Kareeb se gayi zindagi
Tujhe kyun dekha na, tujhe kyun jaana naa
Shikaayatein karun ya nahin
Thami hain yeh saansein, bhari hain yeh aankhein
Sahoon kaise ab yeh faaslaa
Bin tere, bin tere, bin tere
Koi khalish hai hawaaon mein bin tere"
Saw this song and text in Fatty's (make-believe's) sigs and sigbox and nothing really suits the situation more right now....especially the lines...."Tujhe kyun dekha naa....tujhe kyun jaana naa....shikaayatein karun ya nahin" *sigh*
Today was a very sad epi.....we got to see an epi consisting entirely of a morose and sad Rohan...we've never seen him like this before....he must have made all of two attempts to make some sarcastic/rude comments and those were also half-hearted....but other than that, we saw a sad Rohan, a quieter Rohan....basically a Rohan going through the motions....and that really made me sad.
Isha's reaction to finding out about Rohan leaving for India Marriages and her subsequent breakdown in the car and later on at home made everything even sadder.....and this is the part that makes me sad....she hasn't realized still....what she still continues to do so wrong....the point her lying and hiding her relationship with Ashish has now brought Rohan and Isha to.....
Rohan never said anything....but it was more than obvious in his every reaction and what he left unsaid....all he said was, 'everything's changed'....but did anyone bother finding out WHY it came to that point?? Isha doesn't still notice WHY Rohan gets so upset at the mention of Ashish....and why she still feels the needs to lie about it all....I felt so bad when Rohan actually came upto right outside her building and then backed off again when he realized Ashish is there.
Last week was high charged drama....but this week was so much more emotional to see the fallout of that drama.....Rohan-Isha have now grown so far apart...that awkwardness is so tangible now and it is so sad to watch *sigh*.....
Kavi and Shruti were both SO brilliant as usual in this epi....Kavi for bringing out a totally different Rohan....Rohan's body language today....his hurt, the sadness, that closed off air that's come over Rohan now....he portrayed it all so amazingly! And Shruti was BRILLIANT in her reactions after finding out about Rohan leaving....the initial anger and hurt lashing out at Rohan, the breakdown in the car, her crying on the phone to Ashish (*barfs)....and the very end when she asks Rohan not to leave...."mat jaao"....beautifully poignant moment.....but yet again that kameena Ashish had to call at the wrong moment and ruin everything🤢
Rohan kinda saved Isha from this kameena Ashish's clutches unknowingly though by calling at the very moment he was leaning in to kiss Isha🤢🤢....so thank god for that....or that guy was fully on the verge of making good on his attempts to get Isha into bed while she's in a vulnerable state of mind🤢🤢
I hope we get a good ending next week since there's no chance of a second season.....Oh the potential that's being killed here....truly beyond sad
And before I end this.....this is for Ashish the🤬:
And these are for Rohan: 🤗 And Isha as well🤗🤗🤗
Here's hoping they both realize what they mean to each other by the end of all this *sigh*😆....and no, I don't just mean that in a 'romantic' sense😛