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analysing what armaan has been through all this time
ARMAAN:
i hate myself
i ahte myslef for loving you unconditionally.even though u have moved on and u might be blaming me
for all that has happened to you
i hate what has happened and i want ur good future. with whomever ur happy with.
but i hate the fact, that my heart beats because of you
i hate the fact, that my breath is becuz of you
i died inside
when u told me that i mean nothing to you
i died completely, when you broke the promises you made to me
God's for justice and i think the reason why,
He's hurting me so much
is becuz i hav done something bad.
i still question him; am i that bad?
don't i deserve something better?
can't i ever be happy?
but then i realize that questioning is no use
i pray for ur happiness ridhimma, but that u'll never understand.
i'll always be a friend ridhimma, but that u'll never like
if u want someone esle, i won't stop you
if u'll start to love someone else, i won't question you.
for ur happiness, i might die a thousand times
the fact that i love u, is the fact that i hate the most
i want to stop loving you but i cant
i won't ask you to come back
but i want you to understand
that ur my life
and it'll always be that way
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