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I know, that everything needs to be updated and I shall update that very soon. This is not really a FF but sort of Samrat;s feelings; what he is feeling right now from my prespective you could say, thereofre tangled thoughts, cause his feelings and his thoughts are tangled into a big fat bubble that he does not know how to get rid of them😊 Btw, the play has already happened here, and Gunjan has moved away from Samrat😊
Date: June 30th 2009
Dearest Friend,
Today was a miserable day for me. Today, I did not see Gunjan at all. I don;t know what happened during the play. She stopped talking to me and whenever I see her, I go upto her but she is gone, like disappeared into the wind. I been thinking if Sheena had managed to talk to her about the so called stupid condition, but Sheena seemed to mention nothing of it. Sheena seems happy after the play, but I am not happy. In the morning, I had food with Sheena at canteen with famous Chinu coffee. I looked over on the other side to see Mayank and Nupur sitting and discussing someting. Benji and Uday happened to join them and Dia and Ranvijay hand in and hand came and took a table next to us. It did not really bother me no more to see Dia with Ranvijay. Like Gunjan had said,I let go off that and let Dia make her own decisions. I could hear Uday discussing Tamana Mam and his so called Love story. I tried to hear Mayank and Nupur's conversation on hearing Gunjan;s name. They were talking in mumble jumbles that I could not hear, but I decided I would find out the whole matter from Uday as he would tell me everything. Sheena was busy fixing her makeup. I jolted back to the dance steps, I was dancing with Sheena, but all I could see was Gunjan, in my thoughts, in my feelings. Everywhere, I saw Gunjan. Gunjan did look mezmerzing that day. She wore red, and white. White, she was looking like an ange from heaven and Red make her look more divine. I was breathless for a second until Mayank got me back into the jolt.
After that moment, I tried to see Gunjan, but I could not see her. I saw her talking to someone and approached her, but then... my worst nightmare happened. Gunjan moved away from me. She actually walked away from me, making me realize that I had lost her forever. That lump in my throat still hurts.. Coming back to what Nupur and Mayank were stating, I tried to listen when Sheena joted me back.
Here was the biggest thing, I was with Sheena, but I was not happy. Infact, I felt like this was not where I belonged. I was not happy. I need Chashmish, but why did I need Chamish to make me happy?
- Samrat
Date: June 30th 2009
Dearest Friend,
Today was a miserable day for me. Today, I did not see Gunjan at all. I don;t know what happened during the play. She stopped talking to me and whenever I see her, I go upto her but she is gone, like disappeared into the wind. I been thinking if Sheena had managed to talk to her about the so called stupid condition, but Sheena seemed to mention nothing of it. Sheena seems happy after the play, but I am not happy. In the morning, I had food with Sheena at canteen with famous Chinu coffee. I looked over on the other side to see Mayank and Nupur sitting and discussing someting. Benji and Uday happened to join them and Dia and Ranvijay hand in and hand came and took a table next to us. It did not really bother me no more to see Dia with Ranvijay. Like Gunjan had said,I let go off that and let Dia make her own decisions. I could hear Uday discussing Tamana Mam and his so called Love story. I tried to hear Mayank and Nupur's conversation on hearing Gunjan;s name. They were talking in mumble jumbles that I could not hear, but I decided I would find out the whole matter from Uday as he would tell me everything. Sheena was busy fixing her makeup. I jolted back to the dance steps, I was dancing with Sheena, but all I could see was Gunjan, in my thoughts, in my feelings. Everywhere, I saw Gunjan. Gunjan did look mezmerzing that day. She wore red, and white. White, she was looking like an ange from heaven and Red make her look more divine. I was breathless for a second until Mayank got me back into the jolt.
After that moment, I tried to see Gunjan, but I could not see her. I saw her talking to someone and approached her, but then... my worst nightmare happened. Gunjan moved away from me. She actually walked away from me, making me realize that I had lost her forever. That lump in my throat still hurts.. Coming back to what Nupur and Mayank were stating, I tried to listen when Sheena joted me back.
Here was the biggest thing, I was with Sheena, but I was not happy. Infact, I felt like this was not where I belonged. I was not happy. I need Chashmish, but why did I need Chamish to make me happy?
- Samrat
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