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Ohhhhh I am team wolf and Rose is one of my fav. vamps😛 Let's see how this turns out to be😛

Originally posted by: Angelic_J

Ohhhhh I am team wolf and Rose is one of my fav. vamps😛 Let's see how this turns out to be😛

"Rosalie, I know what you are going through, I've been there too. And leaving is not going to make you feel any better, it's a worse than staying, trust me I've done it. We can take care of you, help you get through this in any way we can"

"No Edward, you don't get it! You don't understand at all! You have Bella, you got her back! I've lost Emmett forever; we can never be together again. I watched him slowly slip away from me, not being able to do anything about it. You chose to leave Bella way before you thought she was died, I never chose for Emmett to leave me, so you don't know how I feel at all!"

I know the words that were coming out of my mouth are pinching Edward hard, but I didn't care, I didn't care for anything or anyone anymore.

"And I am not a child; I can take care of myself. Besides its better off this way anyways; we all know I only belonged here because of Emmett, so what's the point of staying?"

"Rose, you know that's not true. You have been a part of this family way before Emmett. Why would you ever think you don't belong here? You know I always loved you like you were my own daughter. I couldn't see you suffering when you were a human, and I can't stand to see you suffer now. I know we don't understand what you are going through, can't even begin to imagine the pain, but we lost Emmett too; we are trying to cope too. We can heal each other, as a family, please Rose think of this once more before deciding anything."

"Carlisle is right, and you know I love you as my daughter as well. I've already lost one child, I can't bear to lose you too Rose"

If I were able to, I know I would have shed so many tears at the moment, many as when Emmett was…was…

"Carlisle, Esme, you know I consider you as my parents as much as you consider me as your daughter. You have taken better care of me than my human family, and for that I am so grateful to the both of you. I know I never show it, but I really am, I appreciate everything you have done for me, thank you. And I am sorry for all the trouble and pain I have cause upon you, I'm sorry if I have ever hurt you, and I'm sorry but I have to leave"

I didn't have to look at her face to know I was hurting her now, I hated this, hurting the person I care most, the one I call my mother. I know favoring a person in the family isn't right, you're suppose to love everyone equally, I do love everyone equally, except Esme and Emmett, I love them equally a bit more. It could be that they always saw the innocence I was capable of, always looked at the good of me before the bad.

"Just for a little while, till I can get… Emmett off my mind. It's the only thing that can help me now. I have thought long and hard, fought with myself for months before I came sure to this decision. I need to get away from all of this, clear my mind. I don't know if I ever will be able too, I'm going to try."

Till now I had spoken emotionless, but here I tried to add a faint of smile, hoping to persuade my family. "Besides, it's not like I'm going to provoke the Volturri or anything, Alice and Edward can tell you that, right guys?"

Everyone turned to Edward and Alice, both of whom were looking at me, trying to reading to read me.

Edward, I know you're listening in on me, and there is something I have wanted to tell you for weeks now. I know I have never treated you right once Bella came into your life. I have always given you a hard time, and showed that I didn't like the fact Bella is with you. Until, Emmett died it was true, but I've changed my mind on that. I'm happy you have her, because I would never want this, what I'm going through, for you either. And if you can forgive me for all the bad things I have done to you, assure Esme and Carlisle I'm not going to destroy myself. Tell Alice not to watch my future, it will only give her a headache, I haven't decided on anything yet. Right now I am only heading off the island; I don't know where I am going either, wherever my journey takes me I guess. If you can forgive me, please grant this sister's last wish Edward, won't you?

I looked away from him and looked at Alice, apologetic to her also.

Edward cleared his throat "I believe her, I think we should let her go, maybe it will be good for her"

Everyone looked Alice next, who nodded sadly, agreeing with Edward. I guess she must have been looking at Edward's decision as well.

"You know I can't force you to stay Rose, if you think this is the best, we'll let you go" Carlisle finally said, "But the door to our home is always open for your return, anytime."

No one else could add anything; everyone knew what was coming next.

"Thank you everyone, for everything. I will always cherish all I the moments I've spent with you all, but I think it's my time to go now, goodbye everyone"

Sharing last hugs, kisses, and words of goodbyes, I walked out the house to the corner of the sand path where the ocean began, and ran through till I deep enough in the water to where I could swim as fast and hard as I could, not knowing where my ending destination is.