Erm.. Hey guys..
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So, apparently 92.86% of the forum wanted the TINs to be back.. *humbled smile* I do have to apologize profusely to the other 7.14% - Sorry guys, I really tried not to start this but the majority has to win. But please don't commit suicide on my account - I'll put "Things I Noticed" in the title of the post so you can just avoid it entirely. Your life is too precious to this forum! *looks pleadingly* š
Now that that's done.. Umm, I don't know how good (or bad) this will be. I haven't done this in over two months and I've got to reprogram myself to SAY everything I notice. It starts off with the main things and eventually I'll probably be able to articulate everything I notice. Will take a few weeks but I'm sure tab tak my random bak bak on the main topics will be more than enough. So here it is - as always, read at your own risk! (I love my disclaimer! š¤£š¤£š¤£š¤£)
- Did anyone else think that Nakku was totally "lost" in her thoughts initially - that she was still going through that "show or not show" debate with her subconscious in the beginning. But that as soon as she heard the sound of foot steps approaching her, it was like she was pulled out of her thoughts and suddenly the stark reality of it all was staring her in the face. That was when she REALLY began to understand the gravity of the situation she was in - that she was sitting without her "make up" and that she was closer than she ever was to revealing her face to Dutta. That should she choose, all she had to do was turn. That is ALL the effort it would take. And that nothing would change, as her "subconscious" has assured her. But that is also when she realized that everything WOULD change - it would. He might not "love" her because of it, but she would be taking away the "face" of his confidante away from him and he would definitely not "like" her for it either! Finally, when the cloud of her subconscious thoughts cleared and Nakku was able to see past the sudden desire to "do" something (i.e. reveal herself), she realized that she didn't want to "DO" anything. *sigh* I don't know why but this is the only thing that comes to my mind - If the ONLY way Nakku can be around Dutta as a friend is by putting on that burdening soot and being "ugly" then she won't think twice before she dives in the dirt. After all that "convincing" and all that "manipulating" by her subconscious, it took her less than 5 seconds to decide that she'd put the color on. Because if she didn't and if she turned as is, she would literally pull the ground from under Dutta. A man who's been betrayed time and again in the most horrible way would not think twice before jumping to some horribly painful conclusion about betrayal and that is something Nakku could not do to him. To take away the one thing he's been able to hold constant through the Supriya crisis (i.e. Nakku's loyalty) by showing him how she too lied to him - no, she couldn't do this to him. *realizes she's rambling* *sigh* I don't even know what I said - I probably sounded like I was on crack.. š
- So Kalavati dislikes the Jyotish? I don't know why but I felt that it was the fact that Aayi Sahib was consulting SOMEONE else about their domestic matter that had Kala so irritated and not the fact that it was a religious figure. Her irritation was with the fact that someone else was being asked upon to "call the shots" albeit temporarily and not because the person had "religious" affiliation - unlike Dutta's irritation with all things religious, I felt her issue was having to "forfeit" her ability to call the shots this time around and not being able to manipulate the situation to her liking. *thinks* Is it weird that I find this intriguing about her too? *blushes* š¤£š¤£
- Erm.. *confused muh* So according to the Jyotish, Nakku will keep Dutta safe but simultaneously bring a strong tsunami of unhappiness in his life? Erm.. Okay.. Now my question to that is, is Dutta's unhappiness going to be CAUSED by her? Or is it going to be LINKED to her pain? I see the latter happening - but I HOPE strongly that this is not "foreshadowing" of some random dramatic soap track with some random misunderstanding and a whole lot of tears involved. I really don't think the CVs have such a mundane track in mind - but my pessimism (as far as TV shows go) takes over me at times. š
- *Blinks in realization* Oh!! So THAT is what Dutta was pointing his gun at? Geez man! He came pointing the gun right at Nakku and left me all confused. Turns out he was pointing at some bushes on the OTHER side of the river? Seriously Dutta?! And then you SHOOT at them too?! What? Have we forgotten that we are in a ambush situation where EVERY bit of ammunition counts? Why would you feel the need to waste two of your bullets at a "moving bush" ACROSS the river?! WHY?! *smacks forehead* Guys and their testosterone-induced need to fire guns! *sigh*
- "Jo hum kahen gai woh tum teenon hi karo gi." - Aayi Sahib. *rewinds and re-watches the scene* Tum teenon HI? As opposed to who? The OTHER clones of the Trio? Who else was Aayi Sahib expecting Kala, Leela and Roops to out source their work too? I really want to know! š¤£
- "Agar aag humara raat bhar saath dey sakti hai, toh hum thori dair aag ka saath nahi dey sakte?" - Nakku. *goes into a standing ovation* I LOVE this guys - Anil Deshmukh! I really do! What brilliance yaar! What brilliance! I love the way Nakku brushes off Dutta's pessimism with a simple yet wisdom filled remark. The fire is supposed to "stay" with us through the night, should it not rain - without any complaints and without any demands. So can we not choose to "stay" with the fire even if we knew that our "visit" would be cut short by the rain eventually? It was like she was telling Dutta that if he expecting a certain level of behavior from those around him, he was in turn obligated to set himself to the same standards. Time and again he's let his "anger" and his "stubbornness" blind his judgment, allowing him to make decisions he wouldn't normally make or let anyone else make either. And this time again, our Nakku doesn't hesitate a moment before giving it to him straight. If he expects the "fire" to accompany him in all circumstances, then he should be willing to do the same - in spite of the imminent rain. *stares in awe* Absolutely freaking brilliant! Unless it's just be seeing things, like always.. š
- Dutta, Dutta, Dutta... *sigh* He is so ANGRY at himself and at Nakku - he is so upset! I love this denial stage of his. He is just so upset at everything Nakku does/says because with everything she says, she sinks a little deeper in his heart and he can't stop it! And that works totally against his denial! So what does he do? He huffs and puffs and throws tantrums. He struggles with her as she tries to help him with a bandage and then he looks annoyed when she logically suggests that they should take rest during the night for safety and to replenish their strength. He stands there stubbornly just looking at her with intrigue mixed in with a little bit of annoyance as she gathers the stems and starts a fire. But in all this he tries to understand her some more - "Tujhe dar nahi lagta" he says. And when she simply says "No", it throws him off! He offers her his gun and when she refuses he gets UPSET at her - and with himself for caring so much! He goes around collecting those branches, exhausted as he is - but he HAS to do it. Why? Even he can't figure that one out and that is driving him insane! Nakku has totally thrown this guy off his game and he doesn't even know it yet. He is shooting in bushes, fighting off bandages, forcibly waltzing through a jungle through the night and questioning FIRE in the darkness? *sigh* I LOVE this couple! I LOVE this Dutta! I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE this guy - he's a teenager around Nakku, just trying to get a grasp on his feelings and thoughts. Yet, should something happen to her and he turns into the brilliant gangster that he is and protects her. *sigh* I want one!
- "Tujhey dar nahi lagta, bhook toh lagti hai ya.." - Dutta. OMGOMGOMG! Who else was reminded of his conversation with Nakku about "Meri Aayi bolti hai...". Anyone..? Well! It totally reminded me off it - *sigh* š
- Erm.. So Nakku made fire out of stone and BRANCHES?!?! Erm.. Maybe these are those magical branches from the magical jungle. Because usually you need dry twigs/grass that can easily allows a spark to grow into a flame - not a thick branch! š¤£
- Dutta surrounds Nakku in a circle of fire and then leaves her close to a huge bonfire too? Is it just my MCAT studies or did anyone else think CO (Carbon Monoxide) poisoning when they saw this? THIS much smoke? Nakku will be dead before he gets back! š¤£š¤£ Oh who am I kidding! This is the magic smoke from the magic jungle - probably smells like a cotton candy! š¤£
- *sigh* My sher hands Nakku the gun AND puts a circle of cotton-candy fire around her - then he picks up a branch on fire and walks into the thick of the jungle?! *sigh* š¤£š¤£š¤£ Yes, I can totally see the logic in that.. š¤£š¤£
- Nakku does not expect anything from Dutta, does she? Like REALLY she expects NOTHING from him! Except for him to treat her like a human being and allow her to make her own decisions she really doesn't expect him to treat her any differently regardless of how she feels for him. She's content with whatever relationship they might be able to work out. I mean, she looked so genuinely surprised and later pleased by his unorthodox care for her. The way he hands her the gun by force, asks her if she gets hungry albeit sarcastically and then authoritatively builds a ring of fire around her - she wasn't expecting it and she was genuinely pleased by it. I mean the way that guy just bossed her around like he had full authority on her - *sigh* The one thing that has been constant in this relationship, come rain or shine. No matter what, these two always push each others' boundaries and do so without any inhibition! *sigh* I love this couple!
- Precap Thing: LMAO!! Did Dutta just finish Nakku "Main nahi khaye gi" comment?!?! OMG! How freaking cute is that?!?! I cannot wait for tomorrow! šš
So this is done - I have NO clue what gibberish I've typed up there, so I hope no one pulled the trigger while reading it. But I do have to say this - *takes deep breath* I MISSED doing this SO much!!! *sigh* It feels so good to blabber on at your expense again - really I mean it! It does! š¤£š¤£š¤£
Alright folks! It's almost 2 a.m. here and it's time for me to head to bed. I'll see you guys tomorrow! š„±