Its Feb 14th .. probably tht may be reason why i am feeling being left out... i guess even the place, necklace road, too adding its share to my feeling... Yes... I am single... and nt sure of myself whether i am ready to mingle or not.. I am riding my bike along with my lonliness... i am going at a speed of 60 KMPH... feeling the touch of cool breeze... it is as if air is kissing me... my mind is not willing to give up to even a slightest diversion... but somehow in the background i am thinkin.. how can i enjoy my lonliness when everone arnd are in their loved and special ones company... i guess... i am still in search of tht one who can make me feel special and let myself give for her... i sighed and accelerated further only to apply the brake courtesy some senseless fellow crossing the road without even watchin the road... After cursing and pittying him... i am abt to accelerate my bike and there seen a girl.... cladded in orange color dress.. eventhough i am on bike and seen her from a distance.. my mind is successful in registering her... her face is as innocent as a kid.. probably because of spectacles and those waiting - for - someone look on her face... sheznt perfect... but something in her caught my attention... probably her charming smile... or may b her cuteness... or may be her innocence.. i laughed at myself thinkin hw can a gal this attractive be still single .. probably she may be waiting for her beloved... trying to erase her from my mind ... i zoomed past her and reached home... i woke up the next day and checked whether i got any dreams of her... a smile danced on my lips.. indicating i am forcing myself to think about her.. interrupting my flow of thoughts... i was reminded by my roomie that it is already 8:30 and getting late for the office... putting her thoughts in some memory location safely.. i hurried to get ready for office
Days are passing... things appeared to be as before....doing project work.. attendin parties.. catching up wid friends... watching movies.... but whenever i take the necklace road route... i involuntarily chk to see if i can find her again... but evytime its a disappointment for me... i guess nw my mind is gettin prepared to accept that she is juz a passing thought... probably out of sight is out of mind...
That day.. on the occasion of my roomie's bday.. we all went to shahib singh sultan restaurant @ city centre mall, banjara hills... after having a yummy yummy dinner topped with usual fun talk.. we all started to leave for our respective destinations.. Me and my roomie reached the parking lot and about to start our bike... then we remembered that we forgot our bag ... I immediately rushed bak, but the bag wasnt there... when turned arnd to search, i found some lady holding my bag moving towards reception.... guess shez going to deposit my bag there... "Excuse me" I said... she turned back... That was like a moment which i felt can not be captured in words and only can be felt... yes she is she... suddenly my face was beaming with excitement... not sure whether she found it or not.. probably she myt have mistook the reason being finding my bag,... she handed over my bag to me and about to leave... "Thank.." is all tht i managed to utter.. she understood and replied.. "no probs.. welcome" wid a slight smile on her lips... i wanted to freeze the time and stop her to knw more about her.... but I am not that lucky... she left from there to join her friends... I came back to my bike and reached home... now i was confused... what to read from the happenings... is she going to be in my life?? if so.. what is she going to be??? A friend?? or a lover?? or a collegue?? or some acquaintee..?? lost in those thoughts... i slipped into deep sleep......
Next day after reaching the office, i was lookin for deeps...one of my best friends...her actual name is Deepika.. but i call her deeps... during the lunch time.. I shared my excitement with her... she was ready with her usual teasing stuff and started to pull my leg....after some time.. she said... dude its too early for u to even think sthg abt her... let the things happen.. time will decide wht is she for you... i felt she is correct...i cant think abt her with juz two instances... i dont know how deeps succeed in making me understand evytime wid her simple words... ofcourse.. this situation is silly.. bt there are many ocassions where deeps gave a solid support for me and thats one of the reasons.. why she is one of my best friends... keeping my excitement inside... i brought my anticipation out..
After a week or so... while i was waiting for a collegue at Hi-Tech city... heard a female voice asking sthg...i turned to her... only to find that she is she... without even remembering that i was wearing the helmet.. i gave her 'I-know-you.-you -recognised -me?" smile... she put a blank face... i soon regained my consciousnes and asked her what she is looking for? she came there to attend an interview and was searchin for XXX company... I removed my helmet and gave her directions... when she thanked me and about to start leaving...without my control... i asked her... what is her name.... first she gave me a serious look and then told.. "Nupur"... i wanted to ask more... but could not... couldnot becoz of the fear tht i may lose points in making first impression...this time i wanted to play safe and said.. "All the best... give your best shot... you will get the job.." .. i guess it worked... she replied "thanks" with full smile...thats a perfect kodak moment... i wanted to ask her.. whenz da next rendezvous.. but tht wud be too much to ask for... i thought god has a perfect plan for us to meet again at the right place and at the right time..but for now he gave me the information that she is a fresher recently out of college and searchin for job... I thanked God for the way he is executing the things and enjoying the new found happiness...
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Edited by harish_mjht - 15 years ago