Hole in my heart....HELP

I have a hole in my heart.... something special resided there ...and now, it has left, without my permission, leaving behind a huge heavy emptiness.....

I feel like happiness has gone... I am back to earth... amidst the daily grind without that specialness ...

I am talking about my feelings for Radikha and Dev...

Oh how powerful they were ... when I used to see them together.....even the anticipation of them saying one word to each other would just send me spinning in ectasy ... hoping... there was a fierce passion in my fantasy about them.....

Somehow their just being there.....however fictional...but loving each other ..in this divine way.... added such pleasure to my mundane life...made me smile secretly..

And now when I see them.....Nothing !! ... simply nothing.... those extraordinary feelings have just evaporated.... ..poof !!

How can I get that back ... those days I want back when I was flying in the sky...

How can I feel that same fire can .. that same intensity ... the same angst....

Why have those two most majestic ethereal lovers faded and left behind this pedestrian couple

Can someone please tell me how to feel those fabulous things again.......

I am scared I will stop missing not flying high ...and I want to hold on to that feeling forever !

u know these creatives with all their unnecessary twists are twisting the viewers.
they are taking the story to nowhere.
it started out with good simple love story, other than that they are showing all other crap.

i too am very sad with todays epi.

Well in my opinion thats because we are confident that Rad and Dev will be together and face the world together. There is no smoke between each other. As Dev is relieved so as we viewers.

Also, it is due to some articles leaking the information early about the marriage shooting. So everyone thinks story is getting dragged. Right time for Creatives to get over with marriage track.

When we know the ending, we don't bother about the middle pages in a novel.

But if we are asking for same moments back then in a way we are wishing for for RaDev separation. Its not a win-win situation.

So are we satisfied with RaDev moments? Are we ready to accept Vishaka's reentry?

u are right avi28 the creatives are dragging this show with showing unnecessary twists with wasting lots of time .......i was dissappointed with today's episode.........

I think it is our own mind which plays games with us....Yes initially Radhika and Dev one could feel so much love between them...We all hopeless romantics saw everything one could see possibly in love...

more than the show dragging I think it is bcos we are seeing rads reciprocating (in her own way) dev's love ... neither of them are yearning and wondering about the other ... they are engaged in more practical things like shaadi, murti return etc

I have those days too. Where sometimes I just get bored with the storyline and characters, but when they show Radev moments - like the ones on sept 8, i fall in love all over again. Through out the last couple of months there were times I felt bored witht he characters but i am glad i stuck in, cause they showed us great radev moments. I think we don't feel the chemistry mostly because of the storyline and not cause of RAdev.

Kuku your topic scared me..
I feel the same for the last couple of days and am trying to rejuvenate myself by thinking something positive coming out of all these twists..thats why I posted Courtship time post yesterday..
It is very common if they start dragging then we start loosing interest...
I felt the same during the time when on vat savitri Dev and Radhs agreed to accept their fate and try to lead their lives as it is...

Thanks all for your comments !

My problem is not that I cannot fathom them being together.. with Rads reciprocation...It is not that I am waiting to go back to the separation,, longing theme to get that spark back..

I feel even when they are together , happy and accepting of each other with some level of confidence in their being together (finally!) , there was a strong chemistry - recall the engagement scenes - both of them in font of God.. that scene was powerful..


But the episode today in which Dev and Rads were talking to each other.. and Rads even said ' If we are together that we can tackle everything'....Why didnt that stir me... why didnt that move me ??

For me there was NO chemistry in that scene that really should have been an intimate moment between them....

Where has that chemistry gone ????

They are not very comfortable in the intimate scenes especially Radhika; I just don't see the spark. Also the storyline is just getting more ridiculous. Today was such a disappointment. Dev and Radhika looked so not together even though they said they were. They looked as though they just wanted to get it over with.