Sorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy kal part nahi likh payi thi isliye update nahi kiya, I'll try ki aage se aisa kabhi na ho, thanks for being so co-operative…. Love you allllll…….
Part-108
Riddhima was lost in thoughts, in between tears were falling from her eyes, she bends her knees and placed her head on it, thinking armaan tum aise kyu behave kar rahe ho, kya ho gaya hai tumhe, pata nahi kyu lag raha hai inn 10 dino mai bahut gap aa gaya hai hamare beech mai, kuch bhi clear nahi ho raha ki ho kya raha hai, sanjana aur tum, tum aur sanjana???? Pata nahi kya ho raha hai…. Kyu tum mujhse ab kuch share nahi karte, kyun mujhe kuch nahi batate, kyun meri patience ko test kar rahe ho??? Pata nahi, she closed her eyes…. Cold war was going in between her heart and mind…….
Flashback….. (10 days ago)
Sanjana was lost somewhere in her thoughts, and bumped into riddhima….
R: sanjanaaaa………
Sa: (coming in present) so sorry riddhima, maine tumhe dekha hi nahi… (with a little blush on face which's noticed by riddhima.. her way of blushing was like that , dat even the blind could judge….)
R: (winked) someone's blushing (sanjana blushed even more) waise aapka dhyan kahan tha dr. sanjana???? (with a sweet smile)
Sa: kahin nahi, wo mai bas….
R: (with excitement and little wink in tone) wo mai bas???
Sa: are yaar mai kuch soch rahi thi isliye… (making expressions such that it'll raise curiosity in riddhima…)
R: wo to mujhe bhi dikh raha hai, par soch kiske baare mai rahi thi??? (she asked this with raised eyebrows)
Sa: kisike baare mai nahi… (acted as if wants to hide and blushed a little)
R: hmmm…. I's just kidding sanjana.. It's ok tum mujhe nahi batana chahti to… par tum iss muskurahat ke saath bahut achi lag rahi ho, anyways mujhe jaana hai, baad mai milte hai, byeeee……. (caressing her cheeks)
Sa: (when she's on the verge of leaving) riddhima tum to yaar bura maan gayi….
R: (surprisingly) kiss cheez ka???
Sa: ki mai tumse kuch chuppa rahi hun…
R: (getting her point) sanjana tum paagal ho, mujhe kyu bura lagega, tumhari personal
life hai, aur tumhari marji hai ki tum kiss se share karna chahti ho, mujhe tum khush lagi isliye maine puch liya, ab wo tumhari marji hai ki tum share karo ya na karo, ofcourse I understand ki hum itne close friends nahi bane, still we both are strangers to each other personally, then how can I force you to tell and how can you believe me without knowing me, so bura maan ne ka to sawaal hi nahi uthta…
Sa: u sure??
R: without any doubt… (riddhima again turned to go…)
Sanjana makes a face, thinking in heart god har waqt lecture, kitni mushkil se itna acha drama kiya tha, socha tha ki usse curious karungi taaki wo mujhse puche ki tumhari khushi ka raaj kya hai, aur mai kahun ki mujhe pyar ho gaya hai, phir wo puchegi ki kiss se aur mai usse indectly hints dungi ki kaun hai wo ladka…
par iss madam ne to mera saara plan hi fail kar diya, sach mai kitni boring hai, koi excitement hi nahi hai, bas itna lamba sa lecture diya aur aage chali gayi… mai iski jagah hoti to kabhi bhi puche bina na rehti, pata nahi kaisi si ladki hai, seriously I need to know more about her…. Par abhi ye sochna hai ki uss tak mai apni baat kaise pahunchaun, itni aasani se to apni baat kahe bina usse jaane nahi dungi,
jab tak usse pata nahi challega ki mai kissi se pyar karti hun tab tak uske mann mai armaan ke liye shak kaise aayega aur jab tak shak nahi aayega tab tak wo usse chodkar nahi jayegi aur agar wo armaan ko chodkar na gayi to mujhe sukoon nahi milega…. Nahiii mujhe jaldi se jaldi uss se baat karni hogi,
wo nahi jaan na chahti to kya hua mai to batana chahti hun na, aaj se exact 11 din baad naya saal shuru hoga, mujhe kuch bhi karke 10 dino mai armaan riddhima ke beech mai misunderstandings create karni hai aur 11th day matlab 31 dec riddhima ko armaan ki taraf se bewafai ka wo tohfa milega jisse wo jindagi bhar yaad rakhegi,
Naye saal ki shuruwat usse hamesha yaad rahegi, aankhon mai aansoon reh jaaya kareinge jab bhi wo iss baare mai socha karegi, armaan be prepared for your new year gift…. I really feel pity on you, tum hi riddhima ko itna acha tohfa doge aur tumhe hi nahi pata hoga, (she laughed… her pager beeped, she came out of thoughts and left for ward..)
After sometime when riddhima was going towards path lab reading file, someone presented her a bunch of flowers, she was surprised and looked up, and was more surprised when found sanjana standing in front of her….
R: (surprisingly) ye kiske liye hai???
Sa: obviously agar tumhe de rahi hun to tumhare liye hi honge….
R: (guessing) armaan ne bhijwaye hai????
Sa: kyu mai nahi de sakti ya phool dene ka hak bhi sirf armaan ko hi hai??? (with little taunt, but riddhima didn't noticed that)
R: nahi, I mean ofcourse de sakti ho, par na aaj mera b'day hai, na anniversary, na maine intern of the month award jeeta hai, phir ye kis khushi mai???
Sa: ye phool just thanks karne ke liye hai…(riddhima gave her confusing look) tumne meri bahut help ki hai riddhima…. Ye phool just uske liye, waise to bahut chotti cheez hai par thanks karne ke liye inse acha aur kuch nahi mila…
R: help, thanks????? (confused)
Sa: riddhima sirf tumhari wajah se meri sabse badi confusion dur ho gayi, sirf tumhari wajah se mai life ka sabse bada decision le payi, aur yehi meri khushi ka raaj hai, aaj mai itna khush hun ki bata nahi sakti, aur iss khushi ka saara credit tumhe jaata hai…
R: sanjana mujhe abhi bhi kuch samajh nahi aaya…
Sa: riddhima tumhe yaad hai aaj subah tumne canteen mai apne aur armaan ke relation ke baare mai kuch baatein kahi thi.. (riddhima nodded) actually bahut dino se mai apni feelings ko lekar confused thi, par tumhari unn baato ke kaaran mai aaj theek se apni feelings ko samajh payi, tumhari har baat bilkul sahi thi, aur sirf tumhare kaaran hi mai jaan payi ki mai unse kitna pyar karti hun… (then bites her tongue, pretending as if she doesn't want to tell, but it just slipped out…)
R: (little getting and excitedly) ohhhhhhhh…. U're in love… waoooooo….
Sa: ( blushed badly) nahi wo to bas…
R: (cutting her in between) now don't try to lie, tumhari aankhein aur tumhari ye sharam hi bata rahi hai aur ek taraf tum mujhe thanks kar rahi ho, aur dusri taraf mujhse hi chuppane ki koshish kar rahi ho, not fair…
Sa: (as if waiting for this line) sorrrryyyy, and you are right tumhari wajah se itna bada decision liya aur tumse hi chuppa rahi hun….
R: hmmmmm….. it's okk (laughed) challo ab jaldi se batao ki kaun hai wo??? (sanjana blushed) sharmane ke liye nahi kaha, bolne ke liye kaha hai…
Sa: unke baare mai kya bollun, jitna bollun utna kam hai…
R: ohhh ooooo…… unkee???? (smiled)
Sa: (trying to blush..) riddhimaaaa….. jao mai nahi tumhe kuch batati…
R: okkk ab mai bilkul bhi nahi hassungi… (she again laughed, sanjana looked at her and makes a face… riddhima stopped) ok sorry… ab batao kuch apne unke baare mai….
Sa: nahi maine kuch nahi batana….(with fake anger)
R: sorry kaha to, ab mai sachi nahi hassungi, batao na…..
Sa: (thinking in heart sanjana jayda footage na kha nahi to kahi phir na challi jaye itni mushkil se to fassi hai, phir kaun itna naatak karega dobara se, blush aur se jhooti smile karte karte mera muh bhi thak gaya hai, chal ab jaldi se point pe aaja) pehle promise karo…
R: okk baba promise, ab batao kya karte hai aapke wo….
Sa: wo ek bahut ache doctor hai…
R: wao wo bhi doctor hai, phir to tumhari jodi bahut achi rahegi….
Sa: haan wo bhi yehi kehte hai, par pehle mai confused thi, ab bhi literally confused ho jaati hun, par unke pyar ke aage phir confusion dur ho jaati hai..
R: kaisi confusion???
Sa: ( that's the question for which she was waiting) actually wo (little hestating) wo married hai…
R: (shocked) what????
Sa: haan unki 1 saal pehle hi shaadi hui hai, kehne ko love marriage thi par unhe apni wife bilkul pasand nahi hai, she's a typical bagenji types, lectures jitney marji sun lo, kehne ko wo bhi ek doctor hai par behave aise karti hai jaise koi sadhu mahatma ho, I mean har waqt lecture jo kissi torture se kam nahi hote, aur itni over confident ki kya bataun, har baat par itna baandh kar rakha hua hai apne husband ko ki unka saans lena bhi mushkil ho jaata hai ghar par, Ab unhe realize hona shuru ho gaya hai ki wo bilkul bhi unke type ki nahi hai, aur wo uss ladki ke saath ab aur nahi reh sakte, wo apne relation se chutkara chahte hai kyunki ab unki patience khatam ho gayi hai…. (sanjana looked at riddhima who was still giving shocked expressions)
Sa: ab kuch bolo to sahi….
R: tumne mere bolne lyke kuch choda hai kya, sab kuch hi tumne bol diya…
Sa: riddhimaaa….
R: sanjana tum ye kya karne ja rahi ho, tumne socha bhi hai…..
Sa: haan riddhima bahut ache se socha hai..
R: (cutting her in between) lag nahi raha, sanjana pyar karna koi buri baat nahi hai par kissi ka ghar ujjad kar apna ghar basaana… (she shaked her head) aur waise bhi tum kya gurantee le sakti ho ki wo tumhara saath jindagi bhar dega, kya pata ek saal baad use koi aur mil jaaye to wo tumhe bhi chodkar challa jaye…
Sa: (in heart thinking phir se lecture, anyways I 's totally prepared for that…. Ye to bahut chotti si qurbani hai, armaan ko barbaad karne ke liye to mai pata nahi kya kya kar jaun) riddhima inn cheezo ke baare mai maine bhi bahut socha hai, tabhi to confused thi, par he really loves me, believe me riddhima mai koi paagal nahi hun aur itni bhi immature nahi hun ki apne ache bure ko na pehchaan paun aur sache aur jhoote pyar mai na farak kar paun, he really loves me from the core of his heart, aur mai unki wife se milli hun, sach yaar unke relation mai pyar jaisi koi baat nahi hai aur wo seriously mar jayenge uske saath, bahut bandhishe hai unke relation mai…. Wo divorce lena chahte hai jaldi se jaldi…
R: kya unki wife ko tumhare baare mai pata hai???
Sa: nahi infact usse ye bhi nahi pata ki ye uss se pyar nahi karte, unki wife bahut over confident hai ki uska husband uss se bahut pyar karta hai, bilkul tumhari tarah….
R: kyaaaaa???? (Surprisingly)
Sa: I mean jaise tumhe lagta hai ki armaan tumse bahut pyar karta hai aur wo tumhara trust kabhi nahi todega waise hi usse bhi yehi lagta hai, she's very over-confident…..
R: sanjana mujhe lagta nahi pata hai ki armaan mujhse bahut pyar karta hai..
Sa:( cutting her in between) riddhima maine just tumhara example liya hai, sirf batane ke liye ki uska confidence level extra hi hai, usse bhi yehi pata hai ki uske husband uss se bahut pyar karte hai…
R: (leaving her topic aside) aur tum dono ne ek baar bhi nahi socha ki uss ladki par kya gujregi jab uska vishwas uski aankho ke saamne tutega, kya haalat hogi usski, shayad jindagi bhi chotti pad jayegi uske sambhalne ke liye….
Sa: ab ye to uski hi galti haina ki wo itna vishwas kyu karti hai, itna over-confident kyu hai, ye achi baat hai khud pehle itna vishwas kar lo aur agar wo tut jaye to saamne waale par blame daal do ki usne mujhe dhoka diya, inhone to nahi kaha tha ki tum mujhpe itna vishwas karo huh……
R: sanjana vishwas kabhi kehne se nahi banta, tumhare behaviour, tumhare pyar se banta hai, agar wo ladki apne huband par itna vishwas karti hai to jarur isme uske husband ka hi
haath hoga, usne hi usse vishwas karwaya hoga ki wo usse bahut pyar karta hai aur kabhi
chodkar nahi jayega aur jab usse pata challega ki wo aur tum…
Sa: abhi to usne socha bhi nahi hoga ki uske husband ki life mai koi aur hai, wo ye baat 31st dec ko batane waala hai… may be tab uski wife ko yakeen ho jaye ki wo uss se pyar nahi karta, I mean dekho na kaisi craziness hai aankho ke saamne har roj dekhti hai ki mai aur uske husband kitni ghul milkar baatein hai phir bhi apne andh vishwas mai rehti hai ki uska husband usse bahut pyar karta hai…
R: agar wo aisi hai to tum kaise keh rahi ho ki usne apne husband par bandhan lagaye hua hai, agar usne bandhan lagae hote to to wo apne husband ko kissi aur se bolne kya kissi aur ki taraf dekhne hi na deti….
Sa: (firstly felt unanswered then) bandhan bolne par nahi lagaya hua to kya, waise har cheez ke liye bound kar rakha hai, agar wo uske bina saans bhi le lete hai to usse problem hoti hai, har waqt chahti hai bas uske saath rahe, ye bandhan hi to hota hai… (thinking in heart sanjana soch samajh kar boloiyo kahin riddhima ko fasane ki jagah khud hi na fass jaye, ye sab to kehna jaruri tha, nahi to ridhima kaise samajh payegi ki wo wife koi aur nahi balki khud riddhima hai aur wo husband jo apni wife ke trtures ko jhel raha hai wo aur koi nahi armaan hai…. Par ab jo bhi bolna hai soch samajhkar bolna hai sanjana…) riddhima believe me wo bahut pareshan hai…..
R: mujhe abhi bhi yehi lagta hai ki tum galat ho sanjana, aur saath mai wo bhi jo apni wife ko chodkar tumse shaadi karna chahta hai….
Sa: par mujhe aisa bilkul nahi lagta, may be tum uska pain na samajh pao, par maine to dekha hai aur jabar dasti koi bhi rishta nahi nibhaya ja sakta… (riddhima's pager start ringing)
R: mera answer phir bhi wohi rahega sanjana…. (her pager again beeped, riddhima shaked her head after reading the message….)
Sa: shayad tum samajh nahi paogi, anyways thanks once again atleast tumhare kaaran mai apni feelings ko anjaam de payi, and he's also very happy….
R: (thought a bit) waise wo ladka hai kaun????
Sa: koi nahi…
R: what???? Tum kissi bhoot se pyar karti ho????
Sa: bad joke…
R: mujhe bhi jayda hassi nahi aayi, anyways bata ki kaun hai wo ladka??
Sa: tum use jaanti ho bahut ache se…
R: (excitedly) mai usse jaanti hun, batao na kaun hai wo ladka???
Sa: bataungi nahi seedha milwaungi 31st dec ko party mai…
R: bata na sanjana kyun itne bhaav kha rahi hai???
Sa: bas iss se jayda mai nahi bata sakti ki wo sanjeevani mai hi kaam karta hai..
R: (again shocked) what????? Sanjeevani mai kaam karta hai…. Ab come on tell me the name sanjana, warna mai tumhe nahi jaane dungi…
Sa: armaan…..
R: ( first unable to speak then) sanjana are you mad????
Sa: haan. I mean nahi, I mean armaan…( riddhima was surprised when someone arms moved around her waist…riddhima first closed her eyes)
R: armaannn……. (he placed his head on her shoulder, she took a breathe of relief, for a second when she heard armaan's name, her heart rate increased that much as if her heart will jump out from her body)
A: basket itne msgs bheje koi reply to karna chahiye tha na….
R: armaaan reply karne ki to tab sochungi na jab tumhare msgs ki beep band hogi, 2 min mai 10 msgs, patience naam ki bhi koi cheez hoti hai…
A: please itni mushkil se 10 min mile hai, ab koi chuk chuk nahi, lets move to canteen…
R: kya mai chuk-chuk karti hun??? (with fake anger)
A: nahi meri maa tum bilkul chuk-2 nahi karti… ab challo bhi…(and he almost pulled her hand)
Sanjana start walking, victorious smile can be seen on her lips, her first step towards success was accomplished very well, she thought aaj to sirf uske baare mai bataya hai, kal se mere behaviour se bhi pata chalna shuru ho jayega ki kaun hai wo ladka, waooo tumhara chehra dekhne waala tha jab armaan ka naam liya tha maine, pata nahi 31st ko kya hoga jab tum apni aankho se mujhe uski baahon mai dekhogi… god I'm eagerly waiting for the moment, want to see her broken confidence and armaan's ruined life.. jiski taraf aaj apna pehla kadam maine successfully rakh diya hai…..
Canteen….
R: armaan ek baat puchu???
A: (taking coffee mug from her hands and sipping from it) haan pucho…
R: tumne meri coffee kyu pee???
A: (surprised) riddhima ye question puchne ke liye tum mujhse permission maang rahi thi???? Tum aise bhi puch sakti thi….
R: armaan mai iski baat nahi kar rahi thi….
A: to phir kiski baat kar rahi thi??
R: armaaan hamari sanjeevani mai aisa kaun hai jiski last year love marriage hui ho aur wo apni wife se bilkul bhi satisfied na ho, bahut pareshan ho apni wife se…. And wants to get rid of her…
A: (in a bubbly tone..) ofcourse mai…. Hamari last year marriage hui, aur mai tumse bilkul bhi satisfied nahi hun kyunki tum saara din mujhe pareshan karti rehti ho, itna pareshan bhi koi karta hai apne husband ko????
R: aur tumhe mere lectures bhi kitne jhelne padte hai….(don't know why she said this to him)
A: (armaan who was totally unknown with the chat between sanjana and riddhima and was totally unaware with the reason that why she's asking all this, ofcourse he's unaware what was going in her heart, carelessly and with wink in his tone ) bilkul sahi pehchana, mere bechare kaan wo kehte hai bas karo bas karo itna torture mai aur nahi jhel sakta, please mujhe baksh do…. (by chance the same word slipped off from his mouth which sanjana told a little time back)
R: itna pareshan ho tum mujhse????
A: iss se bhi kahi jayda, par phir apne kaano ko samjhata hun ki bas kuch aur janmo ki hi baat hai, phir tu inn cheezo se free ho jayega…. (he looked at riddhima and expecting laugh from her or any reply from her, but felt little awkward when found her stable, not even a smile on her face,coz normally she tends to laugh on these stupid jokes of him or sometimes she replies back to him, but today no reaction at all)
A: oe basket kya soch rahi ho???
R: kuch nahi…
A: batao na???
R: kaha na kuch nahi soch rahi thi… (slight change in tone which was noticed by armaan, now he kept his cup on table and pulled his chair near to her..)
A: kya hua basket??
R: (looking into his eyes) kya tum sach mai mujhse itna pareshan ho????
A: (placing his hand on her forehead) tum theek to ho na??? I don't think mujhe ye sab kehne ki jarurat hai ki mai majak kar raha tha, coz you already know that….. and don't even tell me that you need assurance for that… coz I'm seeing this in your eyes…
R: armaan I love you a lot, mai marr jaungi armaan tumhare bina, tumse ek pal bhi dur hone ke baare mai sochti hun to aisa lagta hai jaise kissi ne mujhe andar se achi tarah crush kar diya ho….i'll just die without you armaan.. I'll die… (a tear dropped from her eye)
A: (quickly taking tear in his hands and hugging her tightly, don't know why she was saying all this, ofcourse he knew all this then why, anyways he kept on caressing her until her pager beeped)
Armaan kissed on her forehead and mumbled love you too jaan, riddhima left, don't know what was going in her heart…….
To be continued…..
Next update on Saturday, same time…..
Stay tunned to know further….
Khushu I'll mail you soon, aur mai tujhse bilkul bhi naaraj nahi hun, wo mujhe bas time nahi mil paa raha, par mai tujhe jarur reply karungi, bas jara sa time aur…. Luv you
Regards
Ishanki…
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