to suffer, ek haadse se recover ho nahi paate, dusra gam dene ko taiyar khada hota hai", she cried silently and after checking the way,

she quickly rushed in her car and started it, and sobbed badly, she reached at house and silently entered in, found everything calm, then with tears peeped inside window and found armaan and aarish sleeping, she goes in their own room i.e upstairs and cried for sometime, then somehow got ready again, and with sobs did pooja and katha, it's already 4, she did chaands pooja and then came in and looked at armaan through net utensil and placed her head on his feet and lil cried, then goes out thinking "aaj 6 years mai pehli baar armaan ka vrat mai nahi khol paayi" but then sees table where food was there still untouched, riddhima placed her hand on her mouth with shock and she rushed in room and caressed armaan's head with love and pain and placed her head on his head, armaan slightly shifted his head in her lap and hugged her from waist..

A: aa gayi tum, kab se wait kar raha tha, challo khatha kehte hai, phir tumhara vrat bhi khulwana hai, bahut bhuk lagi hogi na… (riddhima cried a bit and then shifted him on wheel chair, he's still sleepy,riddhima didn't tell him that she'd done pooja, but she again started doing it, while looking at chand, riddhima settled on knees, next to him and they both looked at chaand together and then each other, armaan made her drink water and now looked him properly) aaj phir tumhari aankhein laal hai, and wait a minute..(he slightly caressed her lips corner) ye kya hua?? (he looked her questionably, riddhima made him drink water)

R: wo neend ki wajah se aankhein red ho rahi thi aur mai seediyon se niche

aa rahi thi to gir gayi, bahut thaki thina issliye galat step par paer rakh liya..

A: what?? Aur kissi ne mujhe hospital mai inform nahi kiya, kahi lagi to nahi na??, tumhari legs theek hai bolo??

R: haan mai theek hun armaan, ab challo, bhukk lagi hogi tumhe bhi bahut..(She feed him and simultaneously he too feeded her and observed her hands, before he could ask) scissor lag gayi thi operation karte hue, khud theek ho jayega… (armaan didn't say anything just nodded a bit and they slept down, riddhima'd nighmares and she kept on sweating when armaan comforted her and took her in hug and somehow she slept, next day again her pager beeped, riddhima feared and looked at armaan) mujhe hospital nahi jaana…

A: dr. keerti ne leave assign ki?? (riddhima kept mum) go get ready but please sham ko jaldi aa jaana, aaj late mat karna..

riddhima finaly got ready as she's having no excuse to give, she left with fear, soon she's in hospital, she's still having lots of pain but controlled it, but when she's not able to treat her patient, she called nurse and asked her to give her medicine and water, nurse came after a while with few drops of medicine in water and a tablet, riddhima gulped it, after sometime she started feeling dizzy,

her head started swaying badly, she's not able to see needle as she's finding 100 needles in one needle, she holds her head, in between one patient came and she injected needle at wrong place making her groan badly, riddhima laughed and mumbled sorry, mai aapko phir injection deti hun, in between one nurse quickly rushed out seeing riddhima's behavior and called dr. keerti, dr. keerti came up hurriedly and seeing patients crying she in anger

Ke: ye kya ho raha hai dr. riddhima???

R: (with smile) kuch nahi dr. keerti, mai to bas injection de rahi thi, pehle galat lag gaya, phir mai sahi jagah ki taalash karne lagi, aur by chance phir galat jagah lag gaya, ab mai sahi jagah laga dungi…

Ke: (almost screaming) aap hosh mai to hai dr. riddhima??? (in between that patient rushed to dr. keerti)

Pa: hume nahi pata tha iss hospital mai doctors sharrab peekar kaam karte hai, bada naam suna tha iss hospital ka, par ab pata challa ye hospital jaan den eke liye nahi jaan lene ke liye hai…(saying so she rushed out quickly)

Ke: dr. riddhima malik, ye kya tamasha laga rakha hai…

R: (smiled) tamasha.. par mujhe to nahi najar aata tamasha, wo to mele mai hota hai na.. (she stood on bedand started walking with no balance) aise karke, par yaha to aisa kuch nahi hai.. (keerti anger rose high, riddhima's on the verge of falling when ankit came and holds her from her arm, riddhima moved close to him and slightly slapping on his face) chodo mujhe, warna armaan tumhari bahut pitti karega…(ankit holds his nose)

Ak: aapne sharaab pee rakhi hai riddhimaji?? Wo bhi duty hours mai??? Aap aisa kaise kar sakti hai, mujhe to laga tha ki aap bahut sincere hai, par aap to bahut laparwah nikli… (riddhima again laughed)

R: you ghonchuu stupid doctor, har jagah apni taang adaani jaruri hai kya, mujhe teri shakal se hi nafrat hai, mat dikhaya kar apni shakakl mujhe, aisa lagta hai jaise koi languor seengh laga kar saamne aa gaya ho mere, dur hoja meri najro ke saamne se…(dr. keerti's shocked and was going towards her but before she could say anything, riddhima fainted, she's shifted in one room, dr. keerti did her some tests and found high range of alcohol in her body, she's hell shocked after seeing her reports…

Ak: maine dr. riddhima se ye expect nahi kiya tha, inki wajah se kissi ki jaan jaa sakti thi aur iss hospital ki reputation bhi stake par lag sakti thi, I mean agar unhe tahi sab karna tha to ghar par bhi kar sakti thi, armaan ne aaj aarish ke liye b'day party organize ki hai, hum sabko invite kiya hai, agar unhe iss baare mai pata challa to kya beetegi unke mann par, kahi party cancel hi na kar de…

Ke: (thought a bit) nahi dr. ankit aisa kuch nahi hoga, aap iss baare mai kissi ko mat bataiyega, aap sab party ateend karne jaiye, mai yahi rukti hun dr. riddhima ke paas…

Ak: (lil hesitated) nahi dr. keerti, aap jaiye party mai, maid r. riddhima ke paas rukta hun..

Ke: (with anger) maine kaha na dr. ankit aap jaiye, mujhe aapse jayda better pata hai ki kya acha hai kya nahi, now go away…(ankit got up finally and left)

Party's very well organized, all were praising, but armaan's eyes was still on door, he tried riddhima's number several times but it always come out of reach, time started passing, armaan lil felt disappointment in his heart for riddhima, he kept on delaying for cake but when finally it's 10o'clock, he realized that the cake should be cut as everyone'll leave soon, armaan made aarish cut cake, they feeded each other and had a sweet photograph, but armaan's looking for riddhima… when he heard abhi-ankit talks..

Ak: kamala hai saare guests party mai hai par dr. riddhima malik jo ki bache ki maa hai wo hi nahi hai..

Ab: koi nayi baat nahi hai ankit, ab to riddhima ne ye trend hi bana liya hai, kissi bhi function par najar nahi aati, pata nahi kya karti hai hospital mai??

Ak: hospital mai?? Hee hee you sure na ki wo hospital mai hi hai, I mean hospital ka puraa staff, 1-1 person yaha par hai par wo khud hi nahi hai, jabki unhi ke bte ka b'day hai kissi gaer ke nahi, koi emergency case bhi nahi tha phir bhi wo nahi aayi…

Ab: mai to pehle hi kehta tha ki aajkal aurton par yakeen nahi karna chahiye, jara si dheel di nahi ki sab barbaad kar deti hai, ek armaan hai jisse farak hi nahi padta ki uski biwi kya karti hai aur kaha rehti hai, bas budhu ki tarah pyar karta hai usse, hassi aati hai mujhe usspar, pachtayega ek din..

Ak: haan pachtayega to hai hi, jab usse realize hoga ki riddhima jaan bhuj kar usse ignore kar rahi hai, kal bhi 2 ghante ka operation usne jaan bhuj kar 7 ghanto mai khatam kiya aur phir 2 hours rest kiya aur sharad waale din bhi wo hospital se jaldi challi gayi thi par ghar nahi pahunchi, phir kaha gayi thi??? Aur jab tak armaan iss baat ko realize karega riddhima uske haatho mai uska bandha hua mangalsutra thama kar bhaag chukka hoyegi kissi aur ke saath,

kyu koi ladki apahij ke liye apni jindagi se samjhota karegi, kyu rahegi woe k apahij ke saath, kya milega usse badle mai, na koi security, na koi such aur uppar se uski umar bhi aisi hai, jawani bhi pure rosh mai hai, kyu wo apni ichaon ko maaregi ek apahij ke liye, pyar vyar sab cheezein khatam ho jaati hai jab actual sukho aur actual satisfaction ki baat aati hai jo ki armaan riddhima ko kabhi nahi de sakta,

kabhi bhi nahi aur kabhi na kabhi to riddhima ke jawan dil mai chahat jaagegi, kab tak wo yunhi armaan ke paralyse ke kaaran apni khushiyon ka gala ghotegi, uppar se itne dukh milte hai har roj armaan ke kaaran usse, kyu rahegi wo uske paas, aakhir deta kya hai wo usse, dekho ab ignore karna shuru kar hi diya na riddhima ne usse, aaj saara hospital yaha par hai par riddhima nahi, itna to koi important kaam bhi nahi tha…

Ab: armaan to gaya ab kaam se, jald hi jhoote pyar ki patti uski aankhon se khul jayegi, ab dekhte hai kab dekhega sach wo, apni patni ki bahut badi-2 tareefein karta hai, baatein karta hai, abs ach aayega uske saamne… (both did cheers and had drink, armaan who's having very high temper, turned without saying anything and was slightly lost)

Armaan waited for riddhima till 3 o'clock but she didn't show up, finally he slept in disappointment with aarish in his arms and around 8 o'clock in morning he woke up and again found riddhima missing, armaan mumbled "bina mile challi gayi" but then from raju he came to know that she never came at night, armaan got slightly tensed and called her,

this time dr. keerti picked up call and said "she's busy armaan, she'll call you later", riddhima still didn't wake up, armaan's relieved that atleast she's fine and again got disappointed that she didn't call him, she didn't care about her son, about party..he picked up aarish and played with him and was unknowingly keeping an eye on his cell but riddhima didn't call him, finally around 1o'clock she opened her eyes with heavy head and looked around, saw dr. keerti..

R: dr. keerti aap yaha kya kar rahi hai, aur mai yaha iss room mai kaise… mai to patient smita ka diagnose kar rahi thi.. aur mera sir itna bhaari kyu ho raha hai???

Ke: (with anger) dr. riddhima ye aap mujhse puch rahi hai, khud se puchiye, aapne mera sir sharam se jhukka diya, I's so proud of you riddhima and you did such a low class thing and that too during duty hours..

R: (with confusion) mai kuch samjhi nahi dr. keerti… (she threw papers on bed, riddhima with confusion picked up papers and was shocked )

Ke: mujhe aapse ye umeed nahi thi dr. riddhima…

R: par mam maine to… mujhe to kuch bhi nahi pata, alcohol.. mere blood mai kaise ho sakti hai, mai to drink karti hi nah imam, I swear mam…

Ke: oh to ab aapne jhoot bhi bolna seekh liya hai, great going, log galat aadato ko chodkar kuch acha seekhte hai par aap to… proofs ko hi jhutla rahi hai, kale k patient ko aapne 2 baar galat inject kiya aur 3rd time karne jaa rahi thi, ye hai aapka naya chehra, hum patients ko sikhate hai ki alcohol unke liye safe nahi hai par yaha to doctors hi… (riddhima with in second started dropping tears as she herself was not known what's happening, and what's dr. keerti talking about, alcohol and that too in her blood, how come) ye aapki first mistake thi dr. riddhima issliye aapko chod rahi hu, I hope this mistake wan't be repeated again…(she goes out before riddhima could speak)

And niki and rohit entered in, niki's looking lil disappointed nd rohit too was looking at riddhima with surprise..

R: tum bhi niki??

Ni: jab abhi ne bataya tha ki tune ghar par puri bottle pee li, tab mujhe uski baat par bilkul yakeen nahi hua tha, maine uss se ladai ki, ki wo kaise tere baare mai aisa bol sakta hai, par iss baar to had ho gayi riddhima hospital mai, patient ko treat karte hue tune ye kaam kiya, teri antar aatma kaise maan gayi riddhima ye kaam karne ke liye huhh??? (riddhima looked her tearfully)

R: sach niki mujhe iss baare mai kuch nahi pata..

Ni: tere blood mai alcohol apne aap aa gayi, haina, tune usse chua nahi aur bas alcohol ko tu achi lagi issliye khud teri body mai ghus gayi, comeon riddhima agar galti ki hai to usse accept karo…

R: par jab mai kuch jaanti hi nahi iss baare mai to kyu aur kaise accept karun???

Ni: as you wish, iss baar phir vishwas nahi kar sakti, apni aankho se dekh hai, aur faaltu mai tere kaaran abhi se ladayi bhi ki, really regretting today, armaan se milegi to kehna case mai busy thi, humne usse kal raat rishu ki party par yahi bahana lagaya hai aur aage se koshish kariyo hospital mai aisa kaam repeat na ho, baaki teri marji, tujhe kissi ki sun ni kaha aati hai but really tujhse ye expect nahi kiya tha… ye nimbu paani pee le aur aaj ke liye off le le, ghar jaakar rest kar…

saying so they left, interns too came to meet her, but riddhima;s not able to give them her explanation, they too didn't say anything, just kept on sitting around her but riddhima kept on crying in heart thinking no one believed her, kya 6 years mai bas mujhe itna hi jaan paye hai mere dost, she got up and left from there, interns exchanged looks, as their heart's not believing anything and mind's forcing them to believe..

Riddhima reached home and saw all the decorations, she feels guilty and pain for she's not able to attend aarish's party, her son's party, she entered in house, aarish as usual chuckled seeing her but armaan's looking disappointed, he didn't smile, he didn't hug her, he didn't ask her anything accept to take rest, riddhima again pained, this time she's not able to understand armaan's pain coz she herself was feeling ache, and with armaan's back she felt as if she's very lonely, she tried to talk to him but he didn't reacted much..

Like this whole week passed, next day's riddhima's b'day, armaan's still not talking, actually they're having normal chit-chat like a routine but not that lovey-dovey talks, and in hospital, dr. keerti's still lil disappointed with riddhima, everything's killing her now, she's not excited for her b'day, infact she didn't remember much about it, she's sitting in cabin when she received one chit…

" kitni mohbaat hum aapse karte hai, lafzo mai keh paana mushkil hai,

Kya kar sakte hai aapke saath ko paane ke liye, ye jaan lutakar bhi samjhana mushkil hai"

Love you so much riddhima

Itna ki hum khud nahi jaante, agar aap jaan na chahti to raat 12 baje hume miliyega..

Aapke aashiq, aapke shubh chintak

Aur aapse be inteah pyar karne waala…

Riddhima first felt lil weird and then remembered armaan's birthday, after their marriage and jumped from her chair thinking "to janaab mujhpar meri hi trick apna rahein hai", she smiled "not baad mr. aashiq, jarur mere liye surprise plan kiya hoga aur jaan bhuj kar ruthne ka natak kar rahe the, aaj tumhari raat ko theek se khabar lungi", she again giggled, finally felt relieved a bit after a long time..

To be continued…

Will try to update soon..

Ankita…


Edited by Neha.K. - 15 years ago
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WARNING:ok mai pehle hi bata rahi hun, agar aap already painful parts padkar bore ho gayein hai then don't go for this part, seriously haddd se jayda painful or better say tricky hai, bahut accusations hai riddhima par, armaan ka jayda role show nahi kiya, wo aap khud guess kar lena, please be sure aapka dil aur iraada pucka ho tabhi aap padenge, baad mai mat kehna ye kya kar diya, again soch samajh kar panda, acha mood ho to mat panda, spoil ho jayega, bas jo story se attatched hai aur jaan na chahte hai ki really mai aisa kya hua jo present mai itna pain bhara hai AR mai to panda… reminding again part is painful and very long part, almost equivalent to 2 longs parts…

Jisse maine aaj mehndi laga kar likha hai, hee hee, mai aapko thiursday tak wait nahi karwaana chahti thi, bas issliye kissi tarah complete kiya part aur aaj Sunday bhi hai, finally I kept my promise, 1 week mai hum present mai pahunch gaye, hee hee, happy also and sad for this part also, sorry for mistakes, maine recheck nahi kiya…

Part-182 (again read at your own risk, please mujhe mat galliyan dena abhi, mai thak gayi hun, ankit ko galliyan do, mujhe ni😭)

Riddhima remained very excited thinking "mujhe pata tha armaan mujhse naaraj hi nahi reh sakta, ohhh I love him so much, wo nahi theek se bolta to aisa lagta hai jaise duniya ruk gayi ho meri, ab koi bhi naaraj ho mujhse koi farak nahi padta mujhe", she again got some lovey-dovey note and on every note she got excited, in between she got some notes that were having lil cheap language too, but reading early notes she said "armaan bhi ab awaragardi par uttar aaya hai,

typical tapori waali language use ki hai, flirt kar raha hai ab mere saath mujhe manane ke liye, pata hai na ki mujhe acha nahi lag raha hoga uske iss behavior se, budhu ram", she smiled, after sometime she received one dress in black color, that's hot but not exposing one, riddhima's like waooo but then thought "ye all of a sudden sauce waale laal se black kab favorite ban gaya armaan ka"

but then reminded that once armaan said to her that she looks stunning in black and with that black pearls necklace and earings were there, she mumbled "ye choice armaan ki hi ho sakti hai, wo hi apni riddhima ke liye ye sab laa sakta hai", she imagined herself in that dress and slightly blushed, she could not wait anymore,

but it's still 6 in clock and she's wondering how she'll paas these 6 hours, she's having goose bumps, finally she engrossed herself in one file, then she attended her patients, she didn't take any surgery as today she want to be on time, exactly around 9 she packed her stuff and goes to beauty palour to get ready, and at 11:45 she's totally ready,

she looked herself in mirror and slightly blushed, she's simply looking adorable with high juda and very thin streaks covering her face, beautician too complimented her, she kept on blushing and moved out, thought to do taxi as she parked her car in hospital, one car stopped in front of her and door got opened, riddhima looked confusingly at driver, who mumbled ji sahib ji ne aapke liye car bheji hai..

R: par bhagirath kaha hai, armaan ne unhe kyu nahi bheja aur ye car kyu??

Driver: jii aaj aaj ke liye sahabji ne ye car rent par li hai, pata nahi wo koi surprise dene ki baat kar rahe the aur keh rahe the ki aapko pata nahi chalna

chahiye..

riddhima shaked her head and smiled, thinking aapka surprise to hume pehle hi pata chal gaya, aapko kya laga ki aap nahi pehchan paye the apne b'day par to kya hum bhi nahi jaan payenge, she settled in car without thinking twice, soon she's in front of a big palace which's decorated with lights, riddhima smiled and entered in palace, there's no one around,

riddhima mumbled "stop acting like a bhoot and came out armaan, I know its you, so don't try to play hide and seek.she looked at time, it's exactly 12o'clock, suddenly someone caught her from her waist, riddhima's first happy but then quickly threw that hands and moved forward as she realized that it's not his touch, before she could turn, again strong grip holds her and with one hand he moved his finger on her arm, riddhima's still shocked enough to realize anything, everything revolved in her mind,

making her confuse, that man mumbled "khuda ne bada soch samajhkar tumhara ha rang banaya hai jaanemaan, aaj to sach mai katal kar dogi hamara apni sundarta se, kyu itni sundar ho tum, iss single gown mai to tumhara ha rang aur ubhar-2 kar aa raha hai, he looked at her breast and hips and was on the verge of touching her when riddhima with a jerk pushed him hard and turned only to find that maskman only on ground, riddhima quickly rushed from there and mask man followed her with great speed and holds her arm..

Man: kaha bhaag rahi ho yun hamara dil todkar, sirf ek raat de de hume apni, iss se jayda to ye deewana tujhse kuch maang bhi nahi raha, sirf ek raat rangeen kar de meri, aaja meri baahon mai…

R: haath na laga lena galti se mujhe, jal jaoge, jaane do mujhe ab bhi samjha rahi hun..

Man: (smiled) hume jalna pasand hai chamak challo, jitna jala sakti hai jala de….

R: (hits him on his face) jalna bahut pasand haina to jalo…(he holds her hair tightly and hits her back) kya hua, khud hi to kaha tha ki jalna bahut pasand hai tumhe…(she smirked)

Man: bahut jubaan nikal aayi hai teri, abhi batata hu tujhe… (he with one hand removes his shirt) dekhta hun aaj tujhe kaun bachata hai..

R: wohi jiske pyar ki aag iss jism mai bhari hui hai, chukar dekh lo, jal jaoge, iss jism mai itna pyar bhara hai uska ki wo saath ho na ho, par koi bhi iss jism ko haath nahi laga payega, jal jayega wo…

Man: ohh to tu uss apahij ki baat kar rahi hai jo ghar par chaen ki neend so raha hoga kahi, aaj tera ghamand todta hun mai, aaj tu kahi ki nahi rahegi, kahi ki bhi nahi.. (he pulled her closer, and riddhima again hit him and tried to rush, but he holds her tightly and before riddhima could react, he placed one hanky on her mouth and with in a minute she fell down on groud totally unconscious, he removed his pants and sits next to riddhima and caress her face)

kaha thana mujhse nahi jeet paogi, aaj ki raat bas tum meri ho, meri, ab tumhe 3 dino baad hosh aayega riddhima, aur jab tak hosh aayega tum kissi paraye mard ke saath so chukka hogi, uski baahon mai, tab tumhara ghamand tutega aur saath mai armaan ka bhoot bhi uttarega tumhare iss dimag se, ab dekhta hun armaan ko tumse alag hone se kaun rokta hai aur kaise, happy birthday riddhima armaan malik and soon to be riddhima gupta again, ye gift tum jindagi bhar nahi bhul paogi riddhima..

he took out his vest, riddhima remained unconscious, and he laid down on ground and slowly slowlt shifted on her, riddhima's heart started thumping inside her chest, though she's unconscious yet her soul's loudly awake, her soul's knocking riddhima's body again and again to react, her heart and her soul together said "rabba aaj kuch aisi khuddayi kar de, mere jism ko sachi aag mai tabdil kar de, jo bhi chuyee iss jism ko jal kar khaak ho jaaye, hey rabba aaj mere pyar ka faisla kar de"

suddenly her lips trembled and she silently mumbled "armaan bacha lo apni riddhima ko, warna wo jeete jee hamesha ke liye mar jayegi armaan, agar hamara pyar sacha hai, agar hamara pyar pavitra hai, to aaj wohi pyar meri taakat ban jaaye, koi na mujhe chuu paaye, mujhe taakat do armaan, mujhe taakat do, mujh mein aakar sama jao aur bacha lo mujhe, hume, hamare pyar ko,

he removed his mask and was moving close and very close to her, his hands were on the verge ofripping her dress from her shoulder and his lips were on the verge of touching her neck, when he screamed very hard with pain as riddhima's nails attacked him like a hungry tiger on his face such that his face skin came in her nails, his eyes started bleeding a bit as her nail hit his eye too,

he's not able to look for a moment and placed his forehead on her collar bone when again he cried due to hard kick in between his legs, he quickly out of pain rolled down in ground and after a bit he ran away as his face started bleeding, riddhima's still unconscious yet she'd a smile on lips.. on other side armaan rose his head from table and was wondering what had happened to him few minutes ago,

why all of a sudden he felt that his head's swaying.. then forgot about it as his gaze fell on clock which's showing 1, all the candles around cake's melting, he felt bad again, he knew that riddhima's feeling bad with his cold attitude towards her, but he too felt bad na, karwachauth- that day he planned to spend whole day with her but she had to go hospital for emergency,

he understands that completely coz as a doctor you've to do compromises a lot with your personal affairs over professional, but atleast she should have come on time, but she's badly late, and next day on aarish's b'day party she didn't come, neither had told him nor she reacted, how much patience he should keep, he's hurt and felt bad a lot, but its riddhima's b'day, how could he remain angry with her on such a big occasion,

his angel took birth on this day, she came down just for him, for garnishing his life with her love, he can't be angry with her on this day, he decorated their room with flowers, teddies and wind chaims, it's simple yet full of love, it's not as dreamy like always but still looking adorable as there's only love's essence scattered everywhere in room,

yes he did send notes to riddhima, he send her lots of notes and that black dress too and he's dreaming her everywhere, eagerly waiting for her for he knew riddhima'll surely come, he put aarish to sleep so that he could spend some quality time with her, but his wait for minutes started turning into hours but she didn't show up,

he didn't want to show ego or his hurting today, so he calld her several times but she didn't pick his call and each time a hurtful armaan remains at back, but he again called her at hospital where he got to know that she'd gone to her b'day party in palace thrown by dr. ankit, armaan's shocked and kept phone down, he kept on calling for riddhima and around 6o'clock in morning he fell asleep…

On other side, after 1 hour someone's passing by palace and saw riddhima unconscious, her one piece's upto her knees, she found something wrong with riddhima, she called her several times and when she didn't respond, that lady quickly called ambulance of nearby hospital, after treating her doctors told that lady,

nothing to worry much, may be she'd taken high drug dose that's why she fainted, I'm sorry but we need to call police , and they'll tell what to do as she takes drugs, lady got lil scared and told doctor that she doesn't know her, it's her bag and she left, doctor checked her bag and found her id, then they called sanjeevani, with in no time dr. keerti worriedly came in hospital..

Ke: kaha hai dr. riddhima???

Doctor: she's in general ward, dekhiye aap reputed hospital se hai issliye maine police mai report nahi kiya, itni bade hospital ke doctors drugs lete hai, agar kissi ko ye baat pata chal gayi to aapka hospital kuch hi dino mai band ho jayega, better aap abhi samajh jaiye, kahi daer na ho jaye, waise hum aaj aapki madad karke ek drug addicter ko bacha rahein hai,

jo ki achi baat nahi hai, par hume media ka bhi pata hai, issliye iss baat ko yahi khatam karte hai, aur haan inn ko samjha dijiyega ki itni raat ko aise high dose lekar aur aise exposing kapde daal kar na nikla karein, kahi aisa na ho ki agle din khud ko hi na pehchan payein, inhe kal tak hosh aa jaana chahiye, baaki aap check kar lijiyega..

Dr. keerti felt very insulted, she looked at nikiwho too's looking shocked, but placed her hand on dr. keerti, they took riddhima to sanjeevani and shifted her in private ward, dr. keerti asked niki to not even take out riddhima's name in front of anyone for hospital's reputation sake and for riddhima's future too, else her future'll be destroyed and tell everyone that she'd gone to lunavla for 2 days, and u'll handle all her cases,

niki nodded and asked "what about armaan??", dr. keerti asked her to tell the same to armaan, after that riddhima'll herself decide that what to tell him.. niki nodded, she called armaan and told him about riddhima's sudden trip for 2 days, he after recovering from shock asked "with whom", niki's puzzled for a moment then reminded that ankit too had taken leave, so she said "with ankit"

A: par riddhima ne mujhe bataya kyu nahi??

Ni: itna time nahi tha armaan, wo directly nikal gaye…

A:hmm, mai uss se abhi phone par baat karta hun.. niki bit her tongue)

Ni: umm nahi armaan, uska cell off hai, tum parso ko hi baat kar lena uss se aur tension mat lo wo theek hai bilkul…

armaan's totally shocked , then also he tried her number but its switch-off, he wondered why riddhima's doing this to him, he threw down cake in anger, her last years b'day flashed in his mind and he thought "ek hi saal mai sab itna badla-2 sa kyu lag raha hai, hamara pyar kyu aaj hume itni khushi nahi de raha jitni har baar deta hai, kaun badla hai, mai-riddhhima-waqt-mahool ya haalat, kaun badla hai jisne hamari life bhi badal di..

riddhima remained unconscious for 2 days, and when she came in senses she found herself in room with drip on her hand, she got up and tried to remember how come she reached here, then seeing her dress she slightly got flashbacks, she getting ready, palace, that man, and suddenly she turned unconscious and tried to remind hard "what happened after that" but was unable to get, she mumbled "kya hua tha raat ko mere saath, kya hua.. kahi kuch ulta.. uss aadmi ne mere saath kya kiya",she cried thinking bad about herself, in between dr. keerti came to check her, riddhima asked her how she's here..dr. keerti didn't reply her question and checked her eyes..

ke: (with coldness) ab aap theek hai, aap ghar jaa sakti hai aur waapis hospital aana chahein ya nahi ye aap par depend karta hai, par ab agar kuch bhi galat hua to aapko bahut strict punishment di jayegi dr. riddhima wo bhi trustees se…(niki too came in, dr. keerti left)

R: niki tu to bata ki hua kya hai, dr. keerti aise kyu bol rahi hai??? (niki glared her with slight coldness)

Ni: armaan ko humne kaha tha kitu ankit ke saath 3 days ke liye lunavla gayi hai, ab tu khud dekh liyo ki tune usse apni kartuton ke baare mai batana hai ya nahi..(riddhima made a slight confused face, niki handled her one file and was going to leave)

R: par mai lunavla… mujhe kuch samajh nahi aa raha, armaan ko aisa kyu kaha tum logo ne?? wo pareshan ho gaya hoga aur mai yaha hospital mai kya kar rahi hun aur niki tu aise kyu behave kar rahi hai?? Mujhe b'day bhi nahi wish karegi kya???

Ni: tera b'day nikle 2 days ho gaye hai, 3 dino se tu behosh thi, ab itni strong drugs legi to aisa hi hoga, teri wajha se dr. keerti ko bhi kitna sun na pada aur armaan ko iss baare mai pata challega to pata nahi kya beetegi usspar, pata nahi riddhima tu aajkal ye sab kya kar rahi hai, bahut badal gayi hai tu..

R: (with shock) drugsss??????????? Ye kya keh rahi hai niki tu??

Ni: khud se puch, mujhe to na ab kuch kehna hai na sun na, after all mai hun hi kaun teri life mai interfere karne waali..surely mai iss riddhima ko nahi jaanti… (saying so she left, riddhima's hell shocked when read that file, she quickly got up and tried to talk to dr. keerti, but she didn't listen her, niki too's avoiding her, she settled in corner and cried "ye meri life ne suddenly kaisa mod le liya,

sab confusions hi confusions hai, kuch samajh hi nahi aa raha ki ho kya raha hai, koi raasta najar hi nahi aa raha, she again tried to talk to dr. keerti but she shattered when she again ignored her, finally after sometime, she got up clearing her tears thinking " ab mai kissi ko apni koi explanation nahi dungi, koi jab mujhe sun na hi nahi chahta to mai kyu gid gidaun sabke saamne, ab jo sach wo khud maan na chahte hai wo maante rahe,

unki najar mai wo sach hai, par bhagwan jaante hai mera sach aur armaan, but she stopped and wonder kya wo armaan ko iss baare mai batayegi and her answer as expected was a big no, but she's sure that now she won't give her explanation to anyone, they don't ant to hear and now I don't want to tell anything to anyone, she thought that she'll niki about everything happened with her

but seeing her cold behavior she kept this option at the least, she goes home quietly, armaan asked her about lunavla, she looked him and nodded, he further didn't talk much and was helping aarish in doing exercises for his leg as that's the only way to turn his paralysed leg into moving leg, the more the exercise the more results they'll get infact his leg started showing some positive response,

his fingers started moving and sometimes his feet too show response, this's the normal diagnose of paralysis but on armaan this diagonose failed badly, riddhima changed herself and settled next to armaan but he didn't speak a word, so she got up and by chance entered in room which armaan decorated for her, some cards and some gifts were lying too on table,

riddhima cried for a moment and then came out without touching anything and kept on sitting next to armaan she wants to hug him but was not able to she's still confused about whose mistake it was..like this again week paased, one day atul's sitting alone in cafeteria, riddhima came in cafeteria and saw him sitting sad, she goes to him and asked what happened, atul cleared his tear and

said "pata nahi ye kismat kaise khel khelti hai, kitni badi duniya hai, par phir bhi akela akela sa lag raha hai, koi bhi apna nahi hai, riddhima said aisa kyu kehte ho atul hum hai na, aur tumhara bhatija bhi to hai jo tumse kitna pyar karta hai, atul said tum to thode pal ke liye ho, par koi apna nahi hai jiske saath rehkar security mile ki haan wo hamara saath nahi chodega usse bhi farak padega mere hone ya na hone se jisse meri har baat se farak padega,

aisa kyu hota hai ridzie, itni badi duniya mai kya ek bhi aisa insaan nahi hai, kabhi-2 ye akelapan khaane ko aata hai, kabhi to mann karta hi haina ki koi apna ho mai insaan hun na issliye akele nahi reh sakta" he said this very innocently, riddhima hugged him, he too moved his arms around her waist and cried, riddhima looked at god and

thought "kaisi duniya hai, sach mai kuch samajh nahi aata sab gol gol hai, koi kisssi cheez ke liye pareshan, koi kissi cheez ke liye, atul sach kehta hai, dosto ke sahare jindagi nahi kat ti, koi to apna chahiye hota hai, koi jiske paas rehkar ye aitbaar ho ki ye to hamesha mera saath degi hi, jo kabhi dur na ho uss se kabhi bhi, kaise help karenge atul ki, she caressed his head, he's still hugging her from waist

but riddhima didn't feel bad like she does if anyone touches her accept armaan, as she knew how innocent he's, and now she started treating him like a small kid as hes like that only, atul cleared his tears on her kurta riddhima smiled a bit and gave her hanky to which he cleared his nose and gave that hanky back to riddhima, riddhima mumbled "sach mai bacha hai, aarish bhi 1 saal baad aise hi harkat karega",

she kisses on his head and asked him to get up and join his duty, riddhima thought "she'll talk armaan about him" but before she could talk, her fate'd stored something more for her, she goes to locker room for taking her purse when all of a sudden 2-3 pics fell down from her locker, she picked it up and was hell shocked when found herself under that mask man and the pics like that he's trying to kiss her

and her hands was in his hair with closed eyes as if she's getting pleasure and others when that mask man had placed his head on her collar bone and her shoulders lil bare, riddhima settlen on bench with shock as she thought nothing happened on that night but these pics were saying something else, she placed her hand on mouth with shock and again tears ran down from her eyes, she felt guilty, very guilty and suddenly she turned that pics and found a note…

"jaanemann kya raat di thi tumne hume apne b'day par, abhi tak nasha nahi uttra, abhi bhi hum kehte hai ki chod do apne apahij pati ko, de do divorce uss ko, aise hi rangeen raatein hum tumhe aur tum hume har roj diya karogi phir aur waise bhi usse kabhi na kabhi iss baare mai pata to chal hi jayega to kyu na tum hi bata do ki ab tum hamesha ke liye meri ho chukki ho, maine to divorce ke papers bhi ready karwa liye, lo sign kar do aur maar do apne pati ke muh par, aura a jao meri baahon mai.."

Tumhara aashiq…

Riddhima screamed "nahiiiiii ye nahi ho sakta,she tore photos into pieces and then burned it and cried,she's feeling as if 1000's of cockroaches running over her body and eating it shes feeling very guilty shameful, she wanna die, she's thinking that she betrayed armaan, she walked aimlessly in corridor, then out from hospital, she goes near sea side and settled down, didn't want to go home,

but armaan several calls made her go to home, she didn't talk to armaan, armaan reminded her that 2 days left for diwali, riddhima didn't reply and got up, armaan felt weird, he asked her if there's something that she wants to share with concern and love but she shaked her head and in room cried, next day again she got note asking her what she'd thought about divorce and did she told her husband about her relationship with him, reply me, I'm waiting, riddhima again tore that piece of paper, she received that notes several time,

she started frightening, she remained with atul whole day and then called armaan if he could send a driver for her, armaan again got worried and asked her "if everything's alright" she nodded, with in no time she's at home and without talking much, she goes in room, next day's diwali, this time there's not much hulchul in there house as AR're still not normal,

when riddhima's going armaan couldn't stop himself and said "ho sake to sham ko jaldi aa jaana", riddhima looked him and goes out with fear and pain, again messages on cell and notes kept on disturbing her and at night around 8 when she's coming for home, again someone from back closed her mouth and took her in solace, and pushed her with jerk on ground and shouted "tujhse kab se puch raha hun kuch, jawab kyu nahi deti, bol divorce papers diye ki nahi armaan ko???"

R: (with anger) tujhe jara sa bhi bhi bhagwan ka khauf nahi hai kya, kaun hai tu?? Kayar, hamesha muh chuppakar hi kyu waar karta hai, kabhi muh dika kar bhi saamne aaya kar darpok aur itne khulli ankho se sapne dekhna band kar de kyunki riddhima ko armaan se koi alag nahi kar sakta, koi bhi nahi, phir teri aukaat hi kya hai..

She got up to go but before that all the grounds filled with carackers voice that too on high range, riddhima got scared and closed her ears, man gave her papers and asked her "bol sign karwayegi ya nahi", riddhima looked him disgustingly, and soon she got fainted when very near to her crackers started bursting with loud voice making her faint, she's again in hospital, around 2oclock she gained senses,

still voice of crackers were threatening her heart, she looked at her cell and saw 3 misscalls of armaan, she rushed outside, still fearing to drive alone when saw their driver's waiting for her, he said "armaan bhaiya asked me to pick you up as you might hurt yourself for you're scared of crakers", riddhima again had lil tears, she reached home and found AA sleeping, they'd already done pooja, some diye were lightening in room and everywhere, again she missed everything..

armaan didn't utter a single word next day with riddhima, it'd hardly happened in past 6 years, riddhima with heavy heart goes to hospital, in hospital like every year there's a small get together for diwali, riddhima's not interested but someone forced her to have a drink atleast, she emptied glass and goes in her cabin..

after sometime she felt lil weird, and she goes in washroom and threw all her contents and came out and saw everyone's looking her with weird eyes, she ignored it and goes in cabin, and kept on working and felt her head heavy, then again vomiting, she did this for 4-5 times and finally thought to go out in lab, there ankit's already present, he smiled a bit seeing her riddhima's still holding her head..

Ak: kya hua riddhimaji??? Aapki tabiyat to theek hai, sir dard ho raha hai kya?? (before riddhima could speak, she again felt like throwing contents and again did vomiting)

R: (mumbled to herself) pata nahi kya ho gaya hai, 6th time vomiting, aur sir bhi bhari ho raha hai, pata nahi kya ho raha hai (she again felt that her head's swaying)

Ak: ye sab to ek hi cheez ki indicate karte hai…(riddhima looked him quzically) aap pregnant ho???? (riddhima looked him, slightly lost) riddhimaji???

R: haaannnn…

Ak: waooo means sach mai aap pregnant ho, ye kitni badi news hai, aapne mujhe ye khushkhabri dekar mujhe sabse jayda khushnaseeb bana diya, waooo… (riddhima's still confused that all of a sudden "ye sab kya ho gaya", and ankit gave her a side hug before riddhima could react, he moved out saying) suna tumne, suna tumne, mai baap ban ne waala hun, riddhima's pregnant…

Riddhima turned with shock when his words registered in her mind, before she could react, 3-4 wardboys came and congratulated her saying "aap to bahut chuppi rustam nikli dr. riddhima ji, hum aapke future ki planning kar hi rahe the aur aap to pehle hi apna future settle kar chukki hai, bahut-2 mubarak ho, dr. ankit bahut achi choice hai aapke liye", riddhima's shock now started converting into her anger..

R: (screamed) shut-up, tum logo ko jara sib hi sharam nahi aati, aisi ghinoni baatein karte hue… aur iss ankit ki akal to mai abhi thikaane lagati hun…(she turned, all wardboys giggled and said "lagta hai abhi batana nahi chahti, par ab to pure hospital ko inke pyar ke baare mai pata chal chukka hai", riddhima turned and gave them disgusted look and goesout)

As soon as she stepped in other section, she again looked that all were looking her weirdly, she again felt dizzy but her eyes popped out when her gaze fell on one wall, she goes near it and found her and ankit's poster, with she lying on floor and ankit on top of her without shirt and pants, with his hand on her shoulder and moving her strap and with one finger caressing her face, she's hell shocked and her head started swaying, she's on the verge of falling when ankit holds her and

Ak: jaan dekha na tumhari tabiyat kitni kharaab hai, kitna kaha rest karne ke liye, par tum nahi maanti, aisi haalat mai rest ke alava tumhe kuch nahi karna chahiye, warna hamare bache ka kya hoga, kuch to socha karo…

R: (balancing herself) ye sab kya hai dr. ankit singhania…

Ak: ssshhh, chikhna tumhari sehat ke liye nahi acha hai…

R: you bloody idiot, how dare you… (she raised her finger, which ankit holds, riddhima raised her hand for hitting him but he clutched her hand tightly and twisted it)

Ak: kaha thana ki mujhse nahi jeet paogi… (riddhima again looked at photo and goes in flash back, when ever she's attacked by mask man, that ground scene, karwa chauth and she's shocked again that why didn't she pay any attention towards it)

R: to wo tum the ankit… how could I forget, tum hi to bas ho sakte the jo iss tarah ki giri hui harkat kar sakte ho, mai kaise bhul gayi, kaise mujhse itni badi bhul ho gayi, apni bahen aur maa ke saath bhi aisa hi saluk karta hoga na tu, unki bhi har roj aisi hi tasveerein bhare baajar mai laga kar unki mamta ko nilaam karte honge, kosti hongi wo apni kok(wonb) ko jo tujh jaisa nikaama ladka iss duniya mai laayi, aur doctor to tum pakka paise khilla kar hi bana hoga, kyunki education ka E bhi mujhe tujhme najar nahi aata… (she's still in a daze after knowing reality)

Ak: band kar apni bakwas saali, aaj pure hospital ko hamare ishq ki khabrein mil gayi, aur ab tu kahi bhi muh dikhane lyke nahi rahi riddhima..

R: ye teri galat fehmi hai, aankho ka dhoka hai ankit, jo bahut jaldi hat jayega, ijjat meri nahi teri jayegi, itna hi numayish karne ka shownk hai khud kesharreer ka to jaa bich baajar mai yu kapde uttar kar baith ja, koi na koi to khareed hi lega…

Ak: becha maine nahi tune hai khud ko, mat bhul ek raat bita chukki hai mere saath, apna jism bech chukki hai tu mujhe..

R: lagta hai tu armaan ko bhul gaya, aaj armaan yaha par hota to tu shakal dikhane ke lyke na rehta ankit, khud ki shakal na pehchan paata aisa haal karta armaan tera…

Ak: kaun wo apahij… (he laughed) bada ghamand hai na tujhe usspe, uss apahij pe, kaha tha jab teri ijjat maine kuchal kar raund di thi, wo khud ko bacha le itna hi kaafi hai, ab tumhare paas 2 raste hai riddhima ya to khud tu armaan ko divorce de kar mere paas aa jao, badle mai main armaan ko theek karnwane ki bhi gurantee deta hun ya armaan khud bahut jald tumhe divorce de dega…

R: (laughed fakely) tu din mai sapne bahut dekhta hai ankit, mai armaan ko wo jaisa hai waise hi pyaar karti hun, wo already theek hai, tumhare haatho se theek karwane se acha wo jindagi bhar aisa hi rahe, mai khush hun, mujhe bas uske saath se matlab hai..

Ak: tabhi tu apni jism ki aag bhujane ke liye uss din mere saath soyi thi, agar apne pati se itna khush thi to, mere saath so kaise gayi…

R: tumhari bakwas sun ne ka mere paas koi time nahi hai ankit aur ye ghinonna majak band karo.. (tearing poster in to 2 pieces)

Ak: kaha-2 tak phadogi posters ko riddhima, ye to pure hospital mail age hai, ek din tumhare ghar ke bahar lage honge aur phir duniya mai…

R: ankit ab seriously mujhe farak nahi padta, ab tum kuch bhi karo, mujhe farak nahi padega, aur aaj ka proof tumhare saamne khaada hai, meri aankhein jinme se ek bhi aansun nahi gira ye proof hai, saari duniya ek taraf hai ankit par meri duniya mera armaan hai, bahut jaldi mai usse sachayi bata dungi aur wo khud sab sambhal lega, tum kuch bhi karte jao, kuch bhi, drugs, sharaab jitney marji iljaam lagwa lo, ab mai bhi dekhti hunt um kya kar sakte ho???

Ak: kar sakta hun nahi, already kar chukka hun, tumne decide kar liya na kitum divorce nahi dogi, I bet riddhima, armaan tumse khud bahut jald kahega ki mujhe chutkara de do khud se, wo ek bewafa aurat ke saath kabhi rehna nahi pasand karega, jo ki uski peeth piche kissi aur ke bache ki maa ban ne waali hai…

R: ohh you shut up ankit… (saying so she left, everyone's gaze was piercing her, but she'd no way other than to neglect, riddhima reminded everything since starting and cried bitterly and silently in heart, then picked up her cell and called armaan but armaan didn't pich her call as abhi's already sitting there, again making armaan understand that riddhima's not going on right way, he'd seen her pics with someone else and that too in unusual condition, he told him that riddhima's ditching him, armaan's in thoughts, he again cut riddhima's call)

A: kya tu mujhe wo pics laakar dikha sakta hai??

Ab: definitely, par agar tujhme himmat ho to, kahi tut na jaana unhe dekhkar..

A: already bahut tut chukka hun aur kya tutunga..(abhi placed his hand on his shoulder and finally left, ankit helped abhi in re opening his factory, so abhi debted ankit badly and ankit took full advantage of him by pumping her against riddhima and asks him to help armaan and make him see reality, the true face of riddhima as he's his true friend and he gives laalach to abhi for his factory and everything's going according to ankit's plan, but in hospital…)

Niki came to ankit and threw poster on his face..

Ni: ye sab kya hai ankit???

Ak: (looked guiltily) I'm sorry, I know mujhe pehle hi tumhe sab bata dena chahiye tha, par riddhima ne mana kiya tha, we're in love, pata nahi kisne ye posters laga diye, warna abhi aur 3 months tum logo ko na pata chalta, phir to pata chal hi jaana tha..(with a blush)

Ni: kyu???

Ak: wo riddhima's pregnant aur 5th month mai to sab pata chal hi jaata hai na issliye….

Ni: shut up ankit, ye agar tumhara koi stupid prank..

Ak: (cutting her) tumhe ye prank lagta hai niki, mai subah se jameen par paon nahi rakh paa raha hun, jab se ye good news mili aur tumhe ye prank lag raha hai, anyways I don't care, ab mai har kissi ko apne pyar ki explanation to deta nahi phhirunga aur tumhe ye poster jhutta lag raha hai..

Ni: I don't trust you, riddhima aisi ladki nahi hai…

Ak: agar pati apahij ho na aur ghar se such na mil raha ho to har koi bahar hi such dhundta hai…

Ni: riddhima armaan se bahut pyar karti hai, wo usse kabhi dhoka de hi nahi sakti…

Ak: to uss se pucho bacha kiska hai uske paet mai, armaan ne to usse arse se haath nahi lagaya, riddhima bas ab uppar se armaan ka dikhawa karti hai, taaki hamare pyar par koi shak na kare… (in between one wardboy quickly came in) kya hua??

WB: wo riddhima ji, kissi dr. kalyani ke clinic mai jaa rahi hai…

Ak: (mumbled) dr. kalyani??? Par wo to gynaecologist hai waha kyu jayegi wo.. (then quickly got up from his chair) ohhh shit, kahi abortion ke liye… oh shit. Wo aaj subah hi mujhse bahut naaraj thi, keh rahi thi ki wo bacha nahi rakhna chahti, agar armaan ko pata chal gaya to wo usse kahi chod na de… (he quickly rushed upstairs, niki followed him)

Riddhima's coming out from her cabin, with her purse, slightly looking tense and as soon as she took a step, she felt someone clutched her feets, she looked down and saw ankit sitting on ground holding her feet)

R: ankit ye kya kar rahe ho, leave me, I said leave..

Ak: please riddhima aisa mat karo, mujhe pata hai tumhe iss bache se pyar nahi hai, par mujhse meri jindagi mat cheeno, ye bacha meri jindagi hai, I know tum armaan se bachna chahti ho, tum nahi chahti ki wo tumhe ghar se bahar phenke, aur tumhari ijjat jaye, par iske liye tum hamare pyar ki nishani ko mat suffer karwao, please riddhima, maine iss duniya mai koi such nahi dekha aaj tak ab mujhse aakhrikhushi bhi na cheeno meri, mai mar jaunga, uss armaan ke liye mujhe kyu saja de rahi ho…

(riddhima shaked her head with coldness on face and she kicked him tightly, such that he falls on floor and riddhima goes) koi to samjhao riddhima ko, koi to meri madad karo, mera bacha jo abhi tak duniya mai nahi aaya uska katal karwane jaa rahi hai riddhima… (he looked at everyone around and niki finally came to him, he holds her feet) tum to uski best friend ho na, please tum hi usse samjhao, mera bacha…. (niki placed her hand on his shoulder and said "mai dekhti hun",

ankit cleared his tears and joined his hands in a pleased way,as soon as niki goes, ankit smiled like a danav, and mumbled "ab tumhe koi nahi bacha sakta riddhima, tumhara divorce to hokar hi rahega, mera hokum ka ikka hai niki, jisse mai ab phekunga armaan par, rahi hui kassar ab niki nikalegi, taiyar ho jao apni jindagi ki barbadi dekhne ke liye…)

niki reached hospital, but riddhima has already entered in OT, she asked nurse at reception.

Ni: sister yaha koi mrs. Riddhima armaan malik aayi hai??

Nu: (looking at register) riddhima armaan malik to nahi but haan riddhima ankit singhaniya jarur aayi thi, abortion ke liye, abhi thodi daer pehle unhe andar OT le jaaya gaya hai, bas ab to aane waali hi hongi…

Niki's shocked hearing her name, after sometime riddhima came, looking normal and she said thankyou to nurse and left, nurse called her again as she forgot one file, but she'd already left, niki goes to nurse again and said "laaiye mujhe de dijiye mai unhe de dungi", nurse gave her reports and niki checked it, it's riddhima's pregnancy as well as abortion reports with name riddhima ankit singhaniya,

niki's in a daze and settled down on bench thinking usne sanjeevani mai hi kyu nahi tests karwaye then thought karwati kiss muh se, sabke questions ka jawab na dena padta, riddhima itni giri hui harkat bhi kar sakti hai, ye maine nahi socha tha, armaan har pal uske khayalon mai jeeta hai aur wwo iss hadd tak gir gayi, I hate you riddhima, aur armaan ko uski sachayi pata honi chahiye, par uss se pehle ankit ko sambhalna hoga..

2 days passed, its 27th November, armaan's not talking to riddhima even for a second, there's no interaction between them, ankit's balanced with niki's help, today in morning itselfniki-abhi goes to armaan..

A: tum subah-2 kaise aaye??

Ni: (hugged armaan) kaisa hai???(armaan smiled a bit) tu riddhima se bahut pyar karta hai???(armaan didn't reply) karta hai, I know, par kya sure hai ki riddhima bhi tujhse utna hi pyar karti hai??? (armaan looked her) dekh armaan, mai shayad abi rude lagun tujhe, acha na lage tujhe riddhima ke baare mai sunkar, par tu baad mai bahut buri tarah tute uss se pehle kuch batana hai..(armaan's lil nervous) teri riddhima badal gayi hai armaan, wo ab teri nahi rahi, dhoka de rahi hai tujhe, use kar rahi hai tujhe taaki uski ijjat na jaye, bahut niche gir chukki hai wo…

A: niki tu hosh mai to hai..

Ni: haan abhi-1 aaya hosh uska asli range dekhke, par tera hosh udd jayega uske asli rang dekhke…

A: kya matlab??? (niki gave him photos and reports)

Ni: ye hai asli riddhima, jisne sati savitri ka aanchal audh rakha hai, ye hai uska asli rang roop… (armaan looked at photos with itter shock) uska tujhe ignore karna, kahi par bhi time par na pahunchna, issliye tha ki wo inn ladko ke saath aisa karti thi…(armaan kept on tossing photos with riddhima in arms of different guys, then her pregnancy reports)

A: (threw that on ground and with tightened head) nahi ye nahi ho sakta.. riddhima aisa nahi kar sakti…

Ni: wo kar chukki hai armaan, ab bhi waqt hai sambhal ja, maine khud apni aakno se sab dekha hai, riddhima ankit singhaniya, iss haddd tak challi jayegi ye humne kabhi nahi socha tha, mai ankit ko jhuta thehra rahi thi, par jab khud ki aankho se dekha to shocked reh gayi…(niki left as ankit called her immediately, armaan'd tears in eyes and thought "wo aisa nahi kar sakti mere saath, kabhi bhi nahi, she promised me ki wo meri hokar rahegi saari jindagi, phir ab??? Abhi handled armaan, after sometime when armaan get balanced he dialed riddhima's number as he wants to ask her thousands of question, her phone didn't came busy, no bell's going)

Niki as soon as reached in hospital found police jeep, she quickly rushed up and found, riddhima, ankit, dr. keerti, rohit, dr. shashank standing with police,all were looking at each other…

Po: (strict tone) aaram se bata do ki yaha iss hospital mai drugs kaun leta hai, nahi to majburan hume sabka test karwaana padega..

Sh: inspector aapko galat fehmi hui hai, yaha par sab hi bahut sincere aur reputed families se hai, aur hum patients ko drug lene se rokte hai, yaha koi staff mai se bhalla aisa kaam kaun karega….

Po: hume pukki information mili hai ki yaha par koi doctor drug phir wo leta hai, may be phir wo smuggling bhi karta ho, aap log khud baata rahein hai ya phir hum sabka test lein, ya phir unn doctor ko hi bulwa dein jinse hume ye khabar mili hai, abhi dudh ka dudh aur paani paani ho jayega… (dr. keerti looked worried and before shashank could react, riddhima came forward)

R: mujhe pata hai inspector ki yaha drugs kiske paas hai??? (inspector looked her quizzically and asked "whom???", riddhima pointed towards ankit) yahi wo ladka hai jiske paas aapko drugs mil sakte hai, ankit singhania… (all wwere shocked, thinking riddhima hosh mai to hai)

Po: are you sure, kyunki unn doctor ne kaha tha ki koi ladki drugs leti hai..

R: I'm dead sure inspector, ye insaan nahi jaanwar hai, isne hi mujhe drugs dekar behosh kiya tha, iss ne meri ijjat ke saath khelne ki kitni baar hi koshish ki, ye insaan nahi darindaa hai, arrest kar lijiye isse aur aisi saja dijiye ki ye jindagi bhar yaad rakhe…

Sh: ye tu, kya keh rahi ho riddhima???

R: mai aapse nahi inspector se baat kar rahi hun… ankit ne kitni hi baar mujhe harass karne ki koshish ki, muje physically aur mentally torture kiya.. aise logo ke liye sakht se sakht saja honi chahiye taaki wo kuch bhi karne se pehle 100 baar sochein…(ankitlooked around with teary eyes, niki could see that, suddenly she shouted)

Ni: bassss… bass karo riddhima aur kitna jhoot bologi, aur kitne blames lagaogi ek nirdosh insaan par????

R: (unexpectedly) nikii…

Ni: wah riddhima data deni padegi, kitni aasani se apne iljaam ek nirdosh par daal diye, itni sharam aati hai to kaam kiye hi kyu aise???

Po: aapko jobhi kehna hai saaf saaf kahiye dr. niki…

Ni: drugs ankit ne nahi riddhima ne liye the, wo bhi itne strong ki 3 din tak wo behosh rahi thi…

R: ye jhoot hai niki, mera believe karo, ankit ne dhoke se mujhe wo drugs inhale karwaye the, mera yakeen karo..

Ni: tumhara yakeen??? Tumhara asli chehra sabke saamne aa gaya tha riddhima 5 din pehle… har baar mai neglect kar deti thi, par iss baar nahi, inspector yahi hai jisne drugs liye the aur 1 baar duty time mai hi sharrab peekar aayi thi, jiski wajah se patient ko suffer karna pada…(dr. shashank was shocked completely and looked at dr. keerti who looked down) sorry dr. keerti par mai kissi begunah ko saja nahi milne dungi….

Po: aapke paas koi sabut hai???? (niki looked at dr. keerti and then goes in cabin and handled 2 reports to inspector)

Ni: baaki mai unn patient ko bhi bula sakti hun.. aur apne husband ko bhi jinhone inhe puri bottle khalli karte dekha hai inke ghar par wo bhi bina kuch milaye hue, inke pati se bhi puch sakte ho aap..

from riddhima's eye 1 tear escaped down when saw niki saying all these words, though niki hesitated a bit in starting but seeing ankit's tear and reminding everything, she again made her heart stone, riddhima cleared her tear as she didn't want to pretend as weak, suddenly police looked at poster that's hiding under table, he picked that up and saw ankit and riddhima together, all looked embarrassed, and dr. shashank was again shocked, as he's out of town so he didn't know anything about it..

Po: (looked at riddhima thoroughly then at ankit) ye aapke pati hai??? (to riddhima)

R: (smiled fakely) iss jaise pati se to acha hai janamo janamo tak kunware rehna, ye mera pati ho hi nahi sakta, mere pati mr. armaan malik hai, iss duniya ke sabse ache insaan aur pati jinhe maine bahut sobhagya se paya hai..(she said this proudly)

Po: to kya ye aise hi pose ke liye khichwayi hai?? Chakkar kya hai, tera pati kaha hai???

Ak: wo ghar par hai, paralysed hai legs se..

Po: oooo, tabhi ye sab karti firti ho, pati se such nahi milta to side ke liye isse pata rakha hai…

Ak: pata rakha hai, my foot, I hate this bitch, I hate her…

Po: kyu pehle pyar karta tha kya???

Ankit: pyar aur iss se, meri kismat itni phooti nahi hai, she's a prostitute, kabhi kissi ladke ke saath to kabhi kissi ladke ke saath, apne pati se ab isse shaareerik sukh nahi milta na, issliye ladko ke gale mai baahein dale firti hai, aur pati se pyar ka natak karti hai, jhuti, dhongi hai ye, apne pati se pareshan hokar aayi thi mere paas, ek raat bitane ke liye, mai iss se pyar kar baitha, laga ab jindagi sawar jayegi, par kya pata tha ki ye bahuto ki jindagiyo se khidwaad kar rahi hai aur pata nahi kiss ka bacha hai iske..

R: (screamed) ankitt..

Ak: kyu sach bola to itna bokhla kyu gayi, darr gayi kya ki sabke saamne se tumhara sati savitri hone ka dhong khatam ho gaya, inspector pucho niki se jo iski bahen jaisi hai ki usne khud riddhima ko abortion karwate dekha hai, iske pati se to isse bacha ni ho sakta, phir bacha kaha se aaya, mai pehle kitna khush tha ki mera bacha iss duniya mai aayega par phir pata challa ki ye ladki dhanda karti hai, giri hui hai ye aurat aur iska jameer bhi mara hua hai, ye hai iski sachayi…(and before he could say he received a tight slap from riddhima)

R: gira hua tu hai ankit, gire hue wo hote hai jo dhoke se kissi ladki ko base,ment par bulakar, uske haath bandhwakar uski ijjat par haath dalne ki koshish karte hai, gire hue wo hote hai jo andhere mai ladki ko hunter se maarte hai taaki wo apne pati ke naam ka vrat khol le, gire hue wo log hote hai jo log chakku chalate hai unn mehndi se range haatho mai jisme se wo ladki apne pati ke pyar ki khushbu leti hai, gire hue wo log hote hai jo dhoke se kissi palace mai ladki ko bulakar uske saath galat photo khinchwane ki koshish karte hai, gire hue wo log hote hai jo uss ladki se divorce papers par sign karwane ke liye usse bombs ke beech mai chod dete hai, aise gire hue logo ka kya karna chahiye… (she again slapped him tightly) tum jaise gire hue log apni saason par bhari hote ho ankit…. (she again slapped him)

Po: (screamed) bas kijiye riddhima malik or singhania, whatever you are, aur ankit ji aapke paas koi proof hai inke uppar itna bada iljaam lagane ka..

Ak: ye sabot jo aaj subah hi mujhe mile hai iss ladki ka asli chehra saamne lane ke liye… (he gave him some photographs, with ranjeet who's consoling riddhima in real but looks like they're on the verge of hugging, with one basement guy who's trying to catch riddhima but due to pic from back its looks like he's standing with open arms and riddhima's rushing to him, then with atul in cafeteria where she hugged him and was looking at god but its looking like they're having pleasure, then with ankit that were very hot pics and with maskman) are isne to apne jeejaji ko bhi nahi choda, ab aap khud hi iske character ka andaza laga sakte hai…

Sh: nahi ye sach nahi ho sakta, riddhima ko mai bachpan se jaanta hun, wo aisi ladki nahi hai..

Ni: waqt mai farak hota hai dr. gupta, mai bhi sike saath rahi hun aura b mai aur tab mai jameen aasmaan ka farak hai, ye sab sach hai, aur aap riddhima ki pregnancy aur abortion reports dono dekh sakte ho, yahi hai iska asli chehra….

Po: (looked at riddhima) aapko kuch kehna ahi, aapke paas sabot hai dr. ankit ke khilaaf???

R: (hiding her tears) nahi inspector mujhe kuch nahi kehna, kuch bhi nahi…

Po: (aapko hamare saath police station chalna padega, hume aapki personal life se koi matlab nahi hai, bas drugs aur uske gang ke baare mai puchna hai.

R: ek request hai inspector, please aap yahi puch lijiye jobhi puchna hai, mai iss hospital mai bahut time se kaam karti hun, iski reputation stake par nahi lagana chahti, koi kuch galat bole iss hospital ke baare mai, mai bardash nahi kar paungi..

Po: okk as you wish..

R: mai accept karti hun ki uss din maine galti se drugs le liye the, mujhe jameen par pade mile the, isme koi gang ya koi smuggler nahi shaamil hai,wo first time tha aur last time bhi, aap chahe to mera test karwa lijiye, aapko kissi drug ka naamo nishaan nahi milega…(inspector asked her to go under tests, but as she said there's no sign of drug)

Po: okk abhi ke liye chod rahein hai, kabhi aage jarurat padi to aapko bulayenge… (riddhima nodded, police left, ankit smirked at riddhima and shows her thumbs down, riddhima without talking with anyone goes in her section, but all patients ran away from her)

Patients: hum aisi characterless doctor se apne aap ko haath bhi nahi lagwayenge, ya to isse humse dur bhejo ya phir hum jaate hai, dr. keerti calmed everyone down and asked riddhima to leave, today riddhima didn't cry, though everything's running in her mind but she didn't cry, nor she's angry with anyone, she's feeling less now…

On other side shashank visited armaan who's lareday depressed..

Sh: (without greeting) chod kyu nahi dete riddhima ka picha, aur kya ab puri tarah barbaad karke hi chodoge usse, abhi uski jindagi shuru honi chahiye thi par tumhari wajah se khatam ho gayi uski jindagi, khud to khush reh nahi sakte, usse to baksh do, sab galat aadatein pad gayi usse sirf tumhari wajah se, drugs, sharaab tak pahunch gayi, jiss ladki ki kabhi najar nahi uthti thi wo ab iss had tak pahunch gayi, ghut rahi hai wo har pal tumhare saath, ab to ye sab dekhne ko milta hai, (he threw some pics on his face and some reports) karne do usse nayi jindagi shuru, mat baandho usse apne saath, kahi wo marne ke lyke bhi na rahe, tumhare saath rehkar usse dukh hi milega…

A: (sarcasticly ) usse dukh milega ya mujhe??? Wo to jee hi rahi hai apni jindagi apne tareeke se, mar to mai raha hun pal-2… jaiye dr. shashank, pehle khud to clear ho jaiye…. (he left, armaan again looked at pics)

Armaan when riddhima came asked her "if there's anything she wants to tell him about herself, about her life or anything", riddhima again said no, she wants to tell him everything but not now as she herself's feeling less…

Next day she goes in hospital, trustees called her..

Trustees: (handling her one letter) sorry hum aapko aur yaha kaam nahi karne de sakte, ji hungama aapki wajah se hua uss se hospital ki reputation par bahut farak pada hai, uppar se koi bhi patient aapse ilaaj nahi karwana chahta, better ki aap yaha se challi jayein, hum aur reputation kharab karwane ka risk ab nahi le sakte, ek characterless doctor ke naam se hospital mash hur ho, hum ye nahi chahte… (riddhima didn't utter a single word and just took letter and her necessary things, reminded some beautiful days with armaan and moved out)

She settled on sea shore and when night started falling she goes at home, when she from door heard "yess divorce papers are ready, kal apni beti ko le jaiyega dr. gupta aur jiss marji se shaadi karwaiyega", saying so armaan cut the call and goes in room, riddhima took some of divorce papers and was shocked again and saw some photographs and reports, she with blurry vision moved out from house as tears welled up in her eyes thinking "he knew about it"… she settled in park and on other side armaan too goes on sea shore with aarish in his arms….

Riddhima came in present and looked at pieces of paper that were scattered on ground…

Finalllyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

Past's over, waooooooooo can't believe, in a week 6 updates that to long one and last one almost equal to 2 updates, waaoooooo, hee hee, abhi bhi please joote chappal na maarna mujhe, ankit ko jitna marji maar lo, par mujhe nahi

Divorce day will be updated on 5th September i.e after 2 weeks, and that day I'll edit heading with KPABHSH-divorce day part-184, okk

No precap, just wait

Can say stay tuned

Comments bhi next part ke baad reply karungi

Tab tak ke liye alvida

Ankita..

Edited by GoDsLoVe - 15 years ago
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Use rukna bhi hoga use chalna bhi hoga
Use bujhna bhi hoga use jalna bhi hoga
Peer parayi bhi woh chupke sahega.
Har dil jo pyar karega😊


You again amaze me with your unpredictable thoughts that go into that mind of yours...

I was enjoying Riddhima's happiness😍 Her honest words for Armaan to Ankit was SUPERBLY WRITTEN....👏😍
Though I am saddened by the fact that i was getting happy reading flashback scenes.

kitni ajeeb baat hai usse bas mere saath se hi proud feel hone lagta hai, wo proud feel karti hai kyunki mai uske saath hun,jaisa bhi hun bas mai uske saath hun, usse meri har cheez mai positivity kaise najar aati hai,
😍
TERA SATH HAI TOH MUJHE KYA KAMI HAI😳

bas aankhon mai chamak hai ki mai uske saath hun' kaise wo mujhse itna pyar karti hai, kyu kabhi bhi mujhe uska pyar kam hota dikhayi hi nahi deta, kyu har roj aisa mehsus hota hai ki wo kal se jayda aaj mujhe pyar karti hai..
.Riddhima ki aankhon mein woh chamak uske charming armaan ki hai..kehte hain naa..Charm is the quality in others that makes us more satisfied with ourselves....😊

I adore that you are showing Rahul Muskan nd Atul in a different light again...

LOVED Atul-Rishu 😊

You come up with the best ideas👏 .. Keep on doing what you believe is right... though I m worried abt AR nd divorce thingy


Love you Ammi!!!!!!!

ps: if u need this post...u can shift my comment whenever nd wherever u want😛

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Har ek gham tumhara sahenge khushi se
Karenge na shikwa kabhi bhi kisi se
Jahaan mujhpe hasta khushi mujhpe roti
Agar tum naa hote...Agar tum na hote..
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Excellent update... Deeply moving and very well written.. A subtle mix of sadness and Love😊

AR...ummm kya kahun...their relationship shows a satisfying maturity.. and so has your writing..Their little gestures of love after comforting each other are what I Simply Adore..Somehow i can visualize nd ...It makes me fall in love with them nd u allover again...😛

You captured so many different emotions in this update... Happiness, Satisfaction, compulsion, contentment mixed with the tension of Aarish and Armaan's helplesness at the end...

I Wish I could come up with a good comment but, sadly m not that talented... i always tried to write what I feel while reading..but words got vanished..

Thank You for sharing your energy and creative effort with us...I'll be looking forward to reading more...Keep going

I love you Ammi🤗


REPLY TO WARNING :
next parts mein end mein 3-4 santa banta jokes daal dena toh part padh ke bhi sab has lenge..
🤣🤣🤣🤣 (yeh the keede ke bolvachan)
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Benaam Sa Yeh Dard Thehar Kyun Nahin Jaata
Uss Khuda ko bhi Taras Kyun Nahin Aata


Can I say again that I love You AMMI? 🤗
I LOVE YOU...I LOVE KPABHSH...I LOVE YOUR HARD WORK...🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗


Updates were PAINFULLLLLLLLL... reminded me some of my personal experiences...Absolutely depressing...but so well written...and truly original. You broke my heart badly showing Aarish in such a bad condition...but thank you. This was too awesomely good
😊

I love how AR r comforting each other after all bad happenings... It is a talent to be able to do that in Real Life - as well as in fiction, so you are doing a Hard yet Wonderful Job...😊

Aarish...poor child suffering frm intense pain yet very lucky to have parents like AR...

Armaan...he should stop blaming himself....nothing he did is wrong...its not right that he blames himself for what happened to Aarish...Sab Waqt aur Kismat Ka Khel

Riddhima...Her characterization left me Speechless always...so no comments on her...

Kaise Kaise Haadse Sehte Rahe
Phir Bhi Hum Jeete Rahe Haste Rahe...


Keep continuing as i want this track to finish asap...

Love you maa...🤗

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Just read the part....Luvd It...:)....!!!!
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hi..

nw i hve read da whole story.(thankx fr da links).its soooooo gr8 n awesome story.da relation between AR is written beautifully...jst 1 request dnt make it a sad r emotional story.v r already seen AR aparted in drama(DMG).plzzzzzz make evrythng happy happy in dare life.its a request..already u hve written sad parts....

keep writting.waitng fr update

love

sania

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heyy ankita di
awesome part
loved it
loved atul with AR n arish
cont soon
n thx for pm
luv dhruvika
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hey Ankita awesome update
loved it
loved atul n AR convo i had tears in my eyes while reading update waiting for the next update do continue soon take care and thanks for the pm.

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