since many watched but they didnt share their feelings, let me tell what i did, how i felt..
lets begin with the begining
well first before new years when i saw the announcement on star one, i was... wait cant say glad so soon, it took time to sink in...may be 5 seconds i was muted then a surge of happiness ...especially since it was the transition period and on the new year ocasion what could be better than spending time with Farhan, the one i love so much and miss always and long for, that was the first reason, a sec reason was last time i had kind of missed the show and cudnt watch it well due to a vulnerable mental condition and tension , but this time i cud catch up with what i had missed...
so i waited for it impatiently but strangely wanted it not to come so soon...as if it comes it'll end then nothing to look foreward to...
on new years there was a lot of dinner and party invitation and all, i finished everything before 9:30, shopping, dinner, beauty parlour and every other core
and made sure i was thr at home for n.b and him...after hugging and wishing my family before bed i said to mom am not feeling well and dont wish to be disturbed and will watch tv or read something and sleep, we offer a lot of space to each other in my family and we each ahve a room to our own and a tv inside the privacy, i thought how sud i dress, okay since i am telling u honestly without lying - certainly i remembered Farhan's phrase - "sore eyes "😊 which he said relating to modern, i decided on a lehnga and mehndi, bangles etc - tarditional wears 😳 ... this is the pre show prep, in another post will talk abt during show and post show experiences...
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