The realities of this show are many and darnm by seeing this video, here i go drooling away and put myself in the same position as I was when I saw the scene!! few months ago...
crying prem - no ways, upset prem - yeah may be, hurt prem - definately...but before that loved the back ground score in te scene and how beautifullly it blended with the emotions of the scene... Appealing and Impactful... prem is standing by the wibndow upsert and hurt...caught in the emotions, caught in a predicament... on one hand is the family, and on the other is his siuster who he dearly loves. The very guy who his father hates, how can that girl, be the guy, his sister loves, and Heer , how and why did she hide this from him. These and many other emotions are running in his mind. Unable to express his pain, his sorrow, he is left wondering...he blames himself. he blames himself ashe thinks he gave his sister everything and yet she didnt have the confidence to walk up to him. He blames himself as he thinks heer, his life, some onew whom he thought he understood, he couldnt see her helplessness as he was binded by his own thought, his love for his sister... he blames himself as he thinks he couldnt instill that confidence in heer, in walking up to him and telling him. he wonders what he has done wrong... as these emotions are running in mind, heer comes in. She knows what prem must be feeling. and she knows that prem is feeling helpless right now. She knows she ought to leave prem alone but she cant. ...
She walks up to prem slowly, the doves in the tree signify the strength of their love and the moon the purity.
She puts her hand on top of his, to re affirm him that she is there for him, but he takes his hand away as he feels he cant look at her as he thinks he didnt believe in her. So he is hurt and upset and in a denial. He is a denial as he is yet not able to figure out the reason as to why he didnt believe him, or believed heer and chose to ignore her when he himself knew deep down in his conscious mind that she was right.
Heer : Mujhse Naraaz Ho.
Prem : Haan Naaraz Hoon.Lekin tumse nahin. Apne aap se.
Heer Kyun Prem
Prem : Sorry Heer. Maine tumpe vishwaas nahin kiya. main hi samajh nahin paaya.
(the baxkground scores moves to the a more subte score of the title track signifying the bond)
Heer : Mujhe maaf kar do prem. Galti meri Hai.
Here, prem cant believe that heer is saying sorry to him, when he thinks its all his fault. he cant help but respect her at that.
Heer : Us din, jab maine rishabh ko veera ke saath dekha, mujhe tab hi sab kuch bata dena chahiye...
Notice how prem expression change from disbelief to shock
Heer continues - lekin mere paas koi saboot nahin tha...is liye maina socha ki...
prem (the expression change to anger as he is fully convinced that its his fault. He is not angry that heer hid this fact from him, but he is angry that he couldnt give heer the confidence in walking up to him) maine bhi socha heer , pata hai kya (the background score changes to one that has high impact, signifying intensity in emotion)..main is baat main gussa nahin hoon ki tiumne mujhe puree baat nahin batayee, mujhe is baat ka zyada dukh hai ki tumhe vishwwas nahin tha ki main tumhare baat manoonga, samjhoonga.
Tumhe is baat ka darr tha, ki main apne behen ke samne, humare is rishte ko ahmiyat nahin doonga. yahin darr tha na heer. Woh rishta hi kya jo darr se dar jaye,
Looking back, these lines actually define prem. Prem hasnt been the kinds to get hiloed by fears. He has been quite strong that way. For him, belief, trust and understanding ,mattered and naturally so, as for him, thats what guided him, thats were based on his foundation.
Prem continues... haar chuka hoon main bahut. tumhe lagta hai ki main sierf apnee behen ki baat manooga and he sits down as if he is collapsing, in this so called revelation of his. Heer, Unable t see prem so torn, angry and upset runs to him and sits down as prem opens up to the only person he ever has... and lets him talk, talk out all his pain...
... mere saamne paida huee thee, usse zyada janta hoon usse, ussne kabhi mujhse koi baat nahin chupayee, har baat batatii thi mujhe, ma ne chilaya, mujhe bataya; mrha main marks kam aye bauji ne danta mujhe bataya, har kushi maun, mujhe pakad kar kush hote thi woh, har dukh main meri god main baith kar royee, phir aaj kya hua, ek ladka aaya uskee zindagi main, aur woh itna apna ho gaya, hum sab paraye ho gaye... heer put her hand on him, she does not know what to tell him as she knows that somewhere she should have been honest with prem - something that prem thinks too as he says tumne bhi wohi kiya heer, jo veera ne kya.
Angry with him self he gets up to go, but heer holds him on, the moon giving her the strength and the direction as she gets up and turns to face prem, still holding on to his hand
Prem : Heer mere liye, mere parivar se badkar aur kuch nahin hai, (which actually means the happiness of the parents as for prem, his parents are in the pedastal as god). Main chahta hoon, ki hum is parivar ka hissa ban kar rahe (which actually means pillar and solidarity of the family) na ki ek ajnabee (like harman and veera) abd he holds her (because he loves doing that), looks at her in his eyes (because by looking at her eyes, he falls in love with her again) and says aaj ke baaat mujhe kabhi koi baat mat chupana, kuch bhiu nahin,. Badee upsos ki baat hai heer, apne pyar ko bachane ke liye (so that i dont get hurt) , tumne meri parivar ko nahin bachaya (it ended up caushing hurt and grief to those who matter alot to me - my mom and dad..it ended up paining them). Apne pyar main dard na aa jaye (so that i dont get hurt), tumne mere parivar ko dau pe laga diya (you didnt think of my parents, you let a point comr where a stranger could come and may be spoil our lives). Saccha pyar woh hota hai, jo vishwaas pe tikka hota hai, phir chahe kitnee bhi badee sachaair samne aa jaye, woh vishwaas nahin toota.. (the doves signifying their undying love and reaffiring this pleadge, the moon depicting the honesty and sincerity of each word spokemn and unspoken being saud) Nahin toota woh vishwaas, kabhi nahin toota.... and prem looks away, heer takes her hand forward (title song plays - positive impact !!) and she takes his hand and lowers her eyes and touches her eyes with his hand as if promising to always he truthful to him and she says mujhe maaph kar do prem, galtee meri hai, mujhe tumse kuch nahiin chupana tha and prem cant help but be moved by her innocence...
wah kya love story hai... dono ek doosre ko sorry keh rahe hai...😆😆😆 and how cute both are saying galti meri hain...😆😆😆 and dono ne ek doosre ke haath pakade hue hain...😆 galtee meri hain, maine tumpe vishwaas nahin kiya aur main bhi ainda aisa nahin karoongee and they embrace in a hug with the moon and the doves looking on, witness to their undying love and faith for each other
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